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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Ilya wakes up in rust orange scrubs and immediately wishes he hadn't.

    The bed's too small, the TV, nestled in its plastic, protective prison, is still playing The Big Bang Theory, and he really has to piss. He sits up, fumbling blindly to his right for the call button to get the nurse, who will then allow him the privilege of leaving his sad, tiny room to use the bathroom across the hall while she watches through a square window in the door. But Ilya supposes he should probably get used to the lack of privacy, now that he's gotten himself committed.


    The Long Game AU where Shane and Ilya don't immediately make up after the Boxing Day Fight.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Ilya broke up with Shane 8 months after the cottage
    David didn't walk in on them
    Shane is not doing well at all
    Lots of sad, depressed Shane, who badly needs a hug but doesn't want anyone to touch him
    Will have a happy ending eventually.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Early on, after one of Haas’ first games with the team, Hollander had scored the winning goal. Rozanov had been joking around with his husband, parading praise around the locker room afterward, pressing a sloppy kiss to his cheek. Hollander rolled his eyes, chided, “Ilya.”

    Haas was watching them, expression crooked into something a little unimpressed. Rozanov had noticed, arched his own eyebrow, and said, voice flat, “You have something to say, Haasy?”

    Haas looked back and forth between them flippantly. “No, Captain.”

     

    or: Luca Haas does not put an effort into getting along with the Centaurs— he’s cocky, uncaring, reserved. As his shell slowly breaks, and he finds himself getting closer to not only his team, but his Captains

    (standalone)

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov was not an alpha. He was not a beta. He was not an omega.

    Ilya Rozanov was nothing.

    And Shane Hollander was everything. And that's why Ilya could never have him.

    (Or - A story about recovery, reclaiming identity, finding peace, and falling in love. Starring my favorite soulmates, Ilya and Shane.)

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    17 Jul 2026

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    SHANE: Lily.
    LILY: Hello
    SHANE: Dead to me.
    What the actual fuck?
    LILY: ??
    SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
    LILY: ahh
    I am in trouble
    Yes?

     
    Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Previously titled: what love could feel like (if we let it)

    The MLH would never admit it outright, but the message was clear. There had never been a professional omega hockey player, and Shane Hollander wouldn’t be the first.

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    After being booted from the professional hockey world, Shane spent the last seven years hating himself, re-building, and trying to find a way forward.

    Meanwhile, Ilya spent the first seven years of his hockey career constructing an impenetrable wall around himself built of detachment, control, and the philosophy of never needing anyone.

    When the two are paired together by a system neither of them chose, they’ll have to confront the possibility that love might demand more than either of them are prepared to give.

    But some promises were never meant to be forgotten: “See you at the draft.”

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    15 Jul 2026

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    On February 14, 2014, Russia passed "The Omega Repopulation Initiative" law.

    Rapidly declining birth numbers, and the inability to keep up with the in vitro research of western countries, led a desperate Russian government to decree that everyone with the secondary gender designation of omega henceforth could be conscripted to birthing facilities, where suitable alphas and betas would be selected for genetic screening and compatibility with the purpose of repopulation.

    The male omegas, a rarity even among the rare omegas, seldomly made it to the facilities. Instead, they became symbols of the most exclusive of commodities, traded among those who believed the worth of a human life was theirs to decide.

    Ilya Rozanov was known to everyone as an alpha.
    He mysteriously disappeared during the Sochi Winter Olympics.

    A tragic casualty of civil war, the world agreed.

    The world moved on.

    Shane Hollander didn't.

    (Or: Against all odds, Ilya finds his way back to Shane in a world that left him for dead. This is a story of healing, and of how far you’ll go for the people you love.)

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “Sounds boring,” Ilya comments, unable to stop himself. “Okay, so what is the emergency, Sveta? You said the guy dropped two days ago.”

    “They’ve already tried three different professional doms and nobody managed to take him out of it, so–”

    “Who's they?” Ilya interrupts her.

    “The hockey team. Montreal Voyagers. They are flying him in to us now.”

    The Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Sabrina Hollander is 13 years old when she puts her brother’s dream in front of her own and promises herself that she’ll never tell a soul about what she’s done.

    Or: How Shane having a little sister he can count on would have changed his story for the rest of his life.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    In 2014, Shane Hollander walked away from hockey, from the spotlight, and from every dream he built since he was 8 years old.

    In 2014, Ilya Rozanov felt like he was losing himself. So he pushed everything away, so no one would get hurt when he eventually cracked.

    Years later, they reunite, Shane — with so many scars, a thousand secrets, and a heart that never learned how to let go.

    Ilya Rozanov thought he knew what losing felt like.
    He was wrong.

    Or: Sometimes, love doesn’t leave.
    Sometimes, someone keeps it for you.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Pike was looking at him expectantly, with something that seemed terribly close to knowing.

    “Rose is here right now.” Ilya settled on, weakly. His shoulders drew in unconsciously, protecting him from a blow that never came. And maybe it was selfish of him, wanting Pike to know that it was not his fault. That maybe, he was not as much of an asshole as Pike believed him to be. His accent was thick as he clarified, “He does not…want anything with Lily.”

     

    or: Ilya is struggling post tuna-meltdown. Then Shane gets hit, and suddenly everyone is asking questions Ilya can't answer.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    10(ish) days after the events of An Evil Spirit, A Passion, or an Idea, it's time for Ilya Rozanov to leave the cottage.

