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    bakugou is a strong person, isn't he? no way that other's words hurt him. and everything's fine in his family, right? he doesn't need anyone.
    but little they know he cries every night. they don't know how much he needs his boyfriend's hugs and friends' support. little they know how much it hurts to hear all words told to him, how he breaks himself, again and again, to continue living. he can take it, after all, he is bakugou katsuki, one of the top ua students. no way he can feel himself a failure and try suicide. right? but what if he does? and his mistakes are hunting him?

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    Collection of drabbles written over the years. Warnings vary; check headers.

    NOTE: quite a bit of character death, sorry. :(

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    10/35
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    Did he really want to die? He’d always thought about it, in the way you’d think “Hey, I need to fix the wallpaper here,” as something he’d maybe want to do, but never seriously considered actually doing to himself.

     

    Steve Rogers is going through life mechanically, trying to make it through to the next day, even when he doesn’t want to. When he meets Tony Stark, he thinks he’s finally found a reason to do just that.

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    Harry je unesen smrtijedy a slavnostně popraven. Ke svému zděšení se ale místo na onom světě objeví v koupelně šestnáctiletého Severuse, kterému tím překazí důležitý rituál. Potřebuje se dostat zpátky a tak mu nezbývá nic jiného, než se dát do kupy, protože vyzkoumat cestu zpět není jen tak. Díky pomoci spousty lidí se začne Harry uzdravovat, nejdřív fyzicky a potom i mentálně, ale některé jizvy zkrátka zahojit nelze. Když už všechno začne jít hladce, pošlou ho do šestého ročníku Bradavic. Jeho plán je jasný - nepřitahovat pozornost. Ale život Bradavicích pro něj nikdy nebyl jednoduchý. Tak proč by to teď mělo být jiné? A to, že každý den potkává na chodbách mrtvé i své mučitele, nepomáhá ani trochu.

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    For most of history, since he narrowly avoiding Falling from Heaven with Lucifer, Crowley has been working for the Angelic Corruption Unit. This ended up being far more boring than he hoped it would be, but things change when he is assigned to go undercover on Earth. His mission is to investigate Aziraphale, an infamous angel who has been on Earth since its Creation, and whom Heaven is sure is guilty of corruption or dereliction of duty. He soon discovers that life on Earth is far more complicated than he'd been led to imagine, especially when Aziraphale's demonic counterpart, Hastur, arrives on the scene.

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    18/?
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    What do you wish for when all your dreams have come true?

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    Hastur wants revenge, Heaven doesn't want to waste a perfectly good angel. It's a deal made in Hell.

    Crowley will do anything it takes to get his angel back, but will Aziraphale even remember who he is?

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    The more he thought about him, the more Will Byers stayed on his mind. In fact, it’s all he could really think about. It was only as he lay in bed, it hit him. It was his smile. It was fake. Just like his.
     

    Will Byers has too many demons to count.
    There’s a new kid in school with a mysterious past.
    Can they move on from their shared pain or will they give in to their darkness.

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    Todoroki discovers a journal belonging to one of his happiest classmates... at least that's what he thinks before starting to read it. In a few passages, Todoroki is left wondering who the hell Kaminari really is

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    Loki's well known for faking his death, and this last time was no different. Once more, he finds himself seeking an army...However, he's not interested in ruling the galaxy, instead he wants to save it. After all, one can't really rule if there's nothing left to rule. In doing so, he discovers the king of yet another race touched by Asgard's quest for control of the Nine Realms several millennia ago. Desperate for aid, he pledges himself in hopes of stopping the Mad Titan. The problem is, he's not entirely sure if giving up his freedom was worth it.

    When the universe is saved and all is right again, Loki weaves schemes to stay around the king and his people. While the aliens fascinate him, his true interest rests with their king: a man who eerily looks like himself and hides behind a mask with nearly the same skill as Loki.

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    Peter startles awake when someone shakes him.

    “Sorry, honey,” May says. Peter blinks a couple times and she comes into focus, her hair pulled back from her face. She’s trying not to look a certain way, but he can see it in her eyes anyway. She clears her throat, keeps talking. “But it’s…” She glances away, wets her lips. “You gotta get ready.”

    He remembers what day it is, and his heart beats like a drum at someone’s execution. But he tries to put on a mask, make it all seem normal. It’s everything but, despite the fact that he’s been dealing with reaping day since he was born, between himself, Ben and May. That fear that one of them could be taken away. Sent to surefire slaughter. But now Ben is gone, taken despite never having his name drawn from a bowl, and May’s finally safe. Now Peter’s name is in there alone. The last Parker sitting on the chopping block. He doesn’t know how to be. He doesn’t know what normal is, when the Hunger Games are looming on the horizon.

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    Bilbo has always been considered odd because of his adventurous side. When his mother dies, she leaves him alone to grow up amongst uncaring, cruel hobbits.

    Now aged 50 and about to go on an adventure, Bilbo is terrified of the dwarves of the company, jumping at every touch, and keeping his secrets with the resolve of a dragon defending its gold.

    The company thinks him strange and unfriendly and pushes him out, while Bilbo slowly realizes that he is desperate for everything he missed while growing up : safety, comfort, and above all : affection.

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    Whatever you draw on your skin appears on your soulmate's skin.

    Virgil's mom hated soulmates. She taught him that having a soulmate would only ever bring him pain. She taught him that any mention of even the word soulmate would lead to punishment.

    So he spends his entire life pretending that his soulmates don't even exist, ignoring the bright colors that appear on his skin.

    It's for the best

    But his soulmates have something to say on the matter.

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    Growing up isn't easy. Growing up stinking rich and hated within your own family is even less easy. Maybe that's why Loki feels the need to make his own money, to have a side-hustle. One thing's for sure though, if anybody EVER finds out that he's a camboy, his life will be over!

    (Or maybe, just MAYBE, that's what he wants).

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    What is the point of survival, if damnation is assured; if every living day brings more pain than Hell could possibly contain? Why hold a friend's hand, when your very existence threatens their life? Why sleep in the midst of nightmares? Why wake to a drug-induced haze?

    Ah, but has not every Saint that existed under the Lord's Gaze been plagued with doubt? Has not every Devil?

    **Completed - posting a chapter every few days**

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    Young Silverius Hamlin of District 7, age 12, son of the 47th Game Victor Forrester Hamlin, set several records when he won his game. The least of which being the youngest Victor to ever win.

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    Matty's had a bad couple weeks, scratch that, a bad couple months. Writing this song has been hell. Its torn him apart. George is always there to help put him back together again.

     

    Trigger warning I guess? Idk read the tags. Sorry for the shit summary. :^)

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    Bravery is waking up every morning to fight the same demons that left you so tired the night before.

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    John Watson was about to end his life, until he met the strangest guy.
    He never talks, doesn’t even laugh. He plays the violin in ways that words can’t describe - or maybe that’s exactly what it does.
    He can solve crimes in a matter of minutes. He seems to have known this DI bloke for years.
    And why does John always feel watched, ever since they met?

     

    Cover Art: https://www.deviantart.com/xxenayx/art/Hear-your-voice-Sherlock-fanfic-cover-810024110

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    Whoever said you can control your fate is nothing but a liar.

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