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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Andrew should have realized. He should have seen the angry stares, heard the aggressive whispers, and stopped them before they could actually do anything.
    But he was getting weak. Vulnerable. He was getting relaxed.

    He was trying to convince himself that "this" was nothing, that Neil wasn't important, that at some point he would get tired of this between them, even if "this" was nothing.

    He was so busy trying not to let himself drift into the damn Josten's blue eyes that he started to fall, and damn it, Andrew was afraid of heights.

    or,

    Where Neil gets involved in a fight.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

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    26 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Neil lets his phone die while he's out on a run. Andrew tracks him down with the intent to rip him a new asshole, but plans derail when the Maserati pops a tire, and Neil -- well, Neil is lucky he looks good holding a lug wrench.

    - OR - Andrew obliterates Neil's single remaining brain cell in the backseat of the Maserati. Not even remotely sanitary.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is an extremely wealthy Alpha who's trying to find an Omega and settle down.

    Ilya Rozanov is an Omega just trying to survive.

    When the two are matched, Shane is excited to finally have a family to care for.

    Ilya just hopes he can be good enough to keep him and Luca safe.

    Featuring:
    Alpha!Shane
    Omega!Ilya
    Omega!Luca Haas (Ilya's biological son in this)
    So much angst guys

    All the bad tags (abuse, rape, etc) are from Ilya's life before Canada and before Shane

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    24 Jun 2026

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    This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.

    He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.

    But they don’t. They can’t.

    Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.

    Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.

    But he always catches himself before it can linger.

    ***

    or

    where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it

    so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner

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    24 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 37

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    Maybe before, Shane would get jealous. Jealous every time Ilya mentioned Svetlana even after he knew better, jealous of every tabloid photo of Ilya with yet another woman at some club. Not that Shane was ever looking. Not that Shane let himself think that he cared.

    Now, Shane cares a little too much. He cares so much, so wholly and so wildly sometimes that it scares him. He loves Ilya, and part of loving someone means trusting them too. Shane trusts Ilya with every fiber of his heart and his soul.

    Ilya’s hot new physical therapist, maybe not so much.

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    Or, Shane gets jealous. Maybe. Just a little.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Ilya began to feel something like horror take seed in his chest. "So then she thinks... she thinks Shane takes care of both of us?"

    Harris, completely grinning again, said: "Dogs watch people, Ilya. They learn social relationships and learn who listens to whom."

    Then the fatal blow: "From Anya's perspective, Shane comes into the home, distributes resources, organises activities, corrects behaviour, establishes most routine, —“

    "And tells you both what to do." Harris finished. "And both of you listen."

    OR

    Shane Hollander Walks Ilya Rozanov Like A Dog And Anya Knows It

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    24 Jun 2026

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    He shouldn’t look.

    He knows he shouldn’t look.

    But his thumb moves anyway, like it’s not entirely under his control.

    Unknown number (1):

    Hi Jane, welcome to the WAG’s chat, we’ve heard that you and Cap have been dating for a while. So we thought that you should be added too!

    And then, his world collapses two minutes before the game.

    Or:

    Shane Hollander is not a girl.
    He is not Ilya Rozanov’s girlfriend.
    And he is definitely not supposed to be in the Boston WAG group chat.
    Unfortunately, none of that stops anyone else from believing he is.

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    22 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 33

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    It had been going so well, Shane thought, before everything collapsed and the walls caved in on him.

    Meeting up with Rozanov is fine, it's routine; they fuck, get what they want from each other, and leave. It's what they do, it's what they've always done. Sure, he's in Rozanov's home instead of some hotel, but it's fine, really. Except they napped together, Rozanov asked him to stay, and Shane agreed.

    ...

    "But I'm—"

    "But nothing, Shane. It's not that you're too much, it's that everyone else just isn't enough.”

    ━━━━━━━━━━

    A purely self-indulgent take on the tuna meltdown and what would happen if Shane didn't leave and they both actually talk a little bit.

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    22 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    I hate that I saw you again last night. You were with somebody and so was I.
    Met you in the bathroom at 12:05 and I fucked you again.

    Or: Ilya sees Shane playing the perfect boyfriend on the dance floor. Shane sees Ilya kissing a stranger.
    They end up trapped inside a locked restroom, destoying whatever control they had left.
    It's dirty, it's punishing and it leaves a bruise much deeper than the ones on Shane's neck.

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    22 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 75

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    Canon divergent rewrite of the Episode 5/Chapter 21 in Heated Rivalry.

    Cliff Marlow isn't the one who sends Shane Hollander to the hospital.
    Ilya Rozanov is.
    And when the worst thing Ilya can imagine happens, keeping their relationship a secret becomes impossible.

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    22 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 15

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    "it was a mistake! Please! It meant nothing. Please don't do this."

    or: An argument, A drunken mistake, and A bottle of Perfume.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    22 Jun 2026

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    It all starts when Hayden mentions that stupid article, Ten Reasons Your Husband Might Be Cheating.

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    Newly married and publicly together at last, Shane and Ilya should be happy. Instead, Shane finds himself spiraling and Ilya grows increasingly frustrated with the distance between them. When Hayden Pike intends to step in to help Shane and causes misunderstanding between them, they are forced to confront what they've been avoiding all summer.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    19 Jun 2026

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

    Or

    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    There’s knocking at his front door. He frowns. Jackie and Hayden are the only ones that he is expecting tonight and they are both sitting in his living room. He has no idea who could be knocking on his door at this time of the evening, unless–

    “That better not be another uninvited guest!” Shane calls out to his friend in the other room.

    “We didn’t invite anyone!” Hayden calls back–indignantly–as if he hadn’t been trying to set Shane up with multiple women over the past few months by inviting them to dinner parties at the Pike's house.

    “Can you see who it is? My hands are soaked.”

    “Sure thing.”

    Shane washes the last plate and lets the water drain. He washes his hands and, with the towel in hand, walks in the direction of the hallway when Hayden’s voice rings out.

    “Uh, Shane? What the fuck is Rozanov doing in front of your door?”

    OR: After dinner with the Pikes, Shane finds a lost and broken Ilya Rozanov standing on his doorstep.

    Find Ilya's POV: here

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    19 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jean Moreau was no stranger to madness. He faced the insanity and follies of humanity and endured their violent consequences without succumbing to madness himself. Repeatedly, delusions of grandeur and psychotic complexes struck him like waves crashing against a rock, but Jean remained, though unstable, sane. He bent—sometimes beyond what he thought he could handle—but never broke, and considered himself immune to the siren song that compelled stupid people to do stupid shit for stupid reasons.
    So when Jean found himself going to a frat party for the simple and exclusive reason that Jeremy Knox would also be there, that right to brag vanished like a snowflake in the sun.
    How unbecoming.
    or;
    Jean goes to his first frat party and is mad jealous of Jeremy hooking up with strangers.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

    ------------------------------------------

    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    19 Jun 2026

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