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“How do you have sex with someone you actually love?”
It's a question Daeyoung never had to ask before. 43 previous partners, zero problems. But those people didn't matter. Tokuno Yushi—the boy Daeyoung bullied in high school, the man he's spent six months trying to deserve—matters more than anyone ever has.
How do you let someone touch you when you're still waiting for it to hurt?
It's a question Yushi's been asking since Daeyoung stepped between him and his screaming boss outside that ramen shop. Since the apology, the dates, the falling in love. He wants to trust this. Wants to believe people can change. His body just hasn't caught up to his heart yet.
Four attempts. Four failures. One interrupted-by-mom comedy of errors. And two people learning that when you've never been intimate with someone you love, you're both virgins—just in different ways.
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31 May 2026
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Daeyoung doesn’t really remember how it all started—his sleep-deprived brain is too foggy for that. He just knows his old roommate sucked, and Riku doesn’t. Riku is nice, affectionate, and somehow always there—letting him nap on their couch, covering him with a blanket, pressing soft kisses to his forehead when he's asleep.
Even though, Daeyoung would prefer if those happened while he’s awake, too. And, maybe not only on his forehead. Wait, what? Yeah—He definitely needs more sleep.Bookmarked by BabyImFool
18 May 2026
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'Do you hate Oranges or something?' the younger asked, a tinge of tease in his voice.
Yushi just looked at him with serious eyes. This was no joking matter to him. Daeyoung's soft smile faltered as realization hit him. 'You actually do?'
'Unfortunately.'
Daeyoung chuckled at that, like he didn't believe him. 'How could that be? You're clearly Blue,' he stated, one hand pointing to the wall behind Yushi that was filled with photos of the ocean.
or; au in which people get assigned a color and they have to date its complementary. yushi just so happens to hate his.
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- Part 1 of colors au
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17 May 2026
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your hand next to mine (makes strange electricity) by idletown (roadtrip)
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
17 Apr 2026
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Riku hums thoughtfully and falls quiet for a moment, and Yushi almost believes the interrogation is over. But then Riku says, almost casually, “I think they’d look good together.”
It has Yushi sitting up abruptly, frowning as he turns to stare at him. And feeling upset. Why does it feel like Riku isn’t on his side? Why does it feel like he’s siding with Jaehee—or worse, with Hina? The thought irritates him more than it should, a strange sense of betrayal blooming in his chest.
“No, they don’t.”“Yuu-chan,” Riku wheezes, wiping at the corner of his eyes, “you’re so fucking jealous.”
“I’m not!”
“You so are!”
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Jaehee has been holding Yushi's sweaty hands since they were kids, and it's never been a problem. Until Jaehee decides he wants to date someone and Yushi gets a little worried.
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17 May 2026
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Chenle: Just so you know I’m not gay or anything
“What the hell?” Renjun repeats. A laugh tumbles out of him unplanned. He can’t believe his eyes right now.
Not gay. Not gay. On fucking Trigger the fever.
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or: Renjun matches with a straight guy on an app designed for gay men. Things only get weirder from there.
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02 Apr 2026
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“I’m sure you guys can get along for a few hours,” Jisung encourages.
Chenle crosses his arms, conflicted. He really needs to study, but reuniting with Renjun in front of his friends after he took him apart the other night might humiliate him to death.
However, he can’t tell them that.
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or: Chenle and Renjun can't stand one another, and all the other med students know that. What they don't know is that the two of them can't keep their hands off each other in secret.
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05 Mar 2026
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Renjun gives him a skeptical once-over. “So you wouldn’t do it again?”
Chenle tenses. “Do what? Kiss Jisung?” He rubs his now sweaty palms against his pants, nervous. He didn’t expect a tipsy kiss with his best friend to lead to such intense interrogation. “I—I mean, I don't know.”
“Right,” Renjun says.
in which: Everyone knows about Chenle's crush on Jisung except for Chenle and Jisung themselves.
