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    He shouted to Kavinsky, "Get down!"
    But Kavinsky didn't look away from the two creatures. He said, "The world's a nightmare."
    - The Dream Thieves 

    His world really was one.

     
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    “Think you could add any more ‘goods’ in that sentence,” Joseph muttered around the rim of his water glass.

    “Oh my great Jesus above! It’s a mini you!” Casey exclaimed excitedly to Joseph’s father like he just found some rare species of animal or something. “It’s adorable.”

    Joseph glared at the red head in annoyance. “News flash. The only ones who get to call me adorable are my mother and aunt. And I’m not an ‘it,’ jerk.” Emilio could call him adorable too; he wouldn’t mind.

    “It’s even cuter when it’s pissed!"

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    Dean finds himself in a crowded ballroom with only the sense that he needs to choose someone. In between this and other strange visions, Dean remembers that the Apocalypse is over. Sam, Bobby, and Cas are alive but going their separate ways. Dean’s dying. But if his supernatural death flu is the price for the return of his family, why does Dean get better around Cas?

    [Canon compliant through season 5 before diverging with the end of Swan Song. Contains references/Easter eggs for scenes from season 6]

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    Karkat Vantas, a bright-eyed freshman at Skaia University, has some big, big dreams. He's here to do nothing short of kicking ass, becoming the valedictorian, and going on to obtain a law degree. He's always dreamed of being a prosecutor, and he dabbles in the art of writing tales of romance. For him, there's nothing more exciting than the possibilities of the coming year, and he's determined to let nothing get in his way.

    All of this would be a whole lot easier without his roommate, an apathetic asshole with enough of an ego to sink an Edwardian luxury liner. If Dave Strider's attitude and apparent lack of academic interest weren't enough, there's something even stranger about him...

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    Hyungwon needs something, anything, to keep his mind at bay, and Hoseok needs someone to tell him that he is enough.

    They are in contrast to each other, but they blend in together perfectly.

    (Where Hyungwon has synethesia (the phenomenon where the person sees color from the sounds around him), and Hoseok is an aspiring artist that still highly doubts himself, and they need each other to keep themselves grounded, finding love along the way.)

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    Five minutes is all Dave needs to ruin everybody's lives, apparently, especially his own. An accident in the labs begins the long and painful process of transforming into a troll, and though trolls may look remarkably similar to humans for creatures that evolved on different planets in different universes, they aren't the same at all. The transformation is debilitating, and he is forced to trust Karkat to take care of him and even keep him alive as his very insides shift within him.

    Rose, meanwhile, begins work on some sort of solution -- after all, Seer of Light may as well mean Knower of Knowledge, right? She should know this. But her experience with breaking the rules is of little help when there are none to begin with, and she can hardly play with fire when it's not herself at risk of burns but her newly-discovered brother.

    As time wears on with no solution, the meteor crew can't help but wonder: are they doomed? Or is there redemption for their timeline yet?

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    Being an Army brat means that every new town is a chance to start over. When the Criss family moves to Derry, Vicky Criss dies so Vic can start living.

    Pre-IT (2017)
    AU: Trans!Vic Centric
    Henry/Vic Slow burn
    Angst  Fluff  More Angst  Smut  Even More Angst
    Playing fast and loose with the canon

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    Viktor, who took the throne at 20. Viktor, who hadn't yet taken a wife, a queen. Viktor, who could turn cold like the ice that his kingdom was built upon.

    Yuuri, who had spent a third of his life on merchant ships. Yuuri, who had used all that time at sea studying the western world. Yuuri, who had never known what snow felt like on your skin.

    The main ingredients to the next power couple of the 17th century, of course.

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    Min Yoongi wouldn't say he's happy, but his family, cobbled together from a bunch of misfits, makes it pretty difficult to say he hates his life.

    Kim Seokjin is trying to give the people he loves everything they deserve and more, and while trying to satisfy some of the biggest dreamers he's ever met can spread him thin, he wouldn't trade it for the world.

    Kim Namjoon, despite continued failure in every one of his dreams, considers himself to be the luckiest person on Earth.

    Kim Taehyung and Jung Hoseok are doing pretty well at running from their pasts, even if their friends wouldn't agree that this is a good thing.

    Jeon Jungkook is realizing that reality hits often and hits hard, and he's going to have to shape up to protect the people he loves.

    Park Jimin is just trying his best. He really is.

