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    To the outside world he was perfect, handsome, charming, and a Doctor. But he had a dark side.

    To Aaron he was Alex, his boyfriend.
    Soon he would become Aarons worst nightmare.

    Language:
    English
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    13,662
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    2642
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    Kinky fic(let) a day, for all of October. (Oh god what am I doing.)

    You can check the list out here.

    1. Bro/Cronus - Deep-throating
    2. Latula/Mituna - Ass worship
    3. Gamzee/Equius - Sensory deprivation - Knifeplay
    4. The Condesce/Karkat - Dacryphilia (Crying) (Warning: Dubious consent)
    5. Karkat <> Gamzee - Feederism
    6. Dualscar/Vriska - Daddy - Cock worship
    7. Sollux/Equius - Aphrodisiacs
    8. Damara/Meenah - Blood - Hate-fucking
    9. Darkleer/Grand Highblood - Titfucking - Sthenolagnia (Strength/Muscles) - Bondage - Lingerie
    10. Eridan/Nepeta - Hairpulling
    11. Bro/Smuppet - Object insertion
    12. Jake English/Gcatavrosprite - Licking - Pet Play
    13. Disciple/Signless - Gags - Creampie
    14. Grand Highblood/Equius - Asphyxiation
    15. Feferi/Equius - Overstimulation - Intercrural Sex - Uniforms
    16. Kurloz/Meulin - Nipple Play - Body Worship

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    English
    Words:
    14,026
    Chapters:
    16/31
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    949
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    You are hanging by a thread. (Stancy, early season 2)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    668
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    6
    Hits:
    28
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    Prompto is having a difficult time dealing with Noctis's death. He can barely function and is a complete mess. To help him cope he takes the suggestion from Ignis to write letters via email to Noctis to release his thoughts and feelings. Only months after Noctis' passing something happens that shakes Prompto's world and he isn't sure what to do.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,410
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    64
    Kudos:
    160
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    2968
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    Everyone hates Ink for what he did and what he is. But they forgot.... not all versions of Ink are bad. Fate wants to give its child a friend. They gave Ink himself from another universe. But this Ink isn't like Inky. He will make everyone realize that not all Inks are bad.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,192
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    52
    Kudos:
    71
    Bookmarks:
    9
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    Dear Deku,
    My therapist told me I should write letters to you. It's part of some healing bullshit, but... well, I dunno. Maybe you're bored, wherever you ended up.
    ...Fuck, this is so cheesy.
    Kacchan

     

    Updates every day

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,387
    Chapters:
    35/?
    Comments:
    168
    Kudos:
    481
    Bookmarks:
    67
    Hits:
    5628
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    Collection of unconnected Whumptober One Shots to hurt my favorite character, Clint Barton.
    Link to the list I'm using is in the Notes on the first chapter.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,550
    Chapters:
    16/31
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1214
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    It's the 90's and life hasn't been kind to Harrington who is now running the Hawkins bowling alley. Pissed off at the world and self hating, Steve buries himself in work, soft furnishings and weed. Refusing to look at his problems and isolating himself, he has become a control freak with Dustin his only trusted ally. All seems to be going alright-ish, the days passing with their usual monotony until Billy returns to Hawkins.
    Destructive, reactive and with very little will to live, Billy just wants to burn out somewhere, invisible to the world but fate has other ideas. Setting out for a night with the guys, all his plans are torn apart as he winds up drunk at Steve's complex, and Harrington is having a bad fucking day.
    The incident at Lane 17 forces the pairs path to cross, locking them together in a power struggle as each tries to fight their demons. With a little help from Dustin, BDSM and the healing power of pot, Steve and Billy are pressured to reevaluate all they know and come face to face with their worst maladaptive coping stratergies if they want any hope of surviving the return of The Upside Down.
    Sex, drugs and violence - what could possibly go wrong?

