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36 years of longing, pushing down feelings and burning confessions hits Johnny Lawrence like a ton of bricks but how to tell his life-long rival that the reason for their rivalry is because Johnny doesn’t want to admit the only person he’s ever cared about was Daniel he just didn’t know how to show it and he still doesn’t.
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A Troubled Mind by ibex_ascendant
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Jan 2022
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The idle contemplations of Maxwell Wu.
(A side-story to Reflected in Shadow.)
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- Part 9 of Reflected in Shadow
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Mario and Bowser: Frenemies Forever (Redux) by Mechayoshi
Fandoms: Super Mario & Related Fandoms, Super Mario Bros. (Video Games)
27 Jan 2022
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You know what they say, keep your friends close and your enemies closer! What if it was a little more complicated than that? Mario will learn this when the Mushroom Kingdom's Peace Pact is broken by an insidious plot that unfolds into more than anyone could imagine. Everyone has secrets, and nothing is as it seems!
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Opal bumps into Adam’s elbow hard, causing him to drop the plate in his hand. It smashes to pieces at their feet. Adam snaps.
“Damn it, Opal! Why can’t you just listen?” Anger roils through Adam in violent waves, pulsing and jagged. It makes his vision blur.
Tears spring into Opal’s eyes. She backs away from Adam, her lip trembling and hands drawn in close. “I’m sorry,” she whimpers, her voice watery.
I’m sorry, Dad, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, please stop, it hurts, I’m sorry.
Adam comes back to himself slowly, fury receding with the tide. His palms sting. It takes a moment longer for him to place the prick of fingernails. His hands are curled into fists at his sides. The realization hits Adam like a wrecking ball. Opal is scared. Of him.
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In an attempt to reconnect with his faith, George agrees to attend a three-month religious reformation program. There, he’s made to share a room with a boy named Dream, an enigma with tired eyes that everyone seems to have decided is dangerous.
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What if in “Revelations” in Season 2, JJ was taken instead of Reid?
Everything is going relatively well - Emily still hasn't noticed that JJ's in love with her, but that's the same old crap. This new case was just as complicated as the last few, but all JJ has to do for the night is go interview a witness with Reid. That's all.
What she didn't expect was to be kidnapped by three Unsubs with the same face, all trying to get her to confess her deepest sins.
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Superhero/villain AU where Dream and Tommy are brothers. Dream's powers are revival, and Tommy's powers boost other people's powers depending on how strong his emotions are at that moment.
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What was the point of all this? Camilo is struggling to find the purpose behind his magic and self worth, so he resorts to certain measures to find that clarification.
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Camilo using his gift to prostitute himself in town but with severe angst.
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Nie Huaisang receives a visitor from the future with instructions for him.
Lan Xichen is plagued by memories of events yet to come.
Both have the same goal: to save Nie Mingjue from a cruel death, and avoid their own fate as well. -
i see forever in your eyes by samotnysamolot
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
27 Jan 2022
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"You're here. That's enough."
connor and evan find each other. things slowly get better.
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When Tony invents a time machine, he doesn't think it will actually work. He also neither expects nor wants to be dragged into a century old war between a bunch of immortals, let alone into some weird caricature of a romance with one of those immortals.
But well, here they are.
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"I fucking care about you!"
"Well, then stop!"
Taehyung never smiles and Jimin is determined to change that.
It isn't as easy as it seems though. Scars run deep, carved and etched into the soul that goes unnoticed by most, but a soulmate can see right through.
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The Summer Camp Gays... And Tommy (Tombur Summer Camp AU) by bella_exe
Fandoms: problematic lmao - Fandom
27 Jan 2022
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Tommy had been looking forward to this day for a solid twelve months now.
He was currently being driven by his mother to Camp Ringwood. He sat anything but still in the back seat, headphones in and legs bouncing with excitement.
Camp Ringwood was an overnight holiday camp for teens, taking place over the six-week break before Christmas. Though Tommy pretty much hated all the activities, the horrible reception and most of the counsellors… He did get to see his friends.
Hi :) So this is basically a Tombur AU centered around summer camp! Wilbur is the new camp counselor assigned to Tommy's cabin, and he takes a special liking to the lanky blonde camper
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There was no thunder, no blizzard, no earthquake, no apocalypse, no earth-shattering or stopping catastrophe.
There was no eerie quiet either. No ominous signs.
It was as normal as it could have been. A normal night. Normal weather. Normal moon and trees and the fucking stars blinked like always. The lake in front was still, the murmur of cicadas, the humming of mosquitoes, hooting owls, the breeze ruffling the leaves and grass alike.
But the cosmos around Dean crumbled into nothingness.
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a short vent poem. dont read if you get triggered by anything in the tags.
*HEAVY TOPICS*
TWs in beginning notes
title from Jungle by: Emma Louise
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- English
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- 172
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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Things Known and Things Unspeakable by PenAndInkPrincess
Fandoms: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV)
26 Jan 2022
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There’s a steadiness to Geralt that centers Jaskier, a sturdiness and a patience that resonates with Jaskier’s energy like two tuning forks suddenly chiming in sync. He fits with Geralt, in a way that Jaskier has never fit anywhere.
And for all that Geralt may occasionally tell him to shut up or may roll his eyes or may urge Roach farther up the road to get some distance, Jaskier can be himself around the witcher. Jaskier chatters and sings and composes out loud and flirts and jokes, and Geralt takes it all in stride.
He may not always like what Jaskier does, but he never seems to expect Jaskier to be anything other than what he is.
It’s addicting, that sort of acceptance.
With each year, he grows more and more terrified of losing it.
(Jaskier is a Shifter). (Geralt can never, never know). (Two guesses what happens next).
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Roman decides to tell the whole world what happened to him- what Kendall did to him.
(Companion piece to Exposure. Can be read as a stand-alone but works best with Exposure.)
Updates Saturdays and Wednesdays.
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- Part 2 of Trauma Bonding
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Nasty Boys Don't Mean a Thing by AuroraWest
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Thor (Movies), Doctor Strange (2016), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Jan 2022
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Loki has spent his whole life trying to avoid his father's mafia ties—but when his father's mafia ties come for him, he's involved, whether he likes it or not.
After a violent encounter with one of his father's rivals, Odin foists the ultimate indignity upon him: a bodyguard. It's the last thing he needs. Stephen Strange is the last thing he needs.
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A journey comes to a close, and aren't you glad for it?
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- Part 13 of Forged Identities
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The Dim Fireworks by NakoD
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
26 Jan 2022
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Quirks are the best thing someone can ask for, they make you who you are, they make you special, and the quirks decide your future. I am told that having a quirk is the best thing ever… but I really don’t know how great it is. I don’t know why I am here anymore or what my purpose is… A loneliness foolish quirkless girl. My name is Ito Hanabi and I want to help Izuku with everything I can to fullfit his dream
He helped me find a home, he is my only friend with the same problem as me, he's quirkless, but unlike me has the will to continue...
He wants to be a hero and who am I to say no to something as cool as that?
I know he can do it, I know he can be the first quirkless hero but he want me to be with him in his journey. He wants us to be 'The Quirkless Duo' such a fantastic idea and I really try so hard to stop thinking about it but....
"I don't know if I want to keep going anymore"
We live until we die
Hanabi really tries to make things work but.... that is going to be enough?