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    Castiel made dying for Dean Winchester look easy.

    Dean knows how to die for someone. Dean knows how to lay down his life for those he cares about, to say yes in their place, to sacrifice himself in the moment to save the day. To save someone. To save Sam, Mary, John, Jack.

    Cas.

    And for all his knowledge about how to die, he has. While memories of the Pit remain locked in a distant corner of his mind, he’ll never forget the sacrifice he made for Sam, for the good of the world. Willingly. Happily. Dean remembers every death. How each one he welcomed if it made the difference, saved family, people. Dean Winchester would sacrifice himself ten times over for family, or the world, if it meant they would make it through in his stead. Dying for someone was easy to Dean.

    But Dean Winchester didn’t know how to be saved. Not when Sam offered up his life, not when anyone else did. Dean didn’t know how to keep on living so that sacrifice wasn’t all for nothing. How in the hell is he supposed to do that? To accept that?

    He doesn't.

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    25/?
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    George sleeps too much. He sleeps over fourteen hours and then some, preferring his dreams over reality.

    Dream does not sleep, with his nightmares haunting him every night. He stays up as long as he can - sometimes for days on end till he's passing out in class or nearly crashing into another car while driving.

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    where George is the new foreign exchange student, depressed, gay, and living under the roof of an abusive Catholic aunt, and Dream is the fake-smiling, hot shot basketball player, in the closet, bored, and looking for adventure.

    *inspired by the song "Meet Me at Our Spot" by The Anxiety, Tyler Cole, and Willow

    this story has poetic elements and includes some very serious themes so be mindful of the tags!

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    9/?
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    It is the 1970's. Underdogs and childhood friends, Luca and Giulia, are about to enter their freshmen year. They are very optimistic about a fresh start in a new school setting after not being so popular in grade school. Alberto, in his second year, is a bad boy who runs in a gang.
    ---
    Based on an idea by @numjumo on Tumblr/Instagram. The art used in this fanfic is all drawn by her. I have her permission to use them.
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    Also, follow me on Tumblr @flying-princess
    and I'm @prettyflyingprincess on Instagram

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    22/?
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    Mac’s on a mission to make the love of his life into a better person, while Dee and Charlie learn to navigate their relationship again.

    The four of them confront their trauma and do what they’ll never do on tv: grow (if only a little).

    Part 2 of the Idiot Love series, hopefully in the same tone as part 1, only with more smut and romance.

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    12/?
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    Project Six is an experiment designed to see if famous women from history could do more good for the world when provided with the advancements of modern day. Due to some bugs with the system they couldn’t go further back than the reign of Henry VII. So they began their test with his son’s six famous wives and their children to see what good they could do in the 21st Century. To ease the process however and ensure the project isn’t found out, nobody knows they're back. Not the public, not the government. Nobody…including each other.

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    30/120
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    When Aaron Minyard decided to join Grindr to explore a long-suppressed portion of his sexuality, the last thing he expected was to find someone using edited photos of his face and body to get dicked down.

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    1/?
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    5
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    Bobby isn’t so sure that Sam’s best friend is coming over so often to spend time with Sam…

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    645
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    1/1
    Comments:
    4
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    28
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    It is with both elation and despair that they begin again.

    As friends. Or friends who kiss; but not lovers. Definitely not lovers. Maybe people who hate each other. Or people who’ve ruined each other. The river and it’s levees. At some point a meander becomes an ox bow lake, and then it dries out completely, a disgusting trodden shoe horse of mud and silt.

    This is earth shattering bad. His stomach churns and he tries not to smile at the thought of getting to kiss Jeno again.

    Cable ties and wires and messages in bottles. Say hidden. Things are safer this way. Quieter.

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    The rain splattered onto the sidewalk, thunder booming in the distance. A young man clutched his bag close to his body as he slowly became soaked to the bone.
    Damn, it’s cold…
    As the rain began to pick up speed, he quickened his pace.
    Why am I in such a hurry? It’s not like you can’t die if you’re wet…
    He looked down and sighed.
    After all, rain is nothing but water that just so happens to fall from the clouds.

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    David and Matt struggle with their hidden relationship. (Matt Li is the cute Asian tech on Numb3rs.)

    This is a very long and twisty/twisted triple drabble series, where Matt and David debate about how they aren't really able to be certain of each other, and the difficulties that leads them into. Many other characters in the Watson'verse also weigh in and there are shocking revelations and events all around. In particular, there are revelations and developments with Don's boyfriend Will. However, the majority is about David and Matt.

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    By the time it did, Ben Kenobi - because this was Ben Kenobi, one of the highest draft picks of the season, right-handed pitcher with a ball-busting curve that Cody had read about since the draft and seen from a distance during spring training - had leaned a shoulder against the fence, turned to him, and said, “Hey, there, I’m Ben. Didn’t mean to interrupt you. I just wanted to get a look at this place.”

