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    JUNGKOOK, a popular college basketball star, had a fairly normal life. A great group of friends, a sport he adored, and not to mention his social status as one of the nicest and sexiest guys on campus… he was happy with the life he lived. Yet, he didn’t feel content. He wanted more than his average everyday lifestyle, something reckless and unfamiliar. He never could have prepared himself to fall so quickly in love with the unexpected: a boy who couldn’t love himself… a boy with striking purple eyes.

    TAEHYUNG, a shy kid with nothing keeping him from ending his own life, was struggling deeply to find anything meaningful to convince him to stay. An abusive father, crippling depression and craziest of all, abnormally colored purple eyes that tend to be the reason he’s picked on most of the time… his willingness to hold on is diminishing by the day. He doesn’t know if he’ll ever find something to show him life can be beautiful… until he meets Jungkook.

     

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    in which the college basketball star finds himself inexplicably drawn to the lonely outcast with purple eyes.

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    'Here they were, sinking like old ships; friends but not too deep. Yet still, they kept sinking like the stones — but never, ever deep enough. Stuck between the places where they'd grown, and healing all alone.'

    Set after 5x07.

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    The year is 1979. In a moment of weakness, a house elf takes the hand of his master, and Regulus Black is forced to face the life he never intended to live.

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    Harry James Potter was proclaimed dead when he was ten years old, the week before he turned eleven to be exact. No one knew how he could die after all he survived the killing curse. Albus Dumbledore is scrambling to do damage control as the Dark Lord is resurrected that same year. With no boy-who-lived to stop him, what happens now?

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    Thomas "Tommy" Innit was so done with this damn entity, chaos, obsession bullshit. He just wanted to relax in his own limbo, being free from the worlds problems. But this damn entity bastard is forcing him to become other worlds, other universes, problems. / Tommy was so tired of his endless void. He wanted to he free. He wanted to see colors again and be able to hear other people. He was desperate. He wanted free.

    (Sorry for the bad summary. I promise its a better idea than it looks!)

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    Ruby, Hero of the Red War, Avenger of Cayde-6 was just out doing her Patrols when her ship is shot down over the reef. She wakes without her ghost, lost in the Shore, somewhere she has been a dozen or more times. That is when she runs into the last person she would ever see again. Uldren Sov, or now know as 'The Crow' How will she face seeing Cayde's Killer once more.

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    Tommy thought he was free. He thought he was safe and Dream was in prison and he could heal.
    But no, the world is cruel and monstrous and unkind, and now he's left hiding from the man who traumatized him so intensely.
    One mistake, one lonely trip to the nether, and he's trapped again.
    In Logstedshire.
    With Dream.
    Alone.

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    Jean doesn’t know why he is still here. Truth be told, he does – but then he wants to hang himself a little bit less (lies; he always wants it just the same). He drags himself after Harry, trails through the city’s cloaca, scraping his palms against the wood-plank fences. He fills out reports. He chews through his cigarettes without having the time to light them up. He drags himself along and wishes to choke the whole city with his bare hands. Fucking Martinaise. Fucking RCM. Fucking corpses, thawing out in the spring. Jean documents an interrogation and dreams of drowning himself in a piss-smelling sink. Harry watches the witness’s eyes intently and then proclaims that the rubber boots with a hole in the heel don’t have anything to do with the case.

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    A dying puppy, a welcoming man, and hammering rain. They all become one more reason to live.

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    At the end of the day, she was still there on the uncomfortable plastic sofa with a styrofoam cup of hot chocolate in her hands.

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    Elena didn’t freak out when she woke up in Damon’s car on the way to Atlanta in “Bloodlines,” and the story took a different turn.

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    Immensely confused, I place the flowers down on the dresser and stare at them. I’m happy, yes, they are my favorites, but the more pressing question of why is making me uneasy. Who would send Russia flowers? Who would send Russia sunflowers? What is this? The 1700s??

    I look around the flowers to see if there is any kind of note. I find one and open it up.

    Try not to get too upset - Anonymous

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    Things start to get weird in Russia's life as both China and America begin showing interest. As if the crippling alcoholism to keep the bad memories at bay and Winter attacking every waking moment wasn't bad enough - now Russia has to choose between these two love sick idiots?