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    125,024
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    182
    Kudos:
    89
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    2683
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    There were four students who never went home for weekends:
    Satou Rikido, Hagakure Tooru, Bakugou Katsuki, and Todoroki Shouto.
    The last, of course, made sense to everyone. No one thought twice of Todoroki choosing to stay every weekend instead of going home.
    The other three, however, were more of a mystery.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,525
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    49
    Kudos:
    229
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    1830
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    Yoongi was not one to express his feeling well. On the other hand, Hoseok was one who couldn't hide his feeling at all. These two being in a constant state of push and pull how will their relationship affect each other and their members.

    Namjoon is a clumsy giant with a generous heart, but when he begins to hold in all his stress and worries he takes it out in the one person who loves him as equally as he loves them. Will Jimin be able to handle the outburst or will it be too much to handle?

    Jin is in major trouble, as he began realizing his feeling for the youngest members Jungkook and Taehyung. Unable to contain his new found feeling much longer he will now have to decide who he is more in love with as his feeling for them grow stronger and stronger. Will his decisions destroy them or make them stronger.
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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,475
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    80
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    1474
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    Karkat Vantas has been through hell and back, multiple times. When he was young-
    You know what, he doesn't have fucking time for this vague and confusing philosophical bullshit. Like seriously, is his inner realizations about how much his life might change important to anybody? He highly fucking doubts it!
    This shit is what someone who actually cared about fate would do, say something ultimately pointless and seem *mysterious*. Fucking bravo. But Karkat knows fate is almost as fake as magic, so he doesn't waste his time wondering if the cosmos will line up perfectly for something important to happen, or whatever it is someone who believes in fate would say.
    Screw waiting for fate or miracles, Karkat has a job to do and he can't waste any time on things like that.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    44,791
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    49
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    467
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    Keith and Lance are planning their wedding, but when he starts to see ghosts of his past, he feels like he is going crazy. But is he going crazy or is he actually seeing the real thing?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,034
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    369
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    Everything was moving so slowly, it was loud, and as semi-conscious as Alfred had been, he made out the IV shoved in his hand as well as the constant yelling it seemed dependent. The smell of death lingered though, it was making his nostrils sneer but he was tired.
    A hand brushed his head though.

    ‘..’re… help you…’

    He couldn’t understand the grave was finally rising though, the warm hand made him feel warm and scared because he barely made out the voice of Arthur, his father. The remorse he felt was the worst part. Loneliness was a friend though.
    The last thing he remembers is a feeling of a kiss on his forehead.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,675
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    145
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    What started as a holiday quickly goes awry when a gruesome murder is committed under the noses of Detective Free and his partner, Mr Gruchy. They're well acquainted with the methods and motives of murder; but there are more things in Heaven and Earth, after all, than are dreamt of in their philosophy. . . .

    Updates Friday/Tuesday. Tags added as-needed, so be sure to check back regularly!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    198,320
    Chapters:
    60/60
    Comments:
    1105
    Kudos:
    303
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    5095
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    When Alicia Ray started school at Midtown Highschool, she didn't expect a chance to work with Tony genius-playboy-billionaire-philanthropist Stark! However, if she does get that internship, can she hide her bad coping habits and struggles? Or will she finally accept help? ♥

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,528
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    534
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    Amajiki knew he was a hopeless, but this? Why he was still like this?

    Language:
    English
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    928
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    3
    Hits:
    100
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    Just some good old fashioned Roman angst.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    618
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    10
    Hits:
    55
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    Finding a family was something neither Connor or North thought would ever happen, yet here they are living with the grumpy Lieutenant who saved them all those years ago. As they are on the road to finishing high school, they must find out who they really are and what they want to be, as well as what's more important in life.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,435
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    123
    Kudos:
    388
    Bookmarks:
    41
    Hits:
    4283
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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    32,231
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    71
    Kudos:
    278
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    5042
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    A retelling of Kiwami 2 with Majima as the main protagonist.

    Includes expansions on his additional content, Majima Kensetsu, and what he was doing behind the scenes - as well as his progressively closer relationship with Kiryu.

    (Explicit tag is for chapter 3, and possibly onward.)

    (FIRST DRAFT: may be subject to heavy editing.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,273
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    24
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    362

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