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Theories About Yourself by 50s_housewife_with_a_dark_secret
Fandoms: Detroit: Become Human (Video Game)
25 Jun 2021
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Connor has anxiety. Hank is late to work on a daily basis. Amanda is gone (good riddance) (and Connor misses her). Markus can't afford to be a diva. Gavin is a walking headache. North both keeps Markus from going insane and is the main reason for him to go insane. Hank is either friends or enemies with Chris but no one is sure which, especially Hank and Chris. Kara is awkward as hell. It's a mess, but hey, it can always get worse.
Now to be continued because I figured out how to end this story in a way that actually makes me happy.
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- Part 1 of Theories
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Forgiveness Doesn’t Taste Like This by EvilPeaches
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
25 Jun 2021
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Being amplified, the way they are, means more than just being powerful.
It means watching everyone you love die.
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The dystopian fic where the Darkling wins and successfully uses Alina's powers to weaponize the Fold for years. Until finally, when 'peace' arrives, he allows her the freedom to leave his side once more. Only, she's not allowed to go alone. Which is a problem.Series
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UNEXPECTED OCCURENCE by Victoria557 for earlgreytea68
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
25 Jun 2021
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Barely five months after Sherlock's death, John was slowly yet so ever damn surely falling apart. Every day since then, he had just been surviving not living. When Lestrade phone him, with nervousness and uncertainty in his voice, asking for some help with a case since Anderson who usually did the forensic stuff, and another worker who examined the body had been unfortunately unavailable and with the downfall of Lestrade's record recently, he couldn't afford to risk another scolding from his supervisor, John agreed, despite the forming of the painful twist in his stomach at the thought of being at a crime scene without a certain arrogant high-functioning sociopath. Never did he expect to encounter such a surreal event and never did he expect to find out Sherlock having a secret - well secret would be unfitting as the man himself didn't realize this
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Alex told me to finish off what he started. Kill everyone involved and then myself. But really, I was the one who started it, wasn’t I? I was even involved with exactly that. Murder. Constant death. All by my very own bloodstained hands.
I would now rather have that life back. I’d rather have everyone still alive, even if every second my life was threatened. I’d rather have Brian’s smile back. Alex’s constant snark. Jay being nosy and impulsive.
Because then, at least, I’d have punches to roll with.
“Tim?”
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Noelle Sinclair, age 28 and born into poverty and out of wedlock. After her mother's death at a young age, she's forced to learn how to become an adult and fast. She's able to get back on her feet for just a little while but tragically gets let go. With the rent due around the corner, she opens her grandfather's letter, which sends her diving headfirst into the world of farming- something she knows very little about. Not only is she fighting to keep her grandfathers legacy, but struggling for survival as she adjusts to farm life. Things worsen after a deep infatuation begins to grow for the small-town doctor. Why him out of all the villagers of Pelican Town, is it out of pity or genuine attraction?
Dr. Harvey Becker, age 38 and falling in and out of the stages of grief whilst on the verge of a mid-life crisis. After losing the life of someone significant to him, he finds it difficult to form a meaningful bond with the other villagers. Harvey was certain he'd never be able to recover until a young farmer moves in, completely flipping his life on his head. Tired of being sick and tired, Harvey takes a leap of faith, hoping these love escapades wouldn't worsen their lives in the future.
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- Part 1 of Stardew Valley: Bluebell Farm
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Words hit harder than a punch ever could. Please stop hitting me by emy_writes_fanfiction
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
25 Jun 2021
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After a painful heartbreak it's easy to give in into the beautiful promises and loving words of your friend and soon lover. You instantly agree to moving in with him, desperate for comfort but also regretting not thinking twice (or even once) about it.
"DO YOU LISTEN TO ME?"
And another hit.
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- Part 5 of emys angst
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- 384
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Impatient they start, Fearful they end by Robyn_Runestone
Fandoms: Layton Kyouju Series | Professor Layton Series
25 Jun 2021
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"What else is new, Layton?", he snapped, "I've been making mistakes all my life! My mistakes have hurt too many people to count! My mistakes have destroyed my home and the one person I consider family!"
"If you die, then there's no way you'll be able to fix any of the mistakes you've made! I can help you, Desmond! I want to help you!"
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With the Bostonius destroyed and his best friend dead, Desmond Sycamore feels like he has no choice but to end it all.
Hershel Layton won't let him.- Language:
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Whenever I see DJ being so carefree around food, a pit in my own stomach forms. Part of me wishes that I could be like that again, but it seems like it’s impossible. DJ’s just sitting here, shoving down whatever food the caterers set out for us, and then there’s me... Feeling internally stoic, tense, and uncomfortable. Just being in the presence of food is enough to give me the nervous jitters.
**Follow the ups and downs of recovery through this collection of one-offs from the "Relief" AU... including "deleted" scenes from "Relief" & "You Have Come To The Right Place" or drabbles I've come up with that are are not in the exact timeframe of either. They are NOT in any particular order! Timelines will be signified in the author's notes.***
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- Part 3 of Relief
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“Sure thing, kiddo,” Schlatt told Tubbo. He looked over at Tommy. “You can take your cloak off if you want, kid.”
“I’m not a kid,” Tommy said automatically, immediately gripping onto his cloak more tightly.
