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Dennis Whitaker has been working at the Pitt for a few weeks now. Despite a rough first day, he manages his every day life pretty well. Or at least he felt like he did.
When a patient reminds him a bit too much of his younger self, Whitaker finds his buried feelings to be resurfacing. Not only that but the urge to make himself bleed becomes once again overwhelming. As he feels like his own mind was suffocating him, he receives an unexpected helping hand from his attending.OR
Whitaker falls back into a self destructive state and Robby finds out about it.
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05 Apr 2026
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Dennis Whitaker thought he could handle it. The chaos, the noise, the endless stream of patients- he thought if he just worked hard enough, cared enough, it would be enough.
It isn't
After one night that changes everything, Dennis finds himself spiralling- losing sleep, losing control, and slowly losing himself. The hospital doesn't stop. The world doesn't stop. And no matter how much he tries to bury it, the guilt, the anger, and teh quiet self-hatred keep clawing their way back.
He tells everyone he fine. He always says he's fine.
But people notice. And eventually, weather Dennis wants it or not their going to make him face what he's been trying so hard to ignore.
Because you can only pretend you're ok for os long before something breaks.
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04 Apr 2026
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If I wasn't such a coward, he thinks, one hand gripping the railing as he leans over the edge. The wind billows through his maroon hoodie, goosebumps prickling his skin and making him shudder.
I'd do it.
***In which Robby finds Dennis doing something regretful on the roof and goes a lil crazy.
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02 Apr 2026
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He opens the door and slams it shut behind him, leaning against it with a huff.
It’s not long before the tears come. He slides down the door and onto the cold tiles beneath him, and stays there for a few minutes.
Our Father, who art in heaven…
He grabs his phone from his pocket slowly, shakily. Takes off the case in careful, calculated movements.
The blade, unused for months, clatters into his hand and he flinches as he catches it.
He shouldn’t.
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Dennis Whitaker has been sick for his whole life. It finally boils over into a suicide attempt, and everyone is left to deal with the fallout.
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01 Apr 2026
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WARNING: THIS INCLUDES SELF HARMING! DO NOT READ IF IT WILL TRIGGER YOU. THIS IS NOT ROMANTICIZING SELF HARM.
Dennis would harm himself whenever he was stressed, he started the bad habit during med school. During the present day he has a hard shift.
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Robby finds out and really wants to help Dennis
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29 Mar 2026