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    When Yoongi went to his grandparents' house, he wasn’t expecting much. But suddenly, Hoseok walks into his life, and he ends up fighting against everything he's ever known just to fall in love.

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    Just the slow flow of blood from his wrist, staining his pale long fingers in blood. A sight that harkens back to his childhood. That is what makes him feel sick.

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    Sometimes, being allowed a moment to think for yourself isn't a good thing.

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    “Mine was going to be different. No clunky machines or jacked up bodies or flawed brain washing. Mine was going to be subtle. Optimized. Perfect.”

    What good is a Super Soldier without the ability to control them? Wilfred Nagel takes a few extra liberties with his formula, which leaves the trio in an awkward position.

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    Ash spends a lot of time looking at ceilings. He spends a lot of time looking at ceilings and hiding in cracks. Until Eiji.

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    When his trip to Edom (meant to prevent a cataclysm brought on by a wayward curse) goes wrong, Magnus Bane, the former High Warlock of Brooklyn is presumed to be dead.

    6 months later, the New York institute receives a sign of life from within Edom. A strong presence has come to claim the realm - prompting a team to go investigate.

    The fated lovers meet again.

    However, Magnus Bane, as they know him, is no more -- the new King of Edom is more demon that anything else, having forgotten himself, the Shadowhunters, and Alec. In his world, Nephilim are coveted prizes ... and the enemy.

    Alec Lightwood, in an attempt to keep both worlds safe, makes a deal, sacrificing himself to be taken as the King's prize -- all on a faint gamble that he can help to save his former lover's soul.

    To what lengths will Alec go in order to get him back -- if there's even a way to do so?

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    Updated CH 6

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    No matter how much Kel struggled in his life, be it with self esteem, coping with Mari's death, or the fact that his parents most definitely played favorites, he took it with a smile and bottled up any negativity that swirled beneath the surface. But even those with the warmest hearts have a breaking point.

    (or, Kel cracks under the pressure of always being left to his own devices.)

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    Izuku Midoriya was misdiagnosed as quirkless after years of believing his quirk was just a mutation of his parents and nothing happening. Having had enough after his favorite hero tells him he can't follow his dream without a quirk he listens to his childhood friend and jumps.
    "If you think you'll have a quirk in your next life... go take a swan dive of the roof!"
    ....
    Or where in Izuku has a quirk that can only be activated after he dies and he has to figure out how to be a hero with it.

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    Izuku Midoriya is unlucky, to say the least and life hasn't exactly been kind. Things weren't so bad in the beginning, but once he was diagnosed quirkless, well, it all went to shit. Everyone grew to hate him, even his best friend and own father.

    Was it really that impossible to become a hero without a quirk? It doesn't really matter because to Izuku, the term hero is flexible. He'll be his own hero because he's learnt from his own experience, people are selfish and the only one he can rely on is himself.

    Left alone to fend for himself in the world, Izuku goes out to change things on his own terms, despite his methods being slightly illegal. Keyword, slightly. It's only illegal if he gets caught, right?

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    the quiet town is abuzz again. red and blue lights. sirens. it was two kids this time.

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    Not even realising what he was doing, Peter picked up his phone, discarded on the worn rug beside him, and opened his call log, tapped on a long-familiar number.

    "Pete?"

    "M'sr St'rk, T'ny. H'lp," he gasped, chest rising and falling so fast that he almost couldn't breathe.

    "What's wrong? I'm coming, Peter. I'll be there in five minutes, tops, okay?"

    "Dn't leave me."


    Aka 5 times Peter needed Tony to help him and 1 time Tony wasn’t there

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    By the time you read this letter, you must have already forgotten who I was
    Or why I'm writing to you like this...
    I couldn't even say if seven hundred years felt long or short.
    All I know is I hadn't felt more alive than when I was with you...
    So I hope this time you'll forgive me
    But there's something you need to know.

