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Eddie Diaz isn't an obsessive man. But it starts with Buck's hands -their capability, their gentleness. Then it's his biceps, his thighs, the softness of his belly, the strength of his chest. Eddie finds himself cataloging every movement, every flex, consumed by a specific, aching want for the safety Buck offers so freely.
or: Eddie develops a problem. It's approximately 6'2", built like a superhero, and keeps falling asleep on his couch.
or or: 5 parts of Buck's body that drive Eddie insane with want, and 1 time he finally gets to have them all.Bookmarked by TwiddleFinger
18 Jun 2026
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"So should we start blocking off time in our calendar for dance lessons with Coach Diaz?"
Eddie knows Karen means it as a joke, but the combination of the wine in his system and the joy in his gut make it feel serious, "Yes."
"Wait, really?" Hen asks.
"If she wants to dance, I'll teach her to dance. We had fun today," Eddie finishes his glass and notices he's probably at the point where he's drunk enough to talk about the Buck thing.
"You don't have to do that Eddie. I'm sure we could pay for lessons somewhere," Karen offers.
"Or we could pay you," Hen offers.
"I have an idea for that actually," alright, Eddie, be brave, "I give Mara dance lessons and you both give me gay lessons."
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When Mara becomes obsessed with ballroom dance Eddie becomes her teacher. Along the way he realizes he's in love with Buck, starts receiving "gay lessons" from Hen and Karen, and forms a ragtag dance academy. What could possibly go wrong?
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17 Jun 2026
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Post-Lawsuit, post-grocery store, Buck is feeling especially alone. On a walk, he gets attacked by an Alpha in rut. After escaping, he runs to the one place he knows he’ll be safe.
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15 Jun 2026
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"What— what do you see?"
"I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."
Buck's whole body goes hot.
"And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."
The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.
"Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"
The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.
"You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"
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Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.Or,
Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.Bookmarked by TwiddleFinger
15 Jun 2026
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“He—He had a nightmare,” Buck says. Eddie can tell he’s tugging at his hair. “He was asleep for barely an hour, and now he won’t stop crying. The thunder scares him.”
Before Eddie can ever answer, Theo’s cries interrupt him. His voice wails out a sad, “EDDIE!”
Eddie pauses. “Did he just say my name?”
On the other line, Buck’s breath hitches. Eddie pulls the comforter off himself, already springing into action to find his shoes and car keys.
Still, Buck doesn’t reply. Theo’s sobs are even more earsplitting through the phone. “I want EDDIE!”
“He’s—” Buck sucks in a breath. “He’s asking for you.”
OR: Theo can’t sleep because of the storm. Buck calls Eddie and Christopher for their help.
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15 Jun 2026
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Someone exclaims in the background, but Buck’s voice cuts through louder when he asks, “You… you want to borrow my…?”
“Flashlight,” Eddie supplies with patient emphasis. It is not, strictly speaking, a leap of faith to assume Buck of all people would have one, but he did move recently, so— who knows what’s still lost in Packed Box Limbo. “Please tell me you have one I can use.”
“I…” there’s a lengthy pause on the other end, Buck’s voice weak and tapering off at the end. “Y-Yeah, okay.”
Or: Eddie just needs to borrow some tools. Fleshlight, flashlight, what’s the difference? The distinction has never been more illuminating.
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14 Jun 2026
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On his way to donate Buck is t-boned and ends up in a coma. Eddie and the rest face some hard truths about their youngest member when he wakes up with total amnesia, together they learn that the only way to go forward is with family by your side.
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11 Jun 2026
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Eddie leans back a little, his arms locked tightly around Buck’s waist. “I said I wanted a hug.”
“Is this not what we’re doing right now?”
“'s not a good hug.”
“It’s not?”
“Nope. It’s not how I want it, so it’s not a good hug,” Eddie says resolutely, looking at Buck like he should know this.
“Okay, and how do you want it?”
“I want you to hold me.” Buck’s heart jumps at the words.
“I am holding you.”
“Well, hold me harder,” Eddie demands, his cold nose finding its way into Buck’s neck.
Buck suppresses a gasp as his arms tighten helplessly around Eddie. He pulls him closer to his body, pressing his nose into soft, messy hair. A happy sigh leaves Eddie’s mouth while he relaxes into Buck’s hold.
