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Push And Pull by pikestaff
Fandoms: キラキラ☆プリキュアアラモード | KiraKira ☆ PreCure A La Mode, プリキュア | PreCure | Pretty Cure Series
26 May 2018
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Set the day after the infamous (and very gay) Episode 25 happens. Akira has confessed her love - but will they decide to become an official couple? Is Yukari even alright with that? Sort of inspired by Macaronage of Love and Excitement.
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- English
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- 812
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- 1/1
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- 1
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There was a post on the Destiel Port FB group about voices or noise in your own head that made it hard to complete a thought or sentence. This made me think of my own issues with noise that buzzes in my head that causes my depression/anxiety to cave in on me and leads me into a dark place or toward a panic attack or other pattern of self-deprecation or harm. This train of thought brought to mind Dean Winchester (my spirit animal ♡)
☆ Dean has untapped artistic abilities that are uncovered while he is in an inpatient care unit for depression/anxiety/self-harm. Castiel is an artist who volunteers at the care unit. -
In Waking Dreams by AParisianShakespearean
Fandoms: Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types
26 May 2018
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He sees her. Not as the Herald, or as a mage, or as the woman who took the mantle of the Inquisitor. He sees her as he sees the sun after so many years of midnight. He sees her, and he sees the future that he needs to protect. When she sees him, all of him, she sees him as the rose in the garden that lasted through the winter. The one that endured, to become all the more beautiful.
A slow burn novelization of Inquisition, focusing on the moments between Inquisitor Lydia Trevelyan and her commander. As the events of Inquisition unfold, so do their own personal struggles, issues, torrid pasts, and feelings for one another. Sprinklings of other characters here and there. Slightly diverges from canon. Rated E for later chapters.
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- Part 1 of Dreams
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The month long assignment by Toast_from_the_morning
Fandoms: Ao no Exorcist | Blue Exorcist
26 May 2018
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Random teams of two are picked to go on a month long assignment, to go to random places miles away from the academy to investigate demon activity. Rin would not mind being on the assignment any other time with Shima, but having just realized he may have a crush on the odd pink haired boy, making him question his sexuality completely, he is not looking forward to going on a month long assignment with only him miles away form the academy.
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- English
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- 959
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- 1/1
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Bellamy is left feeling empty after the morning ripped his chest open.
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She was alone in so many ways. Life was not kind to her and she wanted it to end. Reaching the last straw she traveled the streets home to set in motion a plan formed years ago. . . . Then he appears. A man of legend, if you can call him a man.
She wants him to leave but he keeps coming back. He comes back every night and tells her she's a goddess. Not any goddess, but HIS. She doesn't want to be HIS anything because that would mean having to open up about all she's trying to hide from.
A year after they meet she is forced to acknowledge that he has grown on her. Now she must decide how much she is willing to give to keep him close.
Will she give him her past with her heart? Or will she take her secrets to her grave?. . .
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On the Rocks by RoseByAnyOtherName (badxwolfxrising)
Fandoms: Doctor Who, Doctor Who (2005), Doctor Who & Related Fandoms, Broadchurch
26 May 2018
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A seedy London pub, a blonde bartender, a grumpy detective, and the night that changed both of their lives. A Hardy/Rose AU.
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- Part 3 of 50 Prompt Challenge
- Part 9 of The Broadchurch Files
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Fallen from the Stars by madmalina
Fandoms: X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies), X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom, X-Men (Movies)
26 May 2018
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Erik’s only purpose in life is to find and kill the man who had his parents executed—Sebastian Shaw, Captain of the Emperor’s fleet. When Erik gets assigned to a job under Shaw’s command—on the spaceship supposed to take the Crown Prince across the galaxy—he’s sure he’s closer to fulfilling his destiny than he has ever been before.
Charles is apprehensively awaiting the day of his twenty-fifth birthday, when he’ll be crowned Emperor, because not only does he have high doubts about his own suitability for the job, he fears the crushing responsibilities it will bring, and ultimately wants nothing more than to live a quiet and peaceful life.
However, the trip across the planets of Charles’ future Empire turns out differently than they both expected, shedding light on intrigues reaching back decades into the past, and forcing both men to put their lives into each other’s hands, even though their differences are seemingly infinite.
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Are You Okay? by mueslispidey
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
26 May 2018
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You really like Bucky, like, a lot. You're just too shy to tell him how you feel. Steve gives you an out to spend time with him, and it's probably the best day of your life.
