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When Mikado started dating Izaya it was like a dream but after a year of being together, Mikado has realised their relationship isn’t as perfect as he thought. Now, battling with his responsibilities with the Dollars and the feeling of being betrayed by the two people he trusted the most - the teen has reached his breaking point.
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- Part 2 of Mine and Yours
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Do you think you could love and trust again, when you would have been bullied your whole life? Bullied so much to the point that you hate yourself and think that you aren't worthy anything anymore and that you don't want anybody's help, not even from your closest friends?
Do you think you could?
This story is about such a boy named Kim Jongdae, who is going to find this out.
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Weakness in A Man by Nesrie, Paladin (Nesrie)
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
25 Mar 2019
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An unexpected rider visits John's home, and a relationship begins to reform in unexpected ways, well at least unexpected for someone.
Spoiler Warning - so I haven't finished the entire game. Just expect this to be spoilerish for the whole thing and avoid if you don't want to know things.
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Yoongi and Namjoon's relationship through the years. How they grew from just boys in the same boat to best friends and partners for life.
Each milestone has it's own drabble.
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The Sexual Re-Education of Bucky Barnes by Thorfanficwriter
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
24 Mar 2019
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Set in a post-Infinity War AU, Bucky's deprogramming is successful and he needs a girl.
For a while now, I've had this idea in my head "okay, what if Steve wasn't the virgin but Bucky was?" As I started writing, I felt like that was a little too extreme. Speaking of extreme, my head canon is HYDRA created the modern blueprint for brainwashing so poor Buck was denied absolutely everything that made him feel human, but they had to do something to counter the enhanced hormones.
Luckily, I also watched IW again and paid closer attention to our hero. We get an indication that the happy-go-lucky side of Buck wasn't completely destroyed. I decided to try something a bit different (from what I've come across anyway) where he's somewhere between still-a-mess and completely-cured.
Finally, anytime I started imagining Bucky in any situation, Sam would always pop into my head with some kind of dig or commentary. This story would be nothing without him!
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Jotaro Kujo’s Turbulent Youth, 1988-9 by PadawanNerd
Fandoms: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
24 Mar 2019
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In which Kujo Jotaro meets four people who change his life, lots of people who want to end his life, Star Platinum, and a dog. But not in that order.
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A continuation of "The Boyhood of Jotaro Kujo, 1978-88".
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When John is confronted with the realization of his sexuality, and his attraction to Arthur, he makes the first move, and Arthur makes all the rest.
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Emma Agreste had a relatively normal life - well, as normal as someone's whose father died before they were born can be. At least up until the beginning of her second year in lycée, which brings a new villain terrorising Paris and an army of secrets - both old and new. Meanwhile she is caught in between three red headed boys: her witty and sometimes annoying best friend, Alexandre; the new boy, the shy but sweet Noa; and her new partner, the amazing and smart Polka Dots. Emma finds herself in a situation that might turn out to have roots that go much deeper than anyone would have thought. Can she and her allies find out what's really happening before it's too late?
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- Part 4 of Stolen Happy Ending AU
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Слёзы капнули с его глаз на пол возле тела Джеймса. Сириус стиснул кулак на ткани его рубашки, обращая лицо к потолку и крича от боли и горя, как воющий на луну оборотень. Когда в груди засаднило от нехватки воздуха, он закрыл глаза, задыхаясь и всхлипывая. А потом услышал это: тихий плач, почти что ответ его собственному. Сириус задержал дыхание и медленно поднял голову, чтобы посмотреть на лестничный пролёт. Плач продолжался, и вскоре Сириус понял, что он — детский.
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Katsuki Yuri a Grand Prix döntőn szerzett ezüstérme és egyéb elért sikerei után már a következő versenyszezonra készül Oroszországban, ám egy véletlenül kihallgatott beszélgetés miatt meging a Viktorba vetett bizalma. Saját, belső démonain kívül kényes, ki nem mondott kérdések és sérelmek, szőnyeg alá söpört problémák nehezítik számára a felkészülést élete legfontosabb versenyére, ráadásul a média áskálódásai, a nemzetközi sportvilágban zajló események és a japán szurkolók elvárásai is csak fokozzák terheit. Ám mindeközben rá kell döbbennie, nem ő az egyetlen, aki terheket cipel - ahogy arra is, hogy nem lehet minden problémát folyton a szőnyeg alá söpörni.
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Mark and Seán have ended their YouTube careers. That leaves their Egos with one option to keep themselves from fading as the fans start to forget them: Leave their dimensional plane, and live in the humans'. But the Outside is new and unknown to the Egos, with rules and laws they have a hard time understanding.
