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He shouldn’t be alive. He can’t be alive, it doesn’t make any sense.
He feels his heart drumming away against his ribs, over and over. Impossibly loud, impossibly alive.
There’s another sound alongside it: after a few more frantic seconds Shisui recognises it as running water.
Right, I threw myself into the Nakano, he thinks before the heaviness of unconsciousness grips him.
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AU: Shisui Lives.
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“I thought I could fix you. I tried so hard, but you can’t be fixed.”
A beautiful and also tragic love story, where two broken souls try their hardest to find healing in each other.
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Levi finally returns to civilian life after his honorable discharge from the military's most elite black op, the Recon Corps. But the survivor's guilt has eaten away at his humanity. Levi no longer believes in the significance of his own life. Luckily, Levi finds a form of healing through a certain young florist named Eren Yeager, who shows the veteran the purest form of love possible.
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Dean doesn't know why he's here either. He's sure he can find lots of better places to put his dick that isn't the asshole who ruined his life. Maybe part of him thinks that if he fucks him good enough, he'll keep coming back. He'll stay. Or maybe he just wants it to hurt enough that it'll drive him away forever. And then Dean will smoke an entire pack in one night and put the neck of a bottle to his lips, tip the whole thing down his gullet without stopping, drink himself into a fucking coma and finally find something resembling peace.
Maybe he'd prefer permanent brain damage than having to fucking look at Seth anymore. Having to miss him, to want him even when he knows he might as well be a million light years away.
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Throughout his entire life, Trevor Philips has experienced nothing, but heart break and pain from everyone he's ever loved: his father, his mother, Michael, Patricia, everyone. This constant betrayal has turned Trevor's heart to stone, and led him to live the carefree lifestyle of a hardened criminal. Fast cars, loose women, mind blowing drugs, and mountains of cash is all that Trevor has left to life for. But when a strange woman with a dark past meets Trevor in his favorite bar, things begin to change.
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In which Nanase Riku is Yaotome Gaku’s soulmate. And yet, fate seems against them. And so life after life, Riku is the one who falls in love and tries to keep his soulmate apart with his supposedly ‘life-long partner’, hoping one day he will love him too. Soulmate/Time loop AU.
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Burned Out by Steamedbun
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
29 May 2020
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Quirkless Izuku Midoriya had the dream of becoming the number one hero. Despite his lack of a quirk, Izuku never let that stop him from trying to achieve his dreams.
Until reality hit him like a punch to the stomach.
After failing the UA entrance exam, Izuku had realized that his goal was unrealistic. He became depressed and reclusive to avoid being hurt again. After his parents die, leaving him truly and utterly alone, Izuku develops some bad coping mechanisms to regain some control in his life that seemed to be falling apart at the seams.
After all hope seems lost for the once driven and optimistic young man, Izuku desides to get a job at a small bakery near his apartments.
And when his life is finally begining to pull itself back together, his old childhood bully walks right back into his life, but notices something alarming about Izuku.Was Deku always that thin?
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Two Feet From a Fateful Decision by FrightenedofRabbits
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
29 May 2020
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Billy Hargrove was going to kill himself. As soon as he finished his last cigarette he was going to throw himself off the edge of the quarry into the abyss below. But, he doesn't get the chance. A certain chief of police interrupts him and ends up saving his life. This begins a journey of forgiveness, self improvement, and self acceptance for Billy. Along the way he learns to love himself and maybe even finds love with a certain dorky yet beautiful haired boy.
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- He's a burnt-out former gridballer with depression, a goddaughter he's not good at caring for, and a serious drinking problem.
- He's an orphaned wannabe quarterback with bigger dreams than muscles, still seeing glimpses of his abusive father behind every corner.They fight crime!
...They do not fight crime. They mostly fight the past. And their own psyches. And occasionally each other. But anyway, they're gonna kiss... eventually. -
As Long as I'm Here, No One Can Hurt You by miraculousemily47
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
29 May 2020
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After Midoriya Inko dies when Izuku is thirteen years old, he is left to protect his adopted sister, Eri, from his abusive father, Akatani Hisashi. He is forced to suppress his quirk, leaving him isolated from his peers; at least, until he meets Eraserhead out on patrol one night. With new resolve to get into U.A. and build a life in which he can protect Eri, he has to navigate his school life from his home life, hiding his bruises and mental health from all suspicious eyes.
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Dean knows that he deserves to suffer for all the harm he has caused to those around him. That's why he sells himself into a slave ring. What he doesn't count on is a blue-eyed EMT who is determined to save him. Trigger warnings for self-harm, eating disorder, panic attacks, suicidal thoughts and past rape.
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And If We're Never Happy? by TinySammiches
Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band), 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, Monsta X (Band)
29 May 2020
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"And what if we can't be, what if we never are?"
Jihoon tilted his head to the side, the corners of his lips lifting in a pretend smile, "What do you mean Hyungwon? Never what?"
Wonwoo grit his teeth and shook his head, his hands clenched together in his lap. Jimin shifted in his seat exactly four times, his left leg lifted, then his right, then his left, then his right and he tapped his chest, once, twice, three times, then a fourth. Hyungwon scratched the back of his head, his own mouth in a persistent curve, though his eyes watered and his chest heaved as he got the rest of his question out.
"And what if we're never happy?"
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In My Blood by Courtneyshortney82
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead & Related Fandoms
29 May 2020
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Beth and Daryl have worked hard to separate themselves from their families' mob life, but one tragic night drags them back in and throws them together. A journey of self discovery, healing, revenge, and love unfolds for them as they work to bring down the people responsible for destroying their families.
Moonshine Awards 2019 2nd Place Best AU (WIP)
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Jimin and Jeongguk are best friends— good, Christian boys who never misbehave. That is, until the new, mysterious boy, Kim Taehyung, shows up.
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Worthless Necessity by Kirityu_Ryukaro
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
29 May 2020
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Quirks aren't everything in this world, nor is your family status.
Animals are treated less than humans, even though they have the capacity to feel emotions and think for themselves. They're pushed away, merely because they're not human. Nezu? Heck, he's so smart, everyone's scared of what would happen if they got on his bad side. Half the society, at the very least, still think that he's just an animal.
Midoriya? No quirk, he's ranked even lower, less than human. At least Nezu still had a quirk.
At least, that's what they thought.
Warning: This fic contains depression, suicide, self harm, etc.
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- Part 1 of The Worthless Neccesity Series
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"Get used to it, kid," I snort, trying to give them some half-assed hope. They'll need it in this shitty place. I doubt they'll stay longer than a few weeks. A month, tops. And then I look over and realize she isn't a kid at all.
THIS WORK IS UNDER RECONSTRUCTION. I sincerely apologize for any confusion when I re-post chapters, but I advise you read them again (for the ones who have read this prior to June 2020)
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Written by milo_ren_solo and Winnychan.
In the 2007 movie prequel comic for Leonardo, Splinter referred to the training period which his eldest embarked on as the “Five Fold Path”. Upon his return, he was expected to demonstrate that he had passed a test for each of these virtues: Courage, Compassion, Selflessness, Humility, and Community.
The Hamato turtles, now in their mid twenties, were all expected to perform the same training period in order to secure the family’s place within the eyes of the Tribunal Council. Leo and Raph completed their trials successfully. Don has refused to take part, forsaking tradition and causing contention with Leonardo. Mikey, however, agreed to participate... and now it's his turn.
Michelangelo finds himself thrust into a new world, sealed away from everything that he has known, with no way to return home until he has succeeded in passing the remaining tests for his Five Fold Path. Luckily, a familiar rabbit samurai is there to greet him...
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- Part 2 of Epic Saga
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A teenage Mark moves to Korea after facing a tragedy. Two brothers and a couple of other individuals suddenly become part of his new life. Got7 is about to be born.
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Izuku the Helltaker by Admiral_Drifter
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia, Helltaker
29 May 2020
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When All Might leaves Izuku on the roof, his last thread of hope snaps. Instead of going downstairs, he jumps off the side to end it all. His death, however, creates a spiritual logistics error. He doesn't belong in Hell, but Heaven won't take him yet. In the end, he gets sent back to Earth.
But he does not get sent back alone.
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On one, the name ‘Kim Taehyung’ was written while the one closest to the front door had the name ‘Jeon Jungkook’.
Jin squinted at the name, wondering why it sounded familiar.
“Jungkook,” he whispered under his breath, trying to remember where he had heard it before.
He was so absorbed in his thoughts that he did not even hear footsteps outside, nor the sound of the door opening.
“You must be fucking kidding me.”
The low snarl had his stomach tightening, an involuntary gasp escaping his mouth as he straightened and looked at the two guys standing at the door, both fixing him with deadly stares.