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  1. Public Bookmark 74

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    Andrew hasn’t seen Neil in 3 months. He’s in his final year at PSU, and Andrew in his rookie season playing for Las Vegas. Leaving had been hard, harder than he ever imagined it would be. Who knew what kind of trouble Neil would get into without Andrew there to protect him. Still, Neil had said “I’ll be fine,” and “It’ll be over before we know it,” and “I’ll take good care of myself.”

    Now Andrew wishes he had forced Aaron to make that same promise.

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Aaron and cars don't really mix. At all.

    He hates driving, feels uneasy when other people drive, and is overall not a big fan.

    It doesn't help that he gets very unlucky while driving.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    He grabbed his things and made his way to the parking lot. When he pushed the door open, he expected to see the others impatiently waiting for him.

    Instead, he was met with absolutely nothing.

    No one.
    The parking lot was empty.

    He stared, the silence almost comical. Leaves rustled, and birds chirped.

    But there was no car, no Andrew honking at him to hurry.

    Nobody at all. He was standing in an utterly empty parking lot in the setting sun.

    Or

    The others keep accidentally leaving Aaron behind. They don't mean to do it; they just have their own stuff going on and aren't paying enough attention.

    It doesn't mean it doesn't, fucking hurt though. Aaron tries to tell himself he doesn't care, but has a hard time believing it.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    Nathaniel Wesninski had been different, even as a little boy, and now Neil Josten, at age nineteen, didn’t feel any more normal.

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    Now that Neil is somewhere safe and with people who care about him, he is finally able to process the trauma he has lived through in his life. The problem is that he doesn't know how.

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    10 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    The way Andrew got Aaron off drugs could have killed him. Aaron swore to himself he would never let Andrew find out. This was a promise he needed to keep.

    A few drinks into the night before graduation, he broke it.

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    08 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 36

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    a twinyard series

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    07 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 30

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    Neil Josten had started out as a need. A need to know more, a threat that needed to be contained, a runner that needed to stay. It was only a problem when he'd weaseled his way into being Andrew's one debilitating desire.

    Suddenly, Andrew wanted him around, wanted to hear his voice, touch his skin, feel his pulse beneath his palms. Want is a beast Andrew still doesn't know how to tame. The court isn't empty, but it is. His apartment isn't empty, but it is. His life isn't empty, but Neil Josten is in Palmetto, South Carolina.

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    05 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Neil, you’re out of sync with everyone what the hell is going on.”
    “I’m not, you just need to get that stick out of your ass Kevin.” Neil said that knowing full well he had been completely out of sync with everyone. Not that Andrew could tell. He hates stick ball.
    “Wymack said no night practice on Sunday, but tomorrow we’re going an hour early for you to fix your bad habits.”
    “Leave me alone Kevin.” Neil got up and looked at Andrew before walking towards the bathroom, “I’m going to shower.”
    Both men watched as Neil stormed out of the living room. Kevin looked at Andrew and said, “You better fix this.”
    “Not my job, Day.”
    “Fix it,” Kevin walked towards his room, “figure out what the fuck is wrong with him.”
    Before Kevin slammed his door Andrew yelled, “That’ll take at least 20 years.”

    -- or --

    Neil has some feelings and Andrew gives him some space, till they go out and Neil gets drunk. It's cute, very silly!

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    05 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 41

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    The world narrowed until it felt like tunnel vision. All he registered was the rhythm and slap of his shoes hitting the ground, the sound of his own breath, the sting of air against his throat. His chest ached, his ribs burned with every inhale, but he didn’t stop. He pushed harder, like he was trying to outrun his own skin, his own thoughts, the oppressive weight of expectation and loneliness and inability to control what’s coming next that claws at him as soon as the sun goes down and it’s time to sleep.

    He ran until he stopped feeling anything at all.

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    It's Neil's 5th year, and he's struggling with missing the Foxes, especially Andrew.

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    04 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    He was in his fifth year at Palmetto, his final semester of college, and he should have been focused on his professional future. Every piece of the puzzle was falling into place: the Foxes were having an incredible season, their chances of winning the championship were the highest they’d been in years, and his hand was responding better than ever.

    Except he couldn’t stop looking at Neil Josten.

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    03 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 31

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    "There’s a lamp glowing warm in the corner beside Bee’s bookshelf, soft light catching on the edges of framed degrees Andrew’s never bothered reading before now. That’s where he sticks his gaze, just shy of looking at Bee.

