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    Satya Vaswani didn't know what to expect when she reached out to Overwatch, accepted their offer of extraction from Vishkar, left the world she knew behind, and became the first passenger on a global covert recruitment mission.

    She didn't expect the immediate kindness shown to her by the cheerful pilot that welcomed her aboard.
    She didn't expect the second passenger to be none other than Vishkar's most wanted troublemaker and her own hated enemy.
    And she certainly didn't expect nightly visits from a mysterious hacker with a strangely incongruous agenda.

    Nor did she expect any of what happened next.

    (first arc complete, intermission arc complete, on hiatus)

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    Headaches. Jisung had given him a thousand headaches. Hyunjin, Changbin, everyone. Headaches. Minho just wanted to move on. To let go of the past and be okay. All he wanted was to be okay. To heal and find reason to live on.

    He hoped that Woojins therapy would work. Would help him. He needed it to.

    He just wanted this all to be over with.

     

    Part 6 to Chime/broken series

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    No one died in the bowels of Shido's palace; the Phantom Thieves, plus one, took down the ship's captain, the complacent public, the Demiurge itself.

    But for the conspiracy to be dismantled, someone had to take the fall.

    Goro spent three years in juvenile hall, unmoored and deserted on a metaphorical island with no ship in sight. He never planned for a future beyond ruining the man who ruined him.

    (The funny thing about futures is that they have their own way of finding you.)

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    This sprung from a challenge to make artwork for a group on Facebook. Pairing was Bellatrix/Lucius Victorian AU. This what you get.

    “A proper Victorian woman is quiet, seen and not heard, safe, simple, and I have never been one of those.”

    Bellatrix was born in a world where her job was to marry well, produce as many children as possible, but most of all she was to be quiet, seen and not heard, a doll who you could speak at and sometimes should respond, she’s suppose to do nothing, but make her husband look better by her actions.
    Bellatrix is not the type to do those things. She’s far more than a pretty doll to sit in her chair drinking tea. She’s a proper English woman, but far from the proper Victorian.

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    After dying of illness, she was reborn in another world, because, apparently, gods are jerks. Somehow, she manages to get used to her new life, and tries to take things in stride. Well, until shit hit the fan and she got dragged into a crazy mess she's not sure of how to go about dealing with.

    Follow along as she meanders through life, starting from a child to the events of the Fifth Blight, and as she tries not to be weirded out by absolutely everything that's happening, while simultaneously fighting a losing battle against her own inner demons.

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    The gate rose in front of her and she took a deep inhale before stepping under it and onto the circular platform, unsure if she was truly ready for it to take her to the surface. She had no idea what to expect, after all.

    It closed again with a loud clank and the platform below her jolted, turning her stomach; but whether it was from the actual movement, the memory of her first time riding it down into the vault, or from the panic of seeing what might have become of the world after the bombs, she wasn’t sure.

    Enjoy your return to the surface and thank you for choosing Vault-Tec.

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    Stan gets a call he's been dreading for 27 years ...

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    “Buck…Bucky. You knew I wasn’t coming back. I couldn’t keep going the way I was. I needed her, needed the Howlies. I thought you understood….” Steve grips his wrist with an age spotted hand. “I never wanted to hurt you. I would never do that on purpose. Come on, you know me.”
    Bucky jerks his arm away, stepping back. He’s breathing too harshly and he’s about to say things that are going to hurt both of them but maybe it’s exactly what Steve deserves to hear. “You know what, Steve? No, I don’t know you. I don’t know a thing about you. You’re just some guy I used to be friends with but for you it was eighty years ago and for me it was a few days."

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    "Let's start another SoA AU", she said.
    "It's totally reasonable", she said.
    "It's not as if I don't have too many ungoing stories already", she said.
    "The world surely needs more Juice/Tully fics, this time more canon compliant", she said.

    Yeah, sure. Here's another SoA AU where Tully actually still is a fucking rapist, but there's a twist to it. (Sometimes I hate my brain and I also want to make it perfectly clear that writing rape/non-con stuff is one thing, and promoting that shit IRL a whole other.)

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    Ruby Rose happens to be one of only a very few humans born into the world of Remnant without color vision. It’s said that when she makes her first eye contact with her soulmate, she’ll be able to see colors. But what if the world with color is even bleaker than it was before?

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    The robot had caught Freddie and Brian. He would soon catch Roger, and him too. But Brian was not moving at all, and Freddie's shirt, god, there was so much blood.
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    Or: I saw the news of the world jacket and decided to write a fic around it. With killer robots and blood on Freddie's shirt.

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    Madoka Yamamoto, the ultimate barista, has been accepted into Serenity's stay, an expansion of hope's peak academy. As soon as she enters the school, she is drugged and dragged into a now boarded up school, a new member of another killing game. Her and fifteen other students have their memories erased of the outside world as they are slowly forced by Monokuma, their new headmaster, to kill one another if they want to survive.

    With sixteen original characters, six cases and a constant supply of twists and turns, I'm hoping to expand on the danganronpa universe with a non-canon, fan-made killing game. I hope you enjoy it.

    I'd appreciate any types of comments. Feedback, what characters I should focus on, etc.

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    Mycroft leaves his childhood home to follow his dreams of studying politics. He finds a new changing world waiting for him and falls in love at the peak of the AIDS crisis. While Mycroft is struggling with his feelings for his best friend his younger brother is feeling abandoned, and, against better judgement falls from grace in ways that Mycroft never saw in Sherlock's future.

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    when the floodwater comes, it ain’t gonna be clear, it’s gonna look like mud

    seven kids meet in the same group therapy meeting
    they learn that recovery isn't just about helping themselves

    please read all notes

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    Nothing ever changes in Shane's life. Nothing ever seems to change in the Valley, either. He'll work for Joja until he's fired and he'll drink himself to sleep until he just doesn't wake up again.

    That's what he used to think, at least.

    There's a new woman in town who seems determined to get in the way of his plans, no matter what he has to say about it. She's sunny even in all black, the life of any party, and he doesn't know the first reason she would want anything to do with him. They may have a lot more in common than he thought.

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    Maybe it’s because he doesn’t smile that Boyd looks at him like he can see the bruises through his clothes and the dry blood on his fingernails and says; “and the real reason?”

    or Isaac feels like he's drowning and it's a long way to the surface

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    Bruce is out of the timestream. His best friends are back from the dead. He should be feeling better, relieved.
    Yet, it is not the case.
    Tim wakes up in his old bedroom at the manor after a fight with some thugs turned sour and Dick's had to save him.

    What is happening within him? And why is he feeling nothing and everything all at once?
    He had to get out of here.

    Before anybody could see him break apart.

    But it is too late for that. He is already broken beyond repair

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    Billy Hargrove has been trapped in a Russian Prison for 11 months. Maxine has discovered the monsters that live inside her house. Pain and chaos insue - the party begins to fall apart.

    Warning: This is very dark. There is references to suicical thoughts and self-harm, as well as abuse. Also homophobia, racism, and sexism. So needless to say - trigger warning.

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    He felt something close to pity for the woman in front of him. And while that disturbed Draco to no end, what really disgusted him most of all was the harrowing fact that someone or something had broken Hermione Granger’s spirit beyond recognition.

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    Kylo Ren's father is dead, but he isn't gone. And dying hasn't made him any less determined to bring his son home. The question is, will Kylo Ren allow it?

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