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Left isolated by his ex-boyfriend, abandoned by his best friend, and driven to the edge of a rooftop, Lee Jihoon thought the voices in his head were his worst enemy.
He was wrong. His worst enemy was the people who loved him only when it was convenient. And now, someone is making sure they pay the price.Bookmarked by nelaa
18 Jun 2026
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Oh, you would think your adolescent crushes hold no weight in your young adulthood, oh, you would think they are all the things of the past. Oh, you would think having a Mello from Death Note poster above your bed for the longest time among all the anime posters you’ve had (and Shota’s had a lot of anime posters hanging above his bed) would not imprint on your sexual preferences, and then one insignificant Saturday you see a guy that fully encompasses the concept of Mello and you think, fuck.
or, the story of how Shota accidentally takes up smoking.
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24 Mar 2026
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Jiung sighs and sets his phone down, screen face-down. “It’s not that I don’t like it,” he says after a pause. “It’s just… people might misunderstand.”
Keeho tilts his head, studying him. “Misunderstand what?”
Jiung’s gaze drops to his hands. “You know,” he says vaguely, “we’re on campus. People talk.”
Keeho lets out a quiet chuckle, though it sounds more tired than amused. “Right,” he says softly. “People talk.”
The kind of story where Keeho used to think having a boyfriend meant feeling loved and happy, not this — loneliness wearing a familiar face.
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17 Feb 2026
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Intak isn’t desperate.
He simply wants.
And he’s not so prideful as to keep himself from asking for what he wants.
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26 Jan 2026
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He has to get on the bus alone, ignoring the polite smiles of the ahjummas who are only smiling at him because he’s in uniform. The uniform isn’t worthy of their smiles, anyway. They smile at him and they don’t know it’s choking him.
They smile at him and they don’t know that he’s so close to being able to breathe. Just for one night. Just today and tomorrow, until they’re shipping him off to god-knows-where.
Or: Jihoon comes home for his first break since enlisting and Mingyu tries to make the most of their short time together.
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20 Jan 2026
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AU. Three years ago, Minghao was a freelance photographer in a relationship with Wen Junhui, a model he hired once to fluff up his portfolio. Until they broke up, Junhui left for China, and Minghao thought he'd never see him again.
Now, Minghao has moved up to professional photographer and is doing perfectly fine, according to him. But once Wen Junhui comes back from overseas, bitter and angry, and they navigate working with each other again, Minghao strives to figure out if he still has a spot for Junhui in his world, or if Junhui even still has one for him.- Language:
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05 Jan 2026
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“the power’s out,” wonwoo says then. voice grave. and afraid. and like, oozing with regret, all of a sudden. he starts walking around the kitchen, flipping switches and stuff like it’s really going to do anything. he scratches his head in genuine confusion, then heads over to the window, pushing his blinds aside just barely to peek out.
“what do you mean the power’s out?” junhui squawks. “you know what? I need to go. do you want me to—I don’t know. I can like, call mingyu and he can talk you through how to fix it or whatever? or wait, why am I calling mingyu, you have his number, you can—”
“jun-ah,” wonwoo says, voice even graver, even more afraid, oozing with like, tons more regret somehow. “you’re not going anywhere. have you seen outside?”
“what?” junhui feels all the hair on his body stand straight up. in pure fear. utter horror. “I have to leave. there’s like, a storm coming, and I have plans to facetime soonyoungie later, and also, we’re totally not—”
oh, god. oh, fuck.
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22 Dec 2025
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Somewhere along the line, Mingyu wanted to be more than just the co-parent of his best friend's pup.
or an au where Alpha Mingyu offered to knock up his Omega best friend, Wonwoo.
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09 Dec 2025
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It's the first time he's really felt the impulse to snuggle up to an alpha after getting bred and he's not sure how he feels about it.
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Jihoon has never had a good heat. He's aggressive and demanding, and alphas don't respond well to him. So when he ends up at a heat hotel during a routine business trip and decides to order a room service alpha just for fun, the sudden onset of his heat two weeks early is an unwelcome surprise.
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30 Nov 2025
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Wonwoo is a sought-after music video producer in the Korean entertainment industry who struggles with a major creative block. To clear his head for an important upcoming project, he decides to take some time off and return to his hometown which he hasn't been to for over six years.
Junhui is a renowned barista and the manager of the most popular coffee shop in town. His world gets turned upside down without warning when his childhood friend - and secret crush - Wonwoo suddenly shows up on an unexpectedly busy evening shift.
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08 Nov 2025
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“My life is over,” Seungkwan sighs.
“I’m honestly surprised you’re not crying.”
“Could you have some empathy, please?”
“I’m sorry, Seungkwannie. It’s just – are you sure Hansollie and Haohao are dating?”
Or, Hansol and Minghao start dating, and Seungkwan is being really chill about it. She's coping! She's fine! (She's not fine.)