    16(ish) hours told in 6 chapters.

    *7/12/26 COMPLETE*

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    10 Jul 2026

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    "Okay." Ilya takes a deep breath, letting it out. He lays down, resting his head on a pillow, and lays the phone on his diaphragm after he puts it on speaker. He hums, thinking. "Do you like chai actually? Or your, uh— friend, he decides for you?"

    There's a long, long silence after that. Ilya swallows, hoping he hadn't asked the wrong thing. He went on a limb, in a way, because that's what Ilya always does. He assumes things, and butts in where he probably shouldn't and gives boys who look like they're emotionally one foot in the grave notes with his number on it. For some reason.

    "No, he doesn’t." Shane says, eventually, and all Ilya's muscles un-tense. "I do really like chai. Caramel chai, mostly, if wherever I go has it."

    "This can be arranged." Ilya says, his hands behind his head. "I am very good barista."

    Shane snorts, then. Ilya makes it his goal to get him to laugh, and he'd say he's making pretty good progress so far.

     

    Or, Shane is in a severely abusive relationship with his boyfriend, Ash. When they visit a nearby café one day, their server, Ilya, realizes something isn’t quite right between them.

    Ilya can’t help but try and do something about it.

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    10 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 86

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    Shane Hollander spent 60 days in a time loop.
    Ilya Rozanov spent 60 days watching Shane Hollander make insane decisions without remembering the day before.

    Ilya's perspective on the events of 60 Nights in Vegas.

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    09 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 75

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    At the end of an intense season, Shane feels burnt out and overwhelmed by his feelings. When he signs up for an elite wellness retreat hosted by The Collective, his family and friends are relieved that he’s finally taking care of himself. 

    Everyone except Ilya. 

    The deeper Shane gets into the program and the happier he says he is, the more concerned Ilya becomes that he’s in danger. But no one else believes him. 

    By the time Shane realizes that The Collective isn’t actually designed to heal him, he’s isolated himself from everyone in his life and is at the mercy of the charismatic leader. 

    But Ilya has spent his whole adult life finding Shane despite all the odds, and he’s not about to stop now.

    Or: Shane has a tuna meltdown and accidentally joins a cult.

     

     

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    09 Jul 2026

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    A fiery plane crash claims Ilya Rozanov’s life in January. By April, Shane Hollander is dead of a broken heart. The truth dies with them.

    Yuna Hollander will do anything to get her son back, including hiring a shady shaman to resurrect him. There’s just one complication — Shane isn’t coming back alone.

    Now there are codependent not-zombies in her house wearing Ilya and Shane’s faces. When they inexplicably act more like a married couple than the bitter rivals she expected, Yuna is convinced that they came back wrong.

    It’s easier than admitting she never understood them from the start.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “I’ve been looking at Twitter,” Ilya said, one hand on the wheel and the other playing with the hair at the nape of Shane’s neck. It wasn’t doing much to calm the stiffness in his shoulders. “Is not so bad, most people are more mad at your GM than you. It helps that everything is so mysterious.”

    “Really?” Pava asked, his head appearing from the backseat. “I see people very mad at him.”

    “Not helping, Pava.”

    * * *

    Shane Hollander moves to Boston and tries to find his place on a new team. In some ways, it's more difficult than he expected.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    ‘You could come out,’ Shane said eagerly.

    ‘What?’

    ‘Come out, you know, tell everyone that you’re in a relationship with a man. Then you wouldn’t be able to go back to Russia, and your family would leave you alone.’ It was perfect.

    But Rozanov was shaking his head. ‘Risk is too big,’ he said. ‘Without Raiders contract, my visa will change, maybe I do not even get to stay in America. If I burn bridges with Russia, could be very bad.’

    ‘Oh.’ Shane thought for a minute. ‘What about Canadian residency? Then you’d get healthcare and be able to play for any of the leagues, or do something else entirely if you need to.’

    Rozanov looked confused. ‘I would have to play for Canadian team, maybe, to get Canadian citizenship, live in Canada, I don’t know how many years would take. Would be dream only.’

    Shane was terrified and excited at the same time as the rest of the idea fell into place in his mind. ‘What if we got married?’ he asked, stomach fluttering. ‘You’d get a Canadian passport, you’d be safe, no matter what happens.’

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    08 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 45

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    Parity: the state or condition of being equal, equivalent, or evenly matched.

    Despite his enormous talent, Shane doesn't get the same opportunities Ilya does, so he doesn't end up on one of the league's best teams. But even though they don't become the league's most famous rivals, Ilya and Shane still find themselves drawn to each other.

     
    Notes on Deafness:
    Shane and his family speak American Sign Language (as is common in Canada). In this story, ASL is treated like any other language—when people who are fluent are speaking it, it will read like any other language. Shane has been deaf since birth, and his English is not perfect (as is common for many Deaf individuals). Shane's worldview and some of the particulars of his experience are based on real-life Deaf individuals, but he is not meant to represent every Deaf person.

    Notes on hockey:
    I know this isn't exactly how the draft works. And there will probably be hockey mistakes in here too. I fear I must wave my magic wand and ask you to pretend it makes sense.

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    08 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 17

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    муковисцидоз, Ilya learns this word when he is two years old and his Mama is very sad. 

    She has it too. Alexei is spared, but she has given it to him and he thinks, if something can be from his Mama, surely it must be good. Да, because she is good. 

    (Or, Ilya has cystic fibrosis).

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    08 Jul 2026

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