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    Matt craves the feeling of skin beneath his clenched fists as much as he craves a hard body on top of him. He's driving himself crazy letting himself have neither.

    He bottles it all away, sticks on a polite smile, goes to Sunday mass, studies hard and tries his best to flirt with the girls Foggy pushes him towards.

    And really, he's fine to keep pretending, until he meets Frank Castle.

    (Student Matt/ Bouncer Frank)

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    3/?
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    30
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    5
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    A night of gambling and drunken foolishness with Cass in Freeside sends Beatrice Weller unexpectedly back into the School of Impersonation. There is a dangerous side of the Kings that Beatrice is about to uncover.

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    Chapters:
    2/5
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    Star quarterback Katsuki Bakugo has it all. He's the very image of smart and tough All American hometown hero. Izuku Midoriya is also a star student and phenomenal athlete, but Katsuki and their toxic small town bully him due to his being openly gay. When they both get accepted to an exclusive Ivy League college things change. Katsuki's behavior isn't tolerated here, and Izuku gains friends strong enough to have his back, but Katsuki's behavior isn't as cut and dry as it seems... because Katsuki has a secret, a secret he'll hurt himself to keep, unless a pair of green eyes can break through his defenses.

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    40,954
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    9/?
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    46
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    182
    Bookmarks:
    37
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    Katsuki witnesses the consequences of his actions. Izuku embarks on a path of self-discovery. They’ve always been bound together, but now things are different. Blood and death bring them close; shared secrets and trauma brings them even closer.

    Some words cannot be unsaid. Some actions cannot be undone.

    And some actions must be done over and over again.

    Just to be sure they’ll always be the same.

    [updates weekly - Saturdays]

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    19,900
    Chapters:
    5/16
    Comments:
    124
    Kudos:
    86
    Bookmarks:
    23
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    788
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    Living under the same roof as Uther Pendragon has its perks - you never have to do any chores, you can buy whatever new gadget you wanted, and you're raised to be a strong, powerful man. His views have always lined up with yours, because you didn't know any better, and you had him as your living and breathing example. But what happens when you realize you're falling in love with the exact person you always vowed to hate? What happens when your entire life, and everything you've known, is threatened, just because you happen to be in love with a boy - and your father is the biggest homophobe in the entire city of London? 17-year-old Arthur Pendragon realizes too late that he opened his heart to just this, and has to live with the consequences.

     

    OR

     

    How Arthur Pendragon went from the biggest homophobe in school, to falling in love with Merlin Emrys - and then some.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    130
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    21
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    3101
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    Who is the new Lord Featherington? The whole ton is abuzz with rumours surrounding Aleksander Morozova, a nouveau-riche half-Ravkan industrialist. There is more to him than meets the eye, but then there is also much more to the Featheringtons. Will Penelope be able to keep her secret from such shrewd eyes? Will Aleksander accept England, the country his father hated, and a new family, or will he turn them all out of the house?

    The Viscount Bridgerton is not impressed by this arrogant stranger, but he will be.

     

    Set in the world of the Bridgerton TV-series post season one, and taking inspiration from both Grishaverse books and show (no magic).

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    10,991
    Chapters:
    3/?
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    7
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    4
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    It was a picturesque Sunday, so why were the town warning bells ringing?

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    56
    Bookmarks:
    15
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    596
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    Three rooms apart in a hotel during a joint investigation, Hawks calls Endeavor for a little stress relief after a hard day's work. Enji's willing to let the lines blur a little, just this once.

    Whether they talk about it after is another story altogether.

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    32,705
    Chapters:
    6/8
    Comments:
    36
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    171
    Bookmarks:
    22
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    2507
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    Sebastian has never given two thoughts to the writer who lives on the beach. He probably hasn’t said more than five words to him the entire time the man has lived in Pelican Town.

    Elliott needs a muse. He’s sought a simple, impoverished life hoping to spark creativity. Now running out of his novel’s advance and time to get it to the publisher, he doesn’t know if he’s got what it takes to hack it.

    On a cold, rainy night in early spring, two lost souls accidentally touch. What happens next is something neither expected.

    Characters and tags to be updated with each chapter.

    Updated Saturdays.

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    524,126
    Chapters:
    36/?
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    497
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    To most people, he seemed to have it all. A young executive working in a successful company, surrounded by family and friends... What's not to like ?

    Well, if you scratch the surface, you'll see that Reiner Braun is fed up with most of it. He simply thinks of himself as an unlucky individual : his love life is a disaster and it becomes more and more apparent to him that his career choice is questionable.

    So what happens when a ridiculously handsome guy is hired at his workplace ? A lot.

