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    As they reach out and blindly clasp the hands beside them, one thought is running through everybody's mind.

     

    The Loser's Club.

     

    It feels like something bigger than themselves.

    It feels like a future.

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    6/?
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    36
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    8
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    When Stiles tags along to one of his Dad's basketball games, he's instantly drawn to one of his Dad's friends, a man named Derek Hale. Derek is over twice his age, but Stiles can't stop himself from wanting him.

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    Chapters:
    29/?
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    1997
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    Bilbo Baggins has a brother. Worried about gossiping neighbors, his parents are very careful to hide Kili's nature. Long used to hiding his own nature, Bilbo accepts the same responsibility for his brother as he grows up. But hiding anything becomes impossible when dwarves come to the Shire.

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    Chapters:
    60/?
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    799
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    128
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    He never really understood what adults meant when they talk about being swept along by time but right now, he asks himself how he could have ever wished for the weekend on a Monday when he will never get those seconds back.


    “I’m not dying, Issei,” he whispers back but the words cut his throat open and the name feels bitter on his tongue because Takahiro associates so much more with using it than Matsukawa ever will hearing it.
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    Something ticked in Paul’s mind as the familiar words washed through him. When he looked at John, his friend was already looking at him. And suddenly, it all became clear: He remembered having that conversation more than 50 years ago. He remembered it too well.

    He had been thinking about it for years, wondering what he should have understood, how he should have reacted. If it was as meaningful as it had felt or if his memory had just romanticized it.

    “I don’t think a love like that obeys to any rules,” John went on, unaware of Paul’s agitation. “It’s not something that humans have created, not like a societal thing. It’s deeper than that, and that’s what some people are afraid of I guess, because they can’t control it. Whatever laws they create, they can never control it. A white lad will fall in love with a black girl.” He paused. “A lad with another lad. You know.”

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    Chapters:
    17/?
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    173
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    224
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    10
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    i will change the title later

    Bruce Wayne has a breakdown over a man. Damian finds a tiny alligator. Alfred is still waiting for Bruce to figure out he's gay. Dick is here for a good time (and to judge his dad- manbat? really???)

    written because my bro told me to do it

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    1,509
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    4
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    3
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    17
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    A short story on the events leading up to Richie carving his initial on the kissing bridge.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    119
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    18
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    robin and nancy. complete strangers. the classic popular girl is being crushed on by the nobody of the school. but little does miss nobody know that miss popular has a secret... a secret she wants robin to find out. and vice versa with robin to nancy.

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    playlist -

    • feeding the fire - hayley kiyoko
    • is there somewhere - halsey
    • fallingforyou - the 1975
    • sink in - amy shark
    • heaven - troye sivan
    • mine - taylor swift
    • sparks fly - taylor swift

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    18
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    1
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    “Richie,” Mike says sharply. “Who are you with? Why are you in Derry?”

    “Tell him,” Eddie whispers again.

    “Is that Eddie?” Mike asks.

    “Tell him, Richie,” Eddie says again, louder.

    “Jesus Christ,” Mike says, and Richie snaps, throwing his phone hard at the kitchen wall opposite them. The back smashes and the battery falls into a bowl soaking in the sink. There’s a beat of silence where Eddie and Richie stare at the battery floating in the soapy water.

    “Good work, Kobe,” Eddie says.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    6
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    41
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    9
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    361
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    Your eyes met brown speckled with yellow.
    Brown speckled with molten gold, not staring at you, but /into/ you.

    It was at that moment that you knew you were in love.

    [8th Loser Fic; Irregular Updates]

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    22,529
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    90
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    1436
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    A District 9 AU fic bc we don't have enough of those in this fandom.
    I tried.

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    5,380
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    2
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    15
    Hits:
    94
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    He got all of Steve's memories in sharp fragments and horrible pieces. Who knew all this pain would come from Steve 'Princess of All that is Good' Harrington--the perfect golden boy himself? Billy certainly didn't. It wormed deep within him, made Billy hate himself more than he already does, made him want to beg for that Wheeler girl to come wrap her arms around him, made him hate these woods and the demodogs that might be in them.
    Billy knows what a demodog is now, and it's all thanks to Steve.
    --
    Billy is an experiment, a faulty one at best. When his powers start kicking up again, things get out of control and Steve finds himself being the Mike to his El.

    (Several chapters have been written already)

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    Chapters:
    41/?
    Comments:
    480
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    1213
    Bookmarks:
    204
    Hits:
    21618
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    After breaking things off with Yoongi for the sake of their careers more than a year ago, Jimin is now dating Sungwoon. He thinks he can finally be happy, but after telling Yoongi the news, he can't help but feel like shit, knowing that he had hurt him (again). After all, Jimin was the one who promised that he will wait for him... Wait for their time to come. So was starting a new relationship when he still very much loves Yoongi a bad idea?

    It seems letting go of the love of your life isn't the easiest thing to do...

    Or the story of two boys who fall in love in the midst of their growing fame and can't be together because there is too much standing in the way.
    As it is always in life, they have to live through the darkness before the dawn comes...

    Language:
    English
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    18,957
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    38
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    33
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    800
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    We continue on, almost seamlessly, from the first installment. Probably best to read these in order.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    3
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    Hay cosas de las que quieres huir, pero sin importar cuanto corras, siempre te alcanzan. Richie lo descubre una tarde de verano de 1989.

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    Español
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    5,085
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    5
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    21
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    Dan Howell is coming to terms with the fact he may not be straight. Phil Lester is also coming to terms with that. Finding each other may help them on that little gay journey.

    This fic is heavily influenced by Heaven by Troye Sivan.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,114
    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
    34
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    795
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    (Weekly Updates/ETA Tuesdays & Fridays)

    Lenny Bordeaux is happy being in the closet. In such a small town, news spreads fast, and he doesn't want the drama attached to coming out. But when his boyfriend Justin forcibly outs them to his family, it changes everything.

    Soon, he becomes entangled with Mack, Justin's older brother, who's carefree way of life has a certain appeal.

    Life is complicated, and Lenny just wants to be who he is, with nothing standing in his way. Only that's the problem.

    Everything stands in his way.

    And the biggest obstacle?

    Himself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    87,874
    Chapters:
    21/?
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    635
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    Evie's seen many things while working the night shift at Ursula's diner. A clearly emotional girl with a long pink gown was new.

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    English
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    8,040
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
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    8
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    47
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    "good afternoon," jeongguk says. "do you have a few moments to listen to the word of god?"

    the young man in front of him crosses his arms, tilts his head in thought. "depends...what's he saying these days?"

    (jeongguk spends the final days before the rapture trying to turn lost souls to the word of god and comes across seokjin who challenges all of his beliefs).

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,954
    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    34
    Kudos:
    158
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    1559
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    “Richie is 16 and things are fine. He has great friends, great parents, he’s doing alright in school for once, and the eczema outbreak on his ass that he had last week is starting to clear up. He’s content and he doesn’t push for more.

    He shoves down his wants, instead trading them in for the things he already has. The gnawing in his gut still hurts almost everyday. But the older he gets, the easier it is to keep it at bay. The older he gets the more he learns about himself, the things he aches for, and how to distract himself from it. “

    Eddie gets a date to prom, Richie doesn’t take it well.

    ——

    Chapter 2 fluff is now up mwah!

    Series
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    English
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    3,669
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    209
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    1995

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