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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane has no idea what the hell he's doing, but the longer this goes on the more real it all feels and he can't keep pretending this is a dream.
    But it has to be.
    It's simply not possible for him to be a fucking cat in Ilya Rozanov's kitchen.

    aka
    shane gets turned into a cat and ilya has no idea... until he does

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    HI darlings!

    I made this fanart based on the short story from hollanovburneracct81 on Threads! It’s a cute ficlet about Ilya needing to feel useful and of course Shane has just the right way to do that for him! I absolutely recommend it!! SO CUTEEAAAHHHHHGHYJSNS!!!
    ⬇️FIND IT HERE⬇️

    https://www.threads.com/@hollanovburneracct81/post/DYVUu_tkXVy?xmt=AQG0btBSu5s28xdnUH_RM8SKXQJfyfDZulB-yJXlOqC1HdXlRF0DN2E2hUyocqGyPKFSuYaD&slof=1

    I hope you love this drawing!!
    (multiple versions because I’m indecisive oops)

    Say hello on threads to me!
    @illpines

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    15 Jul 2026

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    After the cottage, Shane panic-googles how to be a good boyfriend and follows every step.

    Ilya becomes increasingly convinced Shane is about to break up with him.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.

    What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.

    Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    25 Jun 2026

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    A needy and drug filled Shane Hollander refusing to let Ilya leave because, well, he doesn’t want him to.
    Simultaneously, Ilya Rozanov realizes he actually can't live without Shane.

    (An extension of the ‘Will you come to my cottage’ hospital scene)

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    23 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 99

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    “Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
    Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
    “Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
    “Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
    “Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
    “Take me?” Ilya echoed.
    “Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”

    Shane calls Ilya while drunk.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Irina Rozanova and her 12 year old son Ilya have to get out of Moscow. Though it pains her to leave her other son behind, he is already beyond hope. Irina and Ilya are going to start a new life in Ottawa, where Ilya meets his best friend forever, Shane Hollander.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “It was cruel,” Ilya murmurs, brushing the saltwater from Shane’s freckles with a careful thumb. “I was cruel. To both of us. And I’m sorry.”

    Shane breathes with him for a moment, both of them trying to pull themselves together, before he grumbles, “I don’t even remember why I brought that up.”

    “Because you want to be annoying in bed until I slap you,” Ilya reminds him patiently.

    “Oh. Right.”

    [Or: Shane and Ilya are very, very compatible.]

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Harris, who was sitting next to Shane, nudged him with his foot. “Yeah, I mean, it’s not kinky kinky unless Shane went out and bought, like, a full-on sex swing or something crazy like–”

    Harris stopped talking because Shane had frozen. Completely frozen. His glass halted halfway to his lips. His eyes went wide and fixed on a point on the far wall. The blush that had been a soft pink bloomed into a scarlet tide that crept from his neckline to the roots of his hair.

    Ilya, watching him, threw his head back and burst out laughing.

    (or, 5 times Ottawa Centaurs found out their sweet Canadian cinnamonroll is a freak and 1 time they realized that Hollanov's freaks are matched)

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    17 Jun 2026

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    "From a little basket of blankets, she stared at him as he stepped through the doorway. Her bright yellow eyes reflected the light. She'd been waiting for him, it felt like. She tried to stand, and fell down in the blankets. Shane had rushed to her side. Her bright eyes, amber with wide black irises, looked at him with such trust. It was one of Shane’s favourite memories of his childhood."

    Or: Shane Hollander has a calico cat.

    Takes place over Heated Rivalry & The Long Game

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
    Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.

    “I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”

    He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.

    When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.

    (the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)

    (or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)

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    05 Jun 2026

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    04 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 62

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    What it says on the container. Unrelated oneshots. Marked complete because each individual work is, but I have like four WIPs that will land here eventually.

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    31 May 2026

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    hollanov fics but we talk about bottom prep a bunch <3 yay <3

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    24 May 2026

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    And then his prayer from before the kiss was answered in the form of a soft knock.

    Shane had barely made it up five steps. He paused for a second, wondering if he had hit the metal railing somehow, leaving behind a knock-like reverberation echoing in the stairwell. He shook his head slightly, as if shaking out the thought that it could be anything else. He continued up the steps more slowly.

    Then there was a second knock, and a buzz in his sweatshirt pocket.

    There was no mistaking either of those sounds. He practically snapped his wrist yanking his phone out of his pocket.

    LILY: the car is not here, and is cold. can i keep waiting inside?

     

    OR: What if Ilya's cab in ep2 is late?

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    24 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 60

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    Hayden knew Shane was gay. He knew. Shane was his best friend, hell he was more than that. Shane was his brother on and off the ice. He was his brother from another mother and all that mushy shit. Shane was his platonic person. His familiar. His ride or die.

    or 5 times Hayden thinks Shane is gay, and 1 time he finds out he is.

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    24 May 2026

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    All Ilya Rozanov has ever wanted to do is dance with Shane Hollander in a nightclub.

    So, naturally, he plots and orchestrates a twelve-hour truce between Boston and Montreal to make it happen. It's the perfect cover... assuming they can actually blend in and not get caught.

    But between their instinctual domesticity and a very drunk, clingy Shane, staying under the radar is a lot harder than it looks. Especially when Cliff Marleau is sitting right across the table.

    (or, Cliff puts the pieces together when Shane gets wasted, Ilya's boyfriend mode is too obvious, and he catches them sexy dancing in the club.)

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    22 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 86

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    He didn't know what Ilya would do then. Would he call? Text him a short, "oh, that's weird"?
    Would he be overcome with desire, run out of his meeting room, find Shane at any cost and fuck him into the hot asphalt of the sidewalk, the sky over them finally filling with clouds, breaking open over them and covering their two bodies, transformed into one singular beast by their lovemaking, with the sweet release of rain? Would he laugh? Send these fucking laughing crying emojis?

    ******

    Shane has to wear a full face of makeup for a marketing campaign and is forced to keep it on afterwards. He is quite happy with his new look, but is concerned about Ilya‘s reaction when he sees him for the first time. Expecting everything from amusement to disgust, Shane is surprised when Ilya instead just wants to fuck him until he cries all of his makeup off.

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    18 May 2026

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