    (Basically everyone and their mother adores Bert in this fic. Who doesn't, tbh ?)

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    100,976
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    249
    Kudos:
    398
    Bookmarks:
    43
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    9851
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    Writer Namjoon is completely out of ideas for a new book, so he decides to take a spontaneous trip to a small island near Cape Cod. As luck would have it, he ends up getting a lot more than he bargained for.

    (reuploading!!! new chapter once in two days)

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    3,317
    Chapters:
    3/11
    Comments:
    10
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    42
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    540
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    Florence, 1465. Poet Kim Namjoon adventures himself into the night in search of a perfect stranger who he can turn into poetry.
    Six centuries later, architect Min Yoongi finds a messy notebook filled with lyrics on the stairs of Uffizi Gallery.

    (Or: Namjoon and Yoongi find each other once and once more, on the same place, yet at totally different times)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    1647, Naples and Romano are up in arms against a new tax policy by the king of Spain. It is not a revolt against Spain though. Nothing can make Romano want to leave the home of his beloved boss! Unless it turns out to be the best for said boss...Damn it, Spain! I-It was never meant to end this way!

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    English
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    69,301
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    79
    Kudos:
    55
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    732
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    In the mid 21st century, scientists have discovered that reincarnation is real and that there is a way to remember past lives.
    Meet Rhett McLaughlin, a lonesome college professor. He is happy enough, but lives with the feeling that he wants more out of life. As he ventures through ten previous lives, he realizes that what’s been missing is someone with the bluest eyes.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    123
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    66
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    1143
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    How can this even be happening?

    He's an idol, he's Jung Hoseok, he's J-Hope of goddamn BTS, how could- is he really going to get murdered in the middle of fuck knows where?

    No. No no no. Fuck no, he can't do this, he can't do this, he can't--

    "I'm gonna count to three and then we're breaking those manicured fingers, pretty boy."

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    English
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    5,970
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    8
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    33
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    235
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    Jaskier’s a music grad student, paving his path with music shows and tattooing. Geralt’s a florist, a Witcher, and reluctant to open himself up to other people.

    Life has a funny way of doing things, though, and as it turns out, the world is a lot smaller than either of them previously believed. Some call it destiny, others call it sheer dumb luck. Vesemir thinks of it more like a sick joke.

    *Formerly titled "The Chain"*

    Language:
    English
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    42,897
    Chapters:
    8/12
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    979
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    Bounty hunter Javier Escuella captured Bill Williamson in an attempt to get closer to the most valuable criminal of them all. It's a task more nerve-wracking than he'd expected, unforeseen events revealing more than he'd ever wished to know about himself or the man he's supposed to be using. And soon he is walking a thin line, torn between choosing with his heart or his brain – burdened by a choice between everything he's ever known and the prospect of something new entirely.

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    English
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    59,961
    Chapters:
    11/14
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    71
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    916
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    When Jan Van Eck, Connecticut's Republican senator, makes a $30 million donation to Yale University, Kaz Brekker suspects foul play between him and the university president, Dr. Pekka Rollins. There's foul play, alright, but not the kind he expected. He also didn't expect to meet his five closest friends in the process of trying to take Dr. Rollins down. Yet, here they are, crammed into a restaurant booth like normal college students, celebrating over waffles after uncovering one of the biggest political scandals that America has ever seen (unlike normal college students).

    (Alternatively, the Crows take Yale University by storm. Includes both textfic and prose.)

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    English
    Words:
    32,940
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    226
    Kudos:
    255
    Bookmarks:
    34
    Hits:
    5121
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    MC left long before the Literature Club was formed. Without any attachments to some guy, the members of the club are free to fall in love, be themselves, and heal together.

    A mostly lighthearted story where the literature club girls’ relationships build and eventually they all get together.

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    English
    Words:
    26,510
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    51
    Kudos:
    139
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    2770
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    He doesn’t know if kissing girls is supposed to feel just as good or even better than kissing boys. He imagines he’d like girls as well. When he pictures soft curves and full, red lips in his mind, he can see the appeal, but he’s never actually pressed his lips against a girl’s or run his hands over their hips and waist. He’s only seen pictures of curvy succubi in bestiaries and the occasional dirty picture stolen from a master witcher that gets passed around the adepts during winter. He also can’t imagine anything feeling better than kissing Eskel. “Probably,” he finally answers, leaning back in for a kiss. “But who cares if we don’t?”

    “Lots of people care, Geralt,” Eskel says, leaning his head back and away from Geralt’s, releasing his hands from his hips. “Most guys like girls, and only girls.”

    Language:
    English
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    4,081
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    8
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    3
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    30

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