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    As all dogs everywhere bark / it's worth knowing / like all good fruit, the balance of life / is in the ripe and ruin
    Interlude 1 (Ripe & Ruin) by Alt-J

    Engineering student Rey Niima is in her second year of college and she has no idea what's in store for her: a case of unknown identity, some extremely frustrating essays, a dark-haired man kneeling at her feet...and maybe some friends along the way.

    Engineering student Kylo Ren knows everyone sees him as That Emo Asshole, and that's fine. If people are afraid to approach him, then they won't ask him any questions. If no one asks him any questions, then he won't have to think about the things he doesn't want to talk about...

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    He knows the first step is changing his outlook - but that doesn’t happen in a day.

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    Loki has been in love with his best friend for two years, but no matter how much he tries, Tom doesn't seem to see his feelings for what they are. Heartbroken, Loki turns to his other best friend. Tony Stark.

    ***

    Tom smiled at Loki. “Hi.”

    “Hello.”

    “You look amazing.”

    Loki blushed. He couldn’t help it. Tom had noticed. “Thank you. So do you.”

    Tom ducked his head to hide his own blush. “It’s a bit much.”

    “No. No, it’s not. Everything is... it’s lovely.”

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    Collection of drabbles written over the years. Warnings vary; check headers.

    NOTE: quite a bit of character death, sorry. :(

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    After the events of Siege, Robbie Baldwin is ready to take off the Penance armor and...he has no idea what to do next.

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    A star shone brightly through the mist. Maedhros averted his gaze, staring at the mellow fire Fingon had built with some help from Maglor. 

     

    “You have to go back,” he told Fingon.
     

    In which long conversations are had and nothing gets resolved.

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    One week after the confrontation, Mike and the animatronics are on a friendly level, but things are about as awkward and tense as one would expect. They need a real icebreaker to shatter the walls between them, and Goldie and Scotty's appearances may be just what they need. With Goldie being (reluctantly) accepted into the group, Chris's hatred towards the animatronics unshakable, the unavoidable truth with Scotty and the past guards, and Mike's past, there's a lot of work to do.

    But they'll be okay. They'll be golden.

    (Hiatus is over. Thank you all for your patience and understanding)

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    “Richie hated Hawkins, Indiana the moment he set eyes on it. There was something off about it, something that wasn't quite right, an undercurrent of darkness he wished he could've stayed blind to.”

    Richie Tozier has two dead parents, which means he can finally get the hell out of Derry. Just shy of seventeen, he’s sent to Hawkins Indiana, the shithole town his aunt and uncle have lived in for the past twenty-five years. Something is wrong with the town itself, and his strange cousin Mike knows exactly what that something is. Richie is cold now, like his little friend Will, his memories aren’t fading, and Mike’s girlfriend has unexplainable psychic powers.

    With scars that won’t heal (literally), it feels like IT is sucking the life out of every member of The Losers Club, one cut at a time. IT is coming back, and IT followed Richie to Hawkins to do it.

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    After the war is over Harry thinks it's finally his turn to rest after years of pretending he's fine, and just waiting for the day he isn't needed anymore. He tries to kill himself, but of all people, Malfoy saves him. Harry realises that if he has the courage to die, he should also have the courage to live.

    Ultimatly this is a story about recovery, but it's also about all the things you sometimes have to go through to get there.

    This is a rewrite of my fic "Favourite Scar".

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    Историческое AU, Йокогама первой половины XX века.
    Не обделенный талантом Дазай Осаму по собственной воле занимается не самым благородным делом в области литературы - написанием рассказов и повестей для других людей, тем самым спасая самого себя от помешательства, вызванного своим же писательским даром. Покинув стены психиатрической лечебницы, где оказался после очередной попытки суицида, Дазай отчаянно цепляется за то, что, быть может, вытянет его из водоворота собственного безумия.

    Σχίσιμο (Схисимо) - от греч. - расщепление. От этого же слова ведет свое происхождение термин "щизофрения" - др.-греч. σχίζω «расщеплять, раскалывать» + др.-греч. φρήν «грудь, сердце, душа; ум, мышление».

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    John Watson是当一个人再找不到继续生活的理由时所发生的事情
    John Watson是一个人开始放手时所发生的事情
    “现实就是如此。”
    John Watson就是当“现实”变得难以承受时所发生的事情。
    这是一个关于John Hamish Watson的生、死、重生的故事。

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    Kolivan assumes Keith is with Voltron.
    The paladins assume Keith is with the Blades.

    But they're all wrong.

    Keith's missing.

    And when they do find him, he's very far from himself. So far, that they're not sure he can ever truly come back...especially not when Lotor is involved...

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    A month after narrowly escaping death at the hands of Hydra, Magdalene “Maggie” Ramirez is on the hunt for the elusive James Barnes, A.K.A. The Winter Soldier. Working with Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers, and a reluctant Natasha Romanoff, Maggie is looking not just for answers but also for a way back to her old life. Meanwhile still on the run, Bucky Barnes is trying to lay low and piece his mind back together after a lifetime of mind control and torture. Will they find what they are looking for? Or will they have to settle for finding out what it means to disappear?

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    This is Loud House fanfiction which contains multiple stories put in one, some may connect other's may not while some are long others are short. Some may feel cliche but I'll try my best to make them different and stand out from the rest.

     

    Ps. This is my first time posting so all I'm really looking for is honest feedback as to what y'all think and how y'all feel.

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    How it begins is that each time Kim Taehyung sees Jeon Jeongguk, he kind of gets hungry.

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    The more he thought about him, the more Will Byers stayed on his mind. In fact, it’s all he could really think about. It was only as he lay in bed, it hit him. It was his smile. It was fake. Just like his.
     

    Will Byers has too many demons to count.
    There’s a new kid in school with a mysterious past.
    Can they move on from their shared pain or will they give in to their darkness.

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    Takes place immediately after the Chitauri attack in Avengers 1.

    Steve is running himself into the ground. Tony notices.

    Then Steve gets knocked down hard. And Tony intervenes.

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    Indecisiveness, cowardice. Words that best described her downfall. Words that ate away at her heart, feasting on her pain as she experiences for the second time the hurt of unrequited love.... Fortunately though there is another that knows best her suffering, and together they both endeavor to help each other cope and heal from their own miseries ...

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    "You aren’t actually scary at all, Kuro-sama,” says Fluorite off-handedly between drinks, with the white bird-thing snoring loudly already, “even though you tried to kill me.”

    Sitting on the railing, tail dangling into the water in a way that would’ve drowned their previous vessel, Kurogane snorts. "You're not so scary yourself, pirate."

    "But I am," Fluorite says. From anyone else, the words would be arrogant. From him, they're almost resigned. "Kuro-sama's just fearless like that."

    (Or; in which a mer ends up helping the arguably strangest pirate and his not-bird on their search, and everything else goes from there.)

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    Castiel was an abusive drunk. His omega mate, Dean, was on the receiving end of his addiction; feeling the full blows of his fists and nasty words.

    Every time he promises to stop drinking but ends up going back on his word. So what happens when Castiel goes too far?

    Dean can’t take it anymore and puts Cas and the little town of Sioux Falls in his rearview mirror.

    10 years later, his little brothers wedding brings him back to Sioux Falls.

    And when he sees the man who robbed him of everything…

    Will Dean ever find it in his heart to forgive Cas- his former mate?

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