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    Trying to protect one brother was hard enough, living in the shadows of a mad politician makes you strong, so does being raised in a cult. So what's it like, then, to be raised "normal" only for your life to be stolen away...literally.

    A what-if fanfiction on if the Choi twins were actually triplets and their reactions to a third brother they didn't know about, who had been raised in a completely different environment.

    Warning!: Contains major spoilers and possible triggering themes, read at your own risk.

    **This fanfiction takes place a few years after the events of the secret endings**

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    A mash of Goretober and Kinktober, f'd up Hannibal style. Will post relevant tags for the day in that chapter's notes.

    Will post the last three days in the summary; remaining list in notes of Chapter 1.

    14 - Goretober - Respiratory System (W/H) - Teen and Up
    15 - Kinktober - Asphyxiation (H) - Explicit
    16 - Kinktober - Double (or more) Penetration (W/Adam Towers/Nigel/Jack Ganzer) - Explicit

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    Yoongi hated this change between them, hated the awkwardness. He almost wished for it to go back to how they were before. A part of him missed Hoseok dearly and just wanted to tackle him with kisses right then and there, but he knew that was inappropriate. Hoseok wasn't his. That was the deal. Hoseok didn't feel the same. He knew that.

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    Harry Potter has been reborn again and again into new bodies as the Master of Death, some of them not human, none of them exactly like his old one—but he has always helped to defeat Voldemort in each new world. Now he’s Harry Potter again, but his slightly older brother is the target of the prophecy, and Harry assumes his role is going to be to support Jonathan in his defeat of Voldemort. At least, that’s what he thinks until Voldemort comes that Halloween night, discovers what Harry is, and kidnaps him. The story of a long fight between Voldemort’s sadism and Harry’s generosity.

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    For Eddie, senior year is supposed to be an under-the-radar kind of year. He's been avoiding all of his friends for months and his mental health has been steadily declining. Why rock the boat and make everything worse? His plans consist of getting into the local community college (easy) and avoiding Richie, the worst sort-of-ex-boyfriend ever (considerably harder.)

    Then Bill drags him to a stupid party, and Eddie's plans are thrown through a loop. Suddenly, "under-the-radar" seems like a cop-out. Eddie decides, once and for all, to stop settling for decent, for alright, for enough.

    Eddie's going to take his life back if it fucking kills him.

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    "But Mac doesn’t hear it, not really at least. He’s too busy shoving his clothes into a duffle bag. He’s too busy washing out Dennis’ insanity with prayers. He’s too busy fleeing from this life because this life isn’t his anymore. He can’t do it. He really can’t. He’s tired of pretending. He pretended to be straight for almost 40 years. He can’t pretend to be anything else anymore. He can’t fucking deal with Dennis’ shit for another Goddamn second."

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    John Watson is what happens when a man can no longer see a reason to go on.

    John Watson is what happens when a man starts to let go.

    "It is what it is."

    John Watson is what happens when what "it is" becomes too much to bear.

    This is a story of the life, death, and resurrection of John Hamish Watson.

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    Five years of traveling and being knocked around and let down had taken their toll on Shawn.

    He was worn down and so, so tired.

    He couldn't carry on like this.

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    “I-I’m not nothing.” She hears herself say it, but she doesn’t think she believes it.

    Dennis shakes his head, this time much more slowly, intently. Patronizingly. “That’s where you’re mistaken, sis. You’re old, and ugly, and so sad about having never found a man that you’ll have sex with anything that walks if it means you get just a smidge of human affection.”

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    This was supposed to be simple. Nobody should've gotten hurt, nobody should've been taken, but life wasn't always fair, was it?

    Or

    Jesse is sent in to deal with a hostage situation. Despite it being over, Gabriel notices that something is very wrong.

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    "Listen, I don't care who you are or what your angle is! The bastards murdered Lord Ryoma, Lady Hinoka, and Lord Takumi, but they will NOT take her from me! Hoshido needs her! I need her!"

