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When Dean realizes he has feelings for his longtime best friend, Cas, he struggles to accept it, along with his newfound sexuality. Asking Charlie for advice results in an explosive argument that threatens the very foundation of his friendship with her.
Dean copes with his ever-growing emotional turmoil through music and songwriting and finds success in expressing himself in a way he was never able to with words. He finally decides to express his feelings to Cas, but he hesitates every time he tries.
He is shattered when he sees Cas in the arms of another, and he has to come to terms that his hesitation may have ruined his chance at finding the happiness he truly believes he doesn't deserve.
But fate may have other plans.
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Corners of Reality by AMidnightDreary
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Thor (Movies)
24 May 2022
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When Tony invents a time machine, he doesn't think it will actually work. He also neither expects nor wants to be dragged into a century old war between a bunch of immortals, let alone into some weird caricature of a romance with one of those immortals.
But well, here they are.
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Mayoi has a type. He has a comfort zone.
So when his feelings start to stray somewhere unfamiliar, somewhere he is not accustomed to...
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Forced Manipulation by Explosive_Gay_Boi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
24 May 2022
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After months of arguing, Katsuki's parents decided to break it off. Little did the two know, Katsuki's life would be going to Hell.
Started: April 27th, 2020
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“Please don’t lie to me, Wilbur. Don’t make this any harder than it already is.”
Wilbur couldn’t tell the truth. He couldn’t look his father in the eyes and tell him how he wanted to die. He couldn’t sit in this room, surrounded by his family and tell them that he had planned to die tonight. He couldn’t… do that to them. Ever. “Techno and I got in a fight and the bridge broke. Nothing more happened. I…” For what felt like the first time in years, Wilbur couldn’t get himself to lie. “It was a fight.”
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In which Wilbur has to learn how to move on and live in a world after a failed suicide attempt.
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- Part 6 of Optimismverse!
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Long haul Remus story. Book three covers his third year.
I'm back!
Remus’s third year has him dealing with taking all the electives, his friends starting to date, and, in addition to the stress of being a werewolf, he’s also finally realized something about himself that he is slowly trying to accept. Which just brings on a whole new slew of problems.
The world of Shifting Lines will eventually include Wolfstar. Mostly canon with a few exceptions.
Updated every Tuesday!
Content warning tags are used in each chapter.
(Don't really need to read the others before this I think)
I also want to make it clear I do not agree with Rowling's views. This is a very pro-LGBT+ series, there will be a lot of queer characters once they're older (though we do start getting that in this book!). That being said, the general wizarding society in this is very anti-LGBT+. I will keep the hate to a minimum, but it will be a story where the characters are afraid to/cannot come out publicly. But this is a queer story written by a queer author!Series
- Part 3 of Shifting Lines
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Love and Lies by KokiAvocado
Fandoms: New Dangan Ronpa V3: Everyone's New Semester of Killing, Dangan Ronpa - All Media Types
24 May 2022
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Hopes Peak, the school for gifted juveniles, is filled with ultimate students which creates abnormal soulmarks (small, magical prints given to graduating students) and soulmate pairings.
Class 53 are close to receiving theirs, and most of them are excited beyond imagination.
What happens when Ouma Kokichi, the boy who doesn't want a soulmark, gets two? What will happen when he finds out his soulmates are his two best friends?Series
- Part 1 of Love and Lies
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The Pale King can’t stop thinking about void creeping past his every defense.
The Hollow Knight knows they can not bear to go through with their containment, but does not understand why they know.
Hornet sees a dead kingdom around her when she is surrounded by thriving life.
A vessel stands on the edge of Hallownest decades earlier than they ought to have arrived.
