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(Title from my favorite lyric from Needs by Verzache, good song go listen to it.)
Norman is 100% straight. 100% heterosexual. 80% hetero. 50% hetero. Okay, maybe more like 20% hetero. Fine, he has some thinking he needs to do.
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A life without you is no life to live in.
Jackson is an immortal stuck in an endless cycle of meeting the love of his life.
Every time is different, but their feelings remain the same.
Jinyoung is a flower to be kept fresh and beautiful.
But the moment he says I love you-
Jackson can never remain the same.
Because the moment He says I love you, he fades away. -
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In which Sam Flynn isn't coping and doesn't learn how to cope, but everything starts to come together regardless.
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- Part 1 of The Hollow Men (Exposition AU)
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- English
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- 4,784
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 8
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Nagito Trash-Fire Komaeda Donates himself to Science by Suitov
Fandoms: Dangan Ronpa - All Media Types, Super Dangan Ronpa 2, Dangan Ronpa 3: The End of 希望ヶ峰学園 | The End of Kibougamine Gakuen | End of Hope's Peak High School
25 Mar 2019
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I know nobody would willingly choose to listen to my verminous narration instead of Izuru’s. But maybe you’re here because my bad luck rubbed off on you! In that case, firstly I’m so sorry, and secondly I recommend you go and read the first story instead of this cheap knock-off.
If you’re still here, and you really don’t mind, you’re welcome to hear about the best and most hopeful encounter of my despicable life! I’ll try not to make it boring!
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- Part 2 of Izuru Kamukura's Cuddly Toy
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picking @ scabs by SquishyCool
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead & Related Fandoms
24 Mar 2019
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Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, being with them just isn't right. But what wouldn't you give for it to be right? Can someone like Daryl learn how to swallow his pride and stop repeating the same mistakes over and over? Can someone like Beth learn to fight off her demons and allow him to get close enough to hurt her again?
How can they stay away from each other when it's all too easy to fall back into one another?
Picking a scab will leave a scar, but they both have so many scars already... what's a few more? -
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The third and final book of the “Putting the Pieces Back Together” series where many different things take place. This does not only mention references to the golden heart, the rapists, or whatnot, but also to death of loved ones, anxiety, depression, but ultimately overcoming it.
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- Part 3 of putting the pieces back together
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- English
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- 1,538
- Chapters:
- 53/69
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- 2
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I Owe You by HandMonsters
Fandoms: 大海原と大海原 | Oounabara to Wadanohara | Wadanohara and the Great Blue Sea
24 Mar 2019
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Your plans to leave home are destroyed when you find a wounded shark not too far from your house - taking him back and nursing him to full health...
Deciding you want to return with him to his Kingdom. Not knowing you've sealed it's fate by helping the seemingly sweet shark...having fallen head over tail for him...
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- Part 5 of Gods, Devils and the Deep Blue Sea
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Summary: Schuyler is the only child of an Original Nine member, the only female patch, and the rightful heir to the SAMTEX charter. But in accordance with her father's dying wish, instead of assuming the President patch, she returns to his original chapter in Charming, CA. Follow Schuyler's life-long journey of self-discovery as she tries to honor her father's memory, forge her own path in a male dominated organization, and craft extraordinary relationships only to have them tested as this makeshift family slowly starts to unravel at the seams.
Synopsis: This story is meant to be a retelling of the original series. It will often diverge from canon. It is also meant to tell the story from the perspective of B and C list characters bringing them to the foreground. The story is told in present tense 3rd person omniscient, retelling the origins of the SOA if Edward "Midnight Sky" Schuyler had been an Original Nine Member and best friends with Piney and John and ends long after the series finale. Along with filling in blanks during canon time skips and adding original characters throughout, original story lines and minor character traits may be altered to give a fresh new look to this series and its characters.
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- English
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- 14,542
- Chapters:
- 2/5
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Crying Hands by quasargoddess4652
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
24 Mar 2019
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Release
Is something we all look for. Our guilt, pain, shame, our aching broken hearts, the fragments throbbing. The yearning of the damned for unlocked shackles. We cry silent or audible tears for purity the flush out every fiber of our being, to cleanse us of our melancholy. Whatever the circumstances, the trials, the tribulations,
We all want
Complete
And utter
Release.
Katsuki Bakugou is no different.