     

    Conquest AU: In the darkest hour of her liege, country, and herself, Hana's grief and rage lead her to call upon a mysterious, otherworldly force for the power to protect a grief-stricken Sakura from the victorious Nohrian army, making herself a marked woman in the eye of the world's self-proclaimed rulers. Meanwhile, a prince's grief and despair turn into a legendary lust for power and a princess struggles to find wisdom- and herself in the face of losing nearly everything save her dearest friend.

    How will this fated trio impact this conflict that has ensnared the world? And what of the conflicts of the past? And those of other worlds even?

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    21/?
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    Pearl always hated stereotypes about autism, especially the stereotype that all autistic people sat at train stations all day to make sure all the trains went by at the right time.
    Yet here she was, waiting at the station.
    Practicing.

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    They came to the most isolated colony at the edge of human territories in search of reprieve, a way of putting their broken little family back together again. Instead the Strider-Lalondes find themselves in an insular society where time doesn’t merely seem to have stopped, but majestically slid backwards a few hundred years. And then there’s that neighboring colony of aggressive aliens to deal with.
    In an attempt to stop unchecked bloodshed between the two settlements, the trolls agree to participate in a time-honored tradition among humans, both sides believing that they will have the upper hand. As the children of the most influential woman in the colony, Dave and Rose suddenly have very little choice but to shoulder the responsibilities of their positions.
    While balancing atop some very touchy political tension and trying to outpace their tangled mess of a past, adapting to their new lives - to their new spouses - doesn’t look like it’s going to be easy.

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    "My name is Tyler Joseph, Keeper #12011988. My Protector abused me for months, but I was finally able to escape. My Time Keeper is dangerously low now and I'm afraid I only have weeks, maybe days left to live. If someone out there is reading this... please help me. I don't want to die. I need someone to love me so I can stay alive."

    What was a Keeper without his Protector's love and affection to help keep him alive? Tyler Joseph.

    What was a man who had never been a Protector before but was willing to fight to give one special Keeper another chance at truly feeling loved and cherished? Josh Dun.

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    Having settled for being a Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man, the second half of Peter's sophomore year becomes complicated with the arrival of a new hero. Peter/OC; Tony/Pepper; other assorted couples.

    This is a new version of We Don't Need Another Hero. Upon reflection, the original was becoming too focused on a storyline that was alienating readers due to an extremely sensitive subject matter. This revised edition will follow the same lines as its predecessor but will be more lighthearted with fewer dark elements. It also gives me a chance to look back and do some general tweaking.

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    He could never forgive himself.

    It was his fault.

    He’d planted the idea like a seed he’d never known would grow.

     

    (Or: What if Izuku jumped?)
    (OR: The one where Izuku jumps and lives and Katsuki visits him every day and Class 1-A not-so-secretly finds it adorable that their designated angry pomeranian brings flowers to his comatose childhood friend.)

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    What happens when an idealized manhwa hero comes to life, and one of his creators falls in love with him? Who is writing their story, and who has the power to make it a happy ending?

    Oh Yeon Joo is on a leave of absence from her work as a thoracic surgeon after a traumatic failed surgery. Her concerns about her manhwa creator father's mental health lead her to spending time in his studio, only to get caught up in a wild adventure. Her involvement in creating his main character seems to have given her a strange power when that hero, Kang Chul, comes to life...

     

    A retelling of W: Two Worlds with altered elements to give Oh Yeon Joo more agency, Kang Chul more depth, and their romance more slow-burn intensity (and more time somewhere between contract relationship and true love).

    New chapters up every Tuesday after first appearing Thursdays on @bygosscarmine at Tumblr: audio/podcast versions on there as well, with other moodboard/visual stuff!

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    Hank didn't like these kinds of cases. He would take murder and drugs over human trafficking any day, especially when he needs to go undercover to a strip club to make contact with one if the victims. Hank had no idea why they picked this kid, who seemed so calm and indifferent to his situation to want to help Hank.

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    20/?
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    Brie is new to this whole farming thing and struggling to keep it together. Shane has been in Pelican town for over a year now and is struggling to keep it together. Maybe they can struggle a little less together?

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    11/?
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    Kirishima was empty before meeting Bakugou; what he would do without him?

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