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    After a training accident earns him Jaig eyes and the rank of Captain, Rex thinks his life is set. Just survive until the war is over... the only thing that haunts him are his thought about the doctor from the Medcenter. But when casualty numbers climb and she's assigned to the 501st, she becomes a distraction that can't be ignored. But what can Rex do about his love for her? Would she even bat an eye at him, one of a million disposable copies of the same man? Relationships are forbidden, and if he's not careful, his decision could cost him everything.

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    Eddie Kaspbrak never meant to throw his soda at that jaywalker, it just kind of happened. Better his drink hit him than his car, right? And at least he'll never have to see him again.

    That is, until his new client walks into their meeting--drenched from head to toe in what could only be 32 ounces worth of Diet Coke.

    “So do you always throw beverages at your clients, or do I happen to be one of the lucky ones?”

    And thus began his relationship with the one and only Richie Tozier.

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    “Am I gay?” Ford reads the quiz out loud, before clicking to begin. To his frustration, most of the questions are simply asking him if he has had sex with men (he hasn’t), if he wants to (he isn’t quite sure), or if he ever will (the jury is still out). Nothing defines attraction, no one clarifies if the burn in his stomach is love or gastrointestinal issues, and nothing leaves him feeling any better on the subject.

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    Stanford Pines has never loved a woman but, he realizes with a painful jolt, he can’t say with certainty he’s never loved a man.

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    This is the story of Yusuf’s first year in London.
    This is the story of how he moved to an apartment where he met a bunch of weirdos that soon he started to call “family”. This is the story of how he learned to love himself and to accept the love he deserved.
    This is the story of how Yusuf met Nicky.
    And how he became his Nicolò.

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    In a series of unfortunate events, Sehun becomes superstar Kim Junmyeon's personal assistant. While his new employer is amicable enough, Sehun can't find it in his heart to warm up to him. And Jumyeon can't understand why his snarky assistant seems to hate him so.

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    Being a prince can be a lonely occupation, so when Prince Edmund (035) became close to the doctor to the point of romantic infatuation he was willing to do anything to cling to it, and luckily Andrew (049) returned those feelings. But, the life of a prince is also never a stable one.

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    Dumb bastard, Arthur thinks, taking a long swig. It doesn’t wash away the taste of another man from his mouth. Kill ya, he should.

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    Not Jotaro or Kakyoin wanted to spend their days off in Italy, but Joseph Joestar wouldn't take no for an answer.
    Of course, everything goes wrong.

     

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    On a trip to Italy, Kakyoin is hit by a stand user. The effects of which are not only embarrassing but must not be known to anyone other than himself!

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    Long haul Remus story. Book two covers his Second Year.

    The Marauders are growing even closer but how are things going to change once they reveal they know his deepest secret? Navigating through the change of becoming a teenager, Remus begins to think he might have another secret, one that is very confusing to figure out for a young wizard in the 70s.

    The world of Shifting Lines will eventually include Wolfstar. Mostly canon with a few exceptions. Please note the f/m relationship thing is not very prominent in the story currently. But this is when some characters really start showing interest in others and there is mention of it, kissing, maybe some characters (not Remus) dating. Since it isn't prominent I wasn't sure whether to put it or not but figure I should.
    Updated every Tuesday and Friday
    (Don't really need to read the 1st before this I think)
    I also want to make it clear I do not agree with Rowling's views. This is a very pro LGBT+ series, there will be a lot of LGBT+ characters once they're older. That being said, the general wizarding society in this is very anti-LGBT+. I will keep the hate to a minimum, but it will be a story where the characters are afraid to/cannot come out publicly.

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    Even and Isak are roommates. They barely ever see each other, but when they do, they like what they're seeing.

    If only they were worthy.

    I have a general direction and a goal (Evak endgame!) in mind, but keep an eye on the tags and chapter notes. Those already familiar with my work, you know what you're getting into.

    Heavily inspired by the excellent song Starlight, performed by also excellent Muse.

