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    A collection of letters from Martin during No Man's Land and Ed and Oswald during their ten years of imprisonment.

    This fic directly corresponds to "The Diary of Millie Jane Van Dahl"

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    English
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    Chapters:
    103/?
    Comments:
    358
    Kudos:
    69
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    Rumors. They’re extraordinarily dangerous. Especially when they tell of a prince by the name of Castiel Novak holding a special competition to find a queen. This competition is called the Choosing.

    Fifty girls are selected and brought to the Grand Castle to try to win the affections of the prince. So, when Dean Winchester hears of such a competition, he finds it an utter waste of time.

    But, like all things in his life, there’s a catch. This year, they’ll be allowing both female and male competitors. This throws everyone in the kingdom of Caelum into excited chaos. Well, everyone except for Dean. He still doesn’t want to be a part of an old-fashioned tradition like the Choosing but… Well, the world has a way of throwing him for a loop.

    And Castiel himself has a secret. A dark one that the world is not ready to see. These two starstruck fools find a way to fall in love in the midst of a political game where evil lurks in the shadows.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    57,292
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    377
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    Mac and Dennis have been a part of each other's lives for so long and they always find each other in the end.

    Language:
    English
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    2,577
    Chapters:
    1/6
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    36
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    Sometimes, Richie just needs to get out of Derry for a bit. Eddie always tags along.

    Language:
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    3,429
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    43
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    345
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    Richie saved Eddie from being killed by It after seeing what could have happened in the Deadlights. Eddie's death wasn't the only thing he saw, though. And now it's starting to take it's toll on him.

    UPDATE: My username has changed to align with my other social media accounts, but this is still the same story as previously published under “wombaton.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    43,164
    Chapters:
    10/20
    Comments:
    108
    Kudos:
    361
    Bookmarks:
    81
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    4149
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    “When was your first day?” He asks, unsure if that is an appropriate question to ask. Several moments slide by before Richie moves to take his glasses off and set them on his nightstand. He closes his eyes once they are off like there's no point in trying to see anything without them.

    “Fourth grade,” Richie answers quietly.

    “Fourth grade?” Eddie repeats incredulously, amazed that anyone could send their kid off to boarding school so young. For a moment, he tries to imagine what little 9-year-old Richie would look like, tiny suitcase in hand as he waved goodbye to his parents. Maybe he even cried after lights out. Eddie frowns against his pillow.

    Language:
    English
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    37,054
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    106
    Kudos:
    151
    Bookmarks:
    29
    Hits:
    1576
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    "i just wanted to be clear, i'm gay, like.." he paused, "super gay" he said in an over exaggerated voice, and just that simple gesture made tj let go of the breathe he didn't even know he was holding and a smile had spread across his face, he giggled, cyrus goodman made tj kippen giggle, thelonious jagger kippen giggles? since when? "and i just want to know if we're on the same page about our" he paused, not 100% sure if he was going to get the reaction he so desperately wanted, "...relationship" he said it quieter then the rest of that sentence, he didn't know if he wanted tjs answer.

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    English
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    1,184
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
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    3
    Hits:
    35
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    Logan is spending lunch in the library. Logan always spends lunch in the library. One good thing about college, Logan thinks, is that no one notices that he always spends lunch in the library and tries to ask him awkward questions.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,725
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    295
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    It is October 4th, 1986, when Ash gets stabbed in front of the library. It is October 6th, 1986, when Eiji is sitting by his hospital bed, fifth espresso for the night in hand, silently praying to whomever's listening that his friend survives.

     

    -----

    Another alternate ending, following Ash and Eiji on the bumpy road called recovery, as they fight each other's demons side by side.

    When you add love into the equation called life after trauma.

    Well.

    Life gets even more complicated.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,084
    Chapters:
    17/35
    Comments:
    90
    Kudos:
    184
    Bookmarks:
    25
    Hits:
    2375
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    The four boys share a flat and one night Freddie went outside to smoke some cigarettes but didn't return, causing Roger to be very worried for him. A very unfortunate thing happened to Freddie and Roger will do everything in his power to take care of him to recover, but fortunately, their friendship will become much more.

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    7,541
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    164
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    The Ineffable Pining Showmance AU that no one asked for.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    76,659
    Chapters:
    10/12
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    1317
    Kudos:
    1263
    Bookmarks:
    305
    Hits:
    15838
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    David and Matt struggle with their hidden relationship. (Matt Li is the cute Asian tech on Numb3rs.)

    This is a very long and twisty/twisted triple drabble series, where Matt and David debate about how they aren't really able to be certain of each other, and the difficulties that leads them into. Many other characters in the Watson'verse also weigh in and there are shocking revelations and events all around. In particular, there are revelations and developments with Don's boyfriend Will. However, the majority is about David and Matt.

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    English
    Words:
    42,309
    Chapters:
    140/200
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    14
    Hits:
    865
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    Don’t touch the other boys, Richie, Pennywise whispered inside his head, time and time again. They were thirteen when they defeated It, Richie didn’t even fully – didn’t want to – understand what that meant at the time. 

    He did now. 

    or, richie discovers that there never was a monster within himself.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,691
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    6
    Hits:
    124
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    Jimin said the breakup with his latest girlfriend Jisoo—or was it Jihyo?—was mutual, but Namjoon can tell he's going through some stuff. That's how he ends up at Jimin's apartment to comfort him. He might go a little too far.

     

    Namjoon sucks his straight friend's dick. It's a mess.

    Language:
    English
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    7,128
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    1
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    7
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    45
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    Richie met someone. He likes him. They date. In secret.

     

    Things were going well— that should've been the first red flag.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    612
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    84
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    It shouldn't have happened the way it did.

    When Kon finds Tim in Paris, it leads to a night that neither of them will ever forget, for better or for worse. Tim is then forced to confront something he's been denying about himself for a very long time, and Kon begins to question some things about himself. The road ahead is full of twists and turns, but there's nowhere to go but forward.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    83,107
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    498
    Kudos:
    733
    Bookmarks:
    96
    Hits:
    7808
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    in which we see robbe alone after the halloween prank

     

     

    tw: internalized homophobia, anxiety attacks

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,790
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    5
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    85
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    Nancy, Steve, and Jonathan figure out what it means to be in a relationship like the one they're building. Unfortunately, a private moment becomes public, and they have to deal with the fallout.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,580
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    56
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    575
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    Nathan is away at a basketball tournament Haley is too pregnant to cheer Rachel dropped out so she stays behind to watch her

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    654
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    12
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    War divides and unites. Lorenz and Claude are no exceptions.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,851
    Chapters:
    2/4
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    71
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    395

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