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All my poems, posted in mostly a chronological order of when they were written. Can serve as a journey through recovery; and the teenage years of a self-harming, socially anxious, depressive, suicidal, autistic (but doesn't really know it yet) girl - in other words: me...
Not expecting much traffic for this work, just wanted to have them all in one easily-accessible place.
I bear my soul in this poems: if no one reads them that's fine with me! -
You know it all, you're my best friend, the morning will come again, because no darkness, no season, can last forever by Cindy_Dahl
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
01 Dec 2021
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When Inej set out to the sea, she expected to come back to Ketterdam soon, as a confident woman with a reputation, having saved hundreds of people and reunited countless broken families. She expects to see a certain Barrel Boss waiting for her with his gloves off. She expects to come back happy.
She does not expect to hurry back after receiving a terrifying letter about said Barrel Boss. She does not expect to hurry back after over a year of avoiding the city. She does not expect to hurry back in fear.
OR: Kaz attempts suicide, and it is up to the crows to help him see that he is not alone, and to understand why he had decided to do so. However, can you save someone who had willingly sacrificed himself to the darkness, believing there is not space in the world for him?
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Queer themes and weird dreams as Tom, our gay punk hero, tries out being a farmer Pelican Town. Featuring a roller coaster of hopes, failures, crushes, self-doubt, coming out, friends with benefits, angst, a hipster doctor, your local punks, Emily’s delivery service, drugs, sex, spirits, magic, and lots of cursing.
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In which Alex is firmly in his comfort zone and James assesses his.
(Or: 'of course there's fucking admin').
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- Part 8 of Fight Me
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Brian finds something in the hotel suite the boys are sharing in Japan and feels as if his fantasy of having a relationship with Roger is slipping away from him. Roger, is of course oblivious to the guitarists feelings for him but when Brian falls into a deep depression the drummer is the one person that can pull him out of it.
But later problems arise because Brian's fantasy Roger isn't that angelic and Brian finds himself slipping into a world of jealous thoughts and poor actions till help comes from the most unlikely source.
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It starts when Akiteru calls Kuroo from Tsukishima's phone. Things snowball when he lies and says it’s a pocket dial. It only gets worse when Kuroo then confesses to Tsukishima in a rush while his family listens on.
It can’t be real. How has it happened this way? Kuroo can’t possibly like him.
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Their relationship existed in characters exchanged on a screen only. It all changed when Kuroo asked the question:
What are you doing this weekend?Or: It takes a village to bring these two idiots together. There's a not-so-secret underground network practically pushing them together, putting out fires, and helping along the way. Maybe Tsukishima and Kuroo will learn to return the favor. Whenever they get together that is.
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- Part 1 of The Romance Guru Club
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Go Row the Boat to Safer Grounds by lottielovebuzz
Fandoms: Mass Effect: Andromeda, Mass Effect - All Media Types
01 Dec 2021
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Sara Ryder wakes to find her father is dead, named her Pathfinder and her brother is in a coma. On top of all this, she must navigate a strange, new galaxy whilst undertaking a task she had no preparation for. No big deal. It's not like she's got entire species expecting her to find them new worlds, delivering on the "Golden Worlds" promise that the Initiative sold them. And it's also not like she's got new aliens to deal with and Kett to kill. She can totally manage. No problem, whatsoever.
A retelling of Mass Effect: Andromeda with heavy focus on the Jaal/Ryder romance.
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- Part 1 of The Sky is Open Wide
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Mizuchi the harlequin rabbit had always seen herself as one-of-a-kind. This of course being as a result of her endangered status. She had always looked down on others, especially the white dwarf rabbit who "stole" her boyfriend and ruined her life. However, after taking up a new interest in music, she finds herself enjoying her life alongside a new hyena friend.
(partially inspired by my short story "The Leftovers' New Member" on Wattpad with quite a few changes)
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN "BEASTARS"!
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The night is deep. It’s cold, and Kageyama Tobio misses someone.
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- English
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- 2,403
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- Kudos:
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Anything To Hear You (Say It One More Time) by mgrnn
Fandoms: Hermitcraft, Minecraft (Video Game)
01 Dec 2021
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Bdubs scoffed. “Etho, why in the world have you called me out of the blue just to ask about how my day went?”
There was a pause. Etho dropped his head to the ground again, too tired to hold it up anymore. He shifted his left arm so the communicator lay close to his head, allowing him to speak quieter. He didn’t feel like he had the strength to keep speaking so loudly.
His eyes were heavy, and all he wanted was to fall asleep right now, listening to Bdubs' voice until he couldn’t hear anything at all.
“Etho?”
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Prompt: Character A is about to die, and rather than try to get help, he calls Character B to talk to him one last time before he goes.