There's a good chance that Buck is dreaming right now but he decides to just enjoy the moment for what it is because he might not get the chance to embrace Eddie like this ever again. It will go back to normal once his best friend is sober again. He's sure of that.
Or, Eddie appears on Buck's doorstep, clingy and clearly drunk, demands cuddles, crawls into Buck's hoodie, and accidentally confesses his love. It changes everything.
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10 Jun 2026
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Somehow, Buck has Eddie’s lip print on his cheek. Eddie has marked Buck as taken and his, and oh. This is what Buck wants. He can’t walk around with a hickey on his neck, no matter how much he wants to (and god does he want to). But this could scratch the itch, allow Buck to feel claimed, to feel like Eddie’s being a little possessive, while maintaining secrecy. He can wipe off the lip balm where Eddie’s lips branded him and pretend like they’re best friends and nothing more.
Honestly? It’s so hot.
or, Buck wants to be marked by Eddie so badly; Eddie obliges with lip balm, lipstick, and hickeys. They fuck about it.
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10 Jun 2026
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The 118 is fractured: Chimney’s barely holding it together as Captain, Hen’s is benched, Ravi is injured, Buck is broken, and Eddie is standing just close enough to catch him if he lets him.
Or: One of them doesn't know how to ask for what he needs for what he wants, and the other doesn't know how to let go, even if he were to try.
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- Part 16 of RB's Buddie One and Done's... Maybe
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10 Jun 2026
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He wanted Eddie’s anger. His rage, every ounce of his pain. Because he was the one Eddie was mad at. He was the one that deserved to be punished. The beast in his head, in his chest, the one waiting just behind his teeth, wanted the feeling of Eddie’s fists against his jaw, his spit against his cheeks, their shared blood mingling.
The hideous side of Buck wanted Eddie to break his ribs and beat him black and blue and cut him to pieces, because it would feel like salvation. Like being whole. It’s like a slap in the face, the way a thought notched in the base of Buck’s brain stem screams that it would’ve felt like love. Because then, Buck realizes with startling clarity, he would’ve had something of Eddie. Something more than what he had previously allowed himself to want.
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10 Jun 2026
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"I want someone to tell me what to wear every morning. I want someone to tell me what to eat. What to like. What to hate. What to be mad about. What to listen to. What to buy tickets for. What to joke about. What not to joke about. I want someone to tell me what to believe in. Who to love and -how to tell them."
His breath is ragged now. He can feel it, the way his body is trembling under the weight of his own words.
"I want someone to tell me how to live my life, Eddie, because so far, I think I've been getting it wrong."
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A twist on 8*06 “Confessions” ending scene. In which Eddie pushes, Buck gives in and they make decisions they can't come back from.Inspired by the confession scene from Fleabag, series two.
Title: Working for the Knife by Mitski.
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10 Jun 2026
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With his colleague out sick with the flu, aspiring journalist Evan “Buck” Buckley is sent to interview the crew of station 118 in her place. There he catches the eye of medic Eddie Diaz. A man with a dangerous darkness lurking behind his affable demeanor that draws Buck in like a fly to honey.
The two quickly fall into an intense relationship. But when Buck’s past comes back to haunt him, and a new threat looming in the shadows, he faces an impossible choice. Run, or give himself completely into Eddie’s keeping.
*Semi inspired by Fifty Shades of Grey, where Buck is an inspiring journalist with a bad relationship track record who finds himself in the crosshairs of a serial killer.
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10 Jun 2026
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Of all the things Eddie had ever expected Buck to ask him about, he absolutely hadn’t thought it would be his fake dating services.
“I... Yeah, I do. I do that. Why?”
“Well, um, I was wondering... And I know this sounds really weird, especially since I don’t think I’ve ever really talked to you before, which I’m sorry about, by the way, because I'm sure you’re a really cool guy, and I know I’ve seen you at some parties before, and we’ve been in this class together all semester, but—”
Finally, Eddie manages to pull himself together enough to hold up a hand to stop Buck’s rambling, and the boy immediately snaps his mouth shut, blue eyes wide and a little panicked.
“Buck, what exactly do you want?” he asks, brow furrowed with confusion, and Buck’s nervous shuffling increases tenfold, his smile completely gone now.
“Right. Um. I... I was wondering if maybe you’d be willing to, um... to fake date me.”
