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    The air between them feels soft and warm, always, no matter the weather, like their friendship cocoons them and protects them from the world around them as they learn each other.

    Hoseok learns that Yoongi is new because he’s always new. His family move frequently for his dad’s work, and so Yoongi has adapted to never putting roots down anywhere, never tying his threads to anyone else’s.

    Yoongi learns that Hoseok likes to dance but doesn’t think he’s very good at it, and that his father won’t allow him to take lessons because dancing is for sissies.

    Hoseok learns that Yoongi is the kind of person to whom dancing is for anyone who likes it, who likes Epik High as much as Hoseok does, and to whom gentleness has no gender.

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    Hoseok and Yoongi meet as teens and fall in love. What happens when life separates them?

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    Chapters:
    8/10
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    39
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    In a time where; There is no monsterization. Well, yet as Zero didn't awaken the souls yet to give salvation to those who treated him well.

    Hyun suffers and finds out that maybe, just maybe... Someone will actually save him, but of course, he pushed the only person away, he tried to get away from him. He didn't want to hurt the only person on his side because he's afraid. Afraid that maybe he'd get hurt too, afraid that he'll lose him, afraid that... When he dies... He'll die as well.

    Eunhyeok, you really are the end of me. Is what Hyun thought as the other held him tight when he wailed.

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    1/10
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    Evander Rue had his entire life planned out even before he was born. Growing up with a silver spoon in his mouth Evan wasn't perfect, but he always knew who he was. He was captain of the football team with excellent credentials that his father was going to use to get him into a fancy business school in California. Unfortunately, his spotless record was going to be potentially tarnished because of a silly mythology class.

    However, it seemed as if fate had a twisted sense of humor when the new kid, the local witch's goth nephew, seemed to take over his world. At first, Evander didn't spare him a glance, leery of the newcomer, but he had more important things to worry about, like his birthday party and maintaining his reputation. The new kid's arrival or his grades didn't pause Evander's celebration; he was going to officially be an adult. Nothing would keep him from celebrating, not even a cautionary howl under the light of the full month.

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    English
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    33/?
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    135
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    26
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    [Each time he wakes, it’s for a little longer. The tide recedes, exposing dull pain, frayed nerve endings; offering split flesh up to an unrelenting sun. Sometimes Jean is there, in that chair by the bed, the shadows beneath his eyes sketched in blue, and in the moments between sleep and sleep again their eyes meet, and there’s a smile in there somewhere, just out of reach; there’s a desperate kindness lodged in the bloody meat of his chest like shards of something broken.

    (this is a place where people come to die.)]

     

    Kim is shot at the tribunal. Jean stays with him.

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    1/1
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    23
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    6
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    This is a collection of some of the poems that I’ve written throughout the years. These poems focus on a lot of very different topics, from love to hatred, and to pain and to joy, to life and to death, and to nature. The poetry here offers glimpses of a future that could be and it documents my ongoing journey to try to become a better person.

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    English
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    1,550
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    21/36
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    An AU story based on Free Fall characters.

    Sole heir of a large family business empire, Marc Borgmann is used to his jet-set high life. He has deals to make, plans to execute and goals to achieve. He also has a secret. But don’t worry, he already has a solution for it. It’s all under control - he has an agreement with his ambitious girlfriend.

    Marc likes rules and he follows them.

    Until he meets Kay Engel on a flight from Berlin to New York, who breaks rules for fun, leaves napkins with cute cartoons everywhere he goes and Marc can’t seem to get rid of him. Or does he really want to?

    This is more than opposite attracts, this is Kay turning Marc’s world upside down.

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    54,303
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    181
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    73
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    2187
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    Liam really was born into a lucky city. His neighbours and the who city might be called as one of the most accepting and open minded places. He loved his life till the age of 17. Everything fell apart when he felt some changes. Except his family, they were as conservative as someone could be.

    Zayn was 18 and had just moved into the city and his university was right across Liam's house. When Zayn, along with Louis saw Liam bullying a boy, they knew they had to defend that boy.

    But maybe, the meeting of Liam and Zayn was needed to start something beautiful, something destined since forever.

    Characters

    Liam Payne (17)
    Zayn Malik (18)
    Louis Tomlinson (19)
    Harry Styles (17)
    Niall Horan (17)

    WARNINGS

    •Internalized homophobia
    •Use of homophobic slurs
    •Conversion Therapy
    •Self harm, panic attacks
    •Child Abuse, Violence
    •Sexual content, Smut
    •Attempted suicide

    ~~

    This is going to be my first ziam fanfic, I hope you all like it <3

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    3/?
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    Giyuu Tomioka is still haunted by the screams, he really hopes high school will make his life a little less miserable. Despite what all the books and movies told him, it actually does.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    33
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    4
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    Darth Vader knows secrets lie inside Jedi holocrons. But he wasn't expecting this one.
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    Turning the sapphire-and-gold cube over in his gloved hands, he reaches out to the Force surrounding the holocron. It recoils at his touch, and, unbidden, a traitor’s voice flows into his mind.

