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  1. Rec 12

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    Soobin thinks his hands have a life of their own.

    It's possible. It has to be. It's the only explanation he has on why he badly wants to hold Yeonjun's hand and keep him close.

    Anytime, anywhere, even in front of the cameras.

    Even when there's no cameras.

    (Or yeonbin au on how Soobin fell in love fromt their debut up to now)

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Cute loved it

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    There was this thing that happened, every now and then. On occasion, the constant, ever-evolving whirring in Taehyun’s brain would come to a halt, and his thoughts dissipated into nothingness. A factory reset, of a sort. It left him unable to do anything except freeze in place, and tended to happen only in moments of true panic, which were very rare for him.

    That was the state he found himself in now, unmoving, unblinking, unable to think or react beyond the widening of his eyes.

    Kai continued watching him carefully. “It’s not risky if it’s you.”

    ***

    (Or: Kai asks Taehyun to take his first kiss. It should’ve ended there, but of course nothing is ever that simple.)

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    16 Jul 2025

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    3/4
    Chills literal chills

  3. Public Bookmark 71

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    Soobin is used to being in control, especially when it comes to the weight of responsibility he carries every day. But when Yeonjun steps into his space, both physically and emotionally, Soobin’s sense of self starts to fracture. The boundaries between friendship and something more begin to blur, and Soobin finds himself drawn to the idea of surrendering control, even as he questions what that means for him, and what it means for them.

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    15 Jul 2025

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    8/

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    Yeonjun doesn't know what hurts more.

    The fact that he didn't know about it? Or that he was the last to know?

     

    or where Soobin gets a girlfriend and suddenly, Yeonjun doesn't know what to do with himself.

     

    Umami : Pleasant and lingering (taste)

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    16 Apr 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Light and dark, they reflected one another. Intertwined, forming a mosaic worthy of Heaven, but it would take sainthood to grace cathedral windows, and Soobin slipped farther and farther from virtue every day. Yeonjun was his phantom pain, a cold brilliant star intent on burning through the earth's very core, and condemning Soobin down to Hell at the bottom by his side. And rather than run from his destruction, Soobin stared into the abyss and wondered- how much could it hurt to fall so far?

    alternatively, journalist Soobin gets tasked with doing a feature on Yeonjun's band, and his life quickly spirals out of control from the moment they reunite

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    11 Apr 2025

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    4/5

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    “You're so sappy,” Soobin says. But when Yeonjun tightens the grip on Soobin's hand, Soobin wants to say that Yeonjun is always worth remembering, too. Maybe that is why Soobin likes to photograph Yeonjun so much. Take a picture, it lasts forever.

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    25 Feb 2025

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    yeah reread that

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    You look good. Soobin’s text reads. Trying to impress someone else tonight?

    I might, yeah, Yeonjun replies, and ponders upon it for a second. Will you get jealous?

    Yeonjun is giving mixed signals; he knows. But who cares if Soobin is jealous, right? They had sex once, and that was it. He’s not hiding his promiscuity, and the fact that he’s trying to get Soobin’s hand on his stupid dick again, but his head still spins when Soobin’s reply lands: Do you want me to?

    Does Yeonjun want him to? He’s afraid to find out the answer. Yeonjun stares at the screen and muses on a coherent reply, but he’ll soon forget, because Soobin sends an attachment. It’s a meme of a cat biting the hand of a guy playing video games. GIVE ME ATTENTION, the text underneath the meme reads, in a bold, thin San-serif font. You, Soobin says. Yeonjun is trying very hard not to smile.

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    24 Feb 2025

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  8. Public Bookmark 65

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    “That’s my cousin. Yeonjun-hyung is staying here for a bit.”

    “Your cousin? I thought I met all of your cousins.” Soobin looked at him confused when Beomgyu shook his head.

    “Yeonjun-hyung lives in the states. He has been living there since middle school.”

    -

    Soobin's dilemma quickly becomes:
    1. He's too beautiful, I'm kind of scared.
    2. This man doesn't live in this country, do I risk it?
    3. Is it okay to crush on my bestie's cousin?
    4. Will I be okay after he inevitably leaves?

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    30 Jan 2025

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    it was good

  9. Public Bookmark 88

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    Yeonjun watched as Soobin smiled and laughed while looking at his sister. She was a beauty, well accomplished, a very suitable girl and he was just a man. He was a man who liked another man. A homosexual. A disgrace. The realization that what this was was a liking of sorts made him ill. He wasn’t sure if he was utterly terrified of who he was or if he was upset because of how disappointing it would be to everyone he loves. He didn’t want to have these feelings towards Soobin. He didn’t want them at all. He was a ruined man. An utterly ruined man.

    Or

    After the agreeable Mr. Soobin moves to town, Yeonjun begins to experience emotions he has never felt before. He finds himself taking a liking to the man, but liking another man is frowned upon in the 1800s and it terrifies him that he isn’t like everyone else. How will Yeonjun navigate these feelings and a friendship with the man he can’t stop thinking of?

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    18 Nov 2024

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    There is a name on his wrist, stark against his skin.

    The black characters are clear and unmistakable: Choi Yeonjun.