    Neil had looked gray when Andrew left the dorm. Gray, like someone had scooped the color out of him with both hands and left behind whatever was underneath. Every sharp bone in his body has started showing through lately - collarbones too pronounced beneath loose shirts, wrists thin enough Andrew can nearly circle one entirely with his hand.

    It’s like watching something eat Neil alive from the inside out. Like termites hollowing through wood. The details accumulate under Andrew’s skin like splinters.

    “Andrew.”

    “He looks like a corpse,” Andrew says flatly."

     

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    Andrew's POV of the ending of "He's Insisting That He's fine (He's Not Fine)"

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    03 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    "Andrew’s arm slides around Neil’s waist, slow enough that Neil could stop him if he wanted to. He doesn’t. He lets Andrew pull him in against his chest, one arm tight around him, solid and unyielding. Protective, though against what, Neil isn’t sure.

    The heat of Andrew’s body sinks into him almost immediately, thawing some of the chill lodged deep in his bones. Neil hadn’t realized just how cold he was until now. He curls closer without thinking about it.

    Andrew’s hand spreads flat against his side, slipping under his shirt carefully. “You’re freezing,” he mutters after a minute.

    “It’s just cold in here.” Neil closes his eyes and adds, “But you’re warm.”

    Andrew makes a quiet, irritated sound at that, but he doesn’t let go. Neil lets himself sink into the warmth instead of thinking about the blood or the pain or the way his body feels increasingly foreign to him. He focuses on Andrew’s heartbeat beneath his cheek. The steady rise and fall of his breathing. Eventually, Andrew’s grip tightens almost imperceptibly around him, like he’s afraid Neil might disappear if he loosens it too much."

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    Neil isn't feeling well, but he's fine. Totally fine. Nothing to worry about here!

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    03 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 25

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    “How old are you, kid?” Wymack asks.

    Nineteen-year-old Neil takes the hand that Andrew isn’t holding and puts his thumb in this mouth. “I don’t know.”

    Or Andrew looks after baby!Neil because sometimes brains go brrr.

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    03 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 47

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    Xie Lian accidentally eats ghost drugs disguised as candy. Hua Cheng panics, guilt eats him alive

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    16 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 44

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    Lan Wangji wakes up from a nightmare and Wei Wuxian isn’t there.

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    16 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    When Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji get married, Sizhui assumes his relationship with his father will only become more distant.

    Instead, they become closer than ever.

    (Oh, and also, there is a crypt full of segmented body parts, but what else is new?)

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    15 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    “What’s all this?”

    A new voice cuts through the general merriment of the group. It’s light and casual and Lan Wangji sees the feet and legs of some of his tormentors turn in the direction of the voice. From the angle his head is at, he can’t see the newcomer at all. Blood loss and shock and pain are making his body heavy and his vision hazy and even his mind feels like it’s starting to slip away, yet even as far gone as he is he knows exactly to whom that voice belongs.

    He would know that voice anywhere.

     

    OR Lan Wangji is horrifically hurt during the sunshot campaign and when Wei Wuxian comes to his rescue /things/ end up coming out.

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    12 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 27

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    Set shortly before their visit to Yunmeng, Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji take a brief detour through a quiet rural village along the way. What should have been an ordinary stop soon proves otherwise — the villagers are polite yet distant, their smiles strained, their gazes lingering just a moment too long. Something in the village seems wrong, though no one seems willing to speak of it.

    Along the way Wei Wuxian, usually unbothered by jealousy, finds his heart stirred in unexpected ways when a certain someone draws too close, revealing a possessive side he never knew he had.

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    Or while unraveling a mystery in a strange village, Wei Wuxian learns there is a limit to how close he can allow anyone to get to Lan Wangji.

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    11 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    While reeling from a mysterious kiss he receives on Phoenix Mountain during a hunt (maybe going blindfolded was a bad idea?), Wei Wuxian stumbles across a curse array and finds himself transformed into a rabbit. In the middle of a hunt! Good thing Lan Wangji is there to rescue him...or is it? Hasn't Wei Wuxian been spending the last three years trying not to get dragged back to Gusu?

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    10 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 14

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    Wei Wuxian gets hurt during a night hunt; it’s nothing serious, but that doesn’t stop him from being dramatic to get his husband’s attention.

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    "Hey, Lan Zhan. Did you know that giving it a little kiss makes the wound heal faster?" he said, a smirk dancing on his lips.

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    07 May 2026

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