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After Sam's wall breaks thanks to Castiel, the memories of his time in Hell are haunting Sam more and more; the lack of sleep without killing himself - literally - wasn't helping. He didn't know what to do or where to go; he couldn't let Dean know just how bad it was. And so Sam found himself on the edge...
Gabriel wasn't sure if he should be thankful or suspicious for the reasons his Father brought him back. Bastard hadn't said a peep, sent a letter, nothing. So he entertained himself, wandering around the world. His carefree ways are about to end, though....
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If I have things you need to borrow by viveriveniversumvivusvici55
Fandoms: Stardew Valley (Video Game)
24 Mar 2019
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Snippets of two self-loathing idiots slowly moving closer together.
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What is really going through Travis' head when writing the note. When speaking to Sally? Frequent thoughts of self hatred and doubt cloud his head, that's for sure. What if he takes up Sally's offer of friendship?
And Sally, how is he dealing with getting closer to the tan boy? How will he react if he gets closer to the church? Will it assist his and his gang's cult research? -
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Reigen gets hit with a 24 hour curse that forces him to tell the truth. He's fine.
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When burnt-out professor Link Neal is offered a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity that whisks him to the farthest reaches of the world, he isn't as ready as he thought he would be for the biting cold or the overwhelming darkness of Antarctica. Though at least he'd been given fair warning of those hazards.
The same couldn't be said of his new boss and research partner. -
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Ophelia makes for the Nightmare of Mensis, but, even before that, complications arise.
She's a strong girl, really, but how can the people she cares about help her if she fails to let them?
But alas, not too fast! The Nightmare swirls and churns unending.A sequel to Through the Nightmare.
(I'll update the tags as I go! And I might change the title, I'm awful bad with titles.)Series
- Part 4 of Ophelia's Yet Unnamed Bloodborne Series
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- English
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- 5,937
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- 5/?
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Years of constant fighting for the position as ruler of Etheria have taken a toll on the Horde and the members of the Rebellion.
After a natural catastrophe that's been denominated as the Cataclysm due to its disastrous nature, both sides are forced to cooperate when their people look at them for answers. Seeking a very needed truce for the good of the habitants of Etheria's survival, it would seem a political marriage is the only way to achieve this.
Will She-Ra, the face of the Rebellion, be willing to marry Hordak to ensure he won't take advantage of their fragility to anihilate them? Or will the evil leader of the Horde have different plans in mind for their treaty?
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A Court of Wrath and Moonlight by whokilledkat
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Mar 2019
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The death of Tamlin's wife has left Keorah, their daughter, questioning everything.
Growing up in a cold, broken home, Keorah has nobody left to turn to she can trust and is on the brink of losing it all. That is until a request from the Night Court arrives seeking to mend their strenuous relationship and messy history.Rhys and Feyre's son Milo keeps dreaming of two things: a blonde-haired beauty and that awful ash box his unknown enemies had tried to steal him away in. He's still recovering from his overnight abduction when Lucien Vanserra arrives unannounced at an Inner Circle meeting demanding they visit the Spring Court as soon as possible to ensure the safety of his blessed-daughter, Keorah.
Old enemies are being rumoured to rise once more as tensions form and bargains are made, as lies are woven and bonds are created. Prythian soon finds itself in the midst of another civil war.
Set seventy five years after ACOWAR and ACOFAS, this story follows the next generation of heirs to the seven courts of Prythian and just how complicated diplomacy can be.
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- Part 1 of A Court of Wrath and Moonlight
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what i deserve by GalacticGoldfish
Fandoms: 約束のネバーランド | Yakusoku no Neverland | The Promised Neverland (Manga)
24 Mar 2019
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just a short one shot before the trip to goldy pond with yuugo having a breakdown in his room. he thinks about lucas and how the grace field kids are ruining all his plans to die alone and in solitude. it was fun to write and a good stress relief so i hope that you enjoy it.
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Wish Upon A Star by EasyEvilEmma
Fandoms: New Dangan Ronpa V3: Everyone's New Semester of Killing
24 Mar 2019
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Maki feels like her life is over before it even started
Abused by her father and in love with her best friend... Spiralling down a void of self-hatred can be dangerous but will someone free her of a cage she herself made?- Language:
- English
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- 3,515
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- 3/?
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Yami is determined to show Yugi how truly wonderful he really is...