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Eddie's talking about Marisol, about how he should have seen it coming, about how he's tired of trying to make things work that aren't meant to work. Buck is listening, mostly, but he's also watching the way Eddie's throat moves when he swallows, the way his fingers drum restlessly against the table.
"What about you?" Eddie asks suddenly. "How's Tommy?"
Buck blinks.
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or; Kim situation never happened, Eddie and Marisol break up. Buck and Eddie get a bit too drunk.
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29 May 2026
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“You got one too,” Theo pointed, touching the beauty mark under Eddie’s eye.
Eddie felt his cheeks go red. “Not a birthmark, just a mark.”
“I want it,” Theo said determinedly, walking back to the table to grab his pens. Eddie really should have told him to stop drawing on his face, but he just watched in awe as Theo grabbed a brown marker and ran off to the bathroom.
When Theo returned to the living room a few moments later, he had drawn a small, brown dot underneath his eye to match Eddie’s. He was looking up at Eddie through his lashes, beaming with pride at the spot he’d created.
Eddie lost it.
OR; Eddie Diaz knows he is in love with Evan Buckley. Theo's cuteness sends him into a crisis. He's a yearner, your honour.
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15 May 2026
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He pulled the door open, calling out his actions into the unlit home. He heard a clatter to his left. Why was the house so dark? He pawed at the wall and flicked a light on, revealing Buck kneeling on the ground, hand behind his back.
“I left my keys."
Or, what if Eddie went back? What if he saw what Buck was doing?
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20 Mar 2026
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Eddie knows Buck is in love with him, but he also knows that Buck doesn't know that. In an attempt to make Buck realise that his jealousy is caused by his non-platonic feelings, Eddie tries to trick Buck into thinking he's dating someone by leaving used condoms for him to find. Buck, however, manages to knock himself up with his findings.
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03 Mar 2026
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“We, uh, went back to his place and we were…” Buck can’t find the words to say it, but Eddie finishes for him.
“Having sex?”
“Uh-huh,” Buck confirms, unable to meet his friend’s eyes. It’s not like they don’t talk about this stuff. They do, but never with this much detail. “We were having sex,” he repeats.
“Okay, and…?”
“And, well, usually if you’re hooking up with someone, you’d want to make sure you both have a good time, right? Like that’s basic fucking human decency.”
“Shit, he didn’t get you off?” Eddie asks, and Buck feels himself fluster immediately.
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Buck has a less than satisfactory hookup and Eddie takes it into his own hands.
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01 Feb 2026
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They don’t do the easy drop-ins anymore. Eddie doesn’t find Buck half-asleep on his couch or rummaging through the fridge or baking up loaves of bread like he owns the place. He doesn’t show up at Eddie’s door with takeout and a grin like he belongs there. Eddie doesn’t go over to Buck’s much either —doesn’t know when that started exactly.
When they hang out, there’s usually Ravi in the mix. The kid’s smart and earnest and too good at pretending he isn’t paying attention. Eddie likes Ravi. He really does. But he can’t help resenting him just a little. He can’t help the small, selfish sting of it.
Like Buck needs a buffer now.
Like being alone together is something to be avoided.
And, fuck.
Eddie misses Buck.
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911verse Whump Bingo: #8. Blood
911verse Trope Bingo: #3. Kissing in the rain
Buddie First Kiss Bingo: #15. During an argument
Buddie Underrated Tags Bingo: #6. Kissing in the rain
Buddie AU Bingo: #5. What-if/Canon Divergence
Bad Things Happen Bingo: #3. Scar to RememberSeries
- Part 1 of 911verse bingo
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09 Jan 2026
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“I'm not in love with you.” There’s a jolt in Eddie’s stomach at that. “I’m not secretly pining for you, or anything like that. I don’t even see you that way.”
“Oh,” Eddie says, then forces out a laugh he hopes sounds casual. Buck’s eyes are wide, honest, like he’s desperate for Eddie to be reassured by this admission, to believe him. And how much clearer could he be? He’s not in love with Eddie. That’s fine. Eddie never expected him to be. His now empty beer bottle hits the counter too loudly, “No, of course not.”
OR: Buck reassures Eddie that he's not in love with him. Eddie feels some type of way about that.
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03 Jan 2026
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Buck and Eddie are a week away from getting married.
But Buck hasn't been feeling good lately. So, he goes to a clinic.
Turns out he’s pregnant with Eddie Diaz’s baby.
Buck’s nervous to tell Eddie, but Eddie’s over the moon.
Oh, and Eddie loves seeing his now husband pregnant with their baby.
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The two men bond stronger with the 118, their family…But especially with Bobby, Athena, and Chris. Not to mention, each other.
There are bumps along the road and surprises along the way, but the two face it all together.
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- Part 15 of All of My Buddie Fics 🚒🏳️🌈
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- 150,143
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- 51/51
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30 Dec 2025
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After disappearing for a month, or four years and change from his perspective, Buck has returned to everyone he left behind. Except things don't miraculously fix themselves over night...
Or: In which Buck made a choice, that wasn't really much of a choice, and is now saddled with the consequences.
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- Part 2 of Hold Steady
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- 100,089
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- 26/26
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25 Dec 2025
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“I have to go to a wedding,” he says, voice tight. Eddie’s eyebrows scrunch in confusion. That’s it?
“You love weddings.”
“Not this one. It’s in Pennsylvania. With my mom and dad. For a whole week,” he says, frustration evident in his tone.
Well that makes a lot more sense. Buck at home for a whole week? Brutal.
“Maddie, Chim and Jee are going, right?” Eddie asks.
