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    In a world where Dazai never met anyone dear to him or found a reason to live, he encounters Fyodor, a man seeking to "destroy the world." (The two are pulled towards one another and try to understand each other, even if that might be impossible.)

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    Genichiro drinks the Rejuvenating Sediment and is gifted with a resilient body that staves off death. But he can still die, though in place of an immediate resurrection, he wakes up to the point of time he first consumed the Sediment.

    Taking it as a chance to fix his mistakes, Genichiro desperately tries to change his fate and of Ashina's, but finds that death and destruction may be the only end for him.

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    Boxman has spent his best life working on making himself better as a person and moveing on. He has never doubted his life has been better off since the day he left Boxmore. But one cold winters night, he gets an unexpected visitor and his world is turned upside down

     

    For Venomous' Pov please read: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20659808

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    1/?
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    Venomous thought he needed power to feel powerful, but he ended up ruining what really made him feel powerful. He had spent years on a different planet with Fink, letting his anger out and never feeling fully complete.

    It was time for him to try to get his family back and better himself as a person.

    Because he couldn't live his best life without Boxman.

    [For Boxman's POV, please read https://archiveofourown.org/works/20659793/chapters/49063088 ]

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    The BatFam has reached an Impasse, with Jason running Crime Alley as Red Hood and the rest of them just kind of ignoring it as long as Hood doesn't kill outside his territory.

    Tim thinks it's bullshit and is hell bent on getting the family to reconcile – even if it kills him (which it probably might).

    When Tim shows up on Jason's roof, punch drunk and dying, the ex-Robin winds up saving his Replacement and suddenly has to deal with the consequences of his choices (and so does everyone else)...
    ___

    Fits into the Series AU (with Tim and Jason meeting while Jason was Robin), but can be read without the others.

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    'SEQUEL TO ‘THE DELIVERANCE’'

    Alot can change in 5 years.

    Every day, Dean falls harder for the man before him. Eventually- on a stormy night- confused feelings get in the way of both omega and alpha, leading to a steamy night of desperate passion. And for every action- there are consequences either great or small, good or bad.

    Was the omega willing to put his heart on the line once more? Was the alpha willing to believe that he could give his omega the happiness he deserved?

    Could their once- tragic love story- be rekindled without anarchy involved?

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    4/?
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    They all have something to remind them of their past.

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    1/1
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    Griffith never faltered.

    Everything to which he committed himself he followed through to the last meticulously planned detail. He was ambition incarnate; graceful, charismatic and ruthlessly determined. Beautiful as a waking dream. He moved through life like water over a creek bed, flowing and shifting effortlessly over every stone, his turmoil and strife unseen beneath a gleaming surface.

    Griffith never faltered. . . until he met him.

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    23/?
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    Fifteen years ago, Marinette and Adrien’s lives were changed forever when all the world learned that Adrien’s father is the Collector, an infamous serial rapist and killer. They both had to claw their way out of the hardest, darkest point in their lives. Every new day serves as a reminder of how broken they are. Now twenty-eight and twenty-nine respectively, their lives are much more stable, and they’re keeping the annual tradition of hanging out on the anniversary alive.

    All of that changes when a prison riot allows Gabriel to escape.

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    21/?
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    Virgil only wants to protect those he loves at all costs. What happens when he can't hide it anymore?

    What is up everybody?! Just a heads up, this fic is graphic and gets DARK (but I fix it!). Please heed the tags and if there's something in there that could be triggering for you, please take care of yourselves! I want to assure you that I have this whole thing outlined, so it won't get abandoned!

    EDIT: I've now gone through and shortened all scene break lines (tildes and dashes) to five symbols, so it's now more accessible to folks who use screenreaders! If you see any I missed plz lmk!!

    I try to keep my stuff accessible, including keeping chapters not much longer than 3500 words, so if you have ideas to make my fic more accessible plz lmk!

    Also, this fic is not used to represent D.I.D. (Dissociative Identity Disorder). If you want resources on D.I.D., yell at me in the comments section or on Tumblr!

    I now have an amazing beta by the name of Jasper01! She's so awesome!!!

    Basically I project onto mostly Virgil, so what he experiences I experienced myself, just so you know where this fic is coming from.

