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    ”You know what they say.” Marcus forces a laugh out of his throat and the sound scrapes against his vocal chords. “Never sleep with your therapist, no matter how much he likes you.”

    “But you’re not my therapist,” John says. “You don’t want me to get better. And we wouldn’t sleep together. We’d fuck.”

    Crime AU - Wherein John is sentenced for murder, and Marcus is a slightly funny psychologist sent to write a report. Winston is dead, and everything kind of sucks.

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    "There's nothing wrong with a little crush, is there? It is not going to become anything more than that. He knows better. And even if it did...even if he could ever deserve her, in what universe would Jester Lavorre look twice at him? Caleb doesn't know which way or ways she might lean, but he's pretty damn sure it's not going to be towards the anxious, awkward writer who's so performance-shy that he can't even play new songs for his actual band. He has to record demo tracks for the Mighty Nein in his bedroom. It's a wonder they put up with him, honestly.

    So no, this is never going to be more than a crush. He will enjoy it while it lasts, and then it will pass, as they all do, and he'll get back to real life."

    The Widojest band!AU that no one, including Sydney, asked for.

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    “Yeah,” Yoongi goes on. “So I’m suggesting—”

    Namjoon suddenly catches on, tries to stop Yoongi in his tracks, even though he knows that would be impossible. If Yoongi had his mind set on something, there was no changing it. “No, no, you’re not suggesting—”

    “—that we have sex with each other instead,” Yoongi finishes. Although he’s a bit pink in the face, he flashes Namjoon a smirk. Little shit is reveling in the fact that Namjoon couldn’t stop him from saying it.

    Everyone goes quiet for what feels like a full minute. Then Taehyung lets out a loud laugh. Jimin soon joins in, leaning all over Taehyung, almost falling out of his chair. When all Yoongi does is stare at them with a straight face, Taehyung stops laughing and says, “Oh wait. You’re serious?”

    “Uh, yeah, I’m serious,” Yoongi says, as if it’s obvious.

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    Hatake Kakashi had a problem.

    Some would argue that he has many problems but while they may be right, he's perfectly content ignoring them. And denial. He's very good at denial.

    Well, this time, technically he had three genin-shaped problems, but right now his most troublesome - ah, he can practically feel the Nara cringing - problem is a student so covered in scented lotion, shampoo, and soap that she could qualify as an implement of torture.

    This needed a kunoichi's touch.

    Preferably one without a team of her own, definitely not someone who would traumatize them even more... Ah ha. He's a genius. Yes, Nagisa Asuka will be perfect.

    Hopefully, she won't stab him when he asks. People often try to stab him. He wonders why.

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    After Kerberos, Keith flees to the desert with a handful of photographs, an old sweatshirt, and Shiro’s handwritten journal. According to the official story, his best friend—his light—now rests among the stars; yet Shiro is woven into everything Keith has with him—even the walls of the cabin, which Shiro helped him repair after its years of abandonment. Surrounded by memories, Keith sinks into grief like a soft bed.

    Living becomes surviving becomes existing, until even existence loses his interest. He isn’t trying to die—but he’s not trying to live, either. Fate, chance, luck: whatever it’s called, it now decides Keith’s destiny. And rock bottom is much further down than he ever imagined.

    A strange energy calls to him, then. Something is out there for him, and the desert wants him to find it. For the first time in months, he feels curious, fascinated, challenged, focused, and he throws himself into the hunt—until one night, when a falling star becomes much more than it appears.

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    She was beautiful.

    She was beautiful in a way that seemed sad. Her face was far too sad. Sad, sad, sad. Something in her expression made Kyouka wonder and she watched as the girl’s eyes close, heaving a heavy sigh and turning back towards the broken mirror.

    She was so beautiful that it hurt to look at her. Kyouka tried anyway.

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    Anthony Crowley, a drug addict and a criminal, doesn’t like being put in a box, especially if that box included doctors and psychologists. However, Solomon Aziraphale makes him realize that this could be his chance to break free from the life he had before. But, will Aziraphale be stuck in his old life forever? Would he ever allow himself to get better?

