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After hoping against hope that Draco would seek him out after his betrayal, Harry couldn't take it anymore. He broke a promise to Draco that he never intended to keep in the first place. It was all for Draco, his Draco, who he can't stop panicking about.
Of course, things are never that simple, and, after finding his love, Harry discovers that Draco isn't only back to his old self-destructive ways, but that he is also more determined than ever to push Harry out of his life completely. Of course, Harry won't stand for that and continues to try and help Draco even if the blonde insists he deserves the pain.
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- Part 3 of Through His Broken Mind
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They may not be friends anymore, but when the Ladyblog is unexpectedly deleted Marinette knows something must be terribly wrong with Alya. She won't answer Marinette, but maybe she will listen to Ladybug.
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- Part 4 of Have a Drink on Me
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to ignore the days where I hate myself (I will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing) by todd_ie for Tarredion
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
03 Aug 2020
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"When you stepped into the light
I saw it running down your thighs
And thought, what a beautiful sight
To see you alive"Leaving Wokingham might have helped, but everything still crawled back to him.
(dan still feels hated, but he is loved anyway.)- Language:
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K-pop fans and the world at large are thrown into turmoil when the rising global sensation Bangtan Sonyeondan, better known as BTS, are kidnapped in the dead of night. As the world reels in confusion, the young men of BTS find themselves living a nightmare from which they may never escape. Will they survive? Will they still be the Bangtan Sonyeondan that fans all over the world know and love? Or will they be forever changed?
A story by Kaelyn Grey (@kaelyn_grey, kaelyngrey@gmail.com)
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- Part 1 of The Trilogy of Bangtan Sonyeondan
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A single year can change everything.
A reimagining of Persona 5, with an expanded look at Ren Amamiya’s background.
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- when you lose something you can't replace - by paperinks
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
03 Aug 2020
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Shiro and Lance are happily engaged when Shiro goes missing, and when they bring back Shiro's clone, everything goes wrong. Suddenly Lance is avoiding Shiro, showing up with bruises, and Shiro's angry and short-tempered.
Then they figure everything out; that Shiro was a clone, and the clone had been abusing Lance for deca-phoebs.
This is the aftermath. The aftermath of abuse and imprisonment, and how they deal with it.
Sometime's things have to get just a little bit worse before they can get better.
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- Part 1 of Voltron Podfics
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Obey Me! Reader-Insert Requests by InvertedPhantasmagoria
Fandoms: Shall We Date?: Obey Me!
03 Aug 2020
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Because I have no self-control, here we go again >.> This is a fic for all kinds of requests (and a couple of my own ideas) featuring some truly lovely demon boys~ To anyone who's familiar with my work; this is exactly what you think it is. To anyone new; I'm drawn to fictional misery like a moth to a bug zapper, so expect things to get mean. This collection will contain fluff, smut, angst, and more... but probably pretty strong in the "angst" territory. Plenty of Au stuff to choose from too~
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The Villain to Your Hero by Thursdays_Angel
Fandoms: Thor (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Aug 2020
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The events on Jötunheim lead to more than Loki discovering the truth of his birth. He doesn't want to be a monster but he now understands he was always meant to be one. After Thor is banished to Midgard, Loki knows his idiot of a brother will never learn the lesson Odin wants him to. Thor needs to be a hero and Loki will provide him the villain he needs to fight to do so. Unfortunately, knowledge of his origins isn't the only thing Loki brought back from Jötunheim. Something worse lurks underneath his skin.
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Cherry Soda Boy by Sardonic_Grin
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VII, Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII Remake (Video Game 2020)
03 Aug 2020
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[AU] Cloud stumbles into his junior year with the same moody chip on his shoulder that's been weighing him down since he was 13; unhappy with the path his privileged journey has taken yet unwilling to change anything. Until the fiery red-head, Reno, transfers into his school and chips away at that carefully constructed mask of apathy. But are his intentions good? Or is Reno another disappointment? CloudxReno. Slash.
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break me open, let me see all the ruined things by angelcult
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
03 Aug 2020
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Being immortal is harder than Sonic would have ever known, especially now that he’s faced with the predicament of his past haunting his every waking moment.
