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    It was weird how he was going to die this night in a Virginia field. Where he and his mother moved to run away from a life of murder and lies. Probably no one was going to find his forsaken decayed body until maybe years later after his father put him in the hard dirt floor.

    It was kinda a nice thought.

    If it had happened.

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    The Heathers and Veronica prepare for a day that they know is going to be a shit-show, thanks to a Remington party gone wrong.

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    If they had survived the killing game, Kiyotaka and Mondo probably would have ended up living together and, eventually, would have fallen in love. This is how that future might have played out.

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    5/?
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    Spanning the entire duration of Crisis Core to fill in the script from Cloud's POV. In-game email and ridiculous DMW plot included.
    My entire premise for writing this was that I thought working for Shinra must have been awful, but I ended up making it out to be much worse than it probably was.

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    26/?
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    “So, you have a brother?” Isak asked, staring at Chris’s family photo on the mantelpiece. Chris stood in the middle of his mom and dad, next to a taller boy with big, blue eyes and messy blonde hair.
    “Yeah. That’s Even. He’s at university.”
    “You don’t look anything alike.”
    “He’s my step-brother."

    Or, Isak and Chris have a thing but Chris is afraid. Even definitely isn't.

    *updates every Saturday*

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    Tyler Joseph is struggling through university, as well as a haunting past of emotional abuse with a past lover, and a voice inside his head that caters to his fears in a low, blurry-static tone.

    Basically imagine all of the people listed look the same but... a bit younger in the face.

    TRIGGER WARNINGS: homosexual slurs, underage drinking, drowning in self-hatred, and fleeting mentions of suicide. Will continue to update these warnings as I see fit.

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    Kim Taehyung is whipped and thirsty (maybe a tad awkward). Min Yoongi hides something and has wall after wall to protect himself. Park Jimin and Jeon Jeongguk can't really get their shit together. Jung Hoseok wears snapbacks at all appropriate and inappropriate times. Kim Namjoon is intrigued by one particular dancer and Kim Seokjin is the flamboyant straight to meet the quota.

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    “Hi.” The word leaves his lips like a choked gasp and he instantly wants to turn around and run away again, possibly hide forever. He sounded weird, oh god, how is it even possible to say ‘Hi’ in the most embarrassing tone ever? He wants the freaking ground to open up and swallow him whole.

    Yoongi doesn’t smile as he looks at him, his face stays motionless. “Hi?” The elder repeats it like a question and Taehyung shuts completely down. He hasn’t thought this far. He didn't even think he would come this far.

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    Is Taehyung able to woo an emotional constipated Yoongi with his awkward advances?

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    He had grinned at them cheekily, which had only encouraged them to shoved him against the wall as hard as they could while they were tightening the cuffs. He rubbed his wrists reproachfully, though not really sorry, in the police car and couldn’t help but look at the almost-faded smiley face a boy with a Sharpie and blue icing all over his face had drawn on his wrist a million years ago. Had that really been less than twenty-four hours ago? Now he was gone, and it was his fault…

    ...

    (in which;
    Jin never thought he would go to war, Jungkook never thought he would be drafted, Taehyung never thought he'd spend the night in jail, Namjoon never thought he'd find more solace in a bottle than his friends, Yoongi never thought he'd lose two of his friends, Hoseok never thought he'd fall this far, and Jimin never thought that he'd find himself just trying to hold them all together.

     

    They say that all's fair in love and war, but sometimes it's hard to tell one from the other.)

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    Timothée is a whiz-kid producer on a reality dating show. Armie is fresh from a bitter divorce and mired in scandal. Luca is Timothée’s crazy boss and convinced that all that America needs is a great redemption story. He’s also convinced (rightly or wrongly) that Timothée is the man for the job.

    (Borrowing shamelessly from Lifetime’s fantastic show UnREAL, but you don’t need to have seen that to enjoy this fic I hope.)

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    George King has lived a lavish, luxurious life, groomed from birth to be the perfect heir to his grandfather's business empire. He's had everything he's ever needed or wanted, right? He's happy, isn't he? Maybe a change of scenery from London to New York is all he needs.

