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    Dele and Eric grow too close. Eric gets a girlfriend. Dele is in shambles.

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    Castiel was an abusive drunk. His omega mate, Dean, was on the receiving end of his addiction; feeling the full blows of his fists and nasty words.

    Every time he promises to stop drinking but ends up going back on his word. So what happens when Castiel goes too far?

    Dean can’t take it anymore and puts Cas and the little town of Sioux Falls in his rearview mirror.

    10 years later, his little brothers wedding brings him back to Sioux Falls.

    And when he sees the man who robbed him of everything…

    Will Dean ever find it in his heart to forgive Cas- his former mate?

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    Living in a new world came with trying all the new food. He was finally in a time in his life where he didn’t need to worry about money, and he could afford so much more than just boiled cabbage. So he took advantage of that.
    He ate everything he could get his hands on.

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    Bucky Barnes develops an eating disorder. Steve Rogers just wants to help.

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    [Felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders
    Should I break or retreat at every turn
    Facing the fear that the truth, I discover
    No telling how, all this will work out
    But I’ve come too far to go back now.]

    ('Freedom' by Anthony Hamilton, Elayna Boynton)


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    She has seen heroes come and go. She has fought beside a few and watched them change the world. From Fen'harel and his Rebellion to the Inquisitor of the current age. She watched them work together to save it from destruction...only to find it was a temporary fix. She's ready to try now. It probably won't go well. She has seen how it ends. She just knows it can't end the way it did last time...so she'll try.
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    92/?
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    Castiel grew up in deep, religious shame, aware that like other male Omegas he was created by demons as a mockey of God's work which gave only women the ability to bear children and thus condemned to Hell. In attempt to win God's mercy and gain entrance into Heaven in afterlife, he becomes a priest.

    All seems to go well, until a group of Alphas rapes and impregnates him during a heat. He's unceremoniously thrown out of the church and his family turns their back on him. Having nowhere to go, Castiel ends up homeless and loses hope that his fate will ever change.

    But one day he comes across a kind, green-eyed Alpha who offers him help...

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    “Hey, it’s Kyungsoo. Do Kyungsoo” the voice said on the tape.

    “holy shit” Chanyeol swears, eyes wide. He definitely recognize this voice even if he didn’t mention his name.

    “Don’t adjust your… whatever device you’re hearing this on. It’s me, alive and in stereo. No return engagements, no encore. And this time, absolutely no requests. Get a snack. Settle in. Because I’m about to tell you the story of my life. More specifically, why my life ended. And if you’re listening to this tape, you’re one of the reasons why….”

    A week after his friend, Do Kyungsoo died because of suicide. Chanyeol found 11 tapes of the reasons why he ends his life.
    (13 Reasons Why AU)

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    As Loki and Thor track down Loki's baby daddy, the situation between them complicates itself further until they are forced to admit that everything is most certainly not okay. The situation only worsens once the father of Loki's child is revealed.

    How will the two brothers possibly move on from this? Is there a comeback, or have they passed the point of no return?

    Will Loki ever have his ex-lover back, or was all of this for nothing? Did-did he sleep with all of those men for nothing!?

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    1/?
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    Yeah, of corpse I start posting part 4 today already... The timeline that follows is that it's been a couple of weeks since "Shamrock Equation" ended and Juice is finally heading back home. Healing will still be difficult, but it's coming.

    Remember:
    1. You probably wont understand this unless you've read part 1-3
    2. It's AU and non-canon, meaning there is no Samcro, Ron Tully is neither a nazi nor a rapist and just about everything about SoA except for three characters, some of their show features and looks is changed.
    3. I LOVE to make completely non-canon shit in fanfics. In fact, it's very rare for me to keep close to canon, and if you don't like the idea of using these characters outside canon stuff, you're hereby warned.
    4. Comments that complaint about lacking canon content, or me turning Tully into a very non-nazi lover, will receive politely yet a bit annoyed answers.
    5. Always read the tags. ALWAYS. Also: not all tags will be added right away, but added as the story goes on.

    Also, I don't really plan my stories, but it's a given that any smut including Juice will take time to come back.