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Electric Fool by Drowninginworkbutstill
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
25 May 2018
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Electricity is a lot easier to control within yourself. Needless to say, Kaminari's experimented with it a lot, altering brain circuits and firing up his muscles. The results aren't always so good.
He smiles and pretends everything is fine, even if he's barely coping.
Bakugou and Kirishima notice.
Unfortunately, someone else learns of his 'talents'.
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The years before Stefon found himself on Weekend Update were some of the weirdest, and lowest points in his life. He wouldn't say he hated them, but there were only a few moments he would look back on in fond memory.
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The Story of Stefon Zolesky (Meyers), Saturday Night Live's finest hot mess/City Correspondent, and his life from 2006 to 2018. -
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In an unfamiliar familiar place, Roxas finds familiar unfamiliar faces. Whatever he'd thought to find upon returning to Sora, it wasn't what he got. Faced with something he'd known all along that was entirely new, the story Roxas had thought was over had only passed into the next chapter.
Having chosen to vanish forever, Xion comes face-to-face with a reality she wasn't prepared for. In her search for a sense of self beyond what had been borrowed, she finds an unexpected and unpredictable ally. With the help of friends, she seeks something she'd never considered she'd be allowed to find.
Ten years earlier Ventus opens his eyes on a beach and discovers he isn't as alone as he'd thought, and the person there with him isn't exactly the person he thought he'd known.
And above all else, Sora's heart is a place with its own kind of magic.
Canon divergent as of D23, hell yes. Includes elements from the BBS novel adaptations that are not found in the game canon. Canon-adjacent. Two stories for the price of one! Increasingly implied VenVan.Tags may update, character tags cover characters who actually appear, not discussed characters.
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Do you think you could love and trust again, when you would have been bullied your whole life? Bullied so much to the point that you hate yourself and think that you aren't worthy anything anymore and that you don't want anybody's help, not even from your closest friends?
Do you think you could?
This story is about such a boy named Kim Jongdae, who is going to find this out.
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Trinkets Out of Time by Gimmemore
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
25 May 2018
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Spock reflects on many things in his life after receiving devastating news, but a small box delivered to his quarters changes his perception of everything. Many choices lie before him, but can he make the one that will fundamentally alter not only his life, but his captain's as well, before it's too late?
Chapter One set within Star Trek Beyond
Chapter Two set post Star Trek Beyond
Chapter Three set post Star Trek Beyond
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Class 1-A still has much to learn after their many encounters with the League of Villains and even more when it comes to witnessing death. How will they continue to grow alongside each other as well as be each others pillars in times of need?
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- Part 1 of My Hero Academia |僕のヒーローアカデミア
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Forgiving others isn't easy. Forgiving yourself is even harder; especially when your heart is involved.
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Running out of suppressants is never a good thing... especially in the middle of a mission. But it's ok, because alpha suppressants should totally work? A pills a pill right?
Oh how he was so very wrong. After winding up the play thing of Shiro, Keith decides to swoop and save him. Gradually our broody alpha saves our traumatised omega, and the pair find themselves expecting... a whole heap of trouble.
Lance is a ball of insecurities thanks to being the only omega on the ship.
Shiro is kind of a dick...
And Keith's smitten by Lance
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taichi didn’t check his watch the day he was supposed to have met his soulmate (oops), so now he has no fucking clue who his soulmate is.
euijeong realizes pretty quickly that the pretty but also very sick silver haired boy he helped—his soulmate, mind you—doesn’t know that they’re soulmates and now he was no idea what to do.
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With the fate of the universe on his shoulders, Adam is forced to make the hard call and do whatever it takes to ensure the timeline is safe. - Spoilers for episode s01e08 "Savage Night."
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"That's the only reason John let me live after he found out!" Kay screams
Her brothers freeze, eyes going wide.
"Kay, what do you mean?" Dean asks hoarsely
"John found out while the two of you were on your own hunt," Kay begins "he nearly killed me in that Motel room, but then he saw how fast some of the injuries healed and how much it took him to really hurt me."
"Kay, that-" Sam croaks but Kay speaks over him as if he never spoke.
"He told me then and there that I had only one reason for living and that was to make sure you two lived no matter the cost of myself," the boys got paler as she spoke, "you were never to know." Kay laughs bitterly then, "You know those times he would get super drunk and angrier than we've ever seen him?" They nod mutely, "He always waited until the two of you were gone before he would take his anger out on me. He could never bring himself to actually hit the two of you, me though? I wasn't really one of his children, I was a monster and that's all a monster like me was good for and deserved."