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The silence in person was even heavier than it had been over the phone. Matt felt as if Mello would vanish in a puff of smoke if he reached out to touch them. This was all some elaborate magic trick with an inevitable prestige.
“Decided to come around in time for the holidays, huh.”
They scoffed, a hard exhale pushed through their front teeth, and it was familiar — the same way coming home after a long time was familiar. Things changed, furniture moved around, but the foundations stayed the same.
(Or: the one that got a rewrite a decade later.)
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twenty-seven club by sahwen
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Jul 2025
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Touya turns 27 in the middle of a snowstorm, with a cardiac pacemaker poking out of his chest and a healed stump where his right arm used to be. Regeneration, apparently, does not extend to completely regrowing a limb like a damn starfish.
Or: A framed photo, a chiffon cake, and a phone call.
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what is lost forever and what can still be known by sahwen
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Oct 2024
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“Why are you here, Shouto?”
His baby brother sat in a chair pulled up next to his hospital bed, with a brown paper bag balanced on his lap. His unscarred eye was wide and unblinking.
“... To have lunch with you.”
Or: Touya had 'died' once before. It didn't take back then, either.
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chase away my heart and heartache by sahwen
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
21 Sep 2024
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With nowhere to go and an eternity ahead of him, Armand decided to work his way backwards.
Or: Armand's Tour de Divorce in six acts.
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hold me like water (christ, hold me like a knife) by sahwen
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
30 Jun 2024
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"Am I to atone for my wrongs, Daniel?" He asked. God, was he still slurring his words? "What is my penance?"
"Drunk isn't a good look on you."
Or: Louis leaves. Armand spirals. Daniel watches. Nothing gets better.
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dabihawks brainrot by intoxicatelou, sahwen
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
17 Sep 2021
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what it says on the tin-- this is where all the dabihawks goes. uhhh hurt/comfort heavy, and most of these are isolated pieces (you can read in whatever order).
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- 60,735
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- 12
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DissociaDabi Verse by intoxicatelou, sahwen
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
17 Jun 2022
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Where Dabi has a dissociative disorder and is just trying his best. <3
Will feature other fun symptoms of complex post traumatic disorder, Sickness & Caretaking TM, angst/hurt/comfort and occasionally, the horny.
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- 14,381
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- 5
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- 153
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i can't remember the good old days by sahwen
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
18 Feb 2022
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- 3
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dabihawks brainrot, the squeakquel by sahwen
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
31 Jan 2022
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- 8
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- 68
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A Fresh Pair of Eyes by American_Oddysey, mintyeggs
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
01 Oct 2024
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The Magnus Institute has been destroyed for over a century, and all that's left are the ruins of what laid beneath.
[slight hiatus]
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- Part 1 of TMA Pineye AU
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- English
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Bookmarked by sahwen
03 May 2024
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like sleep to the freezing by theyaremycrocs
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
05 Feb 2023
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He wanted his mother to touch him so badly, wanted anything she would give him even if it was just a pat on the shoulder - just acknowledgement that he existed, that his body was more than an unwanted quirk and a vessel for his father’s violence.
He remembers he’d used to hug himself as he fell asleep when he was young, wrapping his bony arms around himself like it could even attempt to mimic what his mother’s hold might have felt like. It would take ages to get to sleep when the weather would seep through the holes in the house and sometimes he’d stroke his own hair, as filthy and matted as it was, just for some pathetic semblance of comfort.
He just wanted touch. Wanted to be held. And as much as he cherished the gift, having an Endeavor plushie wasn’t the same as having a mother.
or: hawks' mother didn't love him. he tries to cope through other people.
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- English
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- 1/1
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05 Feb 2023
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Allodynia by forthesanityof1
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
20 Jan 2022
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Hawks and Dabi are supposed to have a meeting. Dabi misses, which is unlike him. Hawks goes to find him and, as always, finds more than he bargained for.
Bookmarked by sahwen
12 Aug 2022
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give me your love for being so good by theyaremycrocs
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
05 Feb 2022
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“So he’s not dying?” Shigaraki asks, folding his arms over his chest sceptically.
“He’s not,” Giran assures. “Just needs someone to baby him. Make him soup, tuck him into bed, y’know.”
“Oh my god, I’m going to kill you,” Dabi says, standing up from the couch as quickly as he can without falling back down. “I shouldn’t have asked for you. I forgot you were an asshole.”
or: dabi gets sick and the league calls giran.- Language:
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05 Feb 2022
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watching you fix me by theyaremycrocs
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
05 Jun 2021
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Dabi doesn’t mind the way he looks. He’d just like it better if it didn’t cause him pain.
The staples, the scars, destroyed indigo skin; it’s an aesthetic, sure, but it still hurts. Dabi tries to unclench his teeth. He aches to cling onto something - collapse into a bed, clutch a pillow against his stomach, maybe even hug Hawks.
Hug Hawks? What is he thinking? Shaking his head, Dabi tries to snap himself out of it. Hugging his rival isn’t going to make the pain any better. Hugging his rival won’t do anyone any good.
or; dabi and hawks' stakeout doesn't go as planned. dabi's in pain, and hawks wants to help.