Shadow’s there to make sure he doesn’t have to do it alone.
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- Part 2 of the love and loss of would-be gods
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Doom is a demon from Hell assigned to a mission. He has to kill the members of a band named Rammstein, who are living in the flat of a very powerful demon. Doom has only one rule to follow : he must not say his name, so he can't be exorcised.
The mission seems easy, but our demon didn't expect to actually appreciate his victims, especially one, the bassist. -
Remedy Lane by ElairStark
Fandoms: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
03 Aug 2020
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Johnny Joestar: da astro nascente dell'ippica a celebrità decaduta.
Un percorso multicapitolo dell'evoluzione del rapporto del fantino con l'amore dall'adolescenza all'età adulta.Contiene spoilers di Steel Ball Run e Jojolion.
Main ship: GyJo e JoRina
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1 year, 7 months, 17 days,
1 year, 7 months, 17 days since his world shattered at his feet. 1 year, 7 months, 17 days since darkness threatened to fill his lungs and drown his soul. 1 year, 7 months, 17 days, since he last saw the petals falling.
A journey of finding self-acceptance, where the key to healing, is letting go.
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Brother.
Brother, wake up.
Shut up. You're not real.
But I am.
No!
Brother, please. I need you. They found me and I am not sure how much time you have left before they will find you too.
What are you even talking about?
Brother, wake up..
Genji?
Run! Just run!
Genji?!
His eyes snap open, two shining blue crystals in the dark and the thunder roars above, greeting the dragon back.
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When Jesse McCree finally got to his long awaited vacation to Japan, he totally didn't sign up for almost getting killed by a man claiming to be a thousand year old dragon on search for his little brother. But who was he to deny a man in distress? -
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Draco's true post-war coming of age story, where he learns to integrate back into wizarding society with all its trials and tribulations.
Diving into what it's like to be one of the most hated wizards in the community and the finicky dating scene for those cast aside. Mending relationships outside and within his family, as well as navigating the world through a new lens.
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"Please leave me alone! It was just one photo!" Albert begged, eyes wide as he tried to pull against the rope binding him.
"Jus' a photo of Van Der Linde's lap dog. We don't believe you, tell us where he is" the man sneered.
I just wanted to make Albert interact with the gang.
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- Part 1 of Rdr2
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Sometimes, Yoongi still feels everything. The unwanted hands roaming around his body. The unwanted touches. The pain. The filth. The cries. Yoongi remembers being pathetic and powerless, unable to do anything. Sometimes he wants to hurt the people who caused him all of this pain and misery, and sometimes, he blames no one else but himself.
He tells himself that it’s okay; that it will pass, it will go. But some nights, he lies awake and unable to sleep, thinking about why he couldn’t learn how to forgive himself, why he still couldn’t love himself; because if he can’t, then who ever will?
Not Jungkook, not anyone else.
No one will.
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But I Need You by CodyEvans_Maximoff
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Thor (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Black Widow (Movie 2020)
03 Aug 2020
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After everything that has happened, the Avengers get a new recruit; a girl named Cody.
When they first meet, the recruit is extremely closed off, cold, and gives majority of the team the "cold shoulder". Quite quickly, Cody begins to act nicer towards the team, become more comfortable and friendly with them, but still is not willing to open up. Despite this though, Wanda Maximoff is determined to learn more about her, and even develops a crush on the mysterious girl who soon become her friend.
What will happen to the duo, and why exactly is Cody so secretive about her backstory, past, and entire life? -
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diaryjournal of Mask's day to day thoughts about Aloha(some days are skipped over whoops)
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He Can't Love You Like I Do by anneryn7
Fandoms: The Vampire Diaries (TV), Teen Wolf (TV)
03 Aug 2020
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AU. AH. Bamon with Berek endgame. Slowburn. Bonnie is trapped in an abusive relationship with Dr. Damon Salvatore. She overhears someone talking to Derek about the self-defense classes he offers & decides to take them. He's just her instructor. It's not his job to fall in love with her and show her how she should be loved, but that doesn't mean that he won't. Trigger warnings.