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    A time-travel bkdk au

    14 Days was the time-travel fic idea that no one asked for, but I needed in my life. This is a draft post. I dont have enough time to actually write out the novel-length bullshittery this is. So basically this is for instant gratification and washing my hands off this au once and for all. Find more of it on my tumblr acc.

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    Hit by a Quirk, Deku starts to 'glitch' or make Time Leaps in and out of Time. The effect is supposedly going to last for 14 days.
    Katsuki, 16, meets Deku at his various ages - older Pro Hero ones, toddler ones, depressed teenage ones. Between struggling with his own PTSD, overwhelming sense of guily, and dealing with Time Travel bullshit - somewhere down the line, he falls.

    He falls hard.

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    Jeongin, as he dates people, talks to his hyungs, and comes to terms with himself.

     

     

    (a.k.a "In which Yang Jeongin relates to "How can I say?" by Day6 way too much)

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    3/?
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    This is an angst series of one shots that myself and my girlfriend have written to get our angst out. This is not fluffy. This is angst and some stories do not have happy endings. Some stories are based on our real life past. Some are not. Thank you for reading.

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    Loki knows better but Sigrid really needs her daddy.

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    Lucas Miller had never been truly alone before. He always had his mother with him, but when she dies, he decides he has to bring her back, or, a story showing how loss affects the local garbage man and how it shaped his actions in Crystal Kingdom. Takes place between Maureen's death and the start of Crystal Kingdom.

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    Oliver Stapleton has always had a deep fascination with human life. Ending it, at least. He's searching for something to keep him tethered to the physical world, he searches for someone to hold on to. Every day he gets closer and closer to the beginning of his death. Every day his hands become a little more uneasy and every day he becomes just a little too aware of the sound his foot makes when he taps it.

    He meets Andrew Morning, and his life starts over again.

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    CEO/Lost Boy AU

    The World is divided into three major categories composed of Alphas, Betas and Omegas.

    In an Alpha dominated society, they are a minority, but they are undoubtedly the most influential people in the World, born with every right ever named. Betas are just trying to live a normal life, while Omegas are trying their luck, some of them by hiding away their true nature to escape their own bleak future...

    Park Jimin is the young CEO of an emerging company of his own in Seoul. He is powerful and well-known.

    Jeon Jungkook is a young man who came across the wrong people when he moved to Seoul. He is weak and lost.

    Fate had these two souls meet at the same time, in the same place.

    There’s only one small detail: Park Jimin is actually an Omega, and Jeon Jungkook is, in fact, an Alpha.

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    Chapters:
    17/?
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    Bassed on the real story of Jikook... (Am really bad at summaries, just read it pleas?)

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    Ciel returns from America with one goal: give Sebastian the gift of the soul he'd gathered. Still, even now, the past remains.

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    2/11
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    Bookmarks:
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    The greatest army of the undead has fallen and the only enemy that remains is the one in King's Landing. His only purpose was to live to die later until his little bird sang her songs again to make him stay away from that which would surely end him, and he kindled hope that there might be a victory yet to be won, but even she cannot quench that thirst that has left him dry since the fire took half of his face./She has seen the desire in his eyes that she did not understand as a child, but she cannot give herself to any man after how she had been broken before./He is the survivor that should not have been, thrice saved from death to return to his queen but sent to serve a greater purpose with a lesser man. Sandor, Sansa, and Jorah POV

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    Virgil only wants to protect those he loves at all costs. What happens when he can't hide it anymore?

    What is up everybody?! Just a heads up, this fic is graphic and gets DARK (but I fix it!). Please heed the tags and if there's something in there that could be triggering for you, please take care of yourselves! I want to assure you that I have this whole thing outlined, so it won't get abandoned!

    EDIT: I've now gone through and shortened all scene break lines (tildes and dashes) to five symbols, so it's now more accessible to folks who use screenreaders! If you see any I missed plz lmk!!

    I try to keep my stuff accessible, including keeping chapters not much longer than 3500 words, so if you have ideas to make my fic more accessible plz lmk!

    Also, this fic is not used to represent D.I.D. (Dissociative Identity Disorder). If you want resources on D.I.D., yell at me in the comments section or on Tumblr!

