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laughing at the broken glass by mustlovesteve (lukamustlove)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
01 Oct 2022
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“Shut up,” Eddie hissed. His panicked gaze flickered between Steve’s face and wrist. “Don’t talk. Just...shut up. Are you okay?”
“You just told me to shut up...twice,” Steve reminded him, head lolling to the side. “Also, you’ve got some—” He gestured towards his own mouth. Flushing bright red, Eddie started rubbing off the remaining blood onto the back of his hand. “You could just lick it up, you know. More...efficient?”
“Christ,” Eddie said, hanging his head. “You are going to kill me.” Steve couldn’t help but let out a confused whine, leaning in closer to Eddie.
“I thought I was doing the opposite?”
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In which Steve Harrington stumbles upon a vampiric Eddie Munson and locks him up in the basement for everyone else's safety. From that point on, Steve mostly has an extremely bad time, but he also falls in love. As it turns out, changing your own mind about yourself is easier said than done.
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Grian with YHS trauma and Ellen, Goretober edition 2022 by Shado89
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)
01 Oct 2022
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My second Goretober. If you've read my other books, you know the deal. Grian with YHS trauma and he's dating Ellen.
I DON'T PUT WARNINGS TO THE CHAPTERS! THIS IS A GORETOBER, KEEP THAT ON MIND! WATCH THE TAGS AND TITLES!
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Penelope had spent the last few years working a soul-sucking corporate job at Joja, and she had spent those years praying to a god that she didn't believe in that she could escape her life in Zuzu City. When her grandfather left her his farm, visions of the beautiful place she remembered from her childhood danced in her head, but she had no idea what awaited her-- not really. She's moving to Pelican Town to find peace and to restore her grandfather's farm to its former glory, but life throws her a curveball when she walks face-first into a disheveled man in the general store.
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‘I know a way you can still be a hero. Pray for a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof!’
“But I have a quirk,” Izuku whispered to himself, standing on the roof of a tall building.
‘Can a quirkless person be a hero like you?’
‘No.’
All Might had left him on this roof. Bakugou told him to jump off a roof. Izuku looked up at the sky and let his tears fall. He wanted to jump, he really did, but it wouldn’t do anything. His wings always came out when he fell.
He would know, he’s fallen five times.
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they have to keep running. there is not other option. if they stop, they die.
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Sob a pele by Atiadasfic
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
01 Oct 2022
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Os últimos dez anos eram um grande amontoado de dor, abandono, abusos e negligências. Quando abriu a porta de acesso ao terraço do prédio, uma sensação fria o atingiu. Tudo estava exatamente da mesma maneira que estava a um ano e
três meses atrás. Pensando com cuidado Izuku poderia se lembrar com riqueza de detalhes daquele maldito dia.
"Sonhar não faz mal... Mas você precisa ser mais realista, jovem."
No fim, seria até poético, era um bom lugar para aquilo. Afinal, ele já havia morrido ali uma vez. Ou pelo menos começou a morrer.
*A FANFIC CONTEM MENÇÃO A ABUSOS FÍSICOS E PSICOLÓGICOS. TENTATIVA DE SUÍCIDIO. IDEAÇÕES SUICIDAS. AUTOMUTILAÇÃO, NARCISISMO. DESCONTROLE INTERMITENTE DE RAIVA. ESTRESSE PÓS TRAUMÁTICO. CULPABILIZAÇÃO. AUTOPUNIÇÃO. TRANSTORNO DE IMAGEM. TRANSTORNOS ALIMENTARES. POSSÍVEL MENÇÃO AO TRANSTORNO DE DÉFICIT DE ATENÇÃO COM HIPERATIVIDADE.*
PS. Apesar de tudo, a fanfic terminará bem. Promessa de dedinho. -
Who Cares If You Exist by 1stepback for StariicLight
Fandoms: 백작가의 망나니가 되었다 - 유려한 | Lout of Count's Family | Trash of the Count's Family - Yulyeohan
01 Oct 2022
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Cale spends his days alone.
He copes badly.
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Adored by ArchitectofSorrow
Fandoms: Marvel (Comics), Marvel 616, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Comicverse), Dark Avengers (Comic)
01 Oct 2022
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A Dark Reign AU: Following the events of Civil War and Secret Invasion, Steve Rogers is dead, and Tony Stark has been completely disgraced. On the other hand, Norman Osborn is considered a worldwide hero. Norman and his Thunderbolts (a group of 'reformed' supervillains) are put in charge of the top levels of American security. Norman rebrands them as his Avengers, but realizes that there is essential element missing. He needs someone who will be 'the heart' of his team - the Captain America to his Iron Man. Norman's sights are set on his estranged son, Harry. 'The boy' objects at first, but after some coaxing and light threats, Harry agrees to stand with his father and become a beacon of hope as the superhero 'American Son.'
Opposing Norman are the New Avengers - a group of former superheroes turned fugitives - who seek to expose Norman for who he really is.
(Note: While my main inspiration is the 616 comics, there are some changes, and it's my intention to write the story so that it can be easily read by comic book readers and non-comic book readers alike. A timeline and character charts are included inside, and I'll happily answer any questions, either directly or in later chapters as part of the story.)