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    It’s when Chloe returns to the day it all started does she realise that she’s not who she once was.

    It’s when Max sees Chloe with redness in her eyes and a blue dye does she realise how much people can change in five years.

    It’s when Rachel laughs does the storm return.

    It’s a second chance. It’s a fresh start. And it’s, as always, strange.

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    Mike Wheeler doesn't remember doing it. They tell him he is suffering from an illness, but that doesn't mean he can forgive himself that easily. Something is seriously wrong with him. Or is it the world around him that's wrong?

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    The moment the mark appeared on his back he knew that if he ever fell in love, it would be the death of him.

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    Goro's been waiting years for his eighteenth birthday, so he can finally out one over on his father. He plans to serve him revenge the only way he knows how, but ruining Shido's life with his death. Its a simple task. Easy to do.

    But he didn't expect to be rescued, and stranded on a deserted isle. At least he thinks its deserted. He can't find his rescuer, but every morning there's a pile of freshly caught fish on the beach. And at night he can see someone out in the water watching him from just beyond his campfire's light.

    They refuse to come talk to him, but every time he tries to drown himself they pull him back from the brink of death.

    Is this just a cruel game, or maybe Goro has found someone to help him find the value he feels his life has lost.

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    Virgil gets lost inside himself sometimes, but Roman is always there to bring him back to the surface.

     

    tw for suicidal thoughts, stay safe y'all!

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    “there was no future: there was only a continued slide into still more terrifying versions of the present.”
    ― John le Carré, Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy

    The other shoe finally drops - someone's found out where the Winter Soldier is. Do not pass go, do not cause an international incident, go straight to trial. There might be a few more steps than that, but this kind of fight isn't the kind that Steve, Bucky, or any of their friends are used to. And just as everything else, it's going to be more than a little bit messy.

    The third in the Parcours series.

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    Just using a bunch of prompts and exercises I found and those will be in the notes of each chapter so if you need writing prompts

    you got them

    also just gonna warn you these chapters are either depressing or they're smut

    I write a lot of smut

    a lot

    maybe every once a month you might get fluff but

    I write a shitload of smut

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    "And then he pulled her to his chest, wrapped his arms fully around her. Still in his undershirt. Still smelling like aftershave. And warm, and solid, and comforting. Embraces like this had made her, stupid and careless, believe him when he said he would never let anything happen to her again. He buried his face in the crook of her neck and his cheeks were wet.
    Her skin would rend or tear or turn to dust, her brain a bubble that would pop and set everything to silence, but it hadn’t popped yet, it was all pressure, about to. She was being torn apart. It was too much. He should hate her. He did? He would. Even if he didn’t know it yet."

    please be careful if you read this! MC meditates a bit on self harm, suicide, and torture and mentions having been sexually assaulted. it's not the focus but it's sure there! rated E because the first chapter.... is pretty horny.
    i didn't proofread this.

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    Nate/Mick drabbles.

    Mick doesn't like Hank's choice of words.

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    Peter’s been collecting scars for as long as he can remember. He counts them, sometimes, when he’s alone. All 76 of them. No, scratch that—the particularly nasty knife wound he’d gotten yesterday on patrol definitely pushed the count to 77.

    or: in which peter struggles to deal with past ghosts and mj is a supportive girlfriend

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    The robot had caught Freddie and Brian. He would soon catch Roger, and him too. But Brian was not moving at all, and Freddie's shirt, god, there was so much blood.
    __

    Or: I saw the news of the world jacket and decided to write a fic around it. With killer robots and blood on Freddie's shirt.

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    Is it truly a happy ending if the middle doesn't exist?

    Max Caulfield saved both her hometown and her best friend. Only she can’t remember much of anything, let alone how she did it.
    At least everyone is safe... right?


    Max loses her memories and is reintroduced to Arcadia Bay, but the timeline isn't quite the same.

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    Logan doesn't know what feelings are, but he knows he has them every time he looks Remus's way.

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