    I now have an amazing beta by the name of Jasper01! She's so awesome!!!

    Basically I project onto mostly Virgil, so what he experiences I experienced myself, just so you know where this fic is coming from.

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    112/?
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    Here's some 'poetry' coming from someone who thinks too much about bad stuff.

    - english is my second language, sorry

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    Chapters:
    24/?
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    Grace loves Dragon Age and is in love with a fictional character: Solas. After a failed suicide attempt, she is offered the chance to continue living in Thedas instead of dealing with the terrible consequences of her actions. She accepts even though she knows she will be herself, with all the issues she has, and won't be able to be affected by healing magic or potions. She can't die, but if she happens to not-die she will suffer terribly.
    She is now the Herald, a really weak one, unable to defend herself, and she finds out she has magic, but doesn't know how to use it. She must learn how to fight, how to live with her issues, how to overcome her own ghosts and the dificulties that come with being in Thedas.

    This story can be dark and heavy in the beginning, she really loathes herself, but it has nice moments and eventually she gets better. It has a big focus on friendship and self-discovery.
    The story is told slowly, with almost no skips in time, in order to show how she deals with herself. It's almost a day-to-day telling of her new life, so be prepared for slow development.

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    128/?
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    The dragon found a way to live again, but at what cost?
    He was less than flesh now...
    And now he bares his teeth at those who get close...
    Including you.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    Sometimes Virgil doesn't know why he even bothers.

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    Two years ago she suffered a horrific, traumatic experience that turned her entire life, and everything she knew, upside down; leaving her mute, unable to utter even a single sound. To the outside world it looks like she may finally be getting her life together again, but on the inside Annie Ellis is still just as messed up as she ever was. Then she starts a new job at the Avengers Compound/S.H.I.E.L.D. Headquarters. There she finds a certain God of Mischief, kept prisoner ever since his attack on Earth, whose past intertwines with her own in the most surprising and unpredictable way. Can Loki help Annie muddle through the horror of her past, and can she reach him in the darkness he willingly chooses to seclude himself in? Can they, despite all that separates them, everything that forces them apart, find a way to be together? Can they help each other breathe again?

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    40/?
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    After dying of illness, she was reborn in another world, because, apparently, gods are jerks. Somehow, she manages to get used to her new life, and tries to take things in stride. Well, until shit hit the fan and she got dragged into a crazy mess she's not sure of how to go about dealing with.

    Follow along as she meanders through life, starting from a child to the events of the Fifth Blight.

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    Chapters:
    20/?
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    The Magic Shop has three rules :

    1. Never ask how , or why . You don't want to know

    2. You can ask for whatever you want. But you have to be willing to pay the price. Whatever he asks. No questions.

    3. Never try to leave the shop, without paying your debts. He will find you. And eat your soul, alive.
    .......

    " Oh , sweetie." Seokjin purred " I'm going to rip you apart so prettily, that once I'm done , the pieces won't fit back together anymore. And then, I'll set you free , so you can spend the rest of forever, tearing at yourself, to feel complete again."

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    Chapters:
    40/?
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    "We're two halves of a whole, Georgie, don't you know that by now?"

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    I don't think anyone needs to be told how horrible Fred's death was for pretty much everyone. But for George, especially, it was a living nightmare. His other half, his twin, part of himself had been ripped away with no warning, no goodbye. He has no idea how to cope with it, and to be honest, he isn't sure if he even wants to. He knows he'll never be okay. He's come to grips with that, if nothing else.

    As for Fred, he may be having the time of his life. Enjoying being a ghost and the pleasures that come with it, he haunts Hogwarts like he owns it. But he's still waiting. Waiting for the day that George will walk through those doors, because it has to happen, right? And when it does, Fred will be there ready to greet him. He has no idea how much his brother is struggling, how much he's hurting. But he's about to. And he's going to do something about it when he does.

    After all, they're two halves of a whole. Nothing can keep them apart. Right?

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    "And what are you going to do when it's over?"

    Kurapika's never been one to open up. Leorio's never been one to stand around and let someone get hurt.

    Unstoppable force meets immovable object? Maybe. Or maybe Kurapika's too tired to be immovable anymore.

    Language:
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    57,862
    Chapters:
    42/?
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    113
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1383

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