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    "No one likes you," she continues, even though she knows it might not be fair to speak for Scott, but Theo doesn't need to know that. "Except for Liam. Why?"

    Malia spends her evening contemplating Theo's influence over Liam, and resolutely ignoring the effect he has on her. Outside POV.

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    New year, new school. It would be everything you hoped for and more if it wasn't for one boy who's making your life a living hell. But why is he starting to disappear so often? And when he is there, he's covered in bruises. Something's not quite right....

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    Sanji discovers Zoro doing something unthinkable, causing their relationship to spiral out of control.

    Is it a welcome change? We'll see.

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    7/?
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    Transitioning from a teenager to an adult is hard enough as it is, but when that journey comes with a pre-existing set of obstacles: it becomes a living hell.
    Eden Lockeheart already knew that the road in front of him was going to be difficult with the challenges that life had begun throwing at him for years, but when new ordeals begin showing up out of nowhere a year before he finally becomes an adult, he must learn to adapt before he gets overwhelmed.

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    Your parents were so proud when you graduated from college, they were happy that their absence didn't affect you too badly. Their support meant everything to you, but now they are gone. You don't have anyone anymore and now you're on trial for the violent brutal murder of your family. You didn't remember what happened that night, every time you tried to remember all that came was an intense migraine. In the trial you were convicted as guilty and was given the death penalty, the jury only took 30 minutes to decide. But you weren't taken to a normal jail instead, you find yourself in a terrible place that the other inmates call "The Foundation". Life became dark, watching people being taken and never coming back, presumed dead, and when they did come back they were catatonic. Everything was so dark that you felt relieved you got taken, time for the end (hopefully). Little did you know, it was just the beginning, and things were going to get bright, maybe too bright.

    Updated once to twice a month

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    28/?
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    Jinyoung was unable to overcome writer's block. He had his own revenge story to work on in real life. The author created for himself a plot in which hatred and love shared the same road, the same body, the same address, and the same name, Mark Tuan. A supposed suicide note that encouraged Jinyoung to take justice in his own hands, ended up leading him to a web of violence, intrigues, crime and passion.

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    60/?
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    There is a spring for everything. A time where the cycle of life and death is completed, only to restart. Alex has seen so many cycles, so many lives pass before him while he remains unchanged. Michael is one of those things. He's met him three times before and its never ended with a Happily Ever After so when he moves into the vacant apartment above Alex's, he decides this time he won't act. He won't pursue.... but he also can't stand not knowing him at all.

    sort of a songfic inspired by "Undisclosed Desires" by Muse

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    8/?
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    *spoilers for LN2 ending but who tf doesn't know what happened*

    The aftermath is messy for Mono.

    He falls and slips and sits and thinks and slips again-

    -and maybe it's not Six's fault.

     

    (I wrote this in 3 hours and it s u c k s, enjoy)

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    The people who love him come to realise Sans may be hiding something from them.

    (Aka this fluff now has a plot!)

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    42/?
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    Seandainya memang bisa Andrew pula memiliki pola pikir demikian, mungkin dia akan dengan mudah menerima Antonio juga. Tetapi ini berat. Terdapat keyakinan lain yang membuatnya juga tak semudah itu mengiyakan. Andrew menyadari dia bisa saja balas mencintainya. Konflik batin yang menekan kodrat di mana perkara utamanya tetap pada bersikap denial akan makna dari perasaan hatinya. / “Bila … bila ternyata belahan jiwa Anda merupakan laki-laki juga, apa yang akan Anda lakukan?”

    AntAnd, Antonio x Andrew Kreiss, the Violinist & the Grave keeper
    setting : Soulmate!AU, #Iris

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    Bahasa Indonesia
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    [More tags would be added as the story progress, mostly focus on Saiki and Teruhashi]
    [Events set after the meteor]
    [Should probably go over the tags first...]
    [Recommend reading notes in the first chapter]

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    For years have he resented the thoughts of romance, seeing it as troublesome and unnecessary...

    Though... Things would change, when a single aspect of his powers that had made him missed so much of the world, was no longer such a burden: His sight.

    Not just that, even thing's changing, for the better or for worse he couldn't answer that, but he didn't like the idea of this... 'new side' of him starting to loosen up all his self-control and rewiring his thoughts and ideas.

    But what could he do about it?

    Human emotions are so troublesome aren't they?

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    Looking for a fresh start, Sara Lance transferred to a new apartment complex. She and her neighbor, Ava Sharpe, started on a wrong foot. The more Ava gets to know Sara, the more injuries she also sustained. It doesn’t take long for Ava to appreciate Sara as they spend time together but Sara made it perfectly clear that she is not gay, however, she gets excited every time she sees Ava and misses her when she is not around,

    -Sometimes the heart needs more time to accept what the mind already knows.

