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Losing things hurt. But losing everything? That's enough to make someone break.
Stanley Pines accepted the fact that he's worthless a long time ago, which lead him to spend the rest of his days in a loony bin. With a single phone call and rather horrible implications, Ford is determined to save his little bro from his crushing inner conflict.
After all, he wants his brother back... but does Stan feel the same way?
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When you were still alive you knew that you couldn't go to Heaven.
You hurt too many people, so when you arrived in hell, you weren't surprised.
As your name begin to shake Hell, a certain demon want to remove the threat you represent to him. -
The Forbidden One by NobleCounsel
Fandoms: Dangan Ronpa - All Media Types, Super Dangan Ronpa 2
07 Mar 2021
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The middle of a killing game probably wasn’t the best time for Hajime to start catching feelings, especially when the guy he’s falling for has all the emotional intelligence of a brick. And Monokuma isn’t the only one ready to make life hard for them.
A retelling of SDR2 and beyond with a heavy Hinadam focus. Things will start out light and fluffy, but take a hard turn into angst before the end. Nagito will be a bit of a yandere. Hajime and Fuyuhiko will be best bros. Kazuichi will learn to mature a little. There will be a happy ending, but getting there won't be easy, so hop in for a long, harrowing, and very gay ride.
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{Book 1}
This is Kyle Broflovski's was last chance, if he screwed up one more time he could kiss his freedom goodbye. Just moving into South Park, he ends up butting heads with a goth kid named Stan Marsh. Just when he hopes he wouldn't have to deal with the goth, Kyle finds out that he lives at the local weed farm and gets an idea to get weed from the goth.
I plan for this to be a trilogy, same timeline, but different characters.
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An Archon’s Requiescat by xiaoenti (mystearicah)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
07 Mar 2021
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Is an Archon, a worldly entity considered as a god, allowed to wish? To pray for a requiescat of oneself, to strip himself off of his godhood, to live among the mortals in solace while letting himself succumb to the haunting memories gnawing on his heart until his eventual death?
Would Rex Lapis be allowed such? To taste the freedom of not shouldering the burden of the world? And Aether, the blond neighbor of his, could he be the salvation he’s waiting for all this time?
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But deep down she knows she doesn’t actually hate them. Only herself, for not being enough for her parents.
Choking back a sob, Amity yanks her hair out of its half ponytail, letting the strands of dyed hair fall around her tear stained face. She runs a hand along her scalp, sharp nails digging into her skin, until her fingers become tangled in her hair.
Then she pulls, hard.
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After the events of the Wailing Star, Amity has to process her life decisions up until this point and if she really deserves the chance at happiness she's been given.
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It wasn't a new thing for Sans's fear to manifest themselves as nightmares. Sometimes they felt too real to bear. He'd wake up, and things would be normal, but the terror never left.
He thought it would go away, now that he had you; now that you had promised to stay by his side, always.
Things would be better.
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...But,
the terror never left.
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- Part 9 of Never Forget
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For dear life, I hold on by bargainbinbasil
Fandoms: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
07 Mar 2021
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Giorno never met the gangster that improved his quality of life. At age fourteen, he finally breaks.
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To you, my last apologies by Haikatsu (Eustakiah)
Fandoms: キミガシネ | Kimi ga Shine | Your Turn To Die (Visual Novel)
07 Mar 2021
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Sara, living with Nao after the Death Game, can no longer bear the weight of guilt upon her frail shoulders.
She makes a decision she can't turn back - but before she goes, she leaves a note as her last apology. -
stars that didn't shine were just too bright to be seen by kiwiashleigh27
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
07 Mar 2021
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He was known as the kid who hung the stars and saved the slums.
He was useless.
He saved kids, adults, and villains alike.
He wasn't going to die useless, he wasn't Deku.
There were so many stars in the sky, people in the world, stars that shone bright, all in one galaxy.
He'd shine the brightest.
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Stumbling back along the riverside, Jimin’s foot caught in a tree root. The basket, and all its contents, were tossed into the river as he lurched forward. He gasped in horror - an entire afternoon was just thrown away.
