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    Finally giving in, Buck dropped the weights and spun to face Diaz with a snarl. “What?”

    “What, man?” Diaz replied taken aback, his eyes snapping up from Buck’s chest to his face quickly.

    “Like what you see or something, Diaz?”

    “Sorry, no.” Buck raised an eyebrow, strangely disappointed in his answer.

     

    As beginnings go... theirs could have gone so much better.

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    *Previously titled 'A Change in the Wind'

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    Eddie's known you his whole life. He's your best friend. In truth, he wants to be your boyfriend - he wants to call you his without it being a joke and to kiss you when you're sober. But everyone loves you and wants you: he doesn't like a gold rush.

    Cross-posted on my tumblr: @marvelsswansong

    ⚠️ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬, 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬, 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞.⚠️

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    It all begins here in Winter, 1996.

    Left in the streets of LA, a blue-eyed boy finds his home.

    This is his story, his life, what he learns and who he grows up to be.

    And all it took was a little love.

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    [Update 8/15/2022: Age 15 (I), Age 15 (II), Age 15 (III)] Updates weekly-ish

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    The scene that greets him when he comes in from therapy is one that makes all the pain and frustration from an hour of verbal prodding by Frank disappear instantly.

    Prompt from @9_1_1_fan on Instagram - Love me anyway.

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    “My client hired me to find you because she needs your help. Or more specifically, her daughter needs your help. The girl has leukemia and my client isn’t a match to donate bone marrow,” the private investigator explained and Buck paled at the words.

    Because there was really only one reason for all of this; the girl was his. And Buck didn’t know how to feel about any of it but he did know that he would do anything he could to help so he said, “I’ll do it,” before Mr McIntyre even got a chance to continue.

    OR Buck learns that he has a daughter and tries to deal with his past while trying to help his kid with his found family by his side.

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    If he’s being honest with himself, this all started two months ago, when Buck showed up in his living room during a movie night with Christopher, with two stuffed bags and a surprisingly serene expression for someone who had just ended a long-term relationship.
    Since then, it’s been shared rides and shared meals, game nights with Christopher and synced calendars, synced alarms, synced breaths. Buck’s books are stacked in the dining room shelves, his clothes mixed in Eddie’s dresser, and Eddie...He…
    Well, he’s just surprised he hasn’t fucked this up sooner.

     

    A brief lapse in judgement and an accidental kiss (and then one on purpose).

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    Since the hostage situation Eddie is distant with Buck. He heard Buck's pained scream, everything showed in his voice.

    He acknowledges this one day by hearing Buck talking to Hen.

    “I was so scared, Hen. I was so scared I was going to lose him. I ca-” he took a deep breath “I can’t lose him. I don’t know what I’d do without him”

    [All fics from this series are unrelated and can be read alone]

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    Eddie bought the ring twenty-four days after Buck had kissed him in the station's kitchen up against the kitchen island at three-thirty in the morning.
    Its been sitting in his sock drawer for longer than expected.
    One hundred and forty-six days to be exact.
    Its not like he thinks its too soon.
    He and Buck had made it abundantly clear from the very beginning that this was it for the both of them. They'd toasted to last first dates with milkshakes at a diner after just one kiss. They'd moved Buck in after a month. They'd even discussed trying to find a new house with more bedrooms for the future children they had discussed their first night in their home.
    So, its not too soon.

    (OR: the five times eddie almost propose and the one time he finally does)

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    “This is Buck,” Bobby said when Buck’s tongue refused to unstick from the top of his mouth. “Your new quartermaster.”

    Eddie’s eyes— brown with just a glint of green if you caught them in the right light— widened before he scanned Buck with another sweeping assessment.

    “You’re—”

    Buck had heard it all before. “Not all of us nerds are the skinny kids that used to get picked on in high school.”

     

    aka Buddie Begins James Bond AU.

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    “You love him,” Pepa says, one night, smiling at Eddie, calm and certain and so steady, as if it’s not the sort of revelation that blows Eddie’s world apart.

    They sit in silence on the back porch, watching Buck with Christopher in Pepa’s backyard. Eddie’s hands are frozen, wrapped tight around the chipped coffee mug in his hands. His drink has been cold for a while now.

    'I do,' he wants to say, 'You’re right, I do love him. I love him more than I’ve ever loved anyone, except maybe Christopher. I love him like I’ve never loved any friend, in ways that I’m not sure I even loved Shannon, and she was my wife. I love him in ways that I didn’t even know were possible, in ways I never could have imagined. You’re right, I do love him, and he has no idea.'