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    He would never be a Big Shot again, Mike made sure of that. He would spend the rest of his days rotting in this dumpster.

    There was no point in trying.

    Everyone hated him. Day in, day out~

    Ignored.

    Belittled.

    Mistreated, thrown away like the trash he was. Spamton had already lived his best life, and now... Well. Now this god damn phone was the only thing left of who he had once been.

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    This is simply my rantings on my life and a method to cope since I don't know how to word these issues to other people. Writing is easier for me, this is just my life and the issues that come with it.

    I'll speak of my issues and some of the ones I have encountered with friends, None of this will be organized, possibly repetitive at times because I have a bad habit of repeating things when venting.

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    (repost of all my works in a series by the same name; this one is going to continue with updates)

    We all know how it went. Touya burned on Sekoto Hill, only to return from the dead with a plan for revenge against his father. Rei lost her mind to the abuse of her husband, and was kept in a psychiatric ward for ten years after accidentally scarring one of her children. And Shouto went to UA to become a hero for his family.

    But what if things were different?

    In this universe, Rei is the one who burns and is presumed dead. Touya has fought tooth and nail to become a hero for his family since he was thirteen years old. And Shouto? Shouto's situation is complicated, but his siblings got him away from Endeavour.

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    This is an Eris Vanserra fic that includes all major ACOTAR characters. Beron discovers Eris's plot to overthrow him before Eris has the chance to make his first move. Eris is "ruined," broken, and cast out from Autumn, Beron believing the former Heir will be unable to cope with his new existence and commit suicide.

    The Lady of the Autumn Court is devastated, having lost four of her seven sons and knowing she can not keep any of the other three safer as long as Beron lives. So she takes matters into her own hands.
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    “What happened to your face, love?” Reha frowned, slender fingers tracing the menacing bruise that flowered across the boy's cheek.
    His lip began trembling again and he didn’t need to say anything at all for her to know who had hurt him. She carried Beron’s bruises herself.
    “Someday,” Reha said, voice frail. “You will not have to fear anyone at all, Eris. Someday, all of Autumn will be yours and you can change anything in the world.”
    Eris sniffled and pressed his ear to her chest to listen to her beating heart.
    “Anything?” he asked.
    “In the world,” she promised, pressing another kiss to the crown of his head.

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    TommyInnit couldn't understand fully how the war a year ago had affected him, leaving him feeling helpless.

    Tubbo was tasked with a Presidency he wasn't so sure he was ready for.

    And when the split between the two grew worse than ever and their friendship fell apart, what followed was an exile, a terrible disaster, the rise of an empire and a finale unlike any other.

    Tommy is broken, but he won't let himself be fixed.
    Tubbo is overwhelmed, but he can't show weakness.
    An amnesiac finds himself at the center of a war.
    An old friend returns in search of his partners.
    And a masked villain grins, knowing his turn has come.

    Welcome to the DreamSMP.

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    It's finally here! The sequel to Between Dreams and Memories - A complete retelling of the DreamSMP's second season, involving a lot more drama, seriousness, and all around more stuff! Original lore, original backstory for characters, and much more is included! This fic also includes dozens of characters not normally included in the usual DreamSMP storyline, and more purpose and character for background characters!

    Make sure to read the first book before reading this one, otherwise you may not understand some bits of it!

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    "Come sit down with me, Tommy." Sam says.

    He speaks in that serious voice, letting Tommy know that this isn't something he can get out of.

    Tommy does as told, and sits down with Sam in the empty classroom.

    Sam leans forward on his elbows. He takes a deep breath and looks Tommy in the eyes.

    "Is someone hurting you at home?"

    Tommy's entire world comes to a stop.

    // this is part of a series and is not meant to be a standalone //

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    So this is my Kinktober collection, 31 days of JosuHan themed shorts...am I insane? Maybe...Did I learn anything from last December? Nope!

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    A half dragon is taught from the moment they're born about the dangers of poachers. Some would kill them and sell their scales, horns, claws and fangs to make a buck. But others, would capture them and break them into being pets for the nobility and royals.

    Eijiro Kirishima never thought that his village would become one of the ones targeted, nor did he think that he would freeze instead of fight.

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