Except Bdubs won't let Etho die.
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Desperate by ohmyecchi
Fandoms: League of Legends, Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
01 Dec 2021
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Ekko thought he was ready, he was sure he was ready,but he wasn't he was frustrated, ashamed but mainly he was so desperate, desperate for a change, desperate for things to be different, desperate for her to be the same .
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Deltarune: Eden of the Soul is a story written based on the events of Deltarune: Chapter One, and contains events from Deltarune: Chapter Two.
As a relationship forms between The Warrior and The Bruiser, The Mage and The Hopeful search for the truth behind the connection of the two worlds. The Knight attempts to plunge the world into darkness, and the Delta Warriors must band together once more, with new faces partaking in the journey to new places, all while two teenagers try to manage a relationship.
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Soulmates...? by ApathenaTheGoddess
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
01 Dec 2021
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Bakugo never was interested when he was told he had a soulmate as a child.
Kirishima is always in his best friends shadow.
Then there's you, who is just trying to make it through each day.Series
- Part 1 of MHA Mini Fics
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After Yuta crashes his car, Doyoung realises he has had enough of him.
Dumped and homeless Yuta spends the summer in Mark's boyfriend's uncle's moldy garage, until Taeil remembers his friend from uni needing a roommate.
His very cute friend from uni that is.
But life is never that easy.
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It's not that he misses Doyoung, really, being apart has made him realise how bad they were together. They were probably doomed from the beginning honestly, both so different.
It's just that with every failed relationship it gets clearer to him that the one thing all his failures have in common is...him.
And maybe that's just the thing.
Maybe Yuta is unloveable?
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Tivon is an ordinary prince of Kingdom of Naydawin, prepared to become a king in a less than a month. But he bears secrets, the past that he doesn't want to show. His father, The King, reminds him of it every single day to the point when Tivon can't take it anymore and runs away. Little does he know that he awaits an adventure that he would never anticipate in a million years. His path is crossed by one of the most feared pirate ships in all Krens. And right on that ship he stumbles upon a particular guy that changes his whole life.
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Eye of Your Storm by Trephacard
Fandoms: Castlevania (Cartoon), 悪魔城ドラキュラ | Castlevania Series
01 Dec 2021
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Adrian pressed his knuckle affectionately against the top of the dog’s head, just between his ears. At one point he had spoken to the little dog, called his name that he had come to know the creature by, and had conversations as he went about the Castle with them lopping aside his feet, but he couldn’t remember the last time he had spoken a word.
There was no point. He had tried to teach, to guide… to care, and for his troubles, he had almost been killed, betrayed in a moment so open and vulnerable. He had no need for words anymore, not spoken at least.
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Darkest Destiny: A Tangled Story by Fanfic_Acolyte_Vanessa
Fandoms: Rapunzel's Tangled Adventure (Cartoon)
01 Dec 2021
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An AU in which Cassandra kills Zhan Tiri right before she is able to steal the Moonstone, and goes on to acquire the Sundrop as she had previously intended. With both in her possession, she becomes a virtual demigoddess, usurping the throne and becoming the self imposed Queen of Corona. With Rapunzel left powerless, there is no one left to oppose her, and all who resist her rule are imprisoned or made examples of. Cassandra takes Rapunzel as her bride, using her as a means to mollify the tensions of Corona's defeated people, and also to take out her darkest desires upon...
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Hello everyone! 🤗
I've been recently rewatching The 100, and I found myself shipping two characters I didn't before. So, this story is going to be a slow burn about; Murphy slowly falling in love with Bellamy Blake.
I don't own The 100, I'm just using it's characters for a fanfic. Also, go support the directors; Bob Morley, Henry Ian Cusick and Bharat Nalluri in watching The 100 in it's entirety!
Things to expect in this story; boyxboy, soft Murphy, fears, cuddling, angst, self hatred and a happy ending.
‘Murphy doesn’t trust anyone but himself, so when he starts feeling something different for Bellamy; his perspective on people changes.’
If this story interests you, great! Read on. If it doesn't, keep scrolling. Enjoy. ☺️
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Eragon doesn't grow up the same as the books. A bit of a rework if you will. Well, its completely different. There will be some similar situations, Eragon doesn't start out with the Varden. I suck at summarizing this.
So a coworker saw the title of this and thought it was a typo. Its not, I promise.
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"They will not be meeting with union representatives, because they will never reach one."
Lost in the city of Nolybab, Abe finds himself stumbling upon the office of a union representative, Mr. Ryce, and tries to get his help. Neither of them realize the path this decision will lead them on as these two beings from entirely different backgrounds begin to develop an unexpected bond.
But the question is, how long will they be able to keep it together?Series
- Part 1 of Abe's Saga: Beyond the Quintology