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    Five times when Ilya is hurt on the ice and Shane can’t go to him, and one time he can.

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    For a Fullfill a Crave-ing prompt.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    “Hello?” Ilya prodded. “Are you there? I thought you were supposed to be polite Canadian boy.” A breath of laughter sounded in his ear and Ilya perked up despite himself even if he did beat down his grin with sheer force of will. “Are you drunk? You drank without me and now you miss me. Very sad for you.”
    “I—"
    Ilya’s smile dropped in an instant and his feet hit the carpet as he vaulted off the bed. Something was wrong. Hollander sounded wrong.
    “Hollander, what is wrong?” Ilya demanded and listened hard.
    Then he heard it. Shaky inhales and even shakier exhales that made his stomach drop to the floor.
    “I need—" Hollander’s voice broke as he took in a pained breath. He was in pain.
    Ilya started scrambling for his shoes. “Talk to me, Hollander.”
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    Shane calls Ilya for help after sustaining a concussion and Ilya comes running.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.

    It's a very normal day for the Montreal Voyageurs.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    These are my fics for Puppy Soap week! Each chapter is a stand alone fic. Individual fic tags will be put in the notes for each chapter. I will indicate which prompts were used as well as whether they are NSFW, DD (dead dove) or SFW to read.

    Day 1: Collars (NSFW)
    Day 2: Begging/Exhibitionism (NSFW/DD)
    Day 3: Oral fixation/Kissing (NSFW)
    Day 4: Loss of virginity/Dog grooming (NSFW)
    Day 5: Scent kink/Chastity (NSFW/DD)
    Day 6: Nesting (SFW)
    Day 7: Dirty talk/Sex pollen/Praise (NSFW/DD)

    These are all bottom Soap/top Ghost. I will update additional tags as each day is posted

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    26 May 2025

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    "Right. You aren't from around here. I don't want to go on another date with you."

    Nolan didn't have anything to say to that.

    Debbie readjusted her grip on her purse and walked away. It took a moment longer than he would admit to anyone for him to fly up into the sky and leave. Well, there were always going to be outliers.

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    Debbie and Nolan, the early years.

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    26 May 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 75

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    After a month long solo op, Ghost finally returned back to base. Soap had been waiting for him the entire month, an unfathomable amount of pent up desperation simmering under his skin. Now that he was back, the sergeant had to show his Lt. just how much he missed him.

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    07 May 2025

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    It was a fancy, unbearably stiff type of event, and Soap was bored out of his mind as the waiter served their nth plate of the night.

    A brilliant idea sprung to his mind as he watched Ghost lift his mask to take another bite of whatever cubed mush was on their plates. He grinned, taking out his phone. Shoving it under the table, he sneakily opened his messaging app, clicking on Ghost’s name and began to type out a text.

    Soap: Boring party. Could’ve been fucked against the wall by this time instead if we just stayed in.

    He sent it, quickly locking his phone before taking another bite of his food, eyes watching Ghost like a hawk. A few seconds was all it took before Ghost was glancing around, slowly taking out his phone, and Soap couldn’t keep the smug expression off his face as he watched the way Ghost’s eyes widened just a tad, gaze snapping up to meet Soap's own.

    Soap couldn't resist sending a few more texts, watching eagerly each time Ghost read his messages, his burning gaze of desire locking onto Soap. It was a fun game to play, knowing that Ghost couldn't do anything about it.

    He was in for a rough night later.

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    07 May 2025

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    Hiding in plain sight as a beta, omega Soap leads a lonely and sexless existence, trying in vain to ignore the urges threatening to unravel his identity.

    When Alpha Ghost strikes a bargain to give Soap a taste of what he's missing, he can't help but give in.

    In exchange, all Soap has to do is pretend he's his omega; no more, no less.

    But he has no idea that Ghost's doing anything but pretending.

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    07 Jan 2025

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    Soap and Ghost are sent on a mission having to pretend to be a couple at what could best be described as a Sex Club.

    Ghost falls into his role little too effortlessly, leaving Soap horny and reeling.

    Then they fuck about it.

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    22 Dec 2024

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    Expressionism: an artistic movement characterized by pieces in which the subject matter is not physical reality, but rather an intense emotional experience.

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    25 Oct 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    31 days, 31 Ghost/Soap centric fics. Welcome to Mini's Whumptober!

    Tags will be in notes at the beginning of each chapter

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    17 Oct 2024

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    Someone’s getting fucked in one of the supply buildings. He can hear that it’s a man now, a man who’s getting thoroughly railed and enjoying every second of it.

    Good for him, he thinks.

    Ghost attempts to take a run around base to work through the post-mission adrenaline, contemplating his next mission, his new team, and the partner he hasn’t met yet. He finds something else, or someone else, entirely.

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    15 Apr 2024

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    Instead of having to crawl out of his own grave, Simon escapes Roba's clutches with the help of Ghost. A klyntar stranded on earth who decided to make Simon his new home. The two of them were content with each other. They didn't need other humans.
    Until they met Johnny.

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    This story is a retelling of the game's campaign. Obviously there will be some differences due to the whole symbiote thing. Please enjoy :)

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    27 Mar 2024

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    Inspired by Lord of the Rings.

    Ghost is a reclusive elvish warrior, spending his days fighting the dark shadows of Middle Earth in an attempt to absolve himself of his past. Soap is a Ranger attempting to outrun his destiny.

    This is a completed work. Includes epilogue.

    Edited 1/22/24 for corrections.

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    26 Mar 2024

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    He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.

     

    After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...

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    19 Mar 2024

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    Johnny gets himself a dog.

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    06 Mar 2024

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    In those last split seconds before it ends, there is intimacy.

    In that shuddering gasp between stability and unimaginable force, a glance shared with another man - all those conversations you wanted to have but didn’t, all that useless yearning directed at nothing - his hand instinctively presses to the front of your kit in a pale echo of wish, of a boy’s last cry for his mother. Or a pat for a job well done; an impotent display of brotherhood at the edge of reality.

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    Simon and John struggle to lean on each other after their mutual discharge, navigating their trauma, feelings, and what it means to be intimate with another man.

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    06 Mar 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 45

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    Soap wants to know if Ghost can dance

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    20 Feb 2024

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    If you told Soap the second time he’d see Ghost’s face was in a shitty bar on a shittier block of Chicago… Well, he might have asked for a little more pomp and circumstance. At least then he’d have an excuse for the way he could hear his blood pumping faster in his ears and why he could feel it, hot and burning behind his eyes.

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    20 Feb 2024

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    Soap is physically affectionate by nature.

    Ghost is not.

    Johnny might just be rubbing off on him though.

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    05 Feb 2024

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