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    Currently at the end of Madarame's Palace.
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    Akira Kurusu moves to Tokyo crushed by more than one secret weight. There, he tries his best to carve out a new world for himself. A new family. But no amount of ~the power of friendship~ can fully ease his burden, or erase his years-old guilt.

    Nightmares plague him, and the border between dream and reality grows dangerously thin when you're already spending your days in a world of cognition.

    Desperate to hold on to himself, he clings to the Persona created from his own spirit of rebellion. But a refusal to change is also a refusal to grow. Drowning, and pulled in a thousand directions, ~something else~ is groaning to life in the darkest corners of Akira's mind.

    Something cold, and raw, and wrong.

    Will he give himself over to a darkly tempting power out of a desire to save his friends while, in his own mind, preserving himself? Will the hands of those he's grown to love be strong enough to retrieve him from the darkness of his own heart?

    These answers and more, next time, on Dragon Bal--er--How soon is now!
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    Yusuke shows up in chapter 16, for my shippy friends.

    Will be an Akira-has-a-palace fic.

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    He had turned his back on the First Order and thrown himself at his mother’s feet. He had set his hands toward rebuilding and redeeming. But his heart was slower to follow. How do you banish the darkness when every beam of light shone into it only shows more clearly how thoroughly it has ruined you?

    or: angsty, Ben-centric, slow-burn redemption-equals-recovery and recovery-equals-redemption fic, featuring equal parts mommy feels, Reylo, the many different ways his dead father figures and mentors haunt him, and all the friction you’d expect from dumping a barely-reformed Darksider into a nest of plucky heroic survivors

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    When people go through major life events, life events that can damage a person mentally or physically, they try to find a way to help them cope. Shane Daniels finds his method through alcohol. Kaitlyn McCarthy, the new farmer in Pelican town, finds her way through music, from singing to it, to dancing to it, to playing it. When Kaitlyn tries to befriend all of the townsfolk, a particular person doesn't seem to want to budge. But two can play at the stubborn game, and two can also help pick up the remaining pieces.

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    What’s wrong with a little self-insert fanfiction?

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    Curt thought he lost everything of Owen’s.

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    Sequel to The Boggart! Harry has to learn how to survive the never ending torture of not being allowed to die, and the slightly ironic tournament that wants to kill him just as much as he does. Draco has to learn how to flirt. And Neville has to learn the whimsical ways of a certain Little Moon.

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    Jungkook has had his eyes on an omega for quite some time, but doesn't know how to approach the now pregant Jimin.

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    Blue almost died, and Red thinks it's his fault. To him, this means he deserves to die as well.

    But it's okay, he tells himself, It's for Blue.

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    How would you tell Arthur that you’re from the future and you played him in a thing called ‘video game’?

    How would you tell him that you’re here to save him from what you saw ?

    How would you deal with the consequences of messing with history?

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    Virgil only wants to protect those he loves at all costs. What happens when he can't hide it anymore?

    What is up everybody?! Just a heads up, this fic is graphic and gets DARK (but I fix it!). Please heed the tags and if there's something in there that could be triggering for you, please take care of yourselves! This is also my first time posting anything and I'm so nervous!! I want to assure you that I have this whole thing outlined and already 14 chapters written, so it won't get abandoned! I can promise updates of at least once per week, but hesitate to promise more than that because I'm a perfectionist and take forever to edit lol (65 hours for 14 chapters lol).

    In addition, I try to keep chapters not much longer 3500 characters because I know some folks have trouble with attention and I want my fics to be as accessible as possible. On that note, if you have any suggestions to make my stuff more accessible, let me know and you'll be my friend forever!

    Basically I project onto mostly Virgil and I hurt everyone at least emotionally (just so you know where this fic is coming from). I figured I wanted to see a fic that had everything I wanted in it, and so decided to flex my writing muscles.

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    The inside was as stark as she has envisioned for years. Sterile, white walls and pale beige tiling on the floor. There were no other decorations other than the dark blue directory that hung on the wall, and she referred to it before heading left down a hallway. She could imagine getting lost in a place like this, and she briefly wonder if it was designed to be that way.

    In a country where girls are sent to reformation training to be personal servants to pay off family debts, will Sakura manage to make it out with her identity in tact? Or will she just end up like all the others: Just another number in the system to be forgotten.

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    What happens when an idealized manhwa hero comes to life, and one of his creators falls in love with him? Who is writing their story, and who has the power to make it a happy ending?

    Oh Yeon Joo is on a leave of absence from her work as a thoracic surgeon after a traumatic failed surgery. Her concerns about her manhwa creator father's mental health lead her to spending time in his studio, only to get caught up in a wild adventure. Her involvement in creating his main character seems to have given her a strange power when that hero, Kang Chul, comes to life...

     

    A retelling of W: Two Worlds with altered elements to give Oh Yeon Joo more agency, Kang Chul more depth, and their romance more slow-burn intensity (and more time somewhere between contract relationship and true love). Could be read by non-watchers of the drama!

    New chapters up every Tuesday after first appearing Thursdays on @bygosscarmine at Tumblr: audio/podcast versions on there as well, with other moodboard/visual stuff!

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    Izuku was always there, following after him. Stumbling stubbornly even as Bakugo continuously threw abuse at him. It infuriated him to no end.
    So when did he stop following him? When did he give up? How did he not know? He was right behind him!
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    Why didn't he notice the signs until it was too late?

     

    But fate granted him a second chance, and he would be damned if he didn't use it.

    (or the timeline where Izuku jumps off the roof at Bakugo's suggestion, and Bakugo tries to make amens by applying he and Izuku to a team program that allows support course students to become pro-hero's with their partners. Bakugo was never caught by the sludge villain, so all might never meets Izuku.)

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    A group of adolescent boys, sent into the glade and left to find a way to survive. There's only so much they can learn on their own. In an attempt to minimize loss and do some damage control, a young man is sent up to teach them a thing or two about survival. If he can survive himself, that is. In a closed society created and run by teenagers, the needs of many outweigh the needs of few; there's bound to be a few casualties.

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    You don’t know about anyone else, but you would much rather die at the hands of a monster than your parents. You would much rather die by your hands than theirs. That was a choice you’d made a long time ago.
    So you left.
    You bet they didn’t even notice. Not for a good long while.
    You bet they didn’t even cry.
    You bet they didn’t even care.

    In which Frisk falls to the Underground trying to commit suicide.

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    Tsuyuno is alone and suffers from PSTD from her parents' brutal murder. She lives in fear each day expecting the murder to find her. Aya is alone and suffers from domestic abuse and bullying. She lives everyday wishing she could just die. Can they find help in each other or will they give in to their anxiety?

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    Lucas n°1 was hurting, but found himself surrounded with Mika and Manon, helping him get through all that was happening.

    Lucas n°24, however, was all alone and he couldn't take his rejection.

    He couldn't take any of it anymore.

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    Or: what did happen to another version of Lucas after coming out to Yann and being left alone at the bench.

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    Overall I'd say I've been very disappointed with a lot of things

    (Basically, just a place for me to dump my feelings. In other words, a vent...)

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    a series of one-shots between Irondad and Spider son

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    Communication is key in a relationship.

     

    Alec and Magnus both forget this sometimes.

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