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    131/?
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    Hyungwon is an addict who lives with his friends, Jooheon and Changkyun, in a rotten neighborhood. Living his life in a way the worst he could.
    Hoseok is a handsome, rich businessman who wants to save everyone but himself.

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    29/?
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    THIS STORY CONTAINS HEAVY SPOILERS FOR ALL OF DRV3

    A collection of information and oneshots for the prologue versions of the DRV3 characters. Primarily reader insert, but other types of stories are likely to pop up. Entirely headcanon based, and contains many triggering and dark themes. The work of someone addicted to fictional misery; proceed with caution.

    Request based, unless I get a good idea, so ask for whatever you want! I'll do pretty much anything other than explicit smut and canon/canon ships, and I'd really love to write for people's ideas! As mentioned before, this is all headcanon, so I hope y'all enjoy my interpretation of a pretty vague idea.

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    36/?
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    The problem is that he’s known it his entire life. Or at least as long as Eddie started sputtering after Richie’s “your mom” jokes. As long as Eddie, with his small delicate fucking body, muscled up to him and told Richie he was gonna get herpes from licking the swingset. As long as Richie’s known his button nose, still nice as shit after twenty-seven fucking years.

    But Richie’s never said it out loud. Never let himself feel it, except when he had to. Maybe that’s why Richie was so good at forgetting Derry. He never wanted to remember. Never wanted to deal with the albatross he’d pretty much surgically attached to his back.

     

    He’s got to, though. Say it out loud. Say it to Eddie.

     

    (Or, Eddie survives. The road for Richie isn't any easier, though.)

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    Mark and Jackson have been together for quite a while, despite the danger of dating someone of the same sex in a successful Kpop group, love has kept them going for years. What happens when an anonymous shipper decides to mess with Got7's daily routine? Will the Markson couple stay strong even when Jinyoung is forced to come between the two lovebirds?

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    Chapters:
    38/?
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    Archmage Caleb Widogast built a reputation as a cold-hearted and efficient killer during the war between Xhorhas and the Dwendalian Empires and now, after years, the war is over. Each side has picked a war hero to seal the peace in marriage, and unfortunately Caleb's reputation has preceded him.

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    Chapters:
    46/?
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    Matt Murdock has been missing for just over a year when he comes back out of seemingly nowhere, determined to make the most of his junior year of high school (despite having a shitton of issues that literally no one wants to touch with a ten-foot pole).

    His former best friend can't seem to reconcile him with the Matt he used to know, everyone's torn between treating like he's glass or like he's some sort of freak, and his supersenses in a building full of hormonal teenagers ensure that it's going to be far from an easy school year.

     

    Luckily for Matt, things start to look up with the arrival of a new student: rumored troublemaker and delinquent Frank Castle. School suddenly seems a lot more interesting.

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    Chapters:
    15/?
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    20
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    After Y/n is shrunk, he has to adjust to being even more vertically challenged than he ever was. It doesn't help that Sam and Dean like to tease him.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
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    6
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    Ludwig Beilschmidt is weird for an Omega.

    Feliciano Vargas is weird for an Alpha.

    They say opposites attract, but really the start of this relationship was forced upon Ludwig by Vargas, and it seems that no matter how many times he tries to get mad at the alpha he always stops short.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    "i can't convince myself of the impossible, which is why i can't believe for a second they'd ever love me."

    (yugyeom fell easily for the charm of his hyungs, which is exactly what made him realise that it is possible to truly love someone when you don't truly love yourself. it's been years now, but he still adores those who will never feel the same and he still hates himself with a burning passion that no one will ever understand. it's easy to hide it all behind a façade of forced cheerfulness - that is, until the others seemingly start to fall for each other and yugyeom starts to fall apart all by himself.)

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    160
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    628
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    The Krang have New York, The Shredder wants her captured, and the people she once tried to kill are now her friends and family. Living with the turtles and their friends at the farmhouse has given Karai a taste of the life she’s secretly always wanted. Now she just has to find a way to not mess it up.

    Too bad she’s an expert at that.

    (Karai-centric: Chapters 1-25 | Leorai-centric: Chapters 26-?)
    (Canon-divergent: Karai goes to the farmhouse after the invasion instead of hiding in the city)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    33/?
    Comments:
    350
    Kudos:
    290
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
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