    Have fun, crack shippers!

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    75/?
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    2
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    “This is why I lose sleep over you,” Jiang Cheng murmured. “You might think I’m pining for your touch or your voice or your gaze, but no - I’m just worrying about you being an idiot.”

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    Park Jihoon made the best friend he's always wanted, but it made him overly obsessed with this new friendship.

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    3/?
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    The year is 2260, marking almost a century and a half since the last and final war of Earth. The war that sent the last of humanity fleeing to the Stars since they destroyed their home for good. Now the only man left standing in the world of blue and green was Merlin. The world is no longer toxic with nuclear fumes, nature took back its land, and the earth was thriving for the first time in thousands of years.

    Merlin lived amongst the wildlife and over growth of the land as though he was one of them (just with a little more technology). He stayed there for one reason, the same as he always had, for the return of his King. The return of Arthur Pendragon, the once and future King. Finally, after 1,757 years, his wait has come to an end.

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    7/?
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    8
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    Six months have passed since the apocalypse was averted. Six months of team building and working out the kinks in their family. Six months of working through childhood trauma and emotional baggage. The Umbrella Academy is up and running again. Everything seems to be just fine - Until Diego gets a call that throws his whole life for a loop. With a faltering heart, Diego has to confront the truth that his dead ex-girlfriend had been hiding from him for four years.

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    6/?
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    When Izuku gets drunk at a Class 1A Halloween party he accidentally outs himself. Then to make matters worse he confesses to Katsuki that he wants to be a little more than rivals.

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    7/?
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    Tony's drowning in guilt and alcohol after his gigantic fuck-up known as Ultron and the complete destruction of Sovokia. He's spiralling, knows he's spiralling and can't stop it. Won't stop it. He lets the guilt take him down the same path of self-destruction he's been down before.

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    18/?
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    Homeless and mute after everything Peter has been through, he somehow makes friends with Deadpool, as Spiderman. And then he meets the Avengers, as Peter.

    Or, alternatively: “Spidey and Deadpool: the Mute and the Motormouth” (a title by Deadpool).

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    19/27
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    3455
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    Mark and Jackson have been together for quite a while, despite the danger of dating someone of the same sex in a successful Kpop group, love has kept them going for years. What happens when an anonymous shipper decides to mess with Got7's daily routine? Will the Markson couple stay strong even when Jinyoung is forced to come between the two lovebirds?

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    32/?
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    103
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    3516
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    Draco Malfoy works as Luna Lovegood's boss. But both, along with so many others are still struggling with the scars that the war inflicted, but with love, friendship and trust, things could possibly get better.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    With the war ended, there is a celebration going on at Hogwarts

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    6/?
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    28
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    "We're two halves of a whole, Georgie, don't you know that by now?"

    ~~~~

    I don't think anyone needs to be told how horrible Fred's death was for pretty much everyone. But for George, especially, it was a living nightmare. His other half, his twin, part of himself had been ripped away with no warning, no goodbye. He has no idea how to cope with it, and to be honest, he isn't sure if he even wants to. He knows he'll never be okay. He's come to grips with that, if nothing else.

    As for Fred, he may be having the time of his life. Enjoying being a ghost and the pleasures that come with it, he haunts Hogwarts like he owns it. But he's still waiting. Waiting for the day that George will walk through those doors, because it has to happen, right? And when it does, Fred will be there ready to greet him. He has no idea how much his brother is struggling, how much he's hurting. But he's about to. And he's going to do something about it when he does.

    After all, they're two halves of a whole. Nothing can keep them apart. Right?

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    8/?
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    Jack Frost, notorious trouble maker and guardian of fun, almost always has a sparkly smile on his face. Hidden in that almost always smile, is a dangerous habit. He cages his painful thoughts in the bottom of his heart like wild animals. The pain needs somewhere to go before it beats down the walls he built around himself. When he figures out that cuts feel better than thoughts, Jack is on his way down a deadly path.

    A/N~(I'm not encouraging people to hurt themselves I just want to offer a scenario in which someone in pain finds it can get better through the support of friends/family and perseverance)

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    Chapters:
    18/?
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    6
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    1
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