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04 Oct 2025
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A wild laugh escapes from Seungcheol’s throat. He’s clearly desperate. It’s a little bit funny, honestly. “They’re all so annoying, but I needed them to stop bothering me, so I just told them I have a boyfriend. And that he’s coming with me. So they can all shut up.”
Jeonghan pulls one hand free to grab a packet of creamer. “And you couldn’t think of anyone else to pathetically beg?”
“No, they asked me his name and—”
“You said me?”
“No, I said Yoon Jeonghan,” Seungcheol corrects.
(OR: Seungcheol needs Jeonghan to pretend to be his boyfriend, and Jeonghan needs to stop pretending he’s allergic to love.)
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15 Sep 2025
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Jihoon is tired—tired of the beeping monitors, the sterile walls, the constant reminders that his body isn’t his to control. His only escape is the old bench in the hospital courtyard, a space untouched by noise or interruption—until Soonyoung arrives, uninvited, unapologetic, and refusing to leave.
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05 Sep 2025
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“I want to have a baby.”
“What do you mean, have a baby? We can call Hansol, I’m sure he and Seungkwan would love a date night,” Seungcheol continues in the low drawl he uses when he’s trying to tease out the underlying mood of the conversation. Jeonghan can read every twitch of Seungcheol’s lips, every shift of his jaw. He’s an expert at it.
“No, Seungcheol,” he tries again. “I want to have a baby of my own. And I think you should be the one to— y’know,” Jeonghan vaguely gestures to his stomach. “Knock me up.”
(OR: Jeonghan asks his best friend to have a baby with him.)
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05 Sep 2025
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“You turned me,” Hansol says. That’s what’s happened. He’s sure. He lifts his thumb to his mouth anyway, pressing the pad into his canine. It doesn’t quite break the skin, but it’s sharp enough that it could. “Did I die?”
“Not quite,” Jeonghan plucks the pen out from behind his ear, holding it between his teeth to uncap it. He picks up his notebook and scribbles something down. “It was close. Not as close as Channie, but close enough that we were worried. You’ve been out for about a month.”
“Oh, fuck,” Hansol pushes himself to sit, but gets so dizzy that he slumps back down right away. “I missed Return of the Jedi?”
(OR: learning how to be a vampire, flirting with homosexuality, and the summer of 1983.)
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04 Sep 2025
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“Are they soulmate marks?” he asks, watching Seungkwan stick up the drawings. An astilbe, an iris, the sunflower, the hydrangea, the bouvardia. “These people are all your soulmates?”
“They were,” he replies, stepping back to look at the wall again. It looks nice, with a bit of colour—maybe he’ll sketch their faces next. He’s decent at art, in this life.
“You’re like, nineteen,” Jihoon says, sceptical. “I would be surprised if you had one mark, never mind five.”
“I haven’t known any of them in this life,” he says, backing up to sit on the floor beside Jihoon, who watches him closely. “I don’t think they even exist here. I’ve tried looking; there’s no record of them, anywhere.”
“Explain,” Jihoon insists. “From the beginning.”
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Boo Seungkwan lives his lives trying to figure out who he is, where he's from, and why he keeps being reborn. The twelve boys he falls in love with along the way make it worth it.
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28 Aug 2025
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“I have to go,” Hansol says, bending down to pick up his rucksack. “Don’t get into too much trouble while I’m gone, alright?”
“Trouble?” he replies, smoothing out the creases in Hansol’s t-shirt, touching him until the last moment possible. “I’ve never heard of her.”
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While Hansol is away on his trip, just about everything in Seungkwan's life changes, with Chan at the centre of it all.
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22 Aug 2025
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After their old coach quits right before the World Cup qualifiers, Seungcheol gets a call from his ex-rival and teammate Kim Mingyu begging him to coach South Korea's national football team. Problem: Seungcheol hasn't played in seven years, not since he got injured and left the team, irreparably breaking Mingyu's heart in the process. Other problem: Seungcheol is still stupidly, severely in love with him.
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18 Aug 2025
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“I could definitely last longer than you,” Seungcheol said before he could stop himself, surprising even Minghao, who snapped his head toward him with a look that could only be described as betrayal. Oops.
“Oh my god, not you too,” Minghao hissed.
Mingyu’s grin widened like a predator who just zeroed in on prey. Nope. Absolutely not. No, no, no – “Then it’s settled.”
“It’s not,” Seungcheol added quickly, “This is hypothetical.”
“Of course,” Mingyu replied, far too innocently, batting his eyelashes, “Hypothetically, we find someone, or someones — who are down. We each take a night. We compare notes.”
“You want to run a literal sex triathlon,” Minghao deadpanned.
“No, no— sex decathlon. Let’s not limit ourselves.”
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- Part 12 of tomorrows rendition (xmh x svt oneshots)
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20 Jul 2025
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04 Jul 2025