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To the outside world he was perfect, handsome, charming, and a Doctor. But he had a dark side.
To Aaron he was Alex, his boyfriend.
Soon he would become Aarons worst nightmare. -
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Kinky fic(let) a day, for all of October. (Oh god what am I doing.)
You can check the list out here.
1. Bro/Cronus - Deep-throating
2. Latula/Mituna - Ass worship
3. Gamzee/Equius - Sensory deprivation - Knifeplay
4. The Condesce/Karkat - Dacryphilia (Crying) (Warning: Dubious consent)
5. Karkat <> Gamzee - Feederism
6. Dualscar/Vriska - Daddy - Cock worship
7. Sollux/Equius - Aphrodisiacs
8. Damara/Meenah - Blood - Hate-fucking
9. Darkleer/Grand Highblood - Titfucking - Sthenolagnia (Strength/Muscles) - Bondage - Lingerie
10. Eridan/Nepeta - Hairpulling
11. Bro/Smuppet - Object insertion
12. Jake English/Gcatavrosprite - Licking - Pet Play
13. Disciple/Signless - Gags - Creampie
14. Grand Highblood/Equius - Asphyxiation
15. Feferi/Equius - Overstimulation - Intercrural Sex - Uniforms
16. Kurloz/Meulin - Nipple Play - Body WorshipSeries
- Part 7 of Tumblr Fills
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sorry about the blood in your mouth (I wish it were mine) by TolkienGirl
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
16 Oct 2018
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You are hanging by a thread. (Stancy, early season 2)
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Prompto is having a difficult time dealing with Noctis's death. He can barely function and is a complete mess. To help him cope he takes the suggestion from Ignis to write letters via email to Noctis to release his thoughts and feelings. Only months after Noctis' passing something happens that shakes Prompto's world and he isn't sure what to do.
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To fix a Multiverse by SkylerSkyhigh, xXUndertale_loverXx
Fandoms: Undertale (Video Game)
16 Oct 2018
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Everyone hates Ink for what he did and what he is. But they forgot.... not all versions of Ink are bad. Fate wants to give its child a friend. They gave Ink himself from another universe. But this Ink isn't like Inky. He will make everyone realize that not all Inks are bad.
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Dear Deku,
My therapist told me I should write letters to you. It's part of some healing bullshit, but... well, I dunno. Maybe you're bored, wherever you ended up.
...Fuck, this is so cheesy.
KacchanUpdates every day
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Whumptober '18 - Clint Barton by Sarcastic-Mess (MasterOfDisaster)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
16 Oct 2018
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Collection of unconnected Whumptober One Shots to hurt my favorite character, Clint Barton.
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It's the 90's and life hasn't been kind to Harrington who is now running the Hawkins bowling alley. Pissed off at the world and self hating, Steve buries himself in work, soft furnishings and weed. Refusing to look at his problems and isolating himself, he has become a control freak with Dustin his only trusted ally. All seems to be going alright-ish, the days passing with their usual monotony until Billy returns to Hawkins.
Destructive, reactive and with very little will to live, Billy just wants to burn out somewhere, invisible to the world but fate has other ideas. Setting out for a night with the guys, all his plans are torn apart as he winds up drunk at Steve's complex, and Harrington is having a bad fucking day.
The incident at Lane 17 forces the pairs path to cross, locking them together in a power struggle as each tries to fight their demons. With a little help from Dustin, BDSM and the healing power of pot, Steve and Billy are pressured to reevaluate all they know and come face to face with their worst maladaptive coping stratergies if they want any hope of surviving the return of The Upside Down.
Sex, drugs and violence - what could possibly go wrong?Series
- Part 1 of Transference
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the stars welcome them home by everlarklane
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
16 Oct 2018
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There were four students who never went home for weekends:
Satou Rikido, Hagakure Tooru, Bakugou Katsuki, and Todoroki Shouto.
