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Magnus's children (and Alec's) by JesseBane
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
23 Jun 2018
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Magnus finds himself adopting some children over the years of being with Alec, and one before.
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The world operates on one simple, universal truth: Everything comes with a price. Sometimes the currency is money. Sometimes it is blood. Other times it is your body, soul and mind.
Daken is but a child when he learns to live by that concept. It’s carved into him by sharp claws and whispered lies. It becomes all that he believes in without a single doubt left in his mind. If he wants something, if he needs something, he will have to pay the price for it.
The only other thing that he trusts is that life for him began in blood and that it will end in blood. The single question that is left is whether or not he will still have a soul left at the end of it all. Or if the noise in his head, the hands around his throat and the claws ripping into him have stolen everything that made him human.
Additional warnings are in the notes above every chapter!
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- Part 1 of Change the Game
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It's an AU where Sirius after escaping Azkaban, seeks out Remus and explains his situation, hoping Remus would understand him.
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He escaped Azkaban. He saw the rat on the paper and the date. It had been tw..twelve years.
Twelve years since James and Lily died.
Twelve years since Hagrid took Harry away from his arms.
Twelve years since he had seen Remus.
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Draco is given a journal by his wife and chronicles his downward spiral as he falls deeper in love with someone who isn't his wife. And then he's sent on a trip with none other than the object of his affections and has to deal with an ancient Egyptian curse, and the fact that he really isn't handling any of his feelings very well.
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After a day of not remembering anything, and with her voices too loud, Tilly makes the decision to end her life. Numb and hopeless, feeling like her only friends in the world wouldn't care if she dies, she takes the final step into the darkness.
I'm bad at summaries, a somewhat partner fic to my other fic Upside Down, this shows us the dark turn the story would take should Tilly give into the voices.
Graphic suicide attempt, other TW's inside.
Do not read this id you are easily triggered, I'd rather I get no views than anyone be triggered. Please be careful.
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Two years after moving to Pelican Town, William Bauer has established his farm and put JojaMart out of business. Adrift in a sea of grey, he is a ticking bomb waiting to self-destruct.
Recently unemployed, Shane Daniels is a wreck and drowning his life in a bottle. When William invades his personal space in the saloon, spoiling for a fight, fuck-ups collide—and two broken souls discover their pieces match.
Sometimes the only way out of hell is together.
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F*ck Me Up (On a Spiritual Level) by Dariary_Absentee
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
23 Jun 2018
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He got all of Steve's memories in sharp fragments and horrible pieces. Who knew all this pain would come from Steve 'Princess of All that is Good' Harrington--the perfect golden boy himself? Billy certainly didn't. It wormed deep within him, made Billy hate himself more than he already does, made him want to beg for that Wheeler girl to come wrap her arms around him, made him hate these woods and the demodogs that might be in them.
Billy knows what a demodog is now, and it's all thanks to Steve.
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Billy is an experiment, a faulty one at best. When his powers start kicking up again, things get out of control and Steve finds himself being the Mike to his El.(Several chapters have been written already)
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Choking Hazard by Painful_Panda
Fandoms: Eddsworld - All Media Types, MS Paint Fan Adventures
23 Jun 2018
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And this is why I have decided
To pull these old white sheets from my head
I'll leave them folded neat and tidy
So that you'll know I'm out of hiding
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- Part 16 of Constant Fear of Recommendations
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Lavellan by RaynaLissesul
Fandoms: Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types
23 Jun 2018
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A female mage of the Lavellan Clan. The Keeper's chosen First, sent to observe the Conclave of Divine Justinia V, called to address the rights of the mages of Southern Thedas.
A First, trained to harness her magic and raised to guide and safeguard her people. A person who, theoretically, would be a suitable fit for the task of amassing and cultivating a force to save the world.
Problem is, the woman controlling Lavellan's body isn't Lavellan.
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Everything was so peaceful there. The sound of the wind rustling the leaves of the bushes. The sound of the birds chirping in nearby trees. The joyful laughter of everyone as they had fun. The late afternoon sun soaked into Jimin's skin as he lay there, nothing but a tranquil atmosphere drowning out most of his troubles.
"Jimin, don't fall asleep there."
He felt too lazy to open his eyes so he only groaned in response.