He didn’t want Tubbo to hate him. As much as Tommy hated to admit it, he actually liked Tubbo quite a bit, and if he took the cloak off, Tommy was sure to be cast out immediately.
Or, Tommy runs away from Dream, hiding his wings from everyone he knows.
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- Part 1 of Singing in the Dead of Night
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The mountain is harsh, but the cats who live there are even harsher.
Pine is set on healing any cat who crosses his path. But will his sister stop him when it matters most?
Dew refuses to ever be helpless again. No matter the cost!
Patch will do anything to protect her family. And nothing will get in her way...
Can these fierce siblings find their place in a clan that only welcomes the strong?
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- Part 1 of The Storyteller
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Swan Dive (Get Back Up And Fly) by pseudonomicon
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
25 Jun 2021
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Izuku follows Bakugo's advice and kills himself. Somehow, he survives.
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You will never understand by Anonymous
Fandoms: Jesus Christ Superstar - All Media Types, Christian Bible (New Testament)
25 Jun 2021
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He had given him a purpose, and he soon snatched it away.
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It's extremely lonely out in space. How they deal with it is not necessarily healthy.
Explores their entire star-crossed relationship from Series 1 - TPL
I plan on doing 2 short stories per series and one for TPL and two for BTE as well as a conclusion (26 stories total), so it's ambitious. Wish me luck.
With this many stories happening you can probably tag this with every NSFW tag under the sun.
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The first time Johnny’s legs don’t work quite the way he’s expecting them to, it’s understandable. The second time it happens, he’s been drinking a little, but just a little.
The third time his legs fail to get with the program, he and Daniel are sparring in front of the kids. Johnny pivots and his legs just… don’t.
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The Host's Halo by Belongs_In_The_Dumpster
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Jun 2021
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Shang Qinghua wants nothing more than to die. He committed suicide in his past life, but to his dismay, he wakes up to find himself in the world of his own stallion novel. The system grants him the ability, "The Host's Halo," rendering him unable to die unless Mobei Jun kills him. It should be fairly straightforward to provoke the ice demon into granting him an early death, right?
Turns out, it's much harder than Shang Qinghua would have thought.
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This Is Not A Problem (If Convincing That It’s Not) by boyonthebluemoon, heffrondriving
Fandoms: Big Time Rush (TV), Big Time Rush (Band)
25 Jun 2021
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He’s mister cool rush, the super leader who chews raspberry gum and shakes everyone’s outstretched hands as he makes plans for world-domination alongside his chaos-blooded best friends, the brave boy who rushes through the ice and takes on the challenge because he simply can, the Knight who can talk his way out of everything, have anything he ever wants, and can solve every problem if he needs to.
But when the problem is himself, who else was supposed to solve it?
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Kenma's stuck in a toxic and mildly abusive relationship with Daishou, and despite the rough and unfair treatment he receives, he's still in love with him.
Kuroo, who has been in love with Kenma for years, notices changes in his best friend's behavior, and strange marks on his body, eventually putting two and two together. While teaming up with Hinata and Kageyama, the three try to save Kenma from Daishou, and Kuroo eventually gets rewarded in a way he never thought he'd be.
----“You’d tell me if anything was happening, right?” Kuroo asked him, the tone of his voice seeming to pry the truth away from Kenma just by existing.
Despite that, Kenma lied.
“Yes.”
“Good. Good night, Kenma.”
“ ‘Night, Kuroo.”
He walked away, eyes welling with tears, and quietly shut the door to his room before locking it, his back pressing against it.
He had just lied to Kuroo twice.
He had grown used to it, though.
Kenma lifted his wrists, nimble fingers pulling his sleeves down to examine the dark bruises that littered the pale skin of his forearm. Tears ran down his now pale cheeks. How hard was this going to be? -
Lament Is a Question by IntrepidStarfish
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Jun 2021
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Though neither of them can define Love, Sylvie's got a postman to return to, and Loki finds himself working up the courage to ask a question he's never trusted asking anyone. After all, shouldn't another version of him know the answer?
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(Loving Me Would Be) Your First Mistake by Retrogeekgal
Fandoms: Constantine (TV), Constantine: The Hellblazer (Comics), DC's Legends of Tomorrow (TV), Arrow (TV 2012), DCU (Comics), DCU, Hellblazer, Hellblazer & Related Fandoms, Constantine (Comic), Constantine (TV) RPF, Justice League Dark (Comics)
24 Jun 2021
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When you first meet John Constantine, you can't stand him. He's a frustrating mix of arrogant, charming and cocky as Hell. Exactly your type, and exactly the type you should stay away from. You tell yourself that despite his obvious flirting, you have no interest in him whatsoever.
As he deliberately puts himself your path, you begin to see the jaded con man differently. Your mutual attraction becomes undeniable, especially after John saves your life. He reluctantly agrees to tutor you in the Dark Arts, a decision that will irrevocably change both your lives.
But being with a man like him is far from easy. John has secrets that threaten him and what he feels for you. When his past refuses to stay buried, will John choose you or risk your life by surrendering to his own previous mistakes?
*Updates E/O Thursday night!*
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- Part 1 of One Mistake Changes Everything
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You meet the Evans' family as a child. You think Chris hates you since day one, hence his behaviour towards you. Could you be wrong? Find out!