The last, of course, made sense to everyone. No one thought twice of Todoroki choosing to stay every weekend instead of going home.
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Yoongi was not one to express his feeling well. On the other hand, Hoseok was one who couldn't hide his feeling at all. These two being in a constant state of push and pull how will their relationship affect each other and their members.
Namjoon is a clumsy giant with a generous heart, but when he begins to hold in all his stress and worries he takes it out in the one person who loves him as equally as he loves them. Will Jimin be able to handle the outburst or will it be too much to handle?
Jin is in major trouble, as he began realizing his feeling for the youngest members Jungkook and Taehyung. Unable to contain his new found feeling much longer he will now have to decide who he is more in love with as his feeling for them grow stronger and stronger. Will his decisions destroy them or make them stronger.
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Karkat Vantas has been through hell and back, multiple times. When he was young-
You know what, he doesn't have fucking time for this vague and confusing philosophical bullshit. Like seriously, is his inner realizations about how much his life might change important to anybody? He highly fucking doubts it!
This shit is what someone who actually cared about fate would do, say something ultimately pointless and seem *mysterious*. Fucking bravo. But Karkat knows fate is almost as fake as magic, so he doesn't waste his time wondering if the cosmos will line up perfectly for something important to happen, or whatever it is someone who believes in fate would say.
Screw waiting for fate or miracles, Karkat has a job to do and he can't waste any time on things like that.Series
- Part 2 of The New Empire
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Keith and Lance are planning their wedding, but when he starts to see ghosts of his past, he feels like he is going crazy. But is he going crazy or is he actually seeing the real thing?
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Everything was moving so slowly, it was loud, and as semi-conscious as Alfred had been, he made out the IV shoved in his hand as well as the constant yelling it seemed dependent. The smell of death lingered though, it was making his nostrils sneer but he was tired.
A hand brushed his head though.‘..’re… help you…’
He couldn’t understand the grave was finally rising though, the warm hand made him feel warm and scared because he barely made out the voice of Arthur, his father. The remorse he felt was the worst part. Loneliness was a friend though.
The last thing he remembers is a feeling of a kiss on his forehead. -
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What started as a holiday quickly goes awry when a gruesome murder is committed under the noses of Detective Free and his partner, Mr Gruchy. They're well acquainted with the methods and motives of murder; but there are more things in Heaven and Earth, after all, than are dreamt of in their philosophy. . . .
Updates Friday/Tuesday. Tags added as-needed, so be sure to check back regularly!
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- Part 2 of Devil's Clocktower
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Im fine, I lied. by HopePotter
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies), Black Widow (Comics), The Incredible Hulk (Comics), Hawkeye (Comics), Captain America - All Media Types
15 Oct 2018
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When Alicia Ray started school at Midtown Highschool, she didn't expect a chance to work with Tony genius-playboy-billionaire-philanthropist Stark! However, if she does get that internship, can she hide her bad coping habits and struggles? Or will she finally accept help? ♥
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Amajiki knew he was a hopeless, but this? Why he was still like this?
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 3
- Hits:
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Just some good old fashioned Roman angst.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 618
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 10
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Finding a family was something neither Connor or North thought would ever happen, yet here they are living with the grumpy Lieutenant who saved them all those years ago. As they are on the road to finishing high school, they must find out who they really are and what they want to be, as well as what's more important in life.
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Like A Mad Dog 2 | 狂犬が如く2 by SaffronM
Fandoms: 龍が如く | Ryuu ga Gotoku | Yakuza (Video Games)
15 Oct 2018
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A retelling of Kiwami 2 with Majima as the main protagonist.
Includes expansions on his additional content, Majima Kensetsu, and what he was doing behind the scenes - as well as his progressively closer relationship with Kiryu.
(Explicit tag is for chapter 3, and possibly onward.)
(FIRST DRAFT: may be subject to heavy editing.)
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- Part 5 of The Legend of Majima Goro