Buck nods jerkily. “Mmhm. They are. I-It’s just that my parents are expecting me to bring someone and when I don’t, because who the fuck would I ask to suffer for a week for me, they’re going to make comments about how I am going to be alone forever and it-it’s just already on my nerves and I still have nearly three weeks before I even have to go,” he rushes out, abandoning his coffee on the table as he paces back and forth in the kitchen.
“I’ll come with you,” Eddie offers. He blinks – he hadn’t exactly thought that one through, but he doesn’t regret it, doesn’t want to take it back. Buck freezes where he’s at, body still as a statue as his head whips to look at Eddie.
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or; buck and eddie fake date
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19 Nov 2025
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Eddie’s back, Chris is with him, and Buck’s sleeping on his couch. But he's starting to realize things aren't quite the same as before he left.
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14 Sep 2025
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Eddie takes a breath, and he pushes down on Buck’s shoulders until he’s sitting on the edge of the bed. Then Eddie drops to his knees between Buck’s thighs, like he’s ready to pray.
Back in El Paso, Eddie got used to Sunday mornings in church. It was surprisingly easy to fall back into the rhythm of it, even though Eddie has been beating out of sync for his entire life. He still doesn’t believe - not in god, or sin, or hell. He does believe in heaven, though. Thinks he’s found it right here, in Buck.
Because nothing - no god, or church, or prayer - has ever felt as holy as this.
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04 Apr 2025
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“So, what’s going on with you?”
Buck tilts his head to the side. “What do you mean?"
“I mean, what’s going on with you? I feel like all we’ve talked about since I left is me and my problems. So, tell me, what’s new?”
I slept with Tommy because I was lonely and missing you. And he called you competition, implying I was in love with you, and when I went to Maddie, she basically agreed with him.
Yeah, definitely can’t say that.
Or, a FaceTime call between Buck and Eddie that takes place immediately after Eddie's scene with Christopher at the end of Disconnected. Feelings are revealed and Buck, being Buck, panics.
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30 Mar 2025
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After Eddie moves to Texas to be with Christopher, Buck is left alone in an empty house that has him feeling off. With his tether now gone, some old habits start creeping back in.
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The Buck crash-out fic. Because if there's anyone who deserves a good breakdown right now, it's Evan Buckley.
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- English
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- 13,032
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- 5/6
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19 Mar 2025
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Years before joining the 118, Buck’s travels take him to El Paso, where he meets Christopher. When Eddie comes back from Afghanistan and Shannon leaves, Buck ends up staying. As bills pile up, the best move is for them to get married, just for convenience, they’ll divorce when Eddie comes back from his re-enlistment.
Then Eddie gets injured and it’s just easier to stay married for a little longer, while Buck gets started at the 118. However, Buck doesn’t mention his ‘husband’ and kid, not feeling like they’re his to keep. When Eddie gets the offer from Bobby, they decide to lie and pretend they don’t know each other, so they can work together.
The whole lie gets out of hand as feelings start to become real, until it all comes to a head in the aftermath of the fire engine explosion.
AKA: Secret marriage of convenience buddie slow burn AU, where Buck and Eddie have been married for years so Buck could adopt Chris and no one at the 118 knows.
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- Part 1 of The I Do Verse
- Part 1 of All the Different Ways to Say I Do
- Language:
- English
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- 213,242
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- 50/50
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26 Feb 2025
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Eddie is made of shattered glass. Not like a mosaic - not something broken made beautiful. No, Eddie is all sharp points and jagged edges; he’s hurt everyone that’s ever tried to hold him.
But Buck…Buck holds him like it’s easy. Like there’s nothing else in the world he would rather be doing. He holds Eddie like he’s precious, cradling him between gentle hands with a kind of reverence that is usually reserved for something holy. Something god-like. And then Eddie catches a glimpse of him and Buck in the mirror next to Buck’s bed, and he thinks oh. He thinks maybe this is as close to heaven as a man like him will ever get.
So no one can blame him for wanting to enjoy it while it lasts.
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22 Dec 2024
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"Marc," Steven began hesitantly. He braved a glance in the mirror at his alter, who was looking at him again with those same tired eyes that matched his stern expression wonderfully. "I want to try dating... um..." He paused and spooned some more milk over the cereal. "Yeah," He decided when he couldn't figure out what to add. "I've been thinking about dating. I want to try." His reflection, Marc, said nothing. But the widening of his dark eyes communicated enough.
"Right," Steven coughed when the silence became too long for comfort. "That's all."
OR: The one where Steven wants to give dating apps a shot and Marc is NOT pleased.
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- 52,502
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- 9/?
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07 Apr 2024
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“Right” he can do this. Totally. They’re just babies. Unusual babies that have come out of seemingly nowhere and who Marc definitely hasn’t kidnapped. “Right, okay”
Steven’s got this.
Definitely.
Probably.
Maybe.
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18 Feb 2024
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Steven wakes up to find a copy of his body lying next to him, turns out its Marc. The two have found themselves in two separate bodies once again, though they’re certain they’re not dead. The two find themselves in a rather strange situation as they feel themselves being pulled closer together, in a way they never have before.
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- Part 1 of What are we then?
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12 Feb 2024
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As If It Were the Last Time by MitchieSawyer
Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Dec 2023
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AU: Steven Grant is a lowly gift shop attendant who recently started a podcast. A Patreon and Kickstarter later, he's off to Chicago over the winter holidays to research his favorite film - 1938's Tomb Buster. The movie is somewhat shrouded in mystery as the only major film that star, Marc Spector ever made.
Everything is going great with one exception: either Steven has just discovered time travel is real or he's having an absolute break with reality.
Can he figure out what's going to happen to Marc Spector and change the past?
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16 Dec 2023