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    Would Nile’s resignation letter be short and sweet, penned and left in a haste like hers? The caring and overly sentimental sap he was, it would be pages long, flowery and full of how much he loved them and how much of a bitch she was for making it a place he couldn’t stand the thought of being anymore.

    A thought struck her out of nowhere. Would there even be a resignation letter after all? Was this all an elaborate prank, a scheme to get her out of their lives once and for all?

    It had all the trademark tells. It was cruel, it made her question her sanity, and it was completely incomprehensible.

    They could be laughing at her at this very moment, basking in the fact that they were finally free of her, taking turns reading her resignation out loud and laughing at how pathetic she was, how miserable they’d made her.

    Hot tears ran down her face, her side started to hurt from the speed of her breaths. It sounded far fetched but she didn’t trust herself anymore. The more she thought about it, the more true it seemed.

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    dummy twins where cc spirals and has a lapse of mental health after the staircase conversation, canon divergence

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    But JJ couldn't bring himself to move. So he doesn't. He just watches from a distance, taking in the long, blonde locks he used to tell himself he'd never see again.

    Or, JJ sees his mom again for the first time in almost 10 years.

    (note: the treasure hunt never took place in this story.)

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    "Nope. Nuh-uh. That’s not a good enough answer- it’s not an answer at all, really, and I’m going to need a whole explanation before I give you this… hunk of junk back. Come on, where are you going?"

    Nastya gestures wordlessly to the airlock and raises her eyebrows.

    Jonny sighs, finally catching the hint that he's not getting a real answer. "Fine. At least tell me when you're coming back, then."

    "Ideally, I won't."
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    Jonny takes a harsher stand on Nastya's decision to go Out.

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    When Tenzo is captured by the Akatsuki after Pein's invasion, Kakashi takes on the suicide mission to bring the man back to Konoha. But does he want to return?

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    Changkyun had been happy with where he was in life, a popular idol and part of Monsta x. That is until he is involved in a serious accident that leaves him with potentially life changing injuries.

    - request by Reagan

    Just a heads up, this fic isn’t great and in no way is medically accurate. I’ve had serious writers block with this one but I’ve tried my best.

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    Two that come unbidden - love and fear.

    Post Rako Hardeen. Obi-Wan returns and now has to face everyone he lied to, including his very pissed off Commander.

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    Fire consumes without mercy, but in its wake lies the potential for new growth, stronger and healthier than that which came before it.

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    I’m gay. I don’t have anything deeper to say at the moment. But this was not a late in life discovery, and I’m tired of pretending 

    He wrote the tweet in all of thirty seconds, right there on his phone in bed. And the very first response is a quote retweet from someone with a pride flag in their handle that simply reads,

    no thanks

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    Reincarnation is a tricky thing. Lifetimes have brought our favourite revolutionaries closer together, but they're missing the key piece that binds them all - one Alexander Hamilton.
    The Washingtons just want the best for their son, even if he doesn't remember them.
    And Aleki Garcia-Williams is trapped in the middle of it.

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    Or, everyone tries to get their friend to remember with varying success.

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    Euron scoffed. "What further use could you have of your tongue?"

    If Ramsay had asked that question, there would be an answer. I don't have any, and then offer it willingly to the blade, perhaps; or I'm only a dog, I don't know, only you know what's best for me, Either way, he would have to grovel and pray he had guessed correctly. But Euron— he asked out of genuine curiosity. The realization gave Theon a strange sense of lightness, freedom. He was not beholden to unspoken rules. He could solve this himself.

    "But I am no man," he said, slowly. Euron smiled at that. Good. That has pleased him. “Let me show you, your grace,” he continued, and dropped to his knees in the bilge water.
     
    Written for VagrantWriter's Thramsay Kinkmeme 2020 prompt: A showdown between Ramsay and Euron.

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    When people she didn’t know very well asked Wary how she’d picked her name, she laughed them off or gave them a non-answer, like, “Oh, I just chose it, you know?” One time she stared into the distance dramatically and told someone it was a “reminder” but then they got worried about her, so she decided not to try that again.

    Wary is a second-year Botany major who has tried very hard not be Involved, which is difficult when her best friend seems to be on a new quest every week. But when a dryad with a strange illness shows up at her door, she quickly finds herself in over her head.

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    After the curse in Dumbledore’s hand reacted badly with the potion in the cave, Harry was captured by Voldemort and taken to Malfoy Manor.

    A retelling of the Deathly Hallows if the events at the end of the Half Blood Prince went a little differently.

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    The Paladin represents potential. But in order to reach that potential, Van must piece together the puzzle of his grief.

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    Just some poetry.

    (Mostly) Very Fucking Dark poetry.

    I wanna reflect on these.

    If I get out of this....

    Poems in this that are not about Suicide, Self-Harm, Depression, etc:
    -rose under glass. (Debatable. That one's about my insecurity/fear of people thinking I'm too delicate and innocent and overprotecting me. Sometimes I don't mind it, but apparently I did at that time?)
    -the glare.
    -The Table of Good Will.
    -Into Wondyr. (That one is very fucking strange)
    -Message in a Flute.
    -A Ribbon's Contemporary.
    -My Last Blue Rose.
    -The Difference in Diversity.
    -Dare to You.

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    In the past one night walking home from celebrating with his friends, Jon Snow comes across a once in a lifetime encounter that not only changes his life but the life of someone else.

    In the present day, Jon Snow's life is at its highest point and it can't get much better than it is but the loss of a close relative to his fiancee's and a visit from his Grandfather has him thinking that maybe it is time to reconnect with is roots even if it is just to find closure on the issues he has with his family.

    Daenerys Targaryen's life is a happy one but the death of her great Uncle opens the door to the family she had long since shut out of her life brining them all crawling back.

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    The reader is a single mom who accidentally ends up being the coffee girl for an undercover Hydra unit. One Team Cap bust later and the reader finds herself forced to choose between her rescuers. All is well until the snap takes one from her and she must learn to live with the other.

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    A series of small entries from the recently passed Hinata’s most recent diary, Kageyama’s sin and confusion, the past, the overcoming of depression-and everyone's mourning.

    —or better said as,
    They were robbed of the sun. What were they to do?

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    After the Siege of Lothal, Wolffe must face his past, and his own corroding mental state.

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    Lania is a force-sensitive raised by a survivor of the Jedi purge on Jakku. To protect her, Tey guards any truth related to their past. But when events draw an Inquisitor to them leading to Tey's death, Lania is thrown into a world of manipulation, spiraling down the path of the dark side.

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    After the untimely deaths of his long lost love, Eddie Kaspbrak, and his best friend Stan Uris; Richie Tozier learns to cope. His road to recovery is a steep one, but with the help of the remaining losers, his struggles are a little less unbearable and isolating.

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