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    John Deacon is afraid to admit who he really is and pretends to have a girlfriend. Problem is, his family wants to meet his girlfriend at Christmas.

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    Jack’s first year in the NHL doesn’t go as well as he had hoped.

    Or: Jack is perfect, until he isn’t, and when he isn’t, he’s a disaster. He’s trying to land somewhere in the middle.

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    There’s a heatwave in L.A., the first time Richie sees Eddie naked.

     

    or

    One very hot year in the life of two idiots in love, working shit out.

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    When Richie sits down beside Eddie at their company's First Aid course, he thinks, oh, he's a little cute. Cute in the way a forty year old man can be, which turns out to be a lot. Probably not that hot, but hot in the kind of way someone is when you've known them for years and years, when you’ve kind of forgotten what they look like because they’re just them, you know?

    Eddie is a forty year old man whose wife is his best friend (which probably wouldn’t be so bad if she weren’t also his only friend), so he’s just excited he’s found someone new to hang out with. But when Myra suggests that maybe Richie doesn’t want to be just friends, he finds himself

    (confused scared happy what the fuck)

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    “The first time I saw you, in the rain, I knew you’d be coming with us.”

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    The first thing you notice about Dave Strider is that he really likes apple juice.

    The second thing you notice about Dave is that his skin is littered with scars.

    The third and final thing you notice about Dave is your favorite. He's delicate.

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    in which mike wheeler is extremely gay for will byers and in denial, will is mostly just confused, max mayfield is hardcore pining after el, and el is a big ol' lesbian and doesn't know it yet. they all try to model their relationships after what is traditionally acceptable and shenanigans ensue

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    To get closer to known bomb maker Sergio Santos, the CIA and MI6 paired up their finest agents and stationed them in Manhattan where they can befriend the family and discover Sergio's past, present, and future clients. It's a relatively simple mission, something both Curt Mega and Owen Carvour can pull off without breaking a sweat.

    If only they weren't doing this while acting like a married couple. Does it help that they're crushing on each other?

    The answer is no.

    [Chapter 12 reposted for minor edits]

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    After ten years apart, Yoongi is invited to direct his childhood friend and first love Jimin in a movie made by and for LGBTQ+ community - thing is, Yoongi always thought Jimin was straight.

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    Eddie Kaspbrak doesn't remember closing his eyes.

    Or: Eddie dies in the fight with Pennywise, but he isn't gone.

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    It's September 2010, Marshall Mathers better known as Eminem is getting his life back together. He's been sober for two years now and his work's going fine, too. But his therapist has some homework for him: Find romance again.
    How do you do that?

    [Tags will be updated as the story develops itself.]

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    Richie grabs the edge of the polaroid and slides it out from underneath the comic books. It’s a picture of a group of kids, all sitting on a porch in someone’s backyard. He recognizes his tween self pretty quickly — stupid hair, enormous glasses that made him look constantly bug-eyed. He’s really hamming it up for the camera, grinning with his arm slung around some dark-haired kid with a cast on his arm. He can’t remember who the kid is, who any of these kids are, but the way they’re all huddled together and smiling like they really give a shit about each other… he doesn’t remember ever having friends like this.

    “Who the fuck are you,” he whispers at the kids in the picture. He flips it over, and sees his own childish chicken-scratch handwriting on the back.

    Bill, Bev, Ben, Eddie, ME!, Stan, & Mike. September 1989!

    --

    Or, 25-year-old Richie Tozier doesn't know why he can't remember his childhood, or why he has nightmares about yellow eyes looming in the dark. Then he finds an old photo of friends he can't remember, and things start to change. A "what if Richie and Eddie found each other again during the 27 years" fic.

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    Eren Yeager is well-known. He's the son of his town's doctor, adopted brother to Mikasa, one of the best member's of his high school's football team, and loyal boyfriend to Annie Leonhart.

    Or so the story goes. In truth, Eren doesn't know what's wrong with him. His girlfriend does nothing for him, and it's getting to a point where he can't even perform the way she wants. He should be able to, by all accounts, his girlfriend is hot, and he's not so bad himself. It just won't work, nothing works.

    And then he meets his adopted sister's cousin, and it all makes sense.

    Eren is seventeen, Levi is eighteen. This is a very smut-heavy fic, too. Give a teenager a willing partner, and well, you know what happens.

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    “When was your first day?” He asks, unsure if that is an appropriate question to ask. Several moments slide by before Richie moves to take his glasses off and set them on his nightstand. He closes his eyes once they are off like there's no point in trying to see anything without them.

    “Fourth grade,” Richie answers quietly.

    “Fourth grade?” Eddie repeats incredulously, amazed that anyone could send their kid off to boarding school so young. For a moment, he tries to imagine what little 9-year-old Richie would look like, tiny suitcase in hand as he waved goodbye to his parents. Maybe he even cried after lights out. Eddie frowns against his pillow.

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    Derek is a sad and lonely alpha werewolf without a pack--Peter doesn't count. Then Peter opens his trunk one night and an omega springs free. Everything changes.

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    A secret admirer/love letter AU. Richie starts leaving anonymous love letters in Eddie's locker.

    Sorry if this summary's not helpful, this is my first fic. I really hope you like it!

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    5/?
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    Old Shatterhand versucht, von Winnetou loszukommen. Ihm geht es nicht gut dabei. - Drabble-Projekt für den InkTober 2019.

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    After being harassed in the arcade and being scared to death at the park, Richie Tozier headed to the Losers' clubhouse where he would meet up with his best friend, Eddie Kaspbrak, and admit a secret that he himself had only just come to terms with.

    ...

    Aka the arcade scene/Paul Bunyan scene being followed by another hammock scene where Richie comes out.

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    Richie always hated how Patrick looked at him. He never looked at the other losers the same way. Always with a....predatory smile, Licking his lips. Sometimes it seemed like his eyes drift south. It made him wildly uncomfortable, as it would really anyone. But it didn’t seem like the others knew. They didn’t seem to notice the hunger in the older teen’s eyes when they laid on Richie, But Richie did. How could he not? Those eyes on him stung like a burning flame.

    Richie finds himself walking home alone from the clubhouse and unable to get away when Patrick Hocksetter sets out to claim what he deems as his.

    this story follows Richie's recovery from a brutal assault with the help of his friends. Eddie, in particular, seems to be getting a lot closer to Richie in his time of need.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    Usernames ig is this discord or something
    Richie: Trashmouth
    Stan: stan lee
    Beverly: beaver
    Eddie: (wheeze)
    Bill: Bill Nye
    Ben: Ben Fankhauser
    Mike: Mike n Ike

     

    Trashmouth: Son, I admire your heart, but you must learn to distinguish between a patriotic act of protest and mob rule. The tyranny of the people can be just as brutal as the tyranny of the crown.
    Beaver: what the fuck?
    (wheeze): he’s watching liberty’s kids again
    (wheeze): i might kill him.
    Bill Nye: Its What He Deserves

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