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    In a world similar to our own, but overcome with a plague. The lands of their home, the minds of civilization, all slowly corroding. Seven young test subjects must learn the struggles of survival, independence, and cooperation in order to not only find freedom, but to make a future for themselves. However, they all soon learn that everything comes with a price.

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    What do you do when your husband has fucked up the most enduring relationship in his life? Rescue his boyfriend.

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    8/?
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    53
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    His world, his boyfriend, had died. He felt like it was his fault, his fault that Salted Caramel Cookie had ran into those vile, evil, cookies. He knew it was due to his imperfections that Salted Caramel had always reminded him of.

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    Espresso Cookie's abusive boyfriend dies and healing time? Maybe not.

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    Parappa was typically a lucky guy. A happy dog with some ups and downs in his life. Then one down happened and dragged him to a personal rock bottom. Now starts a new adventure where high stakes are on the line as he attempts to climb his way back on. However it seems the only way to go, is even further down. If life is close to ending up a living Hell, then Parappa will strive through to block that fate off. Now as the fresh made group of heroes, can he pull it off? Or will history repeat itself infinitely. Only time and this tale can figure that out!

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    English
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    425,238
    Chapters:
    28/?
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    20
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    745
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    It starts in his bedroom, and he doesn't know why. It continues in several other rooms, and he doesn't know why. Later, other people he thought he could trust join in or hurt him on their own as well. Why.

     

    Don't like, don't read, don't bash. Thank you.

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    English
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    33,156
    Chapters:
    11/?
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    248
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    32
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    Nate is beyond angry , he wants to confront Lexi. But I guess he will settle for Ethan.

    Updated!

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    English
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    3,992
    Chapters:
    3/?
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    24
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    87
    Bookmarks:
    8
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    1814
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    “Master??” Anakin asked in confusion. He tried to force his stubborn eyes to stay open and focus. This was Anakin’s Master, but he looked the way he did ten years ago! Undoubtedly, he was even younger than that; the evidence hung behind his right ear and down to his shoulder – he was a Padawan. Anakin sat up in shock. “Master, what’s going on?”

    Obi-Wan turned to look back over his own shoulder, but there was no one there. Who was this boy talking to? Who was he calling Master? “Uhh. . . I, uhhh . . . I’m . . .” Obi-Wan started to back away.

    “Obi-Wan?” Anakin tried again.

    Obi-Wan stopped in his tracks. “You – you know me?”

    “Of course I know you!” Anakin’s expression was painted with horror. “You don’t know me??” he asked unnerved.

    *****Obi-Wan Kenobi goes to sleep as a thirty-six-year-old Jedi Master and wakes up as a seventeen-year-old Padawan. *****

    "You’re with me, and I’m with you,” Anakin said assuredly. “You rescue me, and I rescue you. We will always save each other. When I am weak, you are strong. When you are weary, I will be your strength. You are the light to my darkness. You give me balance. You give me peace, and all I want is to give you the same.”

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    Chapters:
    13/?
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    Major TW: eating disorder/anorexia nervosa, severe body issues

    George struggles a lot with his self image. After being in a toxic relationship, he's left with horrible anorexia. Nobody else knows about George's suffering behind the scenes, and he'd like to keep it that way.

    Dream starts to notice that something is off with his best friend. He isn't quite sure what's going on, but he's determined to find out in order to help George with whatever's bothering him.

    Things escalate, and George's health starts to deteriorate at an alarming rate. Dream just wants to help... but in the end, it'll all be up to George.

    TW are listed in beginning of each chapter. No TW for language.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
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    14
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    While cleaning out Dazai's apartment, Chuuya finds out Dazai used to journal. He found loads and loads of notebooks filled to the brim with both Dazai's perfect loopy handwriting and his messy scrawl. It's a duality that only brings tears to Chuuya's eyes as he reads the entries. Chuuya's reading them all, of course - because now that Dazai's gone, these written words are all Chuuya has left.

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    Chapters:
    7/11
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    189
    Bookmarks:
    28
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    After the events of episode 10, Ed spends his days in guilt over the things he's done. He falls back on alcoholism, but he can't keep out the memories of the happiest days of his life–the days alongside Stede Bonnet. He slowly rebuilds a crew and tries to learns of the fate of the man who changed his life so much.

    Trying to balance hiding his grief, fixing things with Jim and Frenchie, and taking care of his new crew causes him many struggles. Especially with his first mate causing the crew distress at every turn.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    2
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    Life sucks. Ever since you were young, growing up has been an immense challenge. Between being severely bullied at school, your dad dying while in the military, and your mom miscarrying what would have been your twin siblings and taking her anger and sadness out on you, life doesn’t seem worth living anymore.

     

    The only thing that made your life worth giving a shit about in your eyes was cartoons.