Scrambling to collect at least his basket, he struggled to focus on the dark moving water. There was a sudden glow that revealed the basket just under his nose. Quickly snatching it, his eyes turned heavenward to decipher what the illumination was. All around the horizon were separate warm glows, at various sizes and intensities. The accumulated affect lit up the night warmly, glowing like the dying embers of his hearth – something he had never witnessed occurring like this at night. Keeping an eye on the glowing horizon, Jimin stumbled home, eager to escape the dread the view settled in him. Once his house was in view, he realized the brightest, closest, glow was coming from the direction his family had left, toward the village. Maybe when they return, they can tell him what this was all about.
Except they didn’t.
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One Week by The_Sa1tiest_CarameL
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP - Fandom
07 Mar 2021
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Basically me jumping onto the train of Tommy spending a certain amount of days in Pandora's Vault with Sad boi Dream
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- Part 3 of CarameL's procrastination pieces
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On the brink of spring's arrival, Alexander started to slowly admit his new purpose of life, which was sinking more and more into himself, suffocating between the walls of his house, and the fact that there was no new beginning waiting for him beneath the dawn, because when he crumbled apart and began to collect himself back, he couldn't find the most important pieces.
Yet, the new season seems to give him more than he could ever wish for. -
being in prison gives you a lot of time to think by U_U_00000
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
07 Mar 2021
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For a long time, I thought I'd been doing this for the best for the SMP, for the server, for everyone... and it turned out, it actually worked. I brought everyone together- united- for the first time in a year. However, at the sacrifice of myself and my own happiness, to allow everyone else to slay the villain and stay united together under the fear of Dream, me, the admin, of one day escaping the inescapable prison I've been placed in.
I'm really starting to regret making that decision. Tommy said he'd visit today, but he hasn't arrived yet. I wonder what's taking him so long.
I wonder how George and Sapnap are doing... I hope they're happy.
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What's eating Jon Davis? by Half_Fallen for public_enemy_sixx
Fandoms: KoRn (Band), Limp Bizkit (Band)
07 Mar 2021
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Fred gets a call from Jon hours after they had been together on a after-party. He realizes nothing is as it seems... never has been.
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This, what others call his core and essence, it is just a fragile shroud. It is a dried cicada’s shell, an old snakeskin, an unraveled chrysalis, that he has tried to crawl out of, yet it somehow stuck, and now he carries it on his back, Gods punishing him for something he has never chosen to be.
The bitterness is enough to snap him out of it, make him tear out of the sickly sweet, thickened tar of doubt, feeling as if he is leaving flakes of his own skin in it.
“It’s late,” he grits out, voice melted by the seething rage into something sharp, a flick of a whip. “I am training Percival in the morning.”
It’s a bit of a dirty trick, to bring up the boy, but it does the job — Gawain nods, turns around, retracting the dark tendrils of his attention. Lancelot can almost see them slither through the air, suffocating smoke clinging to the fire of Gawain’s hair, and his fingers twitch to pick up a charcoal. -
I'm not quite done with it by Hazelpunch1129
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), mcyt, Dream SMP - Fandom, Sleepy Bois Inc
07 Mar 2021
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Tommy and Tubbo met in the system, both being adopted and taken care of in a home that finally Tubbo trusts. Tommy on the other hand wont relax or give up the habits he adapted to in other homes. Tommy and Tubbo also deal with certain addictions that they are too scared to give up.
(UPDATES WILL BE ON @Alex_Quackity on Twitter!! Look there for updates on new chapters or chapter updates)
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- Part 1 of Sleepy Bois Inc Fics
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Hoover Dam has been won, Legion’s leader slain, and the NCR forced to retreat. New Vegas is under new management, overseen by a single infamous Courier and his AI companion.
But with this newfound position of power comes exhausting responsibility and self-doubts. Not to mention the affectionate growing bond between the two co-owners of The Strip. They’ll try and make this work, or die trying. -
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New series that takes place after my "Uh Oh, Here I Go Writing Bucky/Brock Again!" Series, which is not finished either. But this series takes place in the same universe, only after Bucky is free from Hydra and back with Steve.
Inspired by 'No Shame November' a series by Lauralot and WhatEvenAmI
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- Part 1 of The After
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Life should be perfect, becoming a world famous boy band with your best friends and the love of your life right beside you. But there is trouble in paradise. Louis and Harry try to cope with the pressures of their new life and the glass closet they are being forced into, relying on each other to cope. They share everything, or that is what Harry thinks but Louis has a secret. A secret that is tearing him apart.
Can Louis find the strength to seek help or will he self destruct? What is worse, being forcefully closeted or being cruelly outed?