    Alexander Hamilton has worked his way from nothing to be (in his opinion) the best damn journalist in New York. He wants to win a Pulitzer one day, and a fluff piece about some British business heir isn't going to be what wins it for him, but an assignment is an assignment.

    Thomas Jefferson is just fine where he is, thank you. He's doing well as a lawyer in Virginia. No need to think about that boy he let slip through his hands years ago. Everything is coming up peaches.

    Life has a funny way of working out sometimes.

    (INDEFINITE HIATUS)

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    18/?
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    The morning after, Connor refused to talk about his feelings. It made Kevin wonder if he could do something to help Connor come out, or if he’d be stuck only having Connor while they were alone.

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    It took years for Dean and Castiel to reach this point in their lives. Happy, in love, a mortgage, talk of adopting a kid, hell maybe even a few pets too. But one accident derails everything and Castiel's entire world is flipped on its ass.

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    In the backdrop of the Second World War, an unusual alliance forms between a priest desperate to save innocents and a vampire who has his own reasons to hate the Third Reich. It soon becomes clear that there's more than a common enemy drawing them together. Trouble is, it's a sin.

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    5/?
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    Ambitious, intelligent, wealthy and handsome, Mr Edward Drummond has always done what was expected of him, including entering into an engagement with the honourable Lady Florence Kerr.
    However, he is slowly beginning to realise that his feelings for the beautiful and flirtatious Lord Alfred Paget are....not altogether respectable.

    This story begins with the visit to the French court which happens in Episode 5 of Season 2. However, this version of the story will explore the consequences after Edward Drummond is wounded outside Parliament, rather than killed. What happens when he refuses to give up on Alfred, but cannot leave Florence? And what happens if Florence starts to get an inkling of the truth?

    Fluff, drama, and angst abound!

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    14/?
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    you know I want you

    its not a secret I try to hide

    I know you want me

    so dont keep saying our hands are tied

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    “There is a reason you have no close friends; there is a reason your family doesn’t like you...and that is because you ruin everything that gets close enough to you."

    Pearl is a depressed, nervous, shy girl who is pretty sure she's going off the deep end. She retreats to the small, obsolete tourist town of Beach City after making a humiliating mistake, but is quick to realize that it'll take more than just running away to escape her problems. Can she escape her own head?

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    Lance met Keith when he was still trying to find his place in the world—he’d spent years hovering somewhere in-between, stuck between being and becoming, and the nights he started spending with Keith were the only times he ever felt grounded.

    In retrospect, he should've known that those nights could never end well for him.

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    Tooru rolls around and leans on his elbow to look Hajime in the eye.

    “Who said we’re weird?” he asks, mouth compressed into a straight hard line.

    “No one,” Hajime says. Tooru continues staring at him with that look in his eye that he knows will get Hajime to stop hiding whatever it is he’s trying to hide. “My aunt,” Hajime confesses in a small, unsure voice. “She said we were getting too old to act the way we do. Y’know, that people would think we’re weird or something.”

    “Well,” Tooru says, smiling but not really, “we’re not weird. And you can tell your aunt to go fuck herself.”

    or :

    iwaizumi and oikawa grow up together.

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    Kim Seokjin and Kim Namjoon have been good friends ever since the start of BTS. However, the oldest member has had feelings for Namjoon for a while. Jin represses these feelings but when he wakes up in Namjoon's bed with a splitting hangover Namjoon begins to question his hyung.

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    The 2024-25 season brings changes to the Penguins. Sid and Jamie are both negotiating new contracts. Injuries, however, make Sid take stock of his career and what he wants for his future. Once upon a time, he thought he'd play hockey forever, but that was before Jamie and Kylie entered his life. Now he has to think about more than just himself. They say that when it's time, you'll know. Sid knows. Change is inevitable and this is a season that will bring big changes for Jamie and Sid, their hockey, and their futures.
    This is the season prior to the Prologue & Epilogue of All of Me Loves All of You.

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    21/?
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