Warning that this series will contain Major Character Death, Graphic Depictions of Violence, Strong Language, Manipulation in the form of Gaslighting and development of Stockholm Syndrome, Major Character Injury, Mob Mentalities, and more. All chapters are tagged with proper warnings (ones without warnings are older and need updated), and if you want a tag added, please inform the author! They will be added immediately, and the author encourages readers to say something if one is forgotten.
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- Part 1 of The Outside
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I'm Going to Change You Like a Remix by TheMsource
Fandoms: Undertale (Video Game), Dancetale - Fandom
24 Mar 2019
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You felt a light sheen of sweat start to build...you could still feel the skeleton looking at you.
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- Part 1 of Songs of Fate
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Eggshells by El_Imprestavel
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV), The Umbrella Academy (Comics)
24 Mar 2019
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He can't fail. He can't disappoint. Never. That’s what being Number One means, in the Umbrella Academy.
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Luctor et Salvo by PsychaoticButterscotch
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
24 Mar 2019
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Inko Midoriya knew what she was. She was a girl with green hair and a shy personality. She knew that her best friend was Mitsuki and she held the personality opposite of Inko’s. Inko knew her quirk wasn’t the strongest or the flashiest, she acknowledged the fact that her weak quirk won’t let her stop from surpassing her own limits. Inko saw the rising of heroes, the increase of crimes, the doubts of others when she wants to help people too.
Inko Midoriya wanted to be a hero.
A bright future where she’s contributed to society and feel the tension of fear rinse away from anyone who still flinches when they see a villain. But things change over time.
Although, she guesses that her own way would make up for it. Illegal or not, this job was to save people, right?
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- Part 1 of Luctor et Salvo
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❝How long had it been since we met like this? I couldn't remember.
For the lonelier part of me, the hyungs had become my friends, family, and teachers. My story was intertwined with theirs, and I only existed within them.❞「THE NOTES • Love Yourself; Answer」
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in which Jungkook goes back to his 13 yr old body to make sure his hyungs don't self destruct while looking for themselves in the chaos of the idol life.
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strangers like me by pineblossom
Fandoms: 風が強く吹いている | Kaze ga Tsuyoku Fuiteiru | Run with the Wind (Anime)
24 Mar 2019
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Really, Kakeru thought, if you took away his ability to outrun just about anyone else in his age category, there was nothing about him that stood out.
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L'EDgendary by Dobanochi
Fandoms: Ed Edd n Eddy, Robin Hood (1973), Zootopia (2016), Robin Hood - All Media Types
24 Mar 2019
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The most ambitious crossover ever? A coming-of-age story that sees the Cul-de-Sac boys and Sherwood Forest's Merry Men come face-to-face with their own insecurities when they come face-to-face with one another... in a third property's universe. An exploration of friendship, leadership, angst, love, and the divide between who we are and who we choose to be.
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- English
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- 53,807
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- 5/5
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This Is How Life Strikes by GreyForceUser (ReyandKyloforever)
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
24 Mar 2019
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Rey Smith has a vision and passion to reform the foster care system. She endured a dark childhood and wants to make sure other children don't have to suffer the way she did. Abandoned and hurt, she keeps her heart tightly guarded.
Kylo Ren has climbed the corporate ladder, not caring about the consequences on his way to get there. He has prestige, wealth, and is a renowned master at his craft for First Order Consulting. He has everything he’s ever wanted, so he thinks.
When Kylo begins working for Rey to help launch her nonprofit organization, the two adversaries are drawn to each other, even if both resist the connection. As their interactions progress, they are forced to look at the lives they are living and figure out if they are in fact, living life.
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the wonderful part of the mess that we made by heresie_irisee
Fandoms: Miraculous Ladybug
24 Mar 2019
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They knew.
They knew, and there would be no magical reset button for the memories they'd made today. She'd have to see him at school every day, and she'd see the Chat in him, as surely as he'd see the Ladybug in her.
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The days go by, your frustration accumulates, and you are tired of crying. You become aggressive at work, you isolate yourself, you claim risky operations, you focus on your responsibilities to the point of erasing your surroundings. You almost prefer the solitude of silence to the pleasant company of Serena, your precious friend. Surely, she suspects something, and your guilt resurfaces and sucks you into its black-hole. Therefore, you push Serena away. She invites you several times to relax at the fireplace at her house, to have a drink at Albie's, to catch an insignificant comedy at the cinema, but you discard these invitations that would've made you happy if there wasn't this implosive emptiness in you that prevents you from functioning. And it makes you cry, again.