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    Hizashi lifts his head up from the table when the door of the integration room opens and feels relief to see the familiar face of Fatgum coming in with bags of food, big dopey smile on his face.

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    Eddie's lost. But it's okay, because he's not alone, not anymore.
    Or an AU where Bobby is Eddie's AA sponsor.

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    After an accident, Hikari Raito and his NetNavi partner Trill find themselves reliving the cherished tale of his parents’ love. [UPDATED! Final Chapter UP!]

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    where I'll be keeping all of my bits and pieces for my Amnesia-Verse, an AU I made my Supergirl (more explