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    Eventually, the Accords are amended and the former Avengers are free citizens once again.

    This doesn't set everything right again, however -- Steve, more than anyone, knows this.

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    It wasn’t death that scared Alex, not really. His or anyone else’s. People died all the time. Whatever, it happened. Alex wasn’t naive enough to believe that death could not touch him, could not harm the people he loved. He always knew it would come, inevitable, unstoppable, the only opponent he could never beat, no matter the odds.

     

    But not like this. Please, God, not like this.

    ——

    Or, Henry hits his limit, and Alex has to live with the aftermath.

    SUPER FUCKED UP YALL READ THE TAGS

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    The winds of Alola have brought change with them onto the four islands and, just as he believes that everything is done, Kahuna Nanu learns that when one door closes another will open instead. An old enemy resurfaces bringing Shadow Pokémon to threaten Alola, and all Nanu can do is either sink or swim when the past and present forcefully collide. Learning along the way that everything must fall before it can rise and that a person should live for their future but not for the memories and regrets that continue to haunt them in every step taken to try and overcome it.

    [Part I: Ch. 1-15]
    [Part II: Ch. 16-32]
    [Part III: Ch. 33-?]

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    Danny is trying to forgive himself for Linda's death. But when someone tells him the only way for him to "redeem" himself for being a cop in this climate is to kill himself, he realizes that he has to stay alive.

    This is a re-write of my story "Do Me a Favor, Pig"--in chronological order looking at various episodes, and with a scene I'd almost forgotten about.

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    The title is kinda self explanatory.

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    The events of the day of the recital happen... in reverse. Mari kills herself, and it's covered up to make it look like Sunny accidentally killed her. Unable to accept his sister's imperfections, rather than becoming an extreme introvert, Sunny becomes an extreme extrovert, a narcissistic, constantly smiling beacon of optimism. It's as creepy as it sounds. Only time will tell how long Sunny will live in denial. When the truth is uncovered, an image of perfection will be shattered.

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    A girl who cannot die wishes she were dead. Her parasite disagrees.

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    When his trip to Edom (meant to prevent a cataclysm brought on by a wayward curse) goes wrong, Magnus Bane, the former High Warlock of Brooklyn is presumed to be dead.

    6 months later, the New York institute receives a sign of life from within Edom. A strong presence has come to claim the realm - prompting a team to go investigate.

    The fated lovers meet again.

    However, Magnus Bane, as they know him, is no more -- the new King of Edom is more demon that anything else, having forgotten himself, the Shadowhunters, and Alec. In his world, Nephilim are coveted prizes ... and the enemy.

    Alec Lightwood, in an attempt to keep both worlds safe, makes a deal, sacrificing himself to be taken as the King's prize -- all on a faint gamble that he can help to save his former lover's soul.

    To what lengths will Alec go in order to get him back -- if there's even a way to do so?

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    Updated CH 12

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    The Radiance is dead. In the wake of a collapse, a ghost of a god travels a lifetime with the Grimm Troupe.

    Or: A collection of loosely-intertwined vignettes exploring the aftermath of fallout: of silence, of reaching lowest points, of finding the strength to stand up, of gathering the breath to move on.

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    Hitoshi was running.

    He’d been running his whole life.

    From his foster parents, from bullies, from the future everyone claimed he was destined to have.

    He’d always run away from his problems, it was all he knew how to do.

    But he was getting so, so tired of it.

    And that was how he wound up on the rooftop of his latest foster parents’ apartment building at 1 in the morning, thinking that perhaps it was time to stop running and face the truth.

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    All the NPCs have a background story to tell and this... this is Demiurge's.

    Born into a world that scorns him for his existence, there was only one in his village that he could rely on, and that person was you. He would have given you everything had you asked it of him, so what went wrong?

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    Summary: The Drifter is dead, and Cayde finds out exactly how Sapphire has been coping.

    WARNING: Mentions of alcohol, death, blood, and self-harm. Read at your own risk.

    Cayde is back. Feel free to imagine how(unless I write a piece focusing on that.) Also, by posting this I may be opening a can of worms. This takes place in my AU, the one that I haven’t written out. Constructive feedback is welcome and appreciated!

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    Whenever I see DJ being so carefree around food, a pit in my own stomach forms.  Part of me wishes that I could be like that again, but it seems like it’s impossible.  DJ’s just sitting here, shoving down whatever food the caterers set out for us, and then there’s me... Feeling internally stoic, tense, and uncomfortable.  Just being in the presence of food is enough to give me the nervous jitters.

    **Follow the ups and downs of recovery through this collection of one-offs from the "Relief" AU... including "deleted" scenes from "Relief" & "You Have Come To The Right Place" or drabbles I've come up with that are are not in the exact timeframe of either. They are NOT in any particular order! Timelines will be signified in the author's notes.***

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    Izuku follows Bakugo's advice and kills himself. Somehow, he survives.

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    Whilst trying to protect Tommy, Karl accidentally yeets him back in time. Shockingly, the traumatized child does not react well to being randomly thrown through time.

    Mind the tags. Look at individual chapters notes for warnings. This is not a light fic.

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    Instead of calmly walking into S.W.O.R.D. headquarters, Wanda gives into her pain and rage, destroying the building and everyone who has dared to tear apart and violate the love of her life after his death. As the building collapses, her powers accidentally transport her into a different Universe, onto the ship of a mysterious man bearing the face of Vision's human disguise. Wanda has to find her way in this new Universe, all the while juggling her grief and her confusing and frustrating reactions to the man who she knows isn't who he seems. Is it all some sort of a trick, a cruel joke, or could this be the Universe's twisted attempt at giving her a second chance at happiness?

    Updates every 2 days

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    When Katsukis last ditch effort to stop a quirkless Izuku Midoriya from trying to become a hero is doubling down on his abuse, what happens when Izuku can’t take another punch, push or taunt.

    The destruction he caused comes back to him full circle when after school he’s left to discover the consequences of his actions.

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    Deku (Deh-koo)
    Adjective
    A useless or worthless person; Someone who cannot do anything.

    That is what Izuku Midoriya had been known as his entire life. It was the nickname given to him by Katsuki Bakugo, his childhood best friend, or… his former childhood best friend. It was his identity. A worthless Deku. Someone who was useless, someone who would never amount to anything. All because he wasn’t born with a quirk. Most other people had quirks, some were small and minor, and others were powerful and destructive like Katsuki’s, but he was quirkless. Despite him being quirkless, he strived to make his dream come true. He wanted to help people. He wanted to save people in need. He wanted people to see his smile and feel relieved, to feel like everything is going to be okay. He wanted to be a Hero. That was his dream, and he never gave up on it… Until that one fateful day…

     

    Izuku Midoriya has been quirkless his whole life, and as a result, he has been bullied, ostracized, and scolded by almost everyone. He is finally pushed over the edge after having his dream crushed. This is the story of when Izuku made a decision that seriously changes his life, and the aftermath that followed...

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    Musse, and learning to live with a melted heart. Sen IV spoilers.

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    This is basically me emptying out my google docs a little bit, these are a few unfinished Fics I've written, or just never saw a point in posting them?? So 'm just throwing them all together now for a lack things to do, and for the idea what it's a bit of a learning experience for me? In a way, just to see if any of you notice if there is any difference between things I've spent weeks working on, or sort things that I've worked on, on my phone on a 15 minute bus ride to my animation class.

    So Enjoy? And I hope these are actually worth something?

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