bladefucker

A poor-quality photo of a young man in black clothing drinking from a bottle of wine.



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  1. Rec 72

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    Benson wasn’t fucking clueless. He knew, by now, that this was more than just a simple fascination with an interesting coworker. But his peace of mind depended upon him ignoring a lot of uncomfortable truths.

    Or: 5 moments from Benson and Randy's weird, sad year of working together.

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    15 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 75

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    He didn't expect Ruben to be here so early. It's only been about an hour since Niall called him, maybe less, maybe more, he's lost track of time somewhere between the phone call and the waiting and the lying in the dark with the covers over his head. An hour.

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    When Niall calls Ruben in episode two, he shows up that very night. <3

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    10 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 19

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    Ruben catches Niall before he can scale the fence.

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 82

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    Christ, Niall smelled like a fucking virgin. 

    Really, he smelled like the dirt from the neighbor’s yard, and the hot metal of a burning wreck, and the same acrid chemical shit they used in the clink infirmary to patch up all the pansies who’d gotten what was coming to them. But beneath all that, beneath the stench of the world’s shit? He smelled like a fucking baby. 

    Like 72 bleeding virgins awaiting him in Heaven, or whatever bullshit people promised themselves just to make it through the day.

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    Set immediately after the hospital scene, Ruben gets one whiff of Niall and just can't help himself.

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    10 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 3

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    Randy can't move on from Benson's death months after it happens.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Ow 😋 oof my heart 🥰 ouchies 🤩