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    The battle of Crait was a victory. The Resistance is nothing more than few last cockroaches with no real power. The Order won, the Galaxy belongs to them, but he feels no joy, no rush of endorphins, no satisfaction.
    The Order won, but is in more danger than ever before. Danger coming from the inside, from a man, no, not a man, a child in man’s body. Child that cannot control his emotions, a child that killed their leader and taken his place. A child that knows next to nothing about how an Empire should be build.
    Their new Supreme Leader, Kylo Ren.

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    Buck just wants to sleep.

    He's tired of fighting.

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    A collection of one-shots that all take place in the same storyline, but will probably be out of order for the most part. Overall, a little bit of depression, a little bit of love, and a little bit of hope.

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    10,314
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    3/?
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    Faith isn't ready for things to be better, isn't ready to accept that things can be better

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    “Buck…Bucky. You knew I wasn’t coming back. I couldn’t keep going the way I was. I needed her, needed the Howlies. I thought you understood….” Steve grips his wrist with an age spotted hand. “I never wanted to hurt you. I would never do that on purpose. Come on, you know me.”
    Bucky jerks his arm away, stepping back. He’s breathing too harshly and he’s about to say things that are going to hurt both of them but maybe it’s exactly what Steve deserves to hear. “You know what, Steve? No, I don’t know you. I don’t know a thing about you. You’re just some guy I used to be friends with but for you it was eighty years ago and for me it was a few days."

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    22/25
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    Well folks... here goes nothing. I will add tags as I go..

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    21/31
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    If a stranger's looking for Daigo, then something has to be wrong. Shinada's just trying to fulfill a mission from his boss.

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    High-powered public defender Steve Rogers is the American Dream. A decorated war veteran, Steve fights for the "little guy," the ones who can't help themselves, and his adoring public has him on a pedestal.

    Y/N Rumlow is struggling to survive after a messy divorce. Despite the mountain of evidence that her ex-husband was abusive and unfaithful, all of the blame was placed on Y/N. And since her ex was a lawyer, friends with the judge, and their divorce was handled less than legally, Y/N was left almost destitute.

    When Y/N's ex is gruesomely murdered, she is arrested for the crime. Her arrest and questioning is handled through the darker side of the law, and a twist of events has Steve becoming her lawyer. He's shocked to see his client, his high school sweetheart who has been through hell. He's determined to clear her name, while she's just trying to survive, with both of them trying to convince themselves that their feelings for each other died a long time ago.

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    5/?
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    34
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    What happens when Raph stumbles upon a very drunk Donatello? And how does he deal with the unraveling secrets his genius brother unloads? Will this change the whole family dynamics? Oh God, what would Splinter say?

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    Takes place immediately after the Chitauri attack in Avengers 1.

    Steve is running himself into the ground. Tony notices.

    Then Steve gets knocked down hard. And Tony intervenes.

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    Chapters:
    36/?
    Comments:
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    Cloud hallucinates. Voices sometimes, or music -- it's hard to tell. It's just another consequence of Jenova's encroaching presence in his DNA, and four years after Meteorfall everyone's more or less adapted to it and other oddities associated with being not quite human. Mostly.

    What begins as a chance encounter with something that isn't Jenova soon leads to a fight for survival that can no longer be contained in the spaces between numbers, as Cloud tries to keep himself together and finally put his past behind him.

    (We're in the home stretch! Content warnings provided for future chapters.)

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    Comments:
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    He was shivering not from the cold but out of pure terror. The almost silent clomping of feet sounded like promises of the things He would lose. To the false gods, he sent a prayer of thanks for his cat, whom he had despised with a burning passion before this day. He was atop the under the bed, where his cat had torn the fabric around the wooden beams. Blood splattered, small flecks of it landing on the carpet barely visible to his eyes. To afraid to move and shield his ears and heart he was forced to endure the heart-wrenching scream that would forever echo in his mind.

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    A group of people meet at a hospital during a group therapy session. At first, they cannot stand one another but overtime, they grow closer and, soon, inseparable.

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    14,375
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    48
    Kudos:
    137
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    2507
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    Random Ballum one shots/prompts for my own indulgence or readers can prompt me stuff to write too.

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    52,745
    Chapters:
    28/?
    Comments:
    41
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    231
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    9
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    We pick up just less than a week from where we left off with our characters. Grantaire and Enjolras are still very much in love, Grantaire's father is still a shit-bag and everyone is just trying their best, okay?

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    The one where Grantaire has to stop avoiding his problems and deal with them and Enjolras needs to learn that there are things in the world that can't be fixed through affirmative action.

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    Chapters:
    11/21
    Comments:
    3
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    23
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    4
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    Она хорошая медсестра. И знает, что делает.

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    1/1
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    A lot of unexpected things happen to a young Cousland girl (during Dragon Age: Origins), and she learns to survive them. In short moments and spaces of thought, we see how her perspective changes and her feelings evolve. A soul navigating love, grief, responsability, and endings.

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    Prompto Argentum is the newest student of Ambrosia Carmichael, the famous high school in Insomnia, where Prince Noctis just started studying there a few months ago.

    As it turns out Prompto is a homeless, drug addict bully and had been arrested twice for assaulting.

    Little did he know that his life would completely change and fell in love when someone he didn't want to enters it.

    Noctis Caelum, a depressed and social anxiety Prince who everyone calls him useless, begin to live in Ignis' house at the age of 14, because he got sexually assaulted and his uncle, Ardyn Caelum hates him. He starts to get over his fears but failed the attempt. However, in the darkest moments that he thought he couldn't help himself anymore, he found the reasons to keep fighting.

    Ignis Scientia lived with his parents until the age of 14, and has been suspected them for a long time, mostly because of their strange behaviors in front of him. Everyone bullied Ignis in the elementary school since he used to look like girls. This fact change when he met Gladio, that life destroyer. And he realize that his whole life was a lie.

    Or,
    what will happen when 5 teenagers fell in love with the worst person they could?

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    English
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    35,426
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    776
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    What a beautiful way to escape reality.
    What a blissful numbing of negativity and feelings.

    What a heavenly way to die.

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    English
    Words:
    12,750
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    451
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    R e a d T h e T a g s !

    Derry Institution for the Troubled Hadn't Expected To Take Seven Teenagers At Once
    They Also Hadn't Expected The Teenagers Would Become Such Close Friends

     

    (Inspired By "something about drowning" By SpazzaturaXIII)

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    82
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
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