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    This is Bucky's story starting right after he saves Steve from the river. Except this time, he can't stay away for long.

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    When Jackie got accepted into Queen's Medical School, she felt as though she was on her way to becoming someone that her mother could be proud of. She had studied hard, stayed focused, worked diligently, and it was paying off. However, a drunken night threatens to unravel the illusion of perfection that Jackie created for herself, and inadvertently creates a powerful rivalry between Jackie and a certain beautiful blonde girl in her program.

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    „I don’t get it“, Jisung shovels a ridiculously big spoon full of stew in his mouth, „What’s so exciting about exploring your sexuality?“
    Chenle shrugs in response. He could tell Jisung about his whole coming out story but it’s still too early for these kinds of conversations. Maybe later, he thinks, when they‘re both on the kitchen floor. „I guess it’s just nice to be sure of what you like and what you don’t. Or who“.
    „I never explored my sexuality and I know for sure that I‘m straight“.
    Chenle huffs. They’re going to see about that. For a straight guy, Jisung has suspicious amount of queer friends. „How can you be so sure? Have you ever kissed a boy?“
    Jisung hesitantly shakes his head.
    „Then how do you know you’re straight?“
    „Because-“, Jisung makes a vague gesture. „I’m just not gay. Or bi. Or whatever- not that anything is wrong with you guys. It’s just not for me, for sure. Like, I can admit that guys are attractive but I‘m sure that I could never- yeah“.
    Chenle snorts again. That’s a lot of „sure“s for someone who never even tried out his options.

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    Myra had to temporarily join the Losers Club during lunch because Eddie promised his mom that he'd make an effort to get to know Mrya. Richie doesn't really like the idea of someone new joining the club because he's scared of being replaced. Long story short, Myra and Richie don't start off on the right foot and Myra later says some stuff that wasn't very kind of her.
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    An AU where Richie leaves the Losers Club and Joins the Bower's Gang!!,,, well mostly just Connor.. Will he come back to the group? Or will he stay with Bowers? Read and stay tuned to find out!

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    В андерграундной тусовке все знают, что они ненавидят друг друга. - Чживон, ты затрахал меня! А должен трахать его, причем, не ментально, а физически.

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    Ford Daniels was a quiet, yet caring doctor and the only doctor in Westtown. He was reserved and cared deeply for his patients and went to great lengths to ensure the well-being and general health of clients and always made sure they got quality care. Hector Rodgers, a widowed single father living with his aging elderly mother working on his family's ranch that was handed down to him when he had no other idea on what to do in life now lives in the cross roads near Westtown.

    Both Hector and Ford enjoy the quiet company of being alone. They both have their trauma that they can't escape from. But both live very different lives and can't stop running into each other - for starters Colin, Hector's son has a weakened immune system and Ford can't stop freaking out when this reckless child keeps getting sick and ends up in his clinic. Hector though tries to thank the doctor for all he's done - but doesn't realize he's actually falling for the blonde. In a romantic way. Cue freak-out.

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    Richie Tozier was happy. The best friend in the world, amazing grades and constant abuse thrown at him in the halls every day.
    And Eddie Kaspbrak was happy too. Star of the track team, popular boy at school, and trying to hide a part of himself from everyone he knew.
    Yeah. They were both really happy.

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    or in which Richie has had a crush on Eddie for years and in their senior year they get paired up for a biology assignment and various shenanigans ensue.

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    A slick, yellow, raincoat-clad bundle of tears slammed into Stan's chest and he gave an oof as the wind was knocked out of him, sending him tumbling back against the wall of the sewers.

    "St-Stan, it's cold and dark and scary down here, I-I found Eddie but he won't wake up, an' I wanna go home, where's Billy!?"

    The Turtle used the last of its power to revive the three people who matter the most to the Loser's Club, activating upon It's physical demise; Stanley Uris, Eddie Kaspbrak, and Georgie Denbrough.

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    An AU where Ian is a paramedic and Mickey is in desperate need of some help.

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    Martin has a lot to process after he first meets Otto

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    there was always the question of what it meant to be accepted. of what it might entail, and how to achieve it. kazuichi figured he would learn the answers, eventually. at some point in his life, he had been sure they'd present themselves, but... it hadn't seemed to work out that way.

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    It's not her fault. Nazi knows, in her heart, that she wouldn't be like this without corrupting outside influences. She is pure, untainted, a rose amongst thorns leading her people to a just future. All of these sickening feelings...

    It's all Commie's fault. Yes. It had to be her fault. That whorish Bolshevik foolishly let a spark grow into a forest fire, and Nazi found herself caught in it.

    It's now a question of whether or not the flames will consume them both.

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    After being adopted by the Jiang family, Wei Wuxian is exposed the magical world of wizards and witches. Mischief and shenanigans ensue.

     

    a.k.a. This is is going to be a long fic chronicling the character's time at Hogwarts.

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    This is just a load of short fics I write in my freetime. They're not linked to each other, just posting them under the same piece.

    If they're not post a specific episode, they're set if they never lost the Red Dwarf in s6 but still met Legion. (s6/s7 most of these are set like that)

    Enjoy!

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    Rimmer can't take it anymore. Lister keeps playing his smegging guitar at all hours. Even though he can't stand it, somehow, he is given courage to face his demons.

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    Richie wished he could make it all better, he wished he could make Mrs. K disappear and give Eddie good parents, one’s that loved him but not so much it was suffocating. He wished he could fix all of it.
    “Rich? You OK? I am enjoying you being quiet but-” Eddie asked, he must’ve heard Richie sniffle.
    “I wish we could run away.”
    “...Why?”
    “To get you away from your mom. And to get away from my dad. Would you do that with me?” Richie’s palms were sweaty.
    “I don’t know. That’s a hard thing to think about, Richie. And neither of us can drive, and we’re like 14-”
    “Would you run away with me when we turn 18? I’ll learn to drive, we can leave this shithole town, maybe the rest of the losers would follow. We can go to Portland and then we can live together.” The anticipation made him shaky.
    “Yeah. I can do that.”
    “I’m being serious, Eds.”
    “I know dumbass, I wouldn’t say I would run away with you as a joke.”
    “Pinkie promise? On your eighteenth birthday, we get out. Fuck Derry. Graffiti the ‘leaving Derry’ sign.”
    “Promise.” Eddie promised.
    “Don’t forget. I never will.” Richie sniffled. “I won’t leave Derry without you, Eddie.”
    “OK.”

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    Will stays with Dustin in the field a little longer and hears the Russian transmission.

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    Henry can always run to Patrick.

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    After video footage of him confessing his lifelong love for his best friend goes viral, Richie Tozier is a man on the run. Eddie Kaspbrak hasn't ever let him go without a fight, and he doesn't plan to start now.

    or: a week in the life of richie and sandy's sad gay solidarity road trip

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    The lives of three outcast kids are changed forever when everything that they thought they knew about their parents, their society, and the universe is challenged.
    This fic is an alternate ending to the events right after the end of Johto (Season 5).

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    Coming to terms with your childhood is a lot more difficult when you grew up in an orphanage/cult with very strict ideas about religion. Adora ran away, Catra burned the bridge, and neither of them are sure how to act when they meet again five years later.

    College-AU about friendship, found family, and how much five years can really change a person.

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    5/?
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