    ‘Holocrons are repositories of knowledge and wisdom, Anakin. But as you’ve experienced, knowledge in the wrong hands can be manipulated for malicious purposes. While not foolproof by any means, only a Jedi can open a Jedi holocron.”

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    3
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    33
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    6
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    Cobs comes to terms with the fact that he doesn't have Erectile dysfunction-

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    1/1
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    15
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    1
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    “I’m Kyle Broflovski, and for the love of god, this is NOT a diary.”

    Kyle has been more stressed as of late, resulting in him acting distant, snappy, and on edge. Stan suggests that he should start a private journal as a means of coping with his emotions and finding answers to why he feels this way.
    But the final answer might be different than what Kyle expects— and bring his entire reality crashing down.

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    The usually so cold and efficient Loid Forger is struggling with his duties as a spy because he cannot stop desiring his fake wife - while Yor is wondering about the concept of 'marital bliss' she overhears her colleagues whisper about in the coffee kitchen. Especially the part about 'pleasing one's husband inside and outside the bedroom' gives her a great deal of anxiety. Shenanigans ensue because they're both idiots. The road to the bedroom is approximately 6 chapters long.
    (Please note: In anticipation of what is eventually coming, the rating has changed to "Explicit")

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    115
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    “It’s been a while,” he admits, thumbing along the ceramic edge of the cup on his hand, “since I was called handsome.”

    The word breaks his voice, making him clear the knot with half a cough. Keith seems to catch it, though, leaning closer despite being across the room. He stays silent, watching Shiro sniff and pretend he doesn’t feel tight under his skin, something bright like relief lightening his chest. His insides like the idea of being attractive, though he knows it’s not possible.

    “You are.”

    Shiro looks up at the boy, finding his unwavering gaze.

    "Handsome,” Keith admits quietly, cheeks pink but tone earnest and firm, “You are handsome.”

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    Chapters:
    8/11
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    105
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    144
    Bookmarks:
    18
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    Three times did Jason Grace break up with Percy Jackson. Three times he showed up on his doorstep with tears in his stormy blue eyes begging him to be let in. And three times Percy opened his doors and arms alike and suppressed his cries at the crushing weight of Jason’s warmth surrounding him once more. They were bad for each other. Really bad.

    Inspired by "The Cut That Always Bleeds" by Conan Gray.

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    1/1
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    Yae Miko is a Kitsune full of pride; well, at least she tries to be, when a plate of fried tofu and a single question shakes her detachment from the reality of being a human.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
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    44
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    4
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    266
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    maybe true love isn't loving someone else, maybe its loving you.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    2
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    Set a few years after the events of No Way Home, Otto Octavius attempts to return to some semblance of a normal life following a harsh imprisonment in his own universe and attempts to learn how to cope with how people view him. A lab assistant with interpersonal issues and a vigilante complex ends up becoming the object of his affections but as the saying goes, “love is never easy.”

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    English
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    46,866
    Chapters:
    17/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    49
    Kudos:
    50
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1123
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    Park Jimin is a man who refuses to admit what he wants namely, a life with another man. Being gay just won't do.

    It will not go over well with his family, particularly his overbearing father. Thus, for years Jimin has tried to deny his attraction to men, refusing to entertain even the possibility that his perfect person might be a him. That was the plan and it had worked wonderfully until meeting Jeon Jungkook.

    ⛔️ Top Jungkook/ Top Jimin

    ~Book contains
    ~Jikook
    ~Vmin
    ~Vhope
    ~Angst
    ~Switch
    ~Mature scene
    ~ Objectionable language
    ~Homophobic
    ~Romance
    ~Boyxboy relationship
    ~Happy ending

     

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    28/28
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    11
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    8
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    Elf's unique physical constitution as a demon had led to lots of helpful things, but this apparent "illness" is not one. The supervisor has assigned Isou as the doctor to take care of it, but there's more going on than just a fever and increased aggression...

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    English
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    15,612
    Chapters:
    4/4
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    Every time he looks in the mirror, Nica's face looks more like his own.

    (aka: Chucky isn't as much of a man as he thought he was. It's more complicated than it sounds.)

    (aaka: the genderqueer Chucky fic that nobody but me wanted.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,057
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    53

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