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“Dream, marry me.”
Dream turned to look at him, the expression on his mask as blank as always, but his voice carried surprise, “Techn–”
“If you ruled the Arctic with me, Manberg wouldn’t dare attack us for any trivial reason.”
“Wha – No!”
“Please Dream, everyone loves you. And you know how much they hate me for absolutely no reason, but if you’d be ruling the Arctic with me, they’d leave us alone,“ Techno plead, “And! And you’d get your dad from breathing down your neck all the time.”
“I don’t think he’s going to like me ruling an anarchist country with a piglin.”
“Oh you know he doesn't give a shit about you. He just wants to profit off you by marrying you to some rich noble. However, if you're already off the market, he can’t do anything now can he, not after we’ve vowed to the Gods to combine our souls in holy matrimony.”
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Techno asks Dream to marry him, for purely political reasons of course.
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Steve thinks maybe this world would be better without him, maybe the people he loved would be better without him. After all what could he give anyone if all he could be was bullshit. What could he give anyone if everyone left, if they all though it was better to be without him. Steve Harrington was ripped open, torn apart, flayed. And all he could do to help sooth the pain was to buckle under the unbearable weight of trying.
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Chrissy Cunningham has been having migraines and nightmares for weeks now. Seeking relief, she puts a note in Eddie Munson’s locker, hoping to buy from him. Maybe drugs will help her relax so she can finally sleep.
What starts as a simple drug deal should stay a simple drug deal. Chrissy isn’t looking for a friend, or anything more. But when things start to get worse, not just for her, but for the town, she finds herself turning to one person who never judged or pressured her into being something that she’s not.
Then a Hawkins High student is brutally murdered and all hell breaks loose.
(A ST4 reimagining, with Vecna torturing his victims for months before spring break, fleshing out the other victims storylines and layering in as much angst and trauma as I can. Topped off with a happy ending.)
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Essek Thelyss has many secrets, but there are exactly two that matter to him more than any others. Should either be revealed to the Dynasty that he serves, his life would be forfeit. Or so he thought.
The Luxon does not communicate its intentions clearly, and its motives are shrouded in mystery. But its word is the law, and when the Queen receives a vision, she is going to act on it, regardless of what that may mean for the religion that worships the light.
And the Mighty Nein? Well, they're obviously going to help their friend, even if they still don't quite know if they trust him or not. Perhaps this could be the test to prove his intention? There's only one way to find out.
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- Part 1 of Dappled Shadow and Penumbral Light
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Klaus has survived a decade's worth of drug addiction, homelessness, and the Vietnam War, but it seems that being locked up with only his own thoughts for company may well be the thing that finally sends him over the edge.
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You're staring at the sun. You're trying hard to breath. There's lightning in your teeth. by TheMysteriousL
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV)
01 Oct 2022
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Aleksander found himself thinking about the Lord of Dawn. He was a near mythic figure at this point; a warlord who had appeared four years ago and had swept across Fjerda with his Sun Warriors, conquering all in his path. Rumor was that the warlord had gotten his name because of his Sun Summoning abilities.
____________Or that story where Mal becomes a warlord and Aleksander is very eager to meet him.
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Orice by Ollie_Mor
Fandoms: Dracula - Bram Stoker (Novel 1897), Dracula & Related Fandoms
01 Oct 2022
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"He is a young man, full of energy and talent in his own way, and of a very faithful disposition. He is discreet and silent, and has grown into manhood in my service. He shall be ready to attend on you when you will during his stay, and shall take your instructions in all matters."
That is what Mr. Hawkins promised Count Dracula when he sent Jonathan to work for him. The Count, as expected, takes advantage of this.
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Repetere by Insomnomaniac
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
01 Oct 2022
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Izuku takes Katsuki's oh-so-helpful suggestion.
You'd think that'd be the end of it, but you'd be wrong.
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what doesn't kill you makes you want to die by http_nyx
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
01 Oct 2022
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Harry is tired and tries to end it all.
Severus finds him./TW for explicit descriptions of self-harm and canon-typical violence. Mind the tags. Stay safe./
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Ike's been confronted by two of his genmates so far, what difference will a third make?
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- Part 3 of Feeling Things
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Before You Fall, Learn to Soar by Evermoon2097
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
01 Oct 2022
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Running. Deku was always running. Ever since he was diagnosed quirkless 8 years ago. Running from his dad. Running from Kacchan. Running from his dead mom. Who could have thought he'd run into a new family? Not Izuku.
But he's done running now.
"All Might says anyone can be a hero. I'm here to prove it."
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- Part 1 of Before You Fall, Learn to Soar
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My name is Harry, and I'm... by PrincipledStarfish
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
01 Oct 2022
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Reposted as a oneshot, though it's also a chapter in My Best Friend.
Looking between the three of them, Otis, Christian, and Sai stood up as one and began to walk away. Christian turned to look at him one last time.
“You know, Harry, I think I liked you better before you knew how to buy friends.” And with that he turned around and jogged to catch up with Sai and Otis.
The memory stung even now. The five of them were supposed to be mates for life. And now?
All of his real friends are gone. And the worst part was he deserved it.
Harry has a bad day and turns to his new coping mechanism for help.
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