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    Corey could become the new vocalist for Slipknot. But a couple of things need to be dealt with first. But it just might be one of the biggest life lessons he has to face. There's no running from it. A person from the past called Joey is standing in his way and there's no other way past him but a moment of self reflection.

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    This is an introduction to the AU.In this AU they are all still alive (Meaning Mike can communicate with them),and it takes place in Modern day.

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    Namjoon will assess the scene afterwards with cool detachment through a series of narrative lenses: here, our protagonist comes face to face with the subject(s) of his repressed pining after a three year long separation; here, years of resentment bubble to the surface and result in a chemical explosion the likes of which Seoul has never seen before.

    None of that actually happens, of course.

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    in which Namjoon moves back to Seoul, and comes face to face with the consequences of his actions.

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    In the hills of Austin, the state of New York, the pit of LA, resided a story of love and hate; the light and the dark.

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    Celeste decides to head down to her favorite cafe one morning and has an encounter with a former classmate that leaves her and Kyoko confused about some things. Celeste tries to just brush things off and ignore them. Meanwhile, Kyoko already knows what's going on and tries to pursue her feelings. But it won't be easy given how much Celeste lies and how stubborn she is.

    This story is basically just Kyoko being a gay disaster (Celeste too lowkey). And Kyoko, Mukuro, and Junko live in a house together. Don't ask why, that's just the way it is. lmfao

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    Eli struggles to make sense of his crush on Miguel.

    A series of 150-word drabbles.

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    3/?
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    Modern AU season 1 fic. Anne Lister is returning home from Hastings after a break up; Ann Walker from India, a mess. A car crash on Shibden land causes them to meet, and their past experiences start to unravel.

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    Steve and Bucky come home from war. Bucky never fell from the train but he he had been captured initially by Hydra as in CATFA so he did get the serum. And that's it. Well, that's not really it. They come home and must learn to live with their visible and invisible scars and wounds. They have to figure out their feelings for each other as well and deal with external and internal homophobia. There will be minor Peggy and Steve but don't worry. It's part of Steve figuring his head out. Bucky will have a few minor flings as well but it's all part of them coming together.

    Also, my Yiddish isn't great. My maternal grandparents spoke it but I never learned it well. Lucky for everyone it'll be used sparingly.

    This is going to be a slow WIP. Not slow like see you in 10 years slow. Slow as in I have a few irons in the fire so maybe a chapter every other week. POV will switch probably every chapter but will be marked.

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    "Sorry," Wei Ying says again when the combination comes to an end. "I totally didn't mean to kick you."

    "Pay attention," Lan Zhan says.

    Wei Ying kicks Lan Zhan three more times at the barre. He apologizes each time.

    "Are you okay?" Wei Ying asks when barre exercises are over.

    "Are you incapable of following a beat?" Lan Zhan replies.

     
    The Yunmeng Heroes football team comes to take ballet classes at Lan Zhan's school. It turns Lan Zhan's entire world upside down.

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    Todd's moved on, he has, and he's about to move in with the person that held his hand through it. While packing, he comes across a certain script from all those years ago. A Midsummer Night's Dream. Well, if all the memories were supposed to come back at once, this was as good a time as any.

    All 4 months Neil and Todd got to spend together, and then the few Todd had to spend alone.

    (NEW CHAPTER EVERY FRIDAY)

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    Asuka's family sent him a new prestigious college in a foreign land, something he should feel exhilarated at but... he has to share rooms with someone -- worse then that -- a nerd.
    Inspired by art ppl where sharing recently of gender swapped AsuMari

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    Johnny won the '84 All Valley but not really. The fall out of the tournament has scarred him and Daniel.

    Four years later, Johnny is working as Terry Silver's protégé when he sees Daniel again for the first time since the tournament. Despite being drawn to his high rival, Daniel is swept up in the attentions of Terry Silver. Johnny gets pulled into the drama and begins to question the intentions of his boss.

    If you want to skip to when Daniel and Johnny actually speak to eachother for the first time then check out chapter 4

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    Castiel made dying for Dean Winchester look easy.

    Dean knows how to die for someone. Dean knows how to lay down his life for those he cares about, to say yes in their place, to sacrifice himself in the moment to save the day. To save someone. To save Sam, Mary, John, Jack.

    Cas.

    And for all his knowledge about how to die, he has. While memories of the Pit remain locked in a distant corner of his mind, he’ll never forget the sacrifice he made for Sam, for the good of the world. Willingly. Happily. Dean remembers every death. How each one he welcomed if it made the difference, saved family, people. Dean Winchester would sacrifice himself ten times over for family, or the world, if it meant they would make it through in his stead. Dying for someone was easy to Dean.

    But Dean Winchester didn’t know how to be saved. Not when Sam offered up his life, not when anyone else did. Dean didn’t know how to keep on living so that sacrifice wasn’t all for nothing. How in the hell is he supposed to do that? To accept that?

    He doesn't.

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    When Jeon Jeongguk's sister gets engaged to his friend's brother, almost everything changes.

    Desperate to hold onto a fragile friendship, Jeongguk is willing to get himself into sticky situations--even to the point of ruining his sister's wedding. But is it worth it? Is his friendship really as good as he wishes it were?

    Will this wedding bring them closer together, or will it break them apart?

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    “What brought you to Paris?” Montparnasse asked.

    “A train, ostensibly. And a bus.”

    Grantaire leaves Poland for Paris, content to remain alone forever if it means that he'll be safe. He goes to work and he comes home and he doesn't think about how few people there would be to miss him should he disappear.

    When he meets the Friends who gather and plot at the Cafe Musain, he realises how much he has been missing and though their leader is reckless and arrogant, Grantaire can't help but be drawn to him.

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    Helena Jackson made a mistake, and she paid for it. She realised she'd been fighting for a lie. The gods weren't worth protecting. And she'd make sure they never wasted another life. Hazel was beautiful in so, so many ways. Helena would never let her come to harm.

    Hazel Levesque was scared. The world was new and aggressive. Not just the monsters, but the people, and the technology. Then she met Helena. She was warm, and kind, in a way nobody, not even Frank, was to her. But Helena hid something. Scratch the surface, and Helen was a mess of emotions that Hazel struggled to understand. She wouldn't let Helen waste away.

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    The important thing is, Auston can't be a wolf. Because if Auston were a wolf, Mitch would know.

    (Can be read as a stand-alone)

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    Throw together hard drugs, homophobic slurs, and a /lot/ of blood, and Detective Kim has quite an interesting case on his hands.

    Make the victim incredibly handsome and make everything a lie, and Detective Kim has got a case that will change his life forever.

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    just my 3 fave racists figuring out there massive homos and making out :-)

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    Myka and H.G. get sent on a road trip after H.G.’s reinstatement as an agent. Myka is elated at the chance to get to know H.G. Wells better.

    My most enthusiastic thanks to House for beta-ing! Your annotations, questions and comments made this whole thing so much better! All remaining mistakes are my own...

    Starts between Vendetta and Where and When, then veers off-canon. First part of a two-parter, told from Myka’s perspective. The second part will be told from Helena’s perspective.

    NB/CW: This story features a Myka Bering who struggles majorly with finding herself attracted to H.G. – a severe case of denial/internalized homophobia, so please be aware of that. If this isn’t your cup of tea, no worries, I understand.

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