    OR, the one where Cody leaves home, plays some ball, grows up, and makes some ugly mistakes along the way.

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    Norman Osborn and Otto Octavius left the world with their bad reputations on full blast. After they died, society forgot just who the two brilliant scientists turned super-villains were before their accidents, leaving the stories of their pasts lost in time. Jump several decades back in time, and you'll realize the two were a lot closer than the world made it out to seem. After all they were just business partners? Right....?

    Norman and Otto are assigned to be roommates at MIT in the 1970s and become much closer than they originally thought they would. Buckle your seat belts folks, it's about to get gay.

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    An unexpected love that delicately flourished in the midst of their misery that once bewildered everyone including their own selves, brought clarity and made them realize that whatever they do, it wouldn't be destroyed by anything, because they were destined for each other and their fates are entwined forever.

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    12/?
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    13
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    Steve’s stupid idea to get a little gift for Bucky ends up triggering a spiral of events, that lead them both on an intertwined rollercoaster of emotions. And now that his emotions are unable to stay buried within it’s usual bottle, Rogers has no idea what to do with everything seeping out of it’s cracks.

    On one hand, there’s confusion. Confusion, fear, and helplessness. Emotions that come with such pain, shame and jealousy, that it weighs him down like a heavy blanket in summer, suffocating him with it’s inescapably thick heat- until he’s left choking on his own breaths.

    On the other hand, there’s bliss. Lightheaded bliss that’s laced with passion, awe, and the irresistible feeling of being lovestruck for another man, who’s smile could light up the firecracker in any weak soul. Every spark fueled him with the heat of life and ecstasy itself.

    Unlike Bucky who relied on his instincts, winking and dancing his way through every problem he faced so effortlessly, Steve was much more of a worrier. An overthinker. An anxious, emotional mess, desperately trying to hold onto both sides of his heart and keeping them pieced together;

    In hopes of basking in Bucky’s scent for just a bit longer.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
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    43
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    14
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    Throughout his life, pain was been Matt's best friend. After years of living in a self-destructive spiral, Matt learns how to feel good without it.

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    Sam Evans doesn’t think much of his family moving to Ohio. He’s transferring from one preppy boarding school to another, big whoop. However, Dalton Academy exceeds his expectations, with it’s championship-winning lacrosse team, an amazing show choir, and a cute, sweet roommate with the most stunning eyes. The only problem is, Sam isn’t into guys. At least, that’s what he’s always told himself.

    Or: A Season2!AU and onward where Sam goes to Dalton instead of McKinley. Tags will be updated as we go.

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    11/?
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    11
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    Jongwoo tried to will his heart to stop racing. He was already all-in on this stupid scheme; there was no backing out now. “I still haven’t been in Seoul very long so I don’t know that many bars, but I thought you might know some places.” Jongwoo’s mouth was dry. “Maybe a good place for two men to get a drink and get to know each other better?”

    If Jongwoo’s delivery was too awkward, it didn’t show on Moonjo’s face. “Ah, so you haven’t been to a place like that yet,” Moonjo said. “Sure, I can take you. I wasn’t sure if you were interested.”

    (Or: Seokyoon comes up with the idea that Jongwoo should go out for a drink with Moonjo in order to learn more about what's going on at Eden. Jongwoo actually goes through with it.)

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    Cal and Derek wrestle, sharing a heated moment as Derek is pinned to the mat beneath him. Sweat drips down the bridge of Cal's nose as they make eye contact, a moment shared between them. That eye contact lingers as they shower, only drifting for a moment when Derek pulls his underwear to cover himself. When Cal looks up, he meets Derek's eyes, a smirk on that handsome face of his. Goddamnit, Cal thought, I'm in love with my best friend.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    16
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    vertigo
    /ˈvəːtɪɡəʊ/
    a sensation of whirling and loss of balance, associated particularly with looking down from a great height; giddiness.

    There are things Yibo is supposed to do in life — stay obedient, finish college and find himself a girlfriend. Disappointing his parents is not an option, at least not until he meets a gorgeous man with pretty lips and skilled fingers.
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    this really is just a fruit and illumina fanfic that kept clogging my brain so I had to write it. there will be more information at the beginning of chapters : )

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    Fruit always understood himself, understood who he was and was comfortable with where he was in life. However, his life is spun, 180, upsidedown, after he realizes he might look at Illumina for a little too long. His compass that always pointed North begins to spin and now he doesn't know where he's going anymore.

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    English
    Words:
    23,416
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    61
    Kudos:
    152
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    2691

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