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Chrollo had no intention of dealing with Kurapika ever again. Kurapika had no intention of letting go of his grudge. When a story Chrollo is working on for his paper leads him to target a certain man with a collection of Kurta rubies, he and Kurapika find themselves reluctant allies just as likely to destroy each other as save each other.
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- Part 3 of In Shadows
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Charlie’s neighbor is a dick who’s always smoking without a shirt on even in the winter and watching her every time she leaves.
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Officer Dick Grayson knew what it meant to serve and protect. He knew what it meant to sacrifice for the greater good. Or at least he thought he knew those things, once upon a time.
Jason Todd was focused on surviving, keeping his head down and his mouth shut because at the end of the day he knew no one ever walked away from his life. Life would've been easier for everyone if the new kid would figure that out already. Except that new kid turned out to be an undercover cop, an undercover cop who got attached to Jason.
It was supposed to end with the arrest of Roman Sionis. But for them the end of one nightmare is just the beginning of another.
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Changkyun felt like throwing up. He wasn't supposed to debut - yet his name was called to be the sixth member. Everyone must hate him, right? He certainly hates himself enough for the six of them. They must hate him for taking Gunhee's place and for messing up the choreography and for making a nuisance of himself-
Changkyun's fears and anxieties get the better of him and he realizes that he doesn't deserve anything he has.
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Rising in popularity, the band No Name takes some time to convalesce after their most recent tour. Levi finds himself battling his demons and exhaustion at a beach side Bed and Breakfast that is closed for the off-season. The only drawback to his self-imposed solitude? The property's caretaker, Erwin, an obnoxious dick who seems to want nothing more than piss Levi off. But Erwin has some demons of his own. The more time Levi spends at the coastal town, and around Erwin, the more he thinks that maybe Erwin may not be such a dick, but badly damaged. Either way, Levi is struggling to keep his distance, even if the rational part of his mind protests vehemently. Can these two broken souls put each other back together again?
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When you believe that you should be dead and yet are somehow still alive, how do you find meaning in the life you're being forced to live? Kaneki Ken always believed that he should have died at V14--a fitting end for his tragic story--but now he's starting to wonder if the universe still has something in store for him. When he's taken in by the Tsukiyama Family, he dares to wonder if that thing is happiness.
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Kara's final fight with Reign leaves her in a prolonged coma. When she wakes a year later, she finds that everyone has moved on without her. Alex and Maggie are married, Reign - Sam - is National City's new superhero, and Lena Luthor, her best friend, confidante, the woman who had stood by her side since they met - she despises Kara for things she had no control over. (And one thing she did.) Kara is lost, untethered, and she decides to talk to the only person who has always given her direction and advice, Cat Grant. Will she find a new life, or will she find that the coma has only let her go free so it can catch her again and drag her under for good this time?
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standing in the gallows by parkrstark
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Iron Man (Movies)
23 Jun 2018
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An enemy from Tony's past comes back to get him. But he does something more painful than hurting him. He takes the most important person to Tony. Tony just doesn't know it yet.
Or the one where Peter is kidnapped and tortured and Tony realizes just how much this kid means to him.
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He's Not Crying for Himself by TheRealAndian
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
23 Jun 2018
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After the events of Infinity War, everyone would do well with counseling and therapy, but none so much as Tony Stark. Unfortunately, half the universe is gone, which means half the therapists are gone, which means Tony will have to figure himself out on his own. And also plot revenge.
Serious, serious revenge.
A.K.A: Tony wants revenge on Thanos for killing his kid and dammit, he's gonna get it.
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In the aftermath of the peaceful winning of Markus and Jericho, humans nervously return to Detroit after months of negotiation, discussions and decisions. As they integrate back into the city’s new society, many of them have formed strong and various opinions. Most co-exist with the androids in peace, even if it proves a challenge. However, some anti-Android crimes have started sprouting up around the city and pose a threat once again to the androids.
Hank Anderson and Connor return to the Detroit police force with a new mission: eliminate anti-Android crime. But this mission could be dangerous for Connor, as the anti-Android hate groups would love nothing more to see the traitor of CyberLife dead in the ground. It’s going to take a lot from Detroit’s favourite detectives, especially as Connor continues to adapt to his new deviant life.
A post-Detroit story focusing on Connor and Hank, based on the pacifist ending.