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    Jungkook (straight and innocent) lived his life after he mother died alone. Bullied at school, abused by his father, he had no one at the end of the day save for something to numb the pain.

    Going to college, he hoped he could start fresh, breaking out of the bonds of his father and bully, start to find who he is without them making him feel small. His roommate, Jimin, is sweet and bubbly, breaking down his walls. And then there is V, (straight) captain of the football team and best friend to Jimin. V treats Jungkook like a person, laughs and talks and makes him feel wanted. With them, Jungkook begins to feel friendship bloom, foreign but wonderful.

    Jungkook tries to overcome his demons and discover who he is when he isn't in the shadows, trying to make a life for himself, realizing he deserves it. Jimin and V help him along the way and he begins to feel things, new things.

    What he doesn't expect is to see a familiar face on the football team, one that haunts him in his dreams...

    There will be smut (duh).
    Trigger warnings- please read tags as suicide, self-harm, and heavy abuse is present.

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    With the war long over, the members of Team Avatar have moved on with their lives, adjusting to the new world. Sokka is living out his dream leading the Southern Water Tribe alongside his father, though life as a warrior isn't what he imagined and every day he struggles with the demons that have plagued him since the war. Zuko is in charge of the entire fucking Fire Nation and while he puts on a good face for the people, lives in a state of perpetual loneliness and self-hatred that no amount of repression can repair.

    Teetering on his breaking point and pressured by Katara to take some time off, Sokka decides to go on vacation to Kyoshi Island. Things don't go to plan, however, and he ends up in the Fire Nation; reuniting him with his old friend, the Fire Lord. Though at first he fully intends to stay on schedule and return to the Southern Water Tribe within a week, things change when Sokka realizes that Zuko is on the edge of his own breakdown and desperately needs help. It's not supposed to become more than friendship, but it does.

    And neither of them know what to do about it.

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    The disbanding of the Loser's Club is a ricochet effect and while some shed their status, Eddie is still a loser through and through-- cemented when he joins the school's drama club where he finds surprising, new talents to explore. His harassment comes in the form of Richie Tozier's insufferable cheekbones and light-switch charisma. Eddie thinks it's a well-planned prank to milk some insufferable joke. But he finds an intense amount of spotlight for someone behind the scenes. And the closer Richie gets, the hotter it burns-- to the point that the fire is sometimes all he can think about.

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    Dirk's life is tough. He spends most of his time desperately worried about his friends' lives, trying to protect them in any way he can, and usually failing in the attempt. As a packless Alpha alone in the middle of a post-apocalyptic future, he's had to learn to deal with his useless instincts and his potentially fatal ruts. It isn't easy, especially not when there's a smugly superior version of himself who doesn't have to deal hormones at all, just a text message away.

    One day, he is going to meet his friends in person, and come hell or high water, they're going to be pack.

    That day can't come soon enough, in Dirk's opinion.

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    Xu Minghao, si pemeran pembantu dalam kisah Kim Mingyu.

    crossposted on Wattpad under the same pseud.

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    A sudden heartbreak changes Katsuki Bakugou’s life without him being ready. He didn’t know how to handle it and decided to change the better, hoping his new attitude to life will make him get over his shattered heart.

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    At his adopted father's garden party, Lieutenant Hubert learns of Lord Aston of Lhant's death. All the answered questions he laid to rest return like ghosts to the surface; why had he been sent away from Lhant? Why did his brother Asbel shun him? And why can't he remember?

    Seven years after that fact, Hubert returns to his old home, the dark gloomy town of Lhant, to demand answers from his brother.

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    An angsty-ish Evak fic about Isak discovering his sexuality and Even deciding between his past with Sonja, which is stable and safe, or a future without her.

    tldr; Isak has internalized homophobia, Even is with Sonja.

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    The mission was supposed to be simple, but after coming across a Stand user with a strange power and losing someone close to him, Ains is forced to admit something he truly does not want to admit.

    He’s in way over his head. And it’s going to take that bastard Giovanna to get them out of this alive.

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    Select entries from the diary of Katsuki Bakugo.

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