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    Steve would never love someone like him. So he goes for the closest thing he could get.

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    There had always been something pulling Rey to him. Whether it was the force, fate, or maybe even something inside Rey herself that she could not understand, she was drawn to Kylo like a moth to a flame, and he to her. He had Ben in him, after all.

    With the Force continuing to bring the two of them together, Rey is forced to acknowledge the connection between the two of them, and the bond they so obviously share. But will this connection to the Dark Side corrupt Rey, or will it be the key factor in bringing Ben back?

     

    (TW: Pregnancy, References to Prostitution, Self-Hate)

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    In which Seokjin and Taehyung question if they're friends, lovers, or nothing (in no particular order).

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    Wooseok notices that Yuto doesn't act like himself and confronts him about it. Yuto gets a bit emotional.

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    He wouldn't relapse because of her. He wouldn't.

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    Virgil only wants to protect those he loves at all costs. What happens when he can't hide it anymore?

    **I project my experiences of being trafficked onto Virgil, so what he experiences I experienced myself while I was being trafficked, just so you know where this fic is coming from.

    What is up everybody?! A heads up, this fic is graphic and gets DARK but I fix it! Plz heed the tags and if there's something in there that could be triggering for you, plz take care of yourselves! I assure you that I have this whole thing outlined, so it won't get abandoned!

    I try to keep my stuff accessible, including keeping chapters not much longer than 3500 words, so if you have ideas to make my fic more accessible plz lmk!

    This fic is not used to represent D.I.D. If you want resources on D.I.D., lmk in the comments section or on Tumblr!

    I now have an amazing beta by the name of Jasper01! She's so awesome!!!

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    (Alternate pre-pilot beginning) The 100 never made it down to Earth.

    A.L.I.E. breached The Ark Station. After the devastation there was nothing left and she was forced to go back to Earth; Without the 99 other survivors and the Ark for support, how will she be able to bear the pain of all the losses? Her whole life was constructed by endless lies and secrets that were starting to suffocate her. Will the looming solitude and frustration get the best of her? Or will she find the commander, Lexa and be able to prosper?

    OR

    Clarke is the only survivor of the Ark, and Lexa ignores traditional Grounder Culture. A.L.I.E. takes over the space station instead of the ground. Clarke has many internal battles with her alter-ego, Wanheda, and spirals herself into a deep abyss of her darkness. The City of Light has a special twist that could jeopardize all the clans.

    My writing skills progress as the story goes on.

    Ch. 1-15 Part I: Adjustment to a New World
    Ch. 17-35 Part II : Encountering the City of Light (Better written part)

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    He wakes up in what he later learns is the shrine of resurrection. He feels a hunger he can't sate, but continues to ignore while trying to find his way in a world he feels so out of place in. Until he can't ignore it anymore. It takes control of him and he may just lose the only person that can keep him together.

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    Diavola had done it, she had obtained the Requiem Arrow and eliminated Bruno Buccellati and his gang of traitors, but it had cost her dearly.

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    Tagline: Two broken souls find one another, clinging to each other even as their inner demons fight to keep them apart.
    As Jeralt Eisner's two children adjust to their newfound jobs as academy professors amidst whispers of rebellion and heresy, Professor Byleth Eisner finds herself unable to keep away from her head of house, Dimitri. Meanwhile, her brother finds himself facing down a vast conspiracy.

    AM retelling featuring two Byleths AU, Dimileth being foregrounded (albeit a slow-burn romance), and multiple PoV characters. Work in progress, but hopefully will be a full retelling by the end! ...if I get that far. I'm really bad at writing so we'll see!

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    Joshua was born as a hybrid, but he only started to think that fate was unfair when he presented as an omega. Later, he found it even more unfair to know that the person he loved most did not love him in the same way that he had hoped.

    On the day he thought that his life was finally fulfilled, he was suddenly forced to face a "betrayal" from the least expected people. Never once in his life had he ever imagined that his beloved people would be the ones who push him into misery one more time.

    But in the end, everything was still fine. It turned out to Joshua that it was just fine for life to be unfair.

    Or: Joshua, an omega cat hybrid, was brought by three alphas - Wonwoo, Jun and Mingyu, and a whole new life began. However, the boy soon realized that his owners were not just "cousins" and there were hundreds of complicated problems around them, including their friend - Seungcheol - and his mate. They all became a huge mess, almost impossible to resolve.

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    At what cost would the snap have on Tony Stark both physically and emotionally? Where Tony Stark survives Endgame, but in very rough shape. Though Pepper is there for him and so is Morgan, the teenage superhero who changes Tony’s life is Peter Parker, who has nobody to take him in after learning about Aunt May’s suicide while he was gone for five years. Tony must learn how to be a parent to a teenager while recovering from his injuries.

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    Gavin’s father dies, leaving his son a large sum of money behind as his inheritance. Unfortunately, Gavin’s mother writes him stating that his father’s last will and testament requires him to find a suitable partner to marry and settle down with before his fortieth birthday, otherwise, he can’t access the inheritance.

    It isn’t long before Gavin remembers that Nines owes him a favor from long ago, but how can a man who has commitment issues find love and trust under duress?

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    Izuku spirals at midnight. He can't let anyone know. He can't.

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    Akiko prides herself on making other around her happy, even at the cost of her own happiness. However, secretly she wants nothing more than her families approval. However, having secrets is hard while in class 3-E especially when there is a yellow octopus and a red-headed devil to pick you apart.

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    Dref had done well for 4 years, but his past caught up. And now he had to pay the price.

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    A single year can change everything.

    A reimagining of Persona 5, with an expanded look at Ren Amamiya’s background.

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    21/?
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    “No matter how barbaric the world is, a strong will will never waver. If it does, it’ll leave a mark on the wielder. No matter how a person wears their disguise, if they are wise, they won’t cover their weakness. If the world eventually falls on them and they crumble like a sheet of paper, that’s how their true weakness shows. No matter how painful a life may be, fight and struggle to win, but never give up.”

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    Being left in the dark wasn't some new thing she experienced, she was even trying to get over her fear of it.
    She knew how, she is a novelist after all. She's supposed to understand emotions.
    So, Fukawa Touko can't fathom why this girl bothers to help her.

    Touko's supposed to be hated. She's supposed to be belittled for talking so big about facing her fears when in the end, she was all bark and no bite.

    Yet, Naegi Komaru wouldn't leave her be.

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    3/?
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    Q, now powerless, has to deal with doing Human Things at the same time as he’s unraveling thousands of years’ worth of repressed emotions to try and be a better person. AU, set after Deja Q.

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    6/?
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