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Buck was, well lonely didn’t even began to describe it. He’d been dead for almost longer than he’d been alive, his thoughts of ever having a real family slowly starting to dwindle. It wasn’t until the boy with the floppy brown hair and doe-brown eyes moved in, that Buck began to feel alive again. All he wanted was to be whole again, to be loved and wanted like he deserved, Eddie being the one to show him just how much he was.
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Or the BuddiexCasper AU that literally no one asked forSeries
- Part 1 of 9-1-1 Halloweek
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It's not some big epic moment of "Oh yeah, this is it". It's a natural acknowledgment of something that's been waiting all this time.
Buck and Athena have a heart to heart. Then Buck decides he needs to do the same with Eddie.
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Eddie turns to Buck with a scoff once they're near the truck. “Can you believe them?” He stops himself, realizing: “Did they just refer to me as your boyfriend?”
Evidently, the rock beneath Buck’s boot is much more worthy of Buck’s attention right now. “Um, yeah, about that… I may have… accidentally implied we’re together on my Instagram.”
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Two facts are facing Evan Buckley
1. After the Lawsuit Buck is on the outs with his team at the 118.
2. When he was doing his recertification test before falling ill to the Pulmonary Embolism he got a job offer from Owen Strand to join them at the 126.
Now almost 5 months later he is still being treated less then dirt at the 118. Maybe it’s time to move. Now if only he can get through a shift and doesn’t screw up at this new place everything would be great.
Based off a prompt found at JessTrixBlue promptshttps://archiveofourown.org/works/32100211/chapters/79803376
(9-1-1:Lone Star Crossover) (Post-Lawsuit)
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Buck has grow used to the feelings of anxiety and he's learned to deal with them alone. That doesn't always mean he is alone to deal with them.
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Whumptober Day 23: Anxiety (alt 15)Series
- Part 23 of Whumptober 2021
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After figuring out where Maddie is, Buck decides to take a road trip back to Philly to bring Maddie home stating to Eddie that “he is tired of people always leaving him behind.”
The next day, however, Buck is surprised when Eddie arrives at his house asking to go with him. Confused but happy, Buck agrees and the two are on the road.
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“Buck, this is Eddie Diaz," Bobby says, "the new recruit.”
Eddie removes his hat with one hand and lends his hand to shake with the other. Buck eyes it like he just used it to pick his nose. “I’m sorry, what are your qualifications?” he asks, folding his arms over his chest. “Aside from standing there and looking pretty, that is.”
(Or, the one where it's a modern Brokeback Mountain AU.)
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When Eddie agreed to hold a Selection to find a consort, he was expecting to meet someone he could trust to rule with him.
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He doesn’t know how to take all of these big, ugly parts of himself and fold them into something smaller - something a little easier to carry.
He doesn’t know how to be enough for anyone else, when he can’t even be enough for himself.
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“So,” Eddie starts, coming a step closer and leaning against the island, more than an arm’s length distance between them, “you really thought you could just drop that bomb without mentioning it to me first?”
His admonishment is gentle, but Buck looks caught and guilty nevertheless, his blue eyes widened as he looks up at Eddie.
“I— I just thought… I dunno,” he breathes out, lowering his gaze again.
“Thought what? That I’d talk you out of it?”~*~
A scene that all of us probably were dying to see (in one shape or the other) at the end of last night's episode
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As Buck pulled into the 118 fire station, his hands start to shake. It had been 5 years since he disappeared. 5 years after a bad shift, he decided to leave LA with just a note. He had grabbed the stuff he could fit into his Jeep, scribbled a note to whoever went to check on him, and drove away. He didn't say goodbye to anyone. Maddie. Chimney. Bobby. Athena. Hen. Karen. Eddie. Christopher.
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- Part 1 of Who Says You Can't Come Home
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Maddie follows her brother's line of sight, only to realize that what he's looking at are Eddie and Chris, with a huge smile on his face at that - to no one's surprise.
She leans her head against his shoulder and grins,
"You've got it bad, huh?""What?", the younger Buckley asks absentmindedly, his arm automatically coming up to loosely wrap around Maddie's waist.
Shaking her head, she chuckles,
"Oh dear... I'm talking about the person you're staring at.""I'm not staring at anyone!"