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05 Mar 2026
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It doesn't have to go anywhere, really, and it probably won't. It's okay because this is good, it's good enough, Yushi wants this so much.
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01 Feb 2026
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all he knows is that he wants to be closer. it wasn’t enough to have riku’s breath covering the back of his neck; he needed their breath to meet between them.
(or: in the comfort of the darkness in a hotel room in tokyo, yushi and riku make some reckless decisions)
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02 Dec 2025
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Daeyoung thinks that becoming a manager shouldn’t be that hard. Luck is on his side because he gets along pretty well with the group—Riku treats him like he’s the team’s maknae, and Sion is a reliable hyung.
Well, that's if he ignores that Yushi apparently hates him.
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- Part 1 of shining star under stage lights
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19 Nov 2025
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“Should we watch a movie tonight Youngie?” is something he's come to hear quite often these days.
There's a drop of sweat rolling down his temple. Daeyoung's tongue darts out to wet his lips instinctively, as if his body wants him to surge forward and lick it off. That would probably be weird though so he just concentrates on how Riku is almost panting in his face, waiting for his answer, and tries not to feel like a complete pervert.
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Or: Daeyoung might be going a little insane because of his very pretty bandmate and all his teasing.Bookmarked by BabyImFool
30 Oct 2025
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like puzzle pieces you fit right into me by inmylotion (orphan_account)
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
31 Aug 2025
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Yushi can feel Riku's lips stretch around a yawn on his forehead and he realizes that he’ll have to let him know of the situation he's in, caged between Riku and the wall with him basically unknowingly doing the knee thing to him.
“Oh. Yushi you're-”
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30 Oct 2025
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Riku never had to chase anyone. But Daeyoung, with his kind voice and gentle smiles, made him work harder than he ever thought he would.
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09 Oct 2025
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You make me wonder if there’s more to what I knew. by orphan_account
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
09 Jul 2025
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Country boy Jaehee meets City boy Riku, who changes everything he thought he knew.
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29 Jul 2025
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to riku, the world is better when it’s just yushi. even when he feels like that world will swallow him whole.
(or: yushi and riku start sleeping together as friends and riku realizes how much that hurts when you’re in love)
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12 Jul 2025
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Matthew goes to the front desk and buys a few chips, and Taerae stands straighter. So kind of him to buy their chips, all by himself. It makes this almost look like a date, though Taerae is certain this is the last thing Matthew had in mind when he invited him here. They are merely two dudes who rely on each other and who also occasionally fuck. You know, the ideal type of friendship all modern men need.
Or: Taerae seems to have been caught in a friends with benefits situation. The catch? Matthew is embarrassingly, glaringly, and unflinchingly straight. Or so he thinks.
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28 May 2025
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Chan likes Seungkwan far more than he should.
It would be truly humiliating, were Seungkwan not equally into him as well, but that’s the truth in it, plain and simple. He’s obsessed with Seungkwan, and wants his attention all the time.
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02 Mar 2025
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“Oh,” his mom says, a gentle, almost breathy sound. “Okay, darling. Do we know him? Can you tell us his name?”
This should be the perfect moment to go back on his lie and accept the fact that, as long as he doesn’t get a real boyfriend, Chan’s parents won’t believe him when he says he’s bisexual. But his mom looks so understanding, so accepting; this is what he wants now, and not in the future.
“It’s Seungkwan hyung,” Chan stumbles through the syllables, then clears his throat. “Seungkwanie. I’m dating Seungkwan.”
Chan's parents don't believe him when he tells them he's bisexual. Naturally, he lies about dating his best friend Seungkwan to convince them that he is. It just so happens that they have an upcoming beach vacation, and Chan suggests Seungkwan should go with them.
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28 Feb 2025
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Chan learns early that it’s easy to pick a fight with Seungkwan.
And when Seungkwan is mad at him, all of his attention is focused on him.
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17 Feb 2025
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It starts with Don't Need Your Love — where it ends is entirely somewhere else.
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20 Dec 2022