     

    Your mom one day notices how much you like them, and long story short she kidnaps all the characters you like and make them apart of the ‘family’ in order to have you and her cope with all the bullshit life deals out.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
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    13
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    2
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    “never let a good crisis go to waste.”

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    Chapters:
    21/22
    Comments:
    6
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    8
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    1
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    Sodachi Oikura is struggling though University. Despite vowing to grow past her bitter past, she still struggles against her own mind and the hurdles of change that seem so high. But, perhaps with the aid of another, she might yet find her own happiness.

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    38,546
    Chapters:
    15/?
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    Kudos:
    40
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    9
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    "Entre lo falso y lo enfermizo no puedes negar que te queremos, que nos amamos más que nosotros mismos. Sin importar lo demás, la realidad es que el amar nos consumirá"

    Pairing: YoonMinKook [Min Yoon-Gi x Park Ji-Min x Jeon Jung-Kook] - Yoonkook - Others
    Advertencias: Smut, S&M, Lenguaje Vulgar; Hurt/Confort.

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    Español
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    53,327
    Chapters:
    40/40
    Comments:
    6
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    62
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    2
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    Do you wanna see a bizarre version of JoJo's characters with a bunch of other random characters into the mix, which I believe to be a stupendously mediocre story? Come on into the Made in Heaven Saga! A currently ongoing series about my favorite characters ever joining into battle against the unknown where they are all fated to be together one day to battle against the one Made in Heaven.

    WARNING: This Story includes violence, sex, substance, suicide, adult language, nudity, dark humor, gore, inhumane instances, psychological drama, pressing subject matters, and psychological horror. Reader discretion is advised.

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    English
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    902,215
    Chapters:
    424/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    14
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    Victoria's just about hit rock bottom after telling the truth for once blows up in her face. Cut off by her family and abandoned by her friends, she's left adrift, working in a shitty little diner just to make ends meet. The absolute last thing she needs right now is her former hopeless crush turned enemy Kari Price waltzing back into her horrible life one night to kick her while she's down.

    Or is it?

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    2,495
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    3
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    11
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    2
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    Frisk absorbs Sans' soul after an unintentional genocide run. In her grief, she resets to try to fix it and make everything right. However, things don't go as planned and she ends up in a violent version of the Underground. With Sans stuck in her head, she now has his magic to help them survive and escape. But Frisk is committed to sparing. It will be difficult to spare when everyone here wants to kill her. What will she and Sans do?

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    92,085
    Chapters:
    27/?
    Comments:
    90
    Kudos:
    268
    Bookmarks:
    49
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    Will Kamski, der geniale kleine Bruder von Elijah Kamski, erschafft mittels ausgeklügelter Software ein Bewusstsein für Androiden. Das erste Versuchsobjekt, Connor, ein Android in Gestalt eines jungen Mannes, wird zum ersten Testlauf 6 Wochen zu ihm geschickt - und lernt einiges über die Finsternis in Will Kamskis Herz.

    Will Graham (aus Hannibal) x Connor (aus Detroit:Become Human) im Universe von Detroit:Become Human, Jahre vor den Ereignissen aus Detroit:Become Human.

    Kein Beta-Read. Ich hab das ewig auf dem Rechner gehabt und möchte es jetzt teilen. Ich schreibe weiter.

    Trigger: vergangene/erwähnte Selbstverletzung, selbsverletzendes Verhalten, vergangener/erwähnter Mord, Trauer, vergangene/erwähnte häusliche Gewalt, Depression, Selbstmordgedanken, vergangener/erwähnter Drogenmissbrauch, Selbstwert-Probleme. Achtung, sehr, sehr düster, mit positivem Ende. Irgendwann.

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    Deutsch
    Words:
    67,201
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    71
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    Dean wants to hurt someone, he wants to beat and tear at something living until it goes cold, but nagging on the edges of his disgruntled mind is the notion that it shouldn’t be Cas.

    It should never be Cas.

    Language:
    English
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    13,891
    Chapters:
    6/7
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    26
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    403
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    Irene is a socially inept woman who is down on her luck; a vegan, naïve, sex-addicted cokehead with a useless master's degree. She has a penchant for secrets, and a natural inclination to act on impulse - she doesn't know when to keep her mouth shut. When she tries to get a job as a dancer at the Vanilla Unicorn, she meets Trevor and her life changes forever.

    **Lots of blood, gore, sex, and violence. Expect a messy, dysfunctional relationship with lots of gratuitous smut, angst, romance, hurt, and comfort. Despite all this, and the tags, the longer this goes on, the more “wholesome” the plot is turning out to be. Trevor doesn't rape anyone, although there ARE rape scenes in this story. If you like long fics, you’ve come to the right place!**

    This is my first fic/comments and feedback are very much appreciated! More information in the notes section! Hope you're up for the long ride!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    312,203
    Chapters:
    94/?
    Comments:
    301
    Kudos:
    172
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    7392

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