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    Tommy took a breath, savoring the cold air in his lungs. There wouldn’t be many left.

    Maybe, in whatever came after death, he would see his mother again. Or at the very least, he’d feel the sweet embrace of nothingness.

    Tommy looked towards the sky. He’d like the feeling of nothingness.

    The wind buffeted his clothes, his curls flying wildly around his head, but not in front of his eyes, never in front of his eyes. Tommy was seeing clearly for the first time in years.

    Tommy smiled, a real smile, and stepped forward.

    He plummeted, the universe dragging him to the ground. He twisted in the air, his face turning up towards the sky. The wind blasted in his ears, too loud to hear anything but the whirlwind of air.

    In the clouds above him, for a split second, he saw his mother’s face. She was young again, the exhaustion and wrinkles wiped from her face. She waved, beckoning him, and Tommy reached towards her, his hand impossibly small against the sky.

    He had only one thought as he fell.

    This is freedom.

    And then he hit the ground.

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    The smile slips off Stiles’s face. “Hey, um. Why am I here?” he asks, voice unsteady. “I’m—I have this weird feeling like I shouldn’t leave you. I’ve felt all day like...” He can’t finish the thought.

    Peter looks as surprised as Stiles feels. A strange expression passes over his face, there and gone before Stiles can decipher it.

    Stiles snaps awake each morning with the sense that he’s missing something. Weirder still, he can’t wrap his head around his sudden, inexplicable trust in Peter Hale, who seems to know way more than he’s letting on. Nor can he guess why a half-remembered nightmare seems to haunt his every move.

    Rinse and repeat. Because time loops suck, apparently.

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    An AU idea (inspired by this post) where Stan threw a rope to Ford as he was being pulled into the portal. He let go of his journal in favor of grabbing the rope and it was lost to Bill's dimension. Stan had saved him and for that, he was grateful. They talked and forgave each other for the past and all seemed well for as much as a day. That was when Bill's ruthless anger became apparent and he took full advantage of his deal with Ford. Thirty years later, the demon is still punishing him for his refusal to rebuild the portal.
    *Now with new content! A comic that sets up how this AU diverged from canon!
    *Currently updating on Saturday or Sunday nights at least once a month
    *Comments are always super appreciated even if you're looking at this decades from now ^__^

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    "Se siente roto, como el jarrón que rompió cuando tenía cinco años. Tía Petunia le hizo recogerlo con sus huesudos dedos, y ni siquiera curó su corte después.

    La sangre también había goteado por su mano entonces. En el fregadero de porcelana blanca. Como pintura roja arruinando la pureza de las sábanas blancas. Es este ciclo interminable de dolor y tortura. Aquí, se siente débil, sufre lo suficiente como para querer consuelo, amor. Tía Petunia no se lo dará. Ni ahora, ni nunca. Y él la entiende. Todos los que entran en contacto con él, morirán algún día. Si no es más tarde, es pronto."

    --

    "Cuando Harry fracasa en su intento de suicidio, el único lugar al que puede acudir es Snape, un hombre amargado que le odia a muerte."

    (Una historia de angustia y dolor, y lágrimas,
    pero también de curación y consuelo, y de risas.
    Donde la satisfacción se encuentra en el lugar más inesperado)

    [Una TRADDUCIÓN hecha con el PERMISO de su autor, LiveLoveDoritos.]

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    “Lay down,” Lan Zhan commanded.

    Wei Wuxian didn’t have the energy not to obey. He laid back down, already tired enough to be able to sleep again.

    “Lan Zhan?” Wei Wuxian muttered as he closed his eyes.

    “Hm?”

    “You should have let me die.”

    __________

    Wei Wuxian was saved at Nightless City. But he wishes he hadn't been.

    (Mind the tags, this fic is angsty).

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    Izuku never tells anyone his secrets, Even his closest friend that he'd known since diapers. So what happens when 1-A accidentally overhears a phone call between Izuku and his monster of a father?

    The longer version of "Izuku's Father"
    Cross-posted on Wattpad

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    When Tommy leaves that secret room beneath the earth, Phil is alone. At least- he thinks he is. At first, everything is silent. Then, his mind is not his own, hands closed around his limbs and dragging him under the water.

    And then, something else entirely wields his body and his smile is not his own.

    (Inspired by Tommy's stream, "The Green Smile That Haunts me.")

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    Tommy built the walls to his heart up, and he couldn't break them down now. He could only repeat the final words, that's all.

    His thoughts to reach out to someone were always crowded by the harshness of voices within his head.

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    Arataki Itto was always a loud and helpful friend,

    but it seems like he has his own problems too.

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    Dean's life is almost perfect. His wedding to Lisa will complete it, right?

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    Dedue returns to Dimitri’s humble grave at Gronder Field to deliver his final report: the Emperor is no more. The ghosts of the fallen have been avenged. With the late king’s dying wish now fulfilled – Dedue desires nothing more for himself except to rest beside the man he had so dearly loved. But it seems fate has other plans. The war is not over, nor is Dedue’s future as barren as it might at first appear. There is still life – and love – yet to be found.

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    ‘It's easier to blame a person for being a villain, than to change the society that failed and broke them.’

     

    Izuku Midoriya had broken. Now he needs help putting the pieces back together.

    Unfortunate that there isn't a hero out there willing to help the quirkless child.

    A book written by Sumire Tsubaki

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    "Do you ever get… bored?"

    "Of what?"

    "You know… of being… a prince?"

    Or

    What happens when a prince from a small planet wants some more adventure? Trauma, mostly.
    A Star Wars au

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    Garmadon never dies and instead becomes a licensed therapist. The ninja, though reluctant at first, finally get the help they need.

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    Being an unmated pro hero alpha was absolute hell on earth and Sero was one of few who knew the sorrows of spending a rut all alone all too well.

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    TW!! Will contain swearing, suicide, self harm and other possible triggering's (check tags) if you are worried let me know what you may be worried it will contain and I'll let you know!
    Case 640 of HYDRA, no name, no known family, no life other than HYDRA. Picked up by the Avengers with a new life tossed at them, a life with new rights and wrong. Yet after all this time the question remains, will they ever truly be safe?

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    Alex Dahl was looking in Black Metal a way to express the chaos and pain she carried with her, the opportunity came through a Norwegian band called Mayhem, but she did not expect it to find its place in the world with those three misfit souls and one that resembled too much with her.

    *This is just a fiction, even though it contains real people, it is not meant for misinformation. Please don't be mad if something happens different from reality, again this is a fiction.

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    In response to trauma, Iruka’s mind blocked out certain memories. This allowed him to live as a mostly well-adjusted academy teacher, greeting each morning with a smile and working hard to do his part in the village.

    However, an incident during a mission causes Iruka to suddenly start remembering. He struggles to cope with the memories, which begin to disrupt his life and kindle an obsession with finding the imprisoned Mizuki.

    Kakashi increasingly becomes involved and determined to save Iruka from himself—by any means necessary.

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    Martin drops into the now-familiar chair, the ache settling deeper in his chest behind his now-familiar black suit. This is the second time this, specifically, has happened.

    He hasn’t shed a single tear so far today.

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    ...is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.

    They're disjointed. Confused.
    And Akechi isn't giving him anything to work with.

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