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Dennis Whitaker has been working at the Pitt for a few weeks now. Despite a rough first day, he manages his every day life pretty well. Or at least he felt like he did.
When a patient reminds him a bit too much of his younger self, Whitaker finds his buried feelings to be resurfacing. Not only that but the urge to make himself bleed becomes once again overwhelming. As he feels like his own mind was suffocating him, he receives an unexpected helping hand from his attending.OR
Whitaker falls back into a self destructive state and Robby finds out about it.
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05 Apr 2026
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Dennis Whitaker thought he could handle it. The chaos, the noise, the endless stream of patients- he thought if he just worked hard enough, cared enough, it would be enough.
It isn't
After one night that changes everything, Dennis finds himself spiralling- losing sleep, losing control, and slowly losing himself. The hospital doesn't stop. The world doesn't stop. And no matter how much he tries to bury it, the guilt, the anger, and teh quiet self-hatred keep clawing their way back.
He tells everyone he fine. He always says he's fine.
But people notice. And eventually, weather Dennis wants it or not their going to make him face what he's been trying so hard to ignore.
Because you can only pretend you're ok for os long before something breaks.
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04 Apr 2026
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If I wasn't such a coward, he thinks, one hand gripping the railing as he leans over the edge. The wind billows through his maroon hoodie, goosebumps prickling his skin and making him shudder.
I'd do it.
***In which Robby finds Dennis doing something regretful on the roof and goes a lil crazy.
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02 Apr 2026
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He opens the door and slams it shut behind him, leaning against it with a huff.
It’s not long before the tears come. He slides down the door and onto the cold tiles beneath him, and stays there for a few minutes.
Our Father, who art in heaven…
He grabs his phone from his pocket slowly, shakily. Takes off the case in careful, calculated movements.
The blade, unused for months, clatters into his hand and he flinches as he catches it.
He shouldn’t.
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Dennis Whitaker has been sick for his whole life. It finally boils over into a suicide attempt, and everyone is left to deal with the fallout.
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01 Apr 2026
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WARNING: THIS INCLUDES SELF HARMING! DO NOT READ IF IT WILL TRIGGER YOU. THIS IS NOT ROMANTICIZING SELF HARM.
Dennis would harm himself whenever he was stressed, he started the bad habit during med school. During the present day he has a hard shift.
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Robby finds out and really wants to help Dennis
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29 Mar 2026
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Dennis always got away with excuses until he started working in the Pitt. Now he had people that cared about him.
And a very nosey roommate.
Or Dennis has a bad day in the Pitt and doesn't know another way to cope
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29 Mar 2026
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And I've Dreamed To Be Seen, Now I've Got It, Do I Want It? by Ashty
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
02 May 2026
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Robby would make sure to not come back from his sabbatical, it felt inevitable. It was... was it? At least until something seeped through the wall he had built around himself, something new, something nice.
Was there a person worth coming back to? Robby wasn't so certain, but he would find out soon.Bookmarked by Ne_nko
25 Mar 2026
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While renting himself out to pay for med school, twenty-four year old Dennis Whitaker meets fifty-four year old Michael Robinavitch. A quiet, unassuming doctor, so unlike his other patrons. What began as an agreement of simple convenience- Dennis's companionship for Robby's support- develops into something real as Robby becomes more than a client and their relationship becomes more than a simple contract.
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- Part 1 of Nebraska Dreaming
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13 Mar 2026
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13 Mar 2026
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Dennis has a horrible habit of loving the sick. In his attempts to pull Robby from the dangers of his own existence, he starts to lose parts of himself, blurring the line where Dennis Whitaker starts and Robby Robinavitch ends.
For what will profit Dennis if he gains Robby Robinavitch and forfeits his own soul?
or I got infected with the "hit dennis with a car" brainworms
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07 Mar 2026
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Robby survives the crash.
Dennis keeps thinking about the part no one can explain.--
“No debris, oil, or obstruction.”
“No braking either.”
Silence.
“Witness said he just drifted left.”
--Three weeks of cognitive rest.
Three weeks of distance.
After that, the department keeps moving.
Robby comes back. Dennis answers texts again.
They settle into something careful that slowly grows without their permission.Bookmarked by Ne_nko
06 Mar 2026
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“For the month I’ve been gone, you’re a lot bolder."
