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    It was a Friday when the video dropped.

    “What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?” 

    Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched. 

    “It’s Hollander,” St Simon said. 

    The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack. 

    “Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -” 

    “Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.” 

    Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow. 

    A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    When David Hollander arrests Ilyas brother. Grigori Rozanov sends Ilya to get revenge in the form of threats, release, and blood. Shane being home from McGill for a long weekend was not a part of this plan and is taken as leverage. Will Shanes parents be able to meet the demands on time. Will they be able to meet the demands at all?

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    08 Jul 2026

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    For the first time in over five years, someone asked for permission to touch him.
    And not just touch him, but hold him in a way that wouldn’t be sexual in any way. And god, as weird as it may sound, Shane was so, so touch-starved. Even though he basically had been touched nonstop for five years, he was suddenly desperate to be held close.
    It was probably incredibly stupid of him, but he wanted to believe for just a moment that maybe, maybe, the two Alphas were actually on his side.
    So he flung himself forward and wrapped his arms around Rozanov’s neck and let go of the sob before he fully started crying into Rozanov’s shoulder.

    Shane's layover in the US was only supposed to take two hours. But during those two hours, the US government was overthrown and omegas basically lost all their rights.

    Five years later, Shane was still in the US and the property of Roger Crowell. He had lost all hope when two gentle Russian alphas unexpectedly entered his life, making it their mission to help Shane return back home to Canada and showing him that he still had some fight left in him.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    The forest does not choose sides.
    Bound in iron and marked as prey, omegas are released into the dark to be hunted for the pleasure of men who have long forgotten mercy. Some run for survival. Some run because instinct leaves them no other choice.
    Shane runs to remain human.
    Ilya Rozanov hunts because nothing has ever told him he shouldn’t.
    Tonight, the trees will remember the sound of breaking bones and murder.
    The forest alone will decide whether prey can become something else entirely.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s rookie season is supposed to be the start of his dream. But his new teammate, Thompson, won’t leave him alone. He constantly seeks him out and neither his teammates or coach seem to care. Shane doesn't know what to do. Ilya finds him after one of the attacks and he is not going to let Thompson get away with what he has done.

    Hayden Pike becomes involved and together they try to help Shane through the aftermath. And keep him safe when it turns out things aren't over...

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Alpha Ilya bites omega Shane as a kid and then becomes obsessed, both boys have to keep the bond if they want an a shot at making it into the NHL

    But after meeting again at 17 Ilya becomes Shane’s stalker.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander agrees to an arranged marriage because refusing could start a war. He expected a transactional relationship, minimal emotional involvement, and maybe some occasional awkward small talk.

    Instead he gets a six-foot-three stupidly attractive Russian alpha who is apparently determined to follow Shane around campus like an overprotective guard dog.

    meanwhile Ilya Rozanov was fully prepared for a spoiled, haughty omega.

    But Shane was earnest, stole his cloths, cried over his gunshot wound, and called him mine in front of his father.

    Now Ilya’s a little obsessed.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander was alone at the top of the world. And then it crumbled away beneath him.
    After a leak that ruined his reputation and an on-ice injury that effectively ended his career, Shane is adrift in his own life. Then he watches Ilya Rozanov, an assistant at his local auto body shop, take a man apart in an illegal underground fighting ring. And maybe some of the old spark comes back.

    Ilya has been working at Cliff's garage since he booked a one-way ticket out of Moscow at eighteen. But the cobwebs of Russia still cling to him, even as he tries to build a new life in Boston. He throws himself into work, into casual sex and alcohol and winning at fights twice a month. None of it can fill the hole in his chest. But maybe Shane Hollander, gorgeous and burning and able to tolerate all of the hurt that bleeds out of Ilya - maybe Shane Hollander can.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    23 Jun 2026

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Eight years and six months ago, Ilya filed for divorce. Weeks later, his love story with Shane came to an end.

    Eight years ago, Shane vanished without a trace, without telling anyone.

    Six years ago, Ilya said goodbye to the ice and retired after a career worthy of a superstar.

    Four years ago, Shane sent a letter that would never be read.

    A year and six months ago, Ilya became the coach of the Ottawa Centaurs, marking a new chapter in his life.

    Eight months ago, Shane was photographed for the first time in years.

    Three weeks ago, S. Hollander officially appeared in an MHL document that no one reads.

    And two hours ago, Ilya’s world was turned upside down. Two hours ago, the Montreal Voyageurs posted a photo welcoming Shane as their new coach.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander kills a pregnant woman in a car accident. What he didn't expect was for it to be his rivals wife and unborn child he killed. Nor did he think Ilya would expect him to replace them.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Stealth trans, autistic Shane Hollander faces his own personal nightmare when a sudden period outs him to his hockey rival/secret crush Ilya Rosanov.

     

    TLDR: Shane and Ilya stay in a hotel, and there's only one bed! Menstruation, coming out, smut and feelings follow!

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    29 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    19 May 2026

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    Shane is an accountant for the Mafia and does a routine audit. Nothing is routine for Ilya Rozanov.

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    14 May 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

    ________

    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    05 May 2026

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    Ilya grins, a slow, filthy unraveling of lust spilling across his face. “Moya shlyukha, I would not be able to keep my hands off of you,” he rasps, palming his dick, grinning at the faint squelch, the wet drag of his fingers. Shane bucks into his hand, his jaw dropping open, slack with need. Ilya's whole heart aches as he watches his husband sink into pleasure, hitching whimpers escaping from his throat. “You would be the star of the room, no? Every eye would be on you, thorns in their heart for all they cannot have.”

    “You do,” Shane reminds him, as if it's needed, as if Ilya cannot feel it in each clench of his thighs, each wandering drag of his fingers, in the way his hips roll across Ilya's, involuntary, strangled whines rising from his mouth. “You always have.”

    OR: Sometimes, simply being married to Shane isn't enough. Sometimes, Ilya wants him in ways he can't explain; caught and collared and safe beneath his hand.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of OA Private
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    06 Apr 2026

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    She tries not to think of that night. Tries to bury it in the depths of her mind, lose the memories somewhere between miscellaneous body parts and vagina floss thongs. Her feelings aren’t rational but her mind is. So she focuses on her mind, lets it take the events and distort them into something logical. Something bearable.

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    18 Jan 2024

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