mourningroutine



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  1. Rec 1

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    Tanner knew what he was doing was wrong, but he couldn't help but be addicted to the pain it brought.
    Larry was worse, being addicted to the sight of it.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 8

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    Maybe he liked feeling that way. Maybe it was the weight over him, shielding his body from the light coming from the open bedroom door, maybe it was the warm, heavy breathing over skin, or the fact that someone usually so tolerable, so patient, had finally reached a breaking point and was taking it all out on him. He wasn't in the right mind to organize that information and discover himself, especially now that he was feeling a slow hand rubbing over his clothed stomach.

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    3fs is easily rage baited and takes it all out on his friend

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 1

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    He's never really seen Jacob teary eyed that much, maybe hearing his voice get a little shaky like when was congratulating him on stream or when he's just venting on a late night call. But to see those eyes, which were already so expressive, wet and glassy, made his stomach turn in a way he wouldn't want to try and put casually. Though he could put it bluntly,

    Jacob was a hell of a pretty crier.

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    3fs sets up a PO box to open fanmail with cloak for 1 million subs, they both find out they like crying…in a mega freaky type way

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 18

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    Larry always seeks pleasure in the joy he can bring to someone that’s never known it.

    Tanner is a stranger to some of life’s greatest experiences, and he’s all for getting to know them.

    They have a mutual arrangement, and they’ll keep at it until it spirals out of their control, completely changing their perceptions of the world as they know it.

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 5

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    “He loads the shell into the shotgun. A single bullet will be enough. A bullet with a small heart written on it with red sharpie.”

    Larry and Tanner decide there’s only one way to truly love each other in peace.

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    04 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is how I found out larry's name was ivan