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    "Did you hire him?"

    Would you trust someone who could fix your broken heart?

    A story about how a history student's life was pretty boring, until he had to find a new job to pay his rent.

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    Qui-Gon Jinn did not actually die on Naboo, but he still left a plenty of hurt, rash decisions and consequences in his wake, as well as a padawan unprepared for knighthood and adult relationships. Obi-Wan comes into his own without his master, but in a very different way.

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    If he was still unclear on what precisely had transpired between Oswald Mosley’s skull remaining intact and Tommy Shelby statue-still in the armchair in his sitting room, well, Alfie was reasonably certain that sequence of events weren’t much clearer to Tommy himself.

    A journey through the afterlife, otherwise known as Margate.

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    Eurus knows something that Mycroft doesn't, that Sherlock doesn't want to admit. But with Moriarty breaking out of the prison in his mind, and Eurus being the only solution he can see, what will Sherlock do?

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    This is how they find each other: at 2 am, in the Eighth year common room. Draco wanting to fall, Harry wanting to sink, and both of them in need of someone to hold on to.

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    "No, Katsuki Bakugou." The mention of his full name and not that childish little nickname almost made him physically shudder.

    "You were right." Midoriya turned fully towards Bakugou, grinning at him with an expression you'd see in the mugshot of a murderer who felt no remorse for their crimes, jaded and confound considering their current predicament, something slightly more fragile hidden beneath.

    "I can never become a hero." And with that, he stepped back over the edge in more ways than one, unknowingly taking Katsukis sanity with him as he went.
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    How deep of a grave can one misled juniper boy dig for himself?
    Will Katsuki ever learn the truth?
    When will the facade fall apart?

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    Awsten Knight is convinced that he is undeserving of love. He knows that his soulmates are out there, but surely they’d never want damaged goods like him. His life has not been a happy one, and he is slowly self destructing.
    Otto and Geoff know that their soulmate is hurting. There have been bruises and scratches covering their bodies for as long as they can remember. But for whatever reason, they won’t reveal themselves to Geoff and Otto, who met in sophomore year. It’s a dark one, but the ending is happy, i promise.

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    He’s struck by how sitting on the edge of this building makes him feel the exact way being with Cody does, as if he’s Icarus; simultaneously soaring higher and hurtling to his death.

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    Jimin and Taehyung and Jungkook can go to the others for comfort, simply sitting near them until they feel better.

    But Namjoon can't do that.

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    Todoroki Shoto will be a hero.

    ...But not just yet. Right now, Todoroki Shoto is a bitter, pessimistic, hurt teenager who doesn't want help, friends or hinderances of any kind getting in the way of his misguided goals.

    Thankfully, there will soon be people in his life who will be more than happy to drag him into a place of happiness, safety, and acceptance - kicking and screaming the whole way, if they have to. All he has to do is survive his first meeting with them and all the incredible changes that will come after.

    This is Todoroki Shoto's Hero Academia.

    (Semi-canon compliant up to a point and told from Todoroki Shoto's POV. EDIT: sorry, not a new chapter! My new workplace has forced me to make The Twitter, which I’ve avoided doing until now and is awful and terrible and so confusing. If anyone wants to help me figure out the awful ins and outs of social media, I’m busaikosensei. I’ll probably start posting drabbles as well, if anyone’s interesting that.)

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    This is part two of Through Mist and Madness Series.

    Dean is six months into his deal with Crowley while old enemies plot against him. Once again faced with betrayal and tormented by a mysterious being, Dean tries to find his way back to his brother and angel, but a deep dark secret threatens to break them apart again. Sorry, I still suck at summaries. Long fic but not as long as the first one.

    Note: You don't necessarily have to read the first one although there will be references to it so it might possibly be confusing. I will put summaries on chapters that mention the first story.

    Underage tag is in references to past abuse only.

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    “Don’t talk about Mr. Brightside around him.”

    The camera is focused on Luke Skywalker, weathered and grey-haired. He’s rough around the edges, beard coating his jaw and part of his neck. The suit he’s wearing is ill-fitting, nothing like what he had been to the Grammys in. Of course, that was 10 years ago, a relic of the 2000’s that died with the new decade.

    “Ben Solo wrote Mr. Brightside. Kylo Ren is not Ben Solo,” he says then.

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    Global phenomenon JB is at the height of his fame when he overdoses on prescription drugs and gets sent to rehab. Two weeks later, a barely sober Jaebeom is embarking on a world tour with a therapist and a sober companion at his side. But when these two people start taking up very different but equally meaningful spaces inside his head, he knows this is about more than just staying clean. It’s about finding his reason(s) for living.

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    There is something called a memory ball, or Jiyi Qiu, that shows the memories of a chosen person.

    In order to further incriminate the already dead Yiling Patriarch, the cultivation world decides to use this memory ball at the next Discussion Conference to show how evil the demonic cultivator can truly be.

    What appears, though, truly shocks them all.

     

    Spanish Translation

     

    (Update schedule: 1-2 chapters per week. Usually during a Friday, Saturday, or Sunday. Exceptions to this - meaning an early update - include character birthdays (but not always) and holidays.)

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    Carlos learns about Owen's cancer and he seeks T.K. out. He finds more than he bargained for.

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    This is an unauthorized companion fic for the Very Wrong Dead Dove Darkfic “In Another Life” by dysphorie where Jim is a medical examiner and John is suicidal/dead.
    This is the “other life” where John doesn’t die. (And it’s a little less of a dead dove.)

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    Is the survival blessing or the curse for Severus Snape?

    Darkness again. He is almost grateful for it. His body still hurts, but it is different kind of pain, one that runs through his veins like liquid fire. Is there no respite for him? Not even after his death? He paid his dues, he died for the brat. Isn’t it the time that he is forgiven? To give him just a little bit of rest? If he is alive he would beg, he would scream, he would plead for just a moment of rest, pride be damned.
    WARNING: Not for the faint of heart, the story has really DISTURBING MOMENTS, ABUSE, TORTURE,...

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    120/?
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    "Well, if it isn't my old friend the frozen tv-dinner?"

    He thought it was a pretty good line, one good enough to be his last. But when she didn't pull the trigger. . .

     

    In which my Sole Survivor, Katarina, can't bring herself to kill Kellogg. The man that took her baby, killed her husband and royally fucked up her life. She doesn't know why she wants him alive, but in the end, its one of the best decisions she'd make since waking .

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    3/?
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    In the glass is a little chip, about two centimetres by one centimetre. Cody's taken aback. At first this all sounded like a flight of fancy, a remembrance for friends that marched away too soon. But now, with the evidence in his hands and on his riduur's temple, it's looking like this might be real.

    "I- I don't have the dreams, Rex, what are you talking about?"

    "Don't give me that bullshit, Cody. I share your bed, we both have the dreams. Kriff, I can't count the number of times I've stood in front of the General's corpse, how many times I shoot at Tano. This is real, Codes."

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    52
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    7
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