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    Long before Stiles ever had his first own one he’d learned that heats were meant for pleasure and joy. Yet there had always been a trace of fear when people talked about strong heats, a carefulness that couldn’t be explained by pleasure. Growing up there was something else he learned about heats, along with rules forged into his memory until he knew them better than his own name: Fear the feral Omega. If there are only the slightest signs, ensure security, call the cops and wait for their arrival. Ferals had been stories from the news until Stiles’ life slowly started to grow into a nightmare. There’s only one chance left for him now, no matter how dangerous. But will he be able to get grumpy alpha epitome Derek Hale to help him? Or is he lost?

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    During the Battle of Hogwarts, Harry goes into the Forbidden Forest to surrender his life to Voldemort. When the Dark Lord tries to kill him, they both get knocked unconscious. Harry wakes up first and, owing to Dumbledore’s Pensieve trips showing Harry Tom Riddle’s miserable childhood, Harry instead decides to Apparate away and deliver Voldemort to the Ministry to be imprisoned, like Dumbledore did with Grindelwald. The Ministry, however, chooses to execute the Dark Lord.

    Twelve years later, Harry is suffering. His magic is unhinged and he doesn’t feel right, but when he stumbles upon a horrific scene in a cell at the Ministry, suddenly he comes back to himself.

    Voldemort is being tortured by the Ministry of Magic and no one but his three guards and the Minister knows about his existence. They are keeping his life a secret because they are unable to kill him and his power is such that they know he will not be able to be contained forever.

    Harry is left struggling with the many shifting ways to do the right thing and the changing question of: right thing by whom?

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    After the fall from the cliff, Will chooses to be with Hannibal and if he is to suffer because of this choice, it was either that or no life at all.

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    Jim Lake may be "Young Atlas" but he's also learned that he works best with people supporting him. If he's going to fix the world, he needs help. He needs his team back. Story on hiatus December 1 - December 31.

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    After being kicked out of his home Kongpob decides to stay with his boyfriend P'Sam. When a certain hazer discovers this, and learns about Sam's past relationships, he starts to worry for his junior. And after witnessing Kongpob and Sam together though the window of his dorm he's determined to help the junior. But how can you help someone when they don't realize they need help?

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    清晨,当迈克罗夫特·福尔摩斯走进厨房时,他看见冰箱附近的地面上有一只揉皱了的纸团。捡起来打开后,他发现那是一张夏洛克留给他的纸条。
    (这篇文是SHCO现代AU,故事发生在2016年左右,共2.8万字。不是完全按照游戏剧情来的,有很多很多私设,探讨了游戏外的另一种可能性。)

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    After the incident that shall not be named and certainly not discussed, the incident that
    happened on the mountain and crushed Jaskier’s heart into tiny particles of dust, he
    travelled alone. He told himself that he had done it before and he could do it again. He
    forced himself to sing and to play, performing in all the big cities and some smaller, and for
    a while, for a long while he was worried that he would never experience the rush of
    pleasure that he usually got from performing. But little by little the joy returned, not so
    bright as it had once been but enough to be a comfort to him and to make him get through
    the days and the nights that were suddenly so much lonelier than before.

    Of course it was then, when he had started to heal from the incident that shall not be
    named, that he was kidnapped. A cruel trick of the universe, if there ever was one.

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    Kaylin Neya loves her job, her friends and her home. After the events in the border zone things seem to settle in the routine of patrolling, midwife duty and magic lessons. But horrid nightmares about blood, shadow and a dark behemoth known as The Sun Eater fill her with terror. Her daily life if disturbed by obscure hallucinations. She keeps her mouth and mind shut and prays they will disappear. And to make matters worse, the Emperor has a special "request" for her. One that she is not allowed to divulge to any of her friends or allies. She is alone in this. Utterly alone. Or she thinks so...Lord Nightshade is having none of her secrecy.

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    After the disterous 'date' at Ozzies, thing spiral for Blitzo and, feeling alone and rejected, he sticks to his usual pattern of running from his problems, right into the grasp of a certain cowboy from the Wrath ring.

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    14/?
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    After being a vigilante for years, can Izuku leave behind the freedom to be a hero? Even without a quirk?

    (TW for violence, self harm, suicidal ideation, anxiety, rape, and child abuse)

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    From my mouth spilled out prayer after prayer, desperation causing the area under my bosom and my armpits to soak with sweat, while the deafening growl of a monster tickles my back, drawing closer. Boldly, as the Devil in his church, while the rest of the convent sleeps.

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    Wilbur is falling through void, down and down for eternity. He now has a lot of time to think on his past.

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    Basil was a messed up teenager. There was no arguing it. No one loved him. His grandma was going to be gone soon.

    No one....

    Except his Sun.

    TW: Stalking behavior, bullying, suicide, self harm, sexual abuse and harassment, panic attacks, intrusive thoughts, gender talk, minor drug use, major character death, minor character death, transphobia, compulsive lying, and major illness. Basically everything. I removed the non-con tag as I don’t know if it applies to sexual abuse.

    Spoilers for the entirety of Omori. Characters are slightly OOC.

    Dead dove is for the stalking/self harm/suicidal ideation behavior.

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    Lan Wangji's received his punishment by discipline whip and is put in seclusion in the Cold Pond Cave. One day, Wei Ying appears and tells him he's from the future, and come to help his husband bear his punishment. Wangji is sure he's losing his mind, but even if he is, can he refuse the attention from the love of his life?

    Features lots of smut!

    I request to be de-anoned!

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    Sabo never left goa kindom and stayed with his parents but his father was very abusive and left him a shell of himself but still wanting the same thing freedom.

    What happens when he finally sees the one he loves but still had his past to overcome before moving on.

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    Après trois ans enfermé dans al Tour de Londres, Albert est de retour auprès de ses (adorables) frères. Le soir-même, un dîner est organisé ; mais osera-t-il y participer, et faire face à Mycroft ?

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    The events of Re5 never happened. Chris Redfield continues his desperate search for Jill Valentine, who disappeared more than five years ago.

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    22/?
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    Fix-it fanfic set right after the last episode of LA by Night. SPOILERS.

    “A-are-are you, are you going to be okay?” Handler stammered. “Because w-we need, we need to get you out of this- this light. We need to do something quickly, or are-are you going to explode or something?”

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    Midoriya Izuku had always wanted to be a hero. He wanted to do the right thing: to help others in need. However, after years of torment and after being told time and again by those around him that he would never be a hero - even by his number one idol - he gives up and goes down a different path.
    Now, his first friend - his first bully - his first enemy - must band together with Pro-Heroes and Heroes-in-Training alike to save Izuku from not only the villains he has surrounded himself with... but from Izuku himself.
    A Sick!Villain!Deku AU.
    There may end up being romantic relations later on, but they are not the focal point of the story. Friendship, hatred and pain are the rulers here.

    Follow the official Tumblr to ask questions or keep up with polls and official art! It’s only just started so nothing’s on it yet, but I’m working on a watercolor now and I’m sure some of you have questions! The handler name is mentaldystrophy.

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    After seemingly getting abducted by an unknown group of people, the G2 members find themselves in a strange experimentation facility. Being forced to participate in a game of life, death and sex, they must fulfill daily tasks and requests to stay alive.

    They could only hope that those reprehensible requests wouldn't destroy their friendship.

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    11/?
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    148
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    4
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