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    Richie's been stuck at Saint Francis Xavier Catholic Preparatory School (Xavier, for short) for nearly his entire life and he wants out. The nuns and the Jesuits have it out for him, his grades are slipping, and all he wants is his freaking Walkman. When two students at Xavier and its sister school, Saint Catherine, randomly go missing, a series of fucked-up events lead to the most interesting year yet.

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    “He’s talking about me, when he talks about people like that. Charlie—”

    Charlie shakes his head rapidly. When he interrupts, he sounds just as tired as Dennis feels. “He’s talking about himself, dude.”

    (Sometimes, Mac's homophobic tirades get to be too much. So Dennis closes himself off in the back office and gets high with Charlie. It's fine. He probably won't even remember this tomorrow.)

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    Hi! This is a collection of R-18 side stories to my Edelgard/Byleth story. I'll list whether something can be taken as 'canon' to the main story or not. These are mostly just written when I can't get my mind focused on the main story and need a quick distraction.

    Also; lots of internalized hate and venting about things I didn't really want to dedicate much time in the main story to. If all sorts of internalized self-hate makes you uncomfortable... well, you won't be missing anything too important!

    Because I have no idea what I'm going to be doing with this, I will update the summary with any sort of relevant content warnings.

    Chapter 1: internalized homophobia

    I hope you can find some enjoyment in these random stories! These are rough and rather unedited, and while I'd normally throw these out I figured it's probably better to upload them!

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    Alexandra Cabot tries to brush off her upbringing and rebel against her families staunch stereotypes.

    Starts from Alex's first day as ADA for the Special Victims Unit.

    Will eventually be Cabenson romance.

    (The rating, warnings and tags will update with each chapter).

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    David and Matt struggle with their hidden relationship. (Matt Li is the cute Asian tech on Numb3rs.)

    This is a very long and twisty/twisted triple drabble series, where Matt and David debate about how they aren't really able to be certain of each other, and the difficulties that leads them into. Many other characters in the Watson'verse also weigh in and there are shocking revelations and events all around. In particular, there are revelations and developments with Don's boyfriend Will. However, the majority is about David and Matt.

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    Na Jaemin wasn’t the type of person to have a rivalry with anyone. So Donghyuck supposed he was just special.

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    Aziraphale wakes up to a life he could never have imagined.

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    Todoroki loves Iida.

    Though, not in the way most would first suspect, given the weight of such a statement on its own. The implications would allude to the fact he has thought of himself and Iida in such a way to merit the connotations of such a statement.

    He has not.

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    Virgil is a quiet, anxiety prone teenager who basically sticks with his two best friends; Remy and Damien. But after Remy meets a loud charismatic teen and introduces him to their group Virgil may not be as closed off as he would like to be, and this stranger may be hiding more than he lets on.

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    “We’re not street rats, we’re a family.”
    "So, Fuck off, is essentially what we're saying,"

    In which the Dreamies are teens trying to make ends meet when they get spotted by one of the strongest gangs in the country.

    NCT.

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    In the early 1860s, two men collide.

    Stuck in his house with parents that despise him, Taehyung's world is falling around him. He has nightmares about love and he is running from a secret.

    Returning from abroad to find his father dead, Jeongguk is now the owner of a massive estate and he has the attitude to match. He has everything, including people who are willing to take everything from him. He is not afraid of secrets.

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    Tony Stark had been very much aware he was fucked up for several decades now, but this was on another level. He was falling in love with a fucking teenager, and so began wondering if putting a bullet in his head was such a horrible idea after all.

    This is my take on what was really going on in Civil War, Homecoming and Infinity War and in-between what we got to see on-screen. 5-year gap with a suicidal Tony and a perfect Pepper. Morgan Stark. Partial Endgame rewriting. Alternate Far From Home with Tony away from Earth and a Quentin Beck very much interested in the nature of the relationship between the billionaire and his young protégé.

    Canon compliant from Civil War to Endgame (minus the ending).

    Guys, this is gonna be a long ride.

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    In the wake of the Demogorgon, Steve is absolutely normal, relaxed, and fine in every way, though he has started keeping track of actions in his life a responsible adult would probably kill him for. One of those recurring actions is letting Billy Hargrove take over the corner of his couch.

    'By the time they were halfway to Steve’s house, Billy’d stopped yelling. Occasionally there’d be another kick. By the time Steve pulled in the garage, he was worried enough about exhaust fumes as a new method of involuntary manslaughter he ran right around and banged on the trunk about six times. “Hargrove! William Whatever Hargrove, you answer me, say you’re alive,” he leaned against it, panting, feeling like he’d aged sixty years in body and vocabulary. The trunk thumped back, and Steve slid down to sit against it, reminding himself to breathe, which was apparently something he did now. He’d probably fail his remaining classes, trying to study while remembering to breathe. How would he hold down a job? He’d show up for the interview and have to say “I’m Steve Harrington, and sometimes I forget to breathe.”'

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    Taehyung did not wanted to be part of Jeon family and certainly he did not wanted attention of the all mighty Jeon Jungkook .

    The next time he speaks it was more louder ,more clearer and firmer ,"Cry."He tells him,and he so ,so badly wants to ,though he would be damned if he did.He again shakes his head . He almost cries in relief when the boy releases his cheek . He wanted to break something maybe the hand the was pinching him.

    The boy nods his head to himself .

    The next phrase was so simple yet it carries a different meaning. It send tingles down Taehyung's spine.

    "I want him,"He says,so easy ,so simple as if nothing .

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    Rhys finds himself short on money for rent- again. But this time, he's extra desperate. Desperate enough to take advice from Yvette on a less-than-ethical means of making end's meet. Beggars can't be choosers, right?

    And maybe Rhys kind of likes it a little. (He likes it a lot.)

    ---

    Or, the one where Rhys joins a raunchy website for sugar daddies in search of sugar babies and meets (not to his knowledge) none other than sugar daddy Handsome Jack.

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    Jimin has a lot of money and Yoongi is living at the bare minimum. Both of them struggle.
    Yoongi because he has to take care of his father, Jimin because everyone is always in it for his money.

    Jimin sends a random number a message hoping that just for once he can make a real friend.

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    And although most students were too intimidated by the young man to even look at him directly, the least they could do was let him glide by while they silently adored him, right?

    Right.

    This unwritten, yet school-wide acknowledged rule- to make way of Jake and his entourage of rowdy, rude, athletic, yet frustratingly hot companions as they passed by- was being complied by everyone as usual, until suddenly, a short young man rushing down the hallways carrying a canvas almost as big as himself crashed into Jake and dropped everything.

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    "The clouds above are stagnant in their usual shades of grey. The suns rays never truly reach the Isle, the sky always stuck in its brooding overcast. Every time I look outside the windows from the classrooms I can't help but wish for something more. What that 'more' actually is I don't know."

    ~ Maleficent gave birth to a son rather than a daughter. Mal is on a journey to find freedom and true love wherever he may find it. Ben is on his own journey to discover who he really is and what it means to be king. Happily ever after or is it all just once upon a dream? ~

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    “Hey hyung why are you thanking me?” Jungkook drunkenly asks, shaking his head. “You’re – we’re friends . . . no we’re best friends, okay hyung?” Jungkook drunkenly insists, toddling over to his friend. “I don’t care.” Taehyung blinks a few times, his smile forming into something Jungkook has never seen on anyone ever.

    Pure happiness.

    [Taehyung is filthy stinking rich and Jungkook is the only person who doesn’t smell it.]

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    As the last month of camp rolls around, David decides to set up a Chatroom! Watch crazy antics unfold as the varied campers partake in... varied things!

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