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Seungmin knew he wasn’t special.
He tried countless times to gain his members' attention and affection, however, each attempt only ended in failure. Seungmin might’ve been the second youngest member in his group but he never felt like it; compared to their maknae, Seungmin felt like nothing but a second thought.
Living unnoticed became Seungmin’s second nature— However, the longer his insecurities piled up, the further he found himself spiraling towards his breaking point, his insecurities overtaking his life and dragging his members down alongside him.
Maybe Seungmin didn’t deserve to be loved. And if no one truly loved him maybe Seungmin needed to work for it. Maybe Seungmin needed to change himself. Maybe Seungmin lost sight of who mattered most.
Maybe Seungmin lost himself in the process.
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Jisung felt his breathing quicken to an erratic pace as he watched photos of him and his ex pass through the screen. Not a single soul was supposed to find out but now the whole world knew he was gay.
Now, no matter how much Jisung had to offer, he’d never be seen as more than just his sexuality. He’d never be seen as more than that stupid photo. The one secret that tore him apart would be forced into the spotlight, for anyone and everyone to judge. His career was over. It had to be. He’d come so far only to be taken down by one mishap. And as if that wasn't enough, his love for Minho only seemed to be growing stronger day by day.
The journey through the aftermath would be long and hard. Jisung didn't know how he'd get through it or if he'd get through it at all.
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Jisung hid his identity away from his members and away from the world because he was afraid of loosing all that he cared for. Everything appeared to be going smoothly; the group was quickly rising their way to fame, and success- until a photo of Jisung's former high school relationship leaked onto the internet.
Translation now available in Polish! :))
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[Jisung] So how long have you known Hyunjinnie?
[Felix] uh actually
we kinda just met
like just now
I’m a dance major and I’m studying abroad
Chris made this group chat so I could get used to the school :)
[Jisung] ...Hyunjin you can’t keep calling everyone your best friend
[Hyunjin] And why not?
You don’t mind right, Felix?
[Felix] oh, it’s not a problem :D
AKA the skz uni chatfic I wrote at 2 AM -
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Chan was happy with the way things were. He was happy with his little space. His members were happy as his caregivers. Everything was perfect.
So if everything was so perfect, why did he still have so many doubts? Why did he still feel so guilty for regressing? Why did he still feel an overwhelming sense of shame whenever he thought about his near…accident?
Chan realized he was still scared.
He was scared of wanting to feel younger, he was scared of having accidents, he was scared of wanting baby space, he was scared of being so vulnerable, he was scared of putting unwanted responsibility on the others, and he was scared of change.
AKA Chan thinks it's a good idea to repress his regression again and makes the mistake of going on VLIVE
(This is an age regression story! It’s only tagged as ageplay so others can find it easier)
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- Part 4 of little channie :)
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Bang Chan had been working nonstop for the past few weeks. Stray Kids’ schedule can be stressful especially for someone who never knows when to quit working- like Chan. It especially didn't help that he had been ignoring his need to regress for the past few weeks during promotions. Chan had a hard time accepting that that he needed a break, or that he was a little.
How was he supposed to be a leader when he acted like a child?
AKA Chan hides his little space until his members find out
(This is an age regression story! It’s only tagged as ageplay so others can find it easier)
EDITED: 11/06/22
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- Part 1 of little channie :)
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Chan’s story of being a little in SKZ. This is made as a series instead of multiple chapters. Prepare for much angst and fluff!
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A series of Lukadrien one shots. It isn’t necessarily chronological and can make sense in and out of order! Mostly just hurt/comfort.
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Take Me by the Waist to the Water by etymologyplayground
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
14 Mar 2019
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"Ge ge, want to get married?"
"... Aren't we already married?"
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Instead of freezing, Xie Lian teases back. It Kills The Man
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03 Mar 2026
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Heliotrope by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
28 Nov 2025
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“Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”
Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.
“It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”
He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.
“Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.
“Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”
It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.
But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.
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- Part 1 of Heliotrope AU
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20 Oct 2025
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what i want from you is sweet by VampireFaun
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
01 Apr 2023
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There’s something building up inside Hua Cheng, a heap of troublesome desires. They’re inconvenient, shameful, crude. They make his straightforward nature complicated. They’d be better off sealed away forever, if it weren’t for one big problem.
When Xie Lian kisses him hard enough, Hua Cheng slips into a trance.
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Bookmarked by Naikawa
29 Mar 2025
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Felix runs a popular Twitter account where he posts pictures of people in their daily lives. One day, he goes to a bookshop, and there he spots a cute couple on a date and starts to stalk them, reporting all their cute moments on a thread on Twitter. The thread explodes, and one of the couple's friends sees it, warning the couple about their stalker.
In an unexpected turn of events, they purposefully amp up their interactions just to stir Felix up until he exposes himself.
If all goes as planned, there's some punishment on the way for their little stalker.
Sept 17, 2022: now with translation in Russian!
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22 Apr 2024
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You Better Work! by Kanae_vR
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
31 Jul 2018
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The best part of Bakugou Katsuki’s week is when he gets to shed his lab coat for a skin-tight vinyl bodysuit, a long blonde wig, and a pair of oversized handcuffs.
His drag persona is a force to be reckoned with. The audience loves her. She loves herself. One guy in particular loves her a little too much.
If this freckled idiot seriously thinks he has a shot with her, he has another thing coming. Namely, her stiletto up his ass. Who cares if it’s his birthday?
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- Part 1 of The Drag Queen! Katsuki Saga
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02 Mar 2024