    I've loved you and killed you so many times you must hate me...
    You must wish I were dead.
    I wish I were, but life is too short and death so long.
    I'll see you soon... maybe not yet but soon
    For the last time, my last goodbye...

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    As a soldier and knight, Sorey has killed so many out of a sense of duty to his country and to his family, the clan of Ravendalf...

    But even for the legendary vampire slayer, the walk through centuries of death and tragedy has never been easy. Wherever he went he was haunted with memories of a silver-haired, lavender-eyed beauty, the one and only desire he has ever had... and the one undying regret he could not live without.

    Part 1: The Past Becomes Alive Again
    Part 2: Unforgiven, Unforgotten
    Part 3: The Promise

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    i would ruin myself a million little times

    "For a girl that grew up so unwanted in every facet of life – an Irish Catholic school girl walking through a battlefield, a muggleborn witch in a culture of magical blood-purity, a second choice to a boy that made my heart beat and then skip and then fade – I had no idea how to bury the pain. I should be used to this. I should be immune to this kind of hurt. I should be, but I’m not. It all still hurts."

    betty joyce x james potter x sirius black
    james potter x lily evans
    betty joyce x whiskey x cigarettes x chaos x cats

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    Джорно понимает, что ему нужно лечь в больницу, когда его депрессия выходит из-под контроля. Находясь там, он встречает Фуго и Наранчу, а трио устанавливает отношения, основанные на их борьбе с болезнью.

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    They came to this isolated colony at the edge of human territories in search of reprieve, a way of putting their broken family back together again. Instead the Strider-Lalondes find themselves in an insular society operating on antiquated rules, and in the middle of an awkward political standoff with their violent alien neighbors.
    In an attempt to stop unchecked bloodshed between the two settlements, an arranged marriage is proposed. As the children of the most influential woman in the colony, Dave and Rose have very little choice but to shoulder the responsibilities of their position.
    But in politics, as well as life in general, few things are as they first appear. It quickly becomes apparent that both sides might’ve gotten more than they bargained for in the exchange, leaving a variously traumatized bunch of young soldiers and a mismatched group of would-be troll rebels with the task of settling their interpersonal issues and learning to work together. There is far more at stake than just their lives.

     

    [Space opera fic with arranged marriage elements, updates at least once every month. 3 guesses on which is the slow burn couple, no price.]

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    These are a series of ficlets written for the DSMP Big Bang Bootcamp. Every Monday those doing the Big Bang get three prompts to write ficlets or draw art about. This is what I wrote.

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    真名是老天救我。

    特别傻,傻黄甜,是一些三俗玩意。街头小子V,力量20智力3。刚回海伍德,攒钱中,除了雇佣兵以外,还在云顶做兼职。互攻。

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    13/?
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    "I'll go with Jaemin because he's still alone, okay?"

     

    Something about it just feels off. Hearing it kind of breaks Renjun's heart a little. It's been nagging at him in little bursts for some time now, but this feels off.

     

    Someone else is now Jeno's priority. It used to be just him.

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    But, when his parents weren't around to shelter him, some things became clear.

     

     

     

    First, was the state of the world.

     

    Second, was his mental state.

     

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    After expiriencing some dark thoughts himself, Brigo is determined to keep others from following through on their own.

     

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    Brigo's backstory according to yours truly.

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    “Be realistic.”

    Ten years old and so, so tired, Izuku stands there a long time, staring blankly into the distance as tears roll silently down his face. The words echo in his ears.
    Mom’ll get over it. Dad’ll come back and she can have a better, Quirked kid that Kaachan can play big brother to, that isn’t so weak she has to worry herself to death. No one else will care.
    Because ‘realistic’, for a Quirkless kid, is janitorial work, death by hate crime, or ‘a swan dive off the roof’.

    Why do they always slip off their shoes? He slips off his shoes. It feels right.

    “Please don’t,” a woman said softly.

    Izuku doesn’t turn.

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    10/?
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