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A talk with his sister about some insecurities eventually leads to some long-overdue confessions between Buck and Eddie.
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Buck leave LA and it’s all of Eddie fault. Six years later Buck come back with a boy. Is this is a second chance or not?
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Sunshine and Gunpowder by E. B. Grant became the LAFD’s most talked about topic for a month, and Eddie found himself buying the damn book to see what all the fuss was about.
“It’s so accurate, this guy has to be a firefighter!” Someone had said and that blew up like crazy, and suddenly, there were subreddits dedicated to discovering the identity of the author. Eddie had read a lot of good books in his time, but a book about a firefighter that was actually written well? Not something he ever expected to see. Apparently it was a gay romance novel about a firefighter and a paramedic, and Eddie had to admit, the storyline sounded great. A firefighter and a detective team up to find a criminal who is killing firefighters. Who wouldn’t want to read that! It sounded amazing.
“It sounds crap,” Chim said around a mouthful of sandwich.
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In the past Buck had very little problems with his image. He knew he was good looking and all his hook ups from Buck 1.0 proofed, that other people thought so too. The gym was a place to let of steam (he couldn’t let out with another warm body beneath the sheets) and not much more. Protein Shakes and food in general wasn’t a very present topic in his mind. Although he preferred Bobby’s home cooked meals and enjoyed the cooking lessons so he didn’t eat take out every day.
Now however things had changed. Changed in a way that had him calculate calories in his head, micros and macros always in the back of his mind and the time, he needed to work out, to be back in that good zone again.
And his voice, ever present.
„You really going to eat that, Evan? “„Think about your goals, Evan. You can reach them if you just try hard enough! “
„How am I supposed to like you, when you always fuck up like that, Evan? “
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how was I to know, I'm not strong (I should have saved you) by sarcastic_fina
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
13 Oct 2021
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“Margaret…” Phillip cleared his throat. “Tell me you haven’t gone to Los Angeles.”
Blinking the sting from her eyes, she sniffed. “I can’t.”
He sighed again, full of judgement now. “What do you hope to accomplish? Evan has a life there. He’s made it clear we aren’t a part of it.”
“Did he? Or did we?”
Or, Margaret Buckley has a lot of regrets about the parent she was. On a whim, she travels back to Los Angeles to make amends to her children in the hopes that she can eventually be the parent they deserve and have a place in their lives and the families they've built.
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“Shit Buck. What-what happened? Are you ok?” Buck shrugged his shoulders absently, grabbing for one of the beers as he took back a healthy sip. Eddie immediately bent to him, his big browns scanning Buck over. He flinched a tinge as Eddie’s hand reached out to him, fingers gently cupping his chin to tilt Bucks face at a better angle. With a frown, Eddie stood, disappearing back into his loft, returning moments later with a bag of ice and a towel wrapped around it. As Eddie handed it out to him, Buck took it from him, his arm slumping back into his lap.
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Eddie is cuddling a very sleepy Buck, who just so happens to be wearing Eddie's work coat. Just fluffy talk, soothing words, comforting Buck with soft praise!
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They both melt into it, each of them dead on their feet from work, from the emotions they’ve been forced to face. Buck knows at this moment that he would be able to get through anything if everything ended being engulfed in Eddie’s arms. He wants to linger, wants to press his face further into Eddie’s neck, kiss the still slightly shower damp skin until it’s red, hold onto Eddie until he doesn’t feel so broken anymore.
But he knows he has to pull away.
“I tried to love her,” Eddie says softly, his breath ghosting against Buck’s cheek as they part.
“You can’t help who you love,” Buck replies. He reaches up to hold Eddie’s face in his palm, hoping the motion doesn’t give away the truth to his words. Buck could easily be talking to himself, reassuring himself that it’s okay to be in love with Eddie because he’s there for him in whatever way he needs when it matters most.
Eddie leans into the touch for a moment, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath to compose himself. Then he’s pushing Buck’s hand away like it was never there in the first place.
Or, Buck and Eddie have some revelations about their definitions of home, reachability of dreams, and a future spent together.
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Buck stammers over his defense, "I-I figured she was too nervous to tell me."
"Buck, honey, you are being played like a fiddle," Hen says.
Or, the one where Buck is told he's bad in bed, and Eddie has more than a few words to say about it.