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    Ever since Lance was left behind by his family, he vowed to never rely on another person because relying on others meant weakness, and Lance never wanted to be weak again. But as he tries to reach his dreams of being a baseball star, he is starting to feel the heavy weight of trying to manage college, baseball, and making enough money to survive. Just as he's about to crack under the pressure, an unwanted, but so needed person arrives in his life that wants to help him. But will Lance let down his walls and admit that sometimes it's impossible to do everything on your own?

    Or, the baseball AU no one asked for and you never knew you needed.

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    (Takes place after the episode To Catch A Jedi)

    Barriss Offee is still exposed to the Jedi council and Senate yet Ahsoka still faces the consequences. She's technically exiled from the Jedi, she is being affiliated to a team of 'defective' clones as their new commander and her mission is to complete missions with them and make them 'normal' again.

    She's less than thrilled when she met them, showing their aggressive side except for few.

    And now there's a new Force sensitive warrior that the Jedi and their troopers captured and the council and mainly the Senate want her to work with Ahsoka.

    None of them are happy. Joy.

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    More than anything else, David wants to believe he's not sick because that means he isn't crazy. It means he can fall in love and live happily ever after. But if he surrenders to that hope and he's wrong, then there's no coming back.

    The Shadow King is victorious, but the battle for David Haller’s soul has only begun. David fails to escape Division 3's intervention and is forced into therapy. With his relationships ruined, his mind split, and his past a lie, death seems like the only choice left. But Farouk is pulling the strings to keep him alive. As David's friends and family work desperately to save him, David must reclaim his past and present to avoid losing his future to the monster who destroyed him.

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    Penny Parker lost May a year ago, and as she is coping with what happened, her life just seems to be one trial at a time. Within seconds her life changes forever. Will the knowledge that she still has a family, not by blood but by love, be enough to get her through the challenges that come her way?

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    Penny lives in the tower with the Avengers, but Ross has a plan for revenge. He knows that Tony would never show fear or pain, but in order to hurt Tony Stark, you hurt what he cares about. (I suck at summaries I'm so sorry)

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    Elain Archeron is struggling to adjust to her new life as a High Fae. Luckily for her, she's about to become friends with a mysterious male and through him discover untapped powers and healing. This is Elain and Azriel's story starting in ACOWAR and extending beyond where the series left off.

    Most of this fic is rated 'T', but there will be smut eventually.

    Any chapters containing explicit content or potential triggers will be denoted in the chapter notes.

    Fic Playlist!

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    Two children are rescued from a kidnapper and murderer after years of torture and abuse. The oldest, formerly Ben Solo and now Kylo Ren, feels a desperate need to protect four-year-old Rey as they enter the freedom, as well as the new terrors, of the outside world. How will they recover from what they experienced? The years to come will challenge them both as the scars underneath refuse to heal.

    This is a modern-day AU that will follow Ben and Rey as they grow up and deal with what happened, as well as their feelings for one another and how they transform over time.

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    Rey Kenobi wakes up chained in a basement alongside the CEO of the company she works for, Ben Solo.

    As their captor watches them through a series of cameras, the two grow closer.

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    He didn’t look like how he should. Eren Jaeger was successful. He was a MLB prospect. He was everything that this Eren wasn’t anymore. His friends back home probably wouldn’t even recognize him like this.

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    When Jungkook & Taehyung go with Jimin to meet his older “friend”, they did not expect their whole lives to change.

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    You've heard about the Slavers. The stories of the missing girls, gone in the dead of night; returning changed and desperate. You've defied their flag all your life - until you stand face-to-face with the Supreme Leader Snoke himself.

    You are to be a gift to a man from your past; Kylo Ren. He's powerful, respected: but just as clasped in chains as you are.

    You won't give in, no matter how much this new heat in your veins burns.

    ...Right?

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    Collection of drabbles written over the years. Warnings vary; check headers.

    NOTE: quite a bit of character death, sorry. :(

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    Hilda's good luck charm worked for a time, granting Marianne a few summers of happiness with her--until war caught up to them.

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    This work is based on a tumblr challenge where you write a drabble everyday for 30 days based on a song. Hope you guys enjoy these little mini-fics, I have already decided to make certain ones into full fics on request. Props to @paperlesscrown for getting this challenge together :)

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    pidge tries to overdose

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    On the day of their eighteenth birthday, Jean's twin brother, Elliot, runs away from home. Instead of telling his parents the truth, Jean tells his parents that not only was he Elliot and not himself, but that he - Jean, had killed himself by jumping off a bridge into a river. He tells this lie because his parents have always favored Elliot, and he doesn't know when - or if - Elliot will come back. Somehow, Jean's parents, and everyone else believes that he's Elliot - All except Elliot's best friend, Marco Bodt.

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    Joni and Sebastian are both living in Zuzu, their paths on a collision course. Can they fall in love again?

    This is the third (or I guess, technically, fourth) installment of The Woods series. It likely won't make much sense without reading the others first!

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    "On the first nights their bodies were always shifting, something was always aching, difficult to drift off to sleep. So little they shared with each other, that feeling was at least something over which they could bond, that of being utterly misplaced. That sore spot was never replaced with true belonging, Kylo thought as he lingered between worlds, between being awake and oblivion. Had they truly found belonging in each other, nothing could drive them apart once more.

    But there it was, the restlessness, climbing on beneath the covers and lodging itself in between them, as if awaiting something. Like a third body on the bed."

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    In a world where Dazai never met anyone dear to him or found a reason to live, he encounters Fyodor, a man seeking to "destroy the world." (The two are pulled towards one another and try to understand each other, even if that might be impossible.)

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