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    He's felt for the first time in his century-long life—a purity born from the dormant heart he'd never known had existed. He refuses, now, to let these feelings be destroyed. She, who has spent years seething in hatred, must decide how much of her own heart must bleed. What price for vengeance is worth its sacrifice.

    [Douma and Shinobu survive Infinity Castle in this AU, where the war between slayers and demons hasn't yet ended. Their story continues on into the years following.]

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    5/?
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    What if Jin Zixun didn't attack Wei Wuxian at Qiongqi Path and waited until the party to attack?

    A fix-it fic where Wei Wuxian gets to attend the party and an entirely different cascade of events follow.

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    11/?
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    This is the sequel to the 'Roses Grow' series, (a 'Revolutionary Girl Utena' fanfiction novel set post-anime from Utena's point-of-view). It takes place directly after 'Roses Grow' leaves off, and is told from Anthy's (er ... unique) point-of-view. Once again the focus is Utena/Anthy, but with plenty of input from Ohtori's other denizens, including some (shadowy) faces from the past ...

    The genre is the same combo of drama/romance/angst/humour/symbolic-wtf?!/epic-ness. This is another ~65K novel, and comments are most welcome (I really enjoy them, from praise / to constructive criticism / to how it touched you / to what it brought up for you / to how much you adore this fandom / to how much you don't understand this fandom).

    There are complete Author's Notes at the end, as well as Author's Notes around chapter 11 (when I thought mistakenly I wouldn't finish this. 6 years later, it's mysteriously completed itself, and I'm filled with joyful surprise!).

    Who can ever tell the outcome of each duel? ;-)

    There are also Author's AMV Recommendations at the very end, IE a collection of AMVs I've created that emote/explain this series.

    I hope you enjoy reading this, as much as I've enjoyed creating it!

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    The Skeld has been overrun by imposters, leaving crewmate Catnip as the sole survivor. Forced to survive by posing as the enemy, Catnip must convince the Polus colony to give up on rescuing her in favor of eradicating the imposters before they can figure out how to navigate the ship. The imposters are getting crowded, turning on each other in search of food.

    Catnip must remember that she is human. She's just playing along. Her friends are dead, even though she looks them in the face everyday...

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    29/?
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    Coda to 5x05. Mac and Riley go through the five stages of grief after Jack's death.

    ~~~

    Mac can’t breathe. He knows what it is, but he doesn’t want to see it because seeing it will make it real and Mac can’t deal with the fact that Jack is -
    The man opens his hands and Mac sees Jack’s dog tags.
    His world crumbles to pieces.

    ~~~

    He watches, numbly as Riley crumbles to pieces. He knows he should walk over there and comfort her but he’s frozen in the spot. He literally can’t move or do anything, because Riley-
    Riley believes Jack is dead.

    ~~~

    Jack is dead and Mac can’t do it. He can’t pretend the axis of this entire world is gone. He can’t show up at the Phoenix, where he spent so many years with Jack without hearing Jack in his mind every single second of every single day.

    ~~~

    When Jack left there was a void, in is heart and job. Desi filled the job’s void, so Mac thought she’d fill the void in his heart too. But the truth was, they could never work.
    Mac knew that; but he kept trying because a puzzle piece that didn’t fit right was better than no puzzle piece.

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    The world fell apart at 6:15 am on a Sunday. Tommy barely remembers the night him and his family drove through the rain while people were ripped apart outside of their car. Tommy barely remembers why he and so many others and kept within walls with no knowledge of the outside. Tommy believes after 5 years he should be allowed out to see the world for itself. after all, he isn't a little kid anymore.

    or; Tommy is 16 and has never killed the dead that walk even after 5 years of being trained how to within the walls of the safe haven. Tommy will risk everything to finally be let out into the real world.

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    It occurred to him slowly but clicked into place in an instant. An understanding and a realisation that had begun festering in his brain for so long that it had begun to make it’s home there; built with bricks made of an internalised self-loathing that sometimes felt like it was so heavy Richie could barely inhale. It was like a weird, fucked up puzzle from the universe that was being given to Richie in fragments. Piece by piece. And as the picture became clearer, the details less murky and more defined, Richie began to feel as if his life was over before it had truly begun. That everything he had hoped for was instantly torn from his grasp.

    Richie knew a lot. He knew that without Buddy Holly, there would be no Beatles. He knew that modern ventriloquism started in nightclubs and originated as a religious practice. He knew that rabbits could not puke, the oldest ‘your mom’ joke was found on a 3,500-year-old Babylonian tablet, and that shellac was made from insect poop. And he knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that he was most certainly going to hell.

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    What happened to the lovely boy, brimming with life, radiant and fiery like the sun itself.. Did he always shine this bright, or was this all a facade? WARNING, they say that you can't be loved by everyone, but you can sure try.

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    4/20
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    4
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    14
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