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    Everyone has the potential to become a monster, but Izuku never imagined that to be literal before he became a vampire. Desperately clinging to his slipping sense of self, he hopes that his dream to become a hero is enough to keep him human. Luckily, it's not a task he'll have to face alone, thanks to Kyoka Jiro. Originally published on Fanfiction.net

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    The reader and Dean head to a bar for the evening, the but the reader wants to go back halfway through the evening and texts Sam, he's happy to pick her up, and when she interrupts Dean and the girl he's with for the evening, the girl isn't happy with that.

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    Just using a bunch of prompts and exercises I found and those will be in the notes of each chapter so if you need writing prompts

    you got them

    also just gonna warn you these chapters are either depressing or they're smut

    I write a lot of smut

    a lot

    maybe every once a month you might get fluff but

    I write a shitload of smut

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    in which jisung runs out of words

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    Danny just wants to be normal. That's it. But life seems to have other plans for him.

    He's dragged through the mud because of his sexuality which he painfully wants to rub off.

    ***

    The main story ends at chapter 122. The rest are drabbles, epilogues, extra chapters and alternate chapters.

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    It's a year and a half later. Tony Stark is sober and now dealing with being attack by someone he thought as a friend, after all this time. There's so much he's dealing with now - it's overwhelming. It's numbing. He wants to stay sober, he wants to show everyone he is actually okay for once. He doesn't need to be guided through life wrapped in bubblewrap. He's fine.
    He's fine, he doesn't see the shield being held above him everytime he closes his eyes.
    So what if he did? He's fine, right?

    - Work in progress -

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    “No one can know his own beauty or perceive a sense of his own worth until it has been reflected back to him in the mirror of another loving, caring being.” - John Joseph Powell

    A ficlet series (non-sequential), mostly hurt/comfort.

    Title from Taylor Swift.

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    "Akechi," he whispered, "your name is Akechi. You are seventeen, you've visited the cognitive world countless times. You aren't him anymore. You have a goal, and a persona, and you are not helpless.”
    He leaned back away from his reflection, studying the myriad of pale scars adorning his chest and arms. This was the body of a fighter, a winner. He was no longer the pitiful homeless boy he had been two years ago. He had a job, a life, and a mission.

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    When Tony comforts Peter, his brain suddenly clicks, as if it's remembering something that's been lost inside him for years.

    (AU where Thanos is defeated only a few months after Infinity War and nobody dies - except the purple asshole, of course. Tony and Pepper get married and expect Morgan. May didn't dust and neither has everyone in Peter's class, only a few people.)

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    Gavin’s father dies, leaving his son a large sum of money behind as his inheritance. Unfortunately, Gavin’s mother writes him stating that his father’s last will and testament requires him to find a suitable partner to marry and settle down with before his fortieth birthday, otherwise, he can’t access the inheritance.

    It isn’t long before Gavin remembers that Nines owes him a favor from long ago, but how can a man who has commitment issues find love and trust under duress?

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    Jack Morrison reaches his breaking point, and does something he thought he'd never do.

    TW: SELF-HARM

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    The deeper you sink the darker it gets. And, at the absolute bottom, there is no light. Not a single spark of hope. You can search for it, you can strain your eyes for the tiniest glimmer, but you won’t be able to find it.

    Because it doesn’t exist.

    For there’s no salvation at the bottom.

    And Casey didn’t think he could make it out.

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    On the night of Castiel’s 18th birthday, Dean caught his boyfriend in the act of cheating. A heartbroken and pissed off Dean decided to break it off with a guilty Castiel. Then, Dean puts Sioux Falls in his rearview mirror and chased his dream of becoming a cop.

    Within 10 years, Dean works his way up the ranks and earns his promotion of being the youngest Captain at only 28 years old. Unfortunately, the job placement is back in Sioux Falls Police Department.

    After much contemplation, Dean accepts the job offer and moves back to Sioux Falls. There he finds out that his ex, Castiel, is also a cop- a deputy. Castiel now falls under his command- and maybe it’s a bittersweet reward.

    Because maybe, he can serve Castiel his just desserts.

    Of course, Dean fails to see just how much hurt Castiel already is in and how much 10 years in a small hypocritical town can take its toll on someone’s life.

    For Dean, revenge is a dish best served cold.

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    He isn't human.

    Dazai knows this fact well. There's a beast in his bones; a monstrosity under his skin. It's always there, even when he's been clean since he left the mafia. It wants to devour, especially those who are gifted. What Dazai fears most is that he might someday slip and ruin his new life at the ADA.

    ***
    Title from: Spiteful Intervention - Of Montreal
    Hopefully not ooc for characters. Lots of my head cannons in here.

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    Zim isn't truly an invader— he knows that now. While he's working through it, life returns to normal elsewhere. Even Dib seems to be back to before. But everything is in danger again when Zim's infamous mistakes catch up with him for the last time. From there, things stop being normal.

    "Irken Zim's I.D. PAK is damaged and has led to a corrupt data path. He is a defective. Irken Zim's data is not allowed into the collective. His PAK will be removed, and erased."

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    Makoto has a hard time dealing with the heartbreak of unrequited love. When Ren chose Kasumi on Valentine's Day, she did her best to move on and be happy for her friends. She was even hoping college would help her forget about her crush, but things don't go according to plan when she meets Ren's uncanny lookalike. [Loosely inspired by the doujin, Ai no Kyouzou or "Mirror Image"]

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    This is absurdly self indulgent and I should definitely be sleeping right now but I must word vomit.

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    Severus Snape finds Lily dead in Godric's Hollow, her son's screams echoing in his ears, and decides to end his life with hers.

    Fate has other ideas.

    Next thing he knows, he's facing an 11-year-old Lily Evans, on their way to their first year at Hogwarts.

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    Archmage Caleb Widogast built a reputation as a cold-hearted and efficient killer during the war between the Xhorhasian and Dwendalian Empires and now, after years, the war is over. Each side has picked a war hero to seal the peace in marriage, and unfortunately Caleb's reputation has preceded him.

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    Hermione Granger is chosen to receive an award at school in which Malfoy must present. But what happens when the reward is a glimpse into Hermione's future and Malfoy is the one to see it. But he sees something he's not expecting and something that could change his plans.

    Originally a one-shot but now going to be a fully-fledged work. This is also posted on Fanficiton.net

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    6/?
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    109
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    15
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