Deep below, the Void waits. -
no name by BOTTOMGOJO
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
24 May 2022
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this world is cruel, yet somehow still so beautifulNO NAME ━ mha quirks au.
in which after the heros infiltration of the league of villians
rumored hidden facility - geto falls in love with the boy that
the god of villains plotted to destroy the hero society with.Series
- Part 2 of sugusato chaptered fics
- Part 7 of all my sugusato
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Falling in Reverse by DredgenSoul
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
23 May 2022
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Above her head, Percy saw the symbol of claiming, normal for a demigod at most times, but this one… this one was something no one in history had ever seen before or even expected to see.
A flaming silver bow with gold-tipped arrows running through it, all fitting with a flaming outline of a wolf’s jaw.
A symbol that was, presumably, meant for one goddess. A goddess that should not have a child, but one Armani and I had theorized on nonetheless. “All hail Armani, The first daughter of Artemis, goddess of the hunt, the moon, and chastity,” Chiron said, shaking in surprise as he was, along with the mixed reaction from the others around us.
Armani stood there speechless, her mouth opening and closing but now sound came out, only to then look up, look at the sword in her hand and groan loudly.
“Just once, just once I couldn’t have any good luck.”
Indeed, and for what was certainly not the first time, Percy wished his sister was anything but unique.
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- Part 1 of The NEO Anthology
- Part 1 of The Multiversal Instance of Counterparts
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Michael is overwhelmed with his workload and is starting to lose himself. Luckily, Gabriel and Raphael find him just in time. Cue some angelic pampering.
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Living to Die, Dying to Live - Shen Qingqiu Still Remembers by PinkPetalSalamander
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 May 2022
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All he had in the nothingness was his memories, and his regret. And it seems nothing can absolve him of these regrets, not even Meng Po's soup.
So instead he gets a chance. A chance to absolve them himself.
Only when he becomes whole will he be ready to move on.Rated M just to be safe in case it gets darker later.
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Tubbo only broke the kiss when he felt smiling against his lips. Confused and flustered and a million other things at once, Tubbo let Ranboo lean his forehead against his own, their breathing in sync.
"What?" Tubbo asked as Ranboo didn't back away, his eyes shut and shaking with occasional giggles. "What?"
And when Ranboo opened his eyes and stared directly through Tubbo's and into his soul, Tubbo only just managed to catch the simple but powerful word he chose to respond with:
"Finally."
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As the line between platonic and romantic blurs into obscurity, Tubbo learns how it feels to be in love. And it is a terrifying, beautiful feeling.
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It's a late night on the Meteor, and Dave's alone in his room with only his thoughts for company. He needs to talk to someone, but he isn't ready to actually do so yet - so he boots up Pesterchum, to send some messages to someone who can't get them. At the very least, he can get some shit off his chest.
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- Part 8 of 15 Short Fics Under 2k Challenge
- Part 1 of Late Nights
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Long POV Regulus Black fic. Slow updates. Im just writing this up in my free time for fun.
Triggers include:
-Regulus getting raped
-Underage drug and drink abuse
-Toxic Friendships and Self Hatred/Destruction
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Nightmare has grown weary of the constant strife between himself and his brother. Every time he manages to fuel the ever-persistent need for negativity in his system, Dream and his friends immediately sap it out of him.
So, Nightmare has decided he was done. If they believed the multiverse was better without negativity, he was okay with that. He'd well descended past apathy years ago.
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When Jungkook and Taehyung go with Jimin to meet a friend, they did not expect their whole lives to change.
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Dante's in a bad headspace and, when Gru's daughters bring up past failings it makes things even worse. He didn't expect Vergil to care or to console him.
Written for VictoriaQuesen4 and does mention Dante's daughter
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Dripping Gold by vvverbatim
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist (Anime 2003)
23 May 2022
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When Alfons turned back to Ed, he could hear scribbling, scratching out, and scribbling once more as the figure before him muttered under his breath like an incantation.
“Al… Alphonse… Where are you? I need you here with me.”
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Michael Afton tries to live his recently scooped life, featuring a roommate made of wires, a very sweet neighbor, and the inescapability of working for Fazbear Entertainment.
(and maybe a few more surprises along the way)