    Soobin swears.

    All idols wear soulbands around their wrists to hide their soulmate’s name: as idols there’s an expectation to be single and appear forever-attainable so that their fans can wonder what name is written on their wrist and believe that there’s a chance it could be their own.

    Soobin gave up on a future with a soulmate when he became an idol. He never expected to get a soulmark — and then he did.

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    14 Oct 2024

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    10/10 gotta Reread 8/14/24

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    As soon as Soobin was out of ear shot, Kai let out a wolf whistle.

    “What?” Yeonjun asked, a surprised giggle bursting out of him.

    “Soobin-hyung’s drunk,” Taehyun said. He looked around before leaning forward, as if going to tell some deep-rooted secret. “He scented you.”

    Yeonjun frowned deeply. “I don’t know what that means.”

    “You don’t know?” Taehyun shook his head. “Scenting is like—”

    Taehyun’s mouth snapped shut when he saw Soobin returning.

     

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    Yeonjun has been in love with his best friend since he learnt what romantic love was. Perhaps even longer. As much as he’d like to think Soobin could like him back, there are too many hurdles in his way for romance to ever happen between them. Such as Soobin being straight. And of a different species than him. But as time passes, new acquaintances are made that suddenly make him work to get Soobin’s attention back. And after a series of... unfortunate events, suddenly everything about their situation changes.

    Does that mean their relationship can change too?

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    23 Sep 2024

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    20/21

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    Yeonjun's only now realizing he's been mixing up his priorities; he needs to do things right, and he also needs a break. The constant grayness clouding the city's been fogging his mind as well, and he feels like his lungs haven’t caught a breath of fresh air for too long.

    With a last hug to Taehyun and Beomgyu and some ‘you better call at least every week’ exchanged, Eunjoo buckles up, and they start on the long way leading to Yeonjun's parents' place, back to his hometown.

    Or,

    When it gets too hard, Yeonjun decides to move back to the town of his childhood. While he struggles to connect with his daughter, he doesn't expect to find a familiar man there, who seems to do just that so easily. He doesn't sound exactly thrilled by Yeonjun's return, though.

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    17 Sep 2024

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    "Soobin? What are you doing here?"

    The man in question gives him a look. “I can hear your kid screaming from outside.”

    Yeonjun’s chest aches a little, but he tries not to let it show, instead opting for a more annoyed reaction.

    “Sorry,” he starts, a bit miffed, “I’ve only had her for two weeks, she wasn’t really planned, was she?”

    A small smile crawls up the sides of Soobin face, and Yeonjun berates the loser side of him that’s embarrassingly charmed.

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    17 Sep 2024

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    17 Sep 2024

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    "Choi Soobin was quite the anomaly if Yeonjun were to be frank. His house displayed an insane ability to thrive in controlled chaos, the type of environment where everything had a place but that place made no sense to anyone other than the owner himself. Yet still, after months of learning his living habits and being in his house for over an hour every Monday through Friday, he had not seen head nor tail of the man. Not one single time."

     

    (Even after years of professionally walking dogs, Yeonjun had never quite been so perplexed. Nor more enticed. Seeking answers surrounding his mystery client's true age, Yeonjun quickly discovered things he in no way thought to be curious about.)

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    17 Sep 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    31 Aug 2024

  17. Rec *

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    soobin sprains an ankle, yeonjun deals with the consequences, and somebody catches feelings.

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    12 Aug 2024

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    10/10

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    Keith has always fantasized about being used in bed. A bet with his frenemy Lance provides a perfect opportunity, which gets them in deeper than either of them expected.

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    11 Aug 2024

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    4

  19. Rec *

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    Creating a song like The Killa was a process, a long and grueling one. One filled with flirting, teasing, and tension.

    Between writing, recording, dancing, and performing the song, Yeonjun was slowly losing his sanity. Soobin consistently stayed on his mind, no matter how much Yeonjun tried not to think of him.

    And it was all thanks to this stupid, stupid song about a "fox".

    OR

    A behind the scenes look at the making of Yeonjun and Soobin's first subunit song, as well as the making of a new relationship.

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    10 Aug 2024

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    Don’t play wit me this shit was so good 10/10

  20. Rec 64

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    “Are you really sure Kacchan?” he hiccups. “I don’t want you to feel like you’re being forced to do this for me.” Izuku watches Katsuki intently, ready to hear him back out and tell Izuku that he can’t possibly pretend to date him. It’s inevitable, really. He was giving him an option to back out, and Katsuki would be a fool to not accept it.

    “I’m very sure about this Izuku. It’ll be like performing on stage -- keeping an act up for the crowd even if it’s just a dance number. Hell, I’ll even treat it like an ultimate performance,” he whispers. “To put it in art terms, I guess it’d be a public display at art galleries and shit. Only difference is that we’re displaying affection instead of art.”

    OR

    Izuku's roommate, who he's known for a measly three weeks, agrees to fake date Izuku in order to scare away the creep who keeps harassing him. Fake dating his college roommate was definitely not in his plans for the year, but lzuku has never been the luckiest guy anyway.

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    05 Aug 2024

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    6

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