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Eddie Diaz fake dates girls to make a little extra cash on the side. He's shocked when football star Evan "Buck" Buckley requests his services for the Christmas holiday.
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10 Jun 2026
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To Open Up My Arms (And Give It All To You) by eddiebodywansum (butdaddyilovehim)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Apr 2026
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“I can be your partner,” Eddie offers.
Now it’s Buck’s turn to say, “What?”
“If you want,” Eddie adds, shrugging—all casual like he’s not suggesting getting on a kink app for Buck and bearing the responsibility of being in charge of someone like that. “I mean, like you said, it’s an accountability thing, right? That’s what you want?”
Or, Eddie accidentally finds the Obedience App downloaded on Buck’s phone. He offers to help keep Buck accountable, only, they end up unintentionally stumbling into a 24/7 TPE relationship without even realizing it.
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10 Jun 2026
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“Okay, we need a game plan.” Eddie slaps his palms down on the table harshly, causing Chim to drop his fork again. “You take Maddie, I take Buck, and we figure out a way to make sure neither of them get into any stupid fights.”
Hen raises an eyebrow. “You’re going to dinner with the Buckleys?”
Eddie nods. “Of course I am, Buck asked me to.” Well, Buck had suggested it would be easier if Eddie were there and Eddie had all but leapt at the opportunity. “I’m not going to leave him to do this alone.”
“We’ll be there!” Chimney chimes in.
Eddie waves a hand dismissively. “You know what I mean.”
“Do we?” Hen asks incredulously and Eddie shoots her a glare.
“Look, Buck already cleared it with Maddie. They’re a united front, and you and I need to be one too.”
Or, five times Buck and Eddie are compared to another couple, and one time they comparison gets... a little too real.
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10 Jun 2026
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Buck, now out as bi, wants to experience some bomb dick after a few disappointing men. In comes Eddie and his knowledge of anatomy. What happens when lady killer Evan Buckley is on the other side of the equation? He gets dickmatised by his boy bestie.
“I have questions about men,” Buck tells his friend.
Well. That’s stating the obvious.
Eddie nods encouragingly. He smiles.
“I know I’ve been with men and women, but…”Bookmarked by TwiddleFinger
10 Jun 2026
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Their lives are intertwined, inextricably so. It's a truth Eddie knows fundamentally. It's a grounding fact about his and Buck’s relationship. They're best friends on the precipice of something more and he's in no rush to push them into uncharted waters. They’ll find their way there eventually – it's inevitable. So Buck can date other people for now, he can have his fun. Eddie won't spoil that for him. In the end, Buck always comes home to him.
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Buck and Eddie are living together and Buck has started dating again. Eddie realises he's in love with Buck and takes the time to work through his feelings - not at all threatened by his best friend's lovers.
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10 Jun 2026
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Eddie's talking about Marisol, about how he should have seen it coming, about how he's tired of trying to make things work that aren't meant to work. Buck is listening, mostly, but he's also watching the way Eddie's throat moves when he swallows, the way his fingers drum restlessly against the table.
"What about you?" Eddie asks suddenly. "How's Tommy?"
Buck blinks.
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or; Kim situation never happened, Eddie and Marisol break up. Buck and Eddie get a bit too drunk.
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10 Jun 2026
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He continues kissing him back while his mind floods with pure happiness, joyfully grinning into his mouth. Taking things slow and living in it.
His boyfriend on the other hand; is on a mission! He can tell pretty quickly Eddie’s trying to heat things up a bit. Move things along. Push it further. He knows his man’s cues! — It’s also been a while since they've really gotten the chance to be with each other.
But… contrary to feeling like a ‘born again virgin’, Buck isn’t really in the mood to go further right now honestly. He’s sweaty, he feels gross, he’s tired and just.. sex doesn’t really entice him right now, believe it or not, he does have an off switch.
Eddie is so horny though. Buck can tell just by the way he’s kissing him and his body movements. Basically rolling his hips against Buck and the air. His dick no longer plush and soft in his underwear, as Buck can see, out of the corner of his eye, the beginning of his boyfriend starting to thicken up behind a thin layer of cotton. Moaning into his mouth as he sucks on his tongue and pulls Buck’s bottom lip between his teeth.
or: deep cleaning their home together makes eddie horny & well, buck’s not in the mood.. yet.
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10 Jun 2026