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    Or, a story of finding happiness in the strangest of places.

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    Richie is sick and Eddie the germaphobe comes to the rescue like a brave little toaster. Can he handle it?

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    The sequel to "Snips and Snails and Demon Tails." Cas tells Dean about their first meeting in Hell and the mission to save Dean's soul (yet again) begins in earnest... but things don't go according to plan.

    WARNING: The first story was fluffy. This one definitely has some fluff in it, but it gets much much darker.

    PHOTOS in Chapters: 1, 7, 16, 27-30, 32, 38, 42-43, 49, 53-55, 61-62, 65, 67-72, 75, 81, 82, 85

    LINKS (mostly to MUSIC VIDEOS) in Chapters: 24(TV Tropes), 29(Wikipedia), 32(movie clip), 34(SPN Superwiki), 41(music vid), 43(music vid), 44(music vid), 45(music vid), 51(music vid), 54(two music vids), 55(two music vids), 56(music vid & SPN clip), 57, 58(two music vids), 59(two vids & two photo links), 60(music vid), 66, 67, 68(two SPN clips), 70(music vid), 71(website & music vid), 75(music vid), 77(music vid), 78(SPN Superwiki), 79(SPN Superwiki), 80(two music vids & link), 81(two vids), 82(two music vids, three SPN Superwiki, & two links), 83(two music vids), 84(two music vids), 85(music vid & Superwiki), 86(awesome music vid & two links)

    I try to update at least once a week.

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    Kim Taehyung only wanted to make a friend.

    Everything else that happened was an accident.

     

    (or my attempt at a bangtan college chat fic lol.)

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    "You have that look about you." The woman stood from her kneeled position in front of the wooden cross, and when Kdin looked up, he found the son of God staring straight at him.

    "A look?" He questioned, breath just barely a whisper when his sight landed back on her. She moved towards him, wrinkled mouth curled in a smile as she approached the pew he sat in.

    "Like you've got the Devil in your eyes."

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    AN: Apparently, internalized homophobic angsty Flint wanted me to write about him, so I did. This is set during Ep. XIX of Black Sails. I plan on adding more tags as I update.

     

    Flint's breath caught in his chest at the feel of Silver’s hold on him then. Silver knew nothing of the truth, of what he truly was. A wretch, a vile thing that was not worthy of the love of those he cared for. Everything he touched burned in his hold. He was a flame that consumed all and left nothing behind but singed and charred remains.

    But Silver’s words, wrapped in vulnerability. Could he believe them?

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    over the course of the summer before and their senior year of high school, richie tozier and eddie kaspbrak have to figure themselves out before they lose each other to college.

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    It's his senior year of high school and Richie isn't having an easy time. His best friends, who he's in love with, hates him. His home life is in shambled. He keeps getting involved with boys who suck. Oh, and he might have a teeny tiny drug problem.

    Can Bill and his friends help him before he destroys himself completely?

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    There is a town on the edge of a dark forest. In the town, they insist everything is normal, practical, and absolutely magic free but they warn to never venture into the woods.

    For the woods are full of monsters and tricksters and cursed ones. Which is why when Bofur finds himself lost there he's not inclined to trust anyone, not even the golden haired boy who insists he's human but has his own secrets to keep.

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    As Mac edges closer to being out of the closet, Dennis finds something in his friend that he hadn't realized he'd been craving: the thrill of the chase. He tells himself he just wants to see how far he can take it. What he doesn't realize, is that too far may break them both.

    OR: an in depth look at the D.E.N.N.I.S. system, not as a foolproof method of seduction, but as a subconscious, self-sabotaging way of life.

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    This is based of Viplaja's work Be careful what you wish for. I really liked this story and I recommend you check it out.

    From the moment a person present, they are given a role.
    Alpha - The protectors ,the most intelligent, strong, and dominant of the secondary genders are given the roles of the leaders.
    Beta - The one who take on the responsibilities alphas are to busy for.
    Omega - Those Born for alpha, to make the their lives easier by submitting them selves fully to watching the home, raising the children, and pleasing their alpha.
    Dean always believed in these roles and why shouldn't? He was an alpha.

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    Nitoh Kosuke's attempt to set Chimera free during the Sabbath does not go as planned. Nobody takes it well. Wackiness ensues, and then a whole new problem rears its distorted head.

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    Every time she thinks of you she wants to cry and throw up, but she doesn't. Nobody will let her. She has a radio show.

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