Immediately, Dennis was blushing again. Hard. Anything that previously came out of Robby’s mouth was tame compared to this charged tension in the room that Robby wasn’t even in. How did he always seem to do that?
Before Dennis could open his mouth to respond, Robby chuckled and asked, “Have you been holding back from me, Whitaker?”
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The first time Robby called Dennis on his sabbatical, Dennis didn't think much of it. That was until he kept calling, and Dennis always kept answering. Before he knew it, Dennis was calling him, and shit. He was in a talking stage with his boss.
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02 Mar 2026
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“If you want this to stop,” Dennis adds quietly, uncertainty creeping in, “it will.”
Robby sets his glass down on the desk with a decisive clink. Dennis follows suit, placing his glass on the floor at the edge of the bed. Robby takes a step forward, another, until he’s standing between Dennis’s spread legs. Dennis tilts his head back to meet his gaze.
“I don’t think,” Robby says slowly, voice rough, “I’ve ever been good at stopping this.”
Four years after a complicated relationship with his intern, Robby runs into Dennis again during a medical conference. Dennis is more confident now, happier, and worst of all, married. Robby wants to ruin it all.
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- Part 1 of Salt in the Wound
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01 Mar 2026
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Dennis has survived five months at the Pitt: night shifts, trauma calls, and the kind of exhaustion that seeps into your bones. For those same five months, he’s been living with Santos. They work together, go home together, and in the middle of the chaos, they’ve become each other’s safe place. Dennis is loud about how much he loves her. Santos shows it quietly, in the small ways she only ever lets him see.
Between shifts and takeout dinners, they gossip and tease their coworkers’ obvious crushes. Santos and Garcia flirt shamelessly. Dennis, meanwhile, is completely blind to his own situation. He’s too busy being confused about his attending.
Because Robby is always there. Too close. Too warm. Hands lingering on Dennis’s arm, at his waist, eyes following him across every room. Dennis tells himself it means nothing. It has to mean nothing.
He is very, very wrong.OR
Through Dennis' and robbys pov, KINDA SLOW BURN, there's gonna be hurt Dennis and Santos, as well as JEALOUS Robby. I'm really bad at summaries.- Language:
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27 Feb 2026
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Dennis Whitaker selfishly prayed to be taken away from his suffocating life on the family farm near Broken Bow.
Dr Robinavitch needed some help setting up a farmstead and a medical practice in a town far from what he had known before.
What starts as a partnership of convenience turns into mutual respect. But there’s more to the mysterious Dr Robby that Dennis is determined to uncover.
Historical AU: 1920s rural Nebraska
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27 Feb 2026
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Mystery Work
Part of Anonymous
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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22 Feb 2026
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Dennis finds himself teetering on the edge of losing himself in his own head. Finally, he turns to his roommate and unlikely best friend, Trinity Santos, and opens up to someone for the first time.
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- Part 1 of The Pitt
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22 Feb 2026
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For many, college is a chance to restart and make yourself the person you want to be. You can rebuild yourself and start anew. That was exactly what these 8 planned to do.
AKA, I'm doing a college AU. Read it if you like angst, domestic fluff, found family, and more! I'll focus a lot on Caleb in this, but other characters have planned arcs and will get their time to shine.
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01 Jan 2026
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my heart beats under your skin (baby, this is what it's like to feel) by Evanaissante
Fandoms: The Magicians (TV)
07 Sep 2019
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Quentin Coldwater is a tired college student with upcoming deadlines on important school projects that he has yet to finish. Overwhelmed, Quentin decides to summon a work demon to help him with his essays, but what crawls out from the depths of Hell isn't what Quentin had asked for.
Or maybe it is?Bookmarked by Ne_nko
12 Apr 2025
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In the low, silvery light of the moon, Eliot can see Quentin, clearly still asleep, the sheet kicked away from his body. Usually, he sleeps with an undershirt on, but tonight, he’d stripped down to just his boxers—his nipples are crinkled, his mouth open, his cock hard and straining against the fabric of his gray boxer briefs. The little moans falling from his lips are soft and breathy, and his hips are bucking up from the bed, like he’s trying to find something to push against.
Holy fucking gay Jesus—what the fuck—Eliot is going to lose his actual goddamn mind.
Eliot’s watching Quentin Coldwater have an actual sex dream. Here, in his bed, next to him, hair splayed out behind him on his Fillory and Further pillowcase.
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11 Apr 2025