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    Every moment with Buck over the last few weeks has involved Eddie having to swallow back an endless stream of horrifically cheesy speeches that would make him gag if anyone else were to say them—and Eddie will be the first to admit that he has never been an overtly romantic guy. Shannon could attest to that. When they got married, they didn’t even write their own vows. Frankly, Eddie doesn’t know what he would have said if they had.

    But with Buck, Eddie is just…perpetually breathless. He is in a perpetual state of guy-in-romcom-who-just-climbed-a-hundred-flights-of-stairs-to-the-top-of-the-Empire-State-Building-to-scream-I-love-you-at-the-protagonist-in-front-of-a-several-dozen-tourists.

    It’s like a medical condition, and while Chimney keeps telling him it isn’t fatal, Eddie’s not so sure.  

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    "You think he likes her?" Eddie can't refrain himself from asking, his hands now down and his gaze again on Buck and that Lucy girl.
    Hen smirks, making Eddie glower at just how amused she is at his suffering.
    Hen snorts. “You’ve got it bad, Edmundo.”
    Eddie scrunches up his face, not taking his eyes away from Buck. "What is the freaking holdup? Let's play ball!" Eddie gets up and yells, picking up his bat and getting out of the dugout. Buck startles and looks at Eddie confused.

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    There's a baseball game, Eddie pines and Hen is so done with these two idiots.

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    “I'm gay.”

    He's looking at his feet, because he hasn't quite come to terms with the fact that he's saying this in a room where other people, strangers, can hear it.

    But this is still the first time he's said it this way: out loud, in a declarative sentence. Being nervous is fine. Frank said that being nervous is fine, and Buck just said he's proud, and the only thought Eddie has in his head is that it's embarrassing he can't raise his head and say it like a man, so clearly, he's going to need to hang on to other people's words for the time being, someone who isn't his dad trying to explain the ways Eddie's allowed to inhabit the world.

    He doesn't need to ask anyone's permission to be who he is. That's also a thing Frank said.

    in which eddie attends a self-empowerment group for gbtq men to supplement his therapy, and is empowered to: forgive himself, say "i'm gay" to his own reflection in the mirror, accidentally adopt an adult, make fried rice, and tell his straight best friend that he's in love with him. not necessarily in that order.

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    Date night with the Fire Fam, everyone has their date. Eddie is with Ana as they are all waiting on Buck and his date. What happens when women go to the bathroom together and how will it affect Buck and Eddie in the end.

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    "I think I'm in love with Buck." The confession rips the air from his lungs.

    "I know." It's all Hen says, so calm, and looking at Eddie with this exasperated but fond look in her eyes. "I think the only person that doesn't know you're in love with Buck, is Buck."

     

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    Eddie talks about his feelings for Buck. Hen and Chimney take matters into their own hands and set them up on a blind date without their knowledge.

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    Eddie has always known.

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    Buck is shot protecting Denny when a gun is drawn on the 118 in their own station.

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    one-word prompt from @missypup: fernweh. Posted on Tumblr here.

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    “I’m sorry.” Buck whispers. Eddie’s not sure what he’s sorry for, maybe waking him up, or needing the closeness, or something Buck’s convinced himself he should’ve done but didn’t, like drag Eddie out of the water and mud himself, bare hands and strong muscles and all. If Eddie had the energy, if he was brave enough, he’d say all of it out loud, the "you’ve saved me every single day since we met" or "I want to be this close, too, I want it forever."

    “Nothin’ to be sorry for.” He murmurs, ghosting his lips over Buck’s forehead and tucking himself even closer to the warm heat of his body.

    It ends up being the best night of sleep Eddie’s had in years.

    or, Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, told through sharing a bed.

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    Eddie came out around six months ago, and Chris has been trying to encourage Eddie to embrace it more. One time, he grabbed a pack of rainbow napkins at the supermarket and unceremoniously dropped it into the shopping cart. He also chose ‘Out’ on movie night, which made both Buck and Eddie cry (Chris just watched them with a raised eyebrow before giving both of them a tight hug). In any case, it’s all been… good. He means it.

    It’s just… there’s a capital ‘T’ Thorn that’s prickling Buck’s heart and is making it slowly bleed out.

    Or: ceramics, fish, and names that start with a T. Add two pining idiots into the mix and the plot thickens.

    Or or: Buck is pining for his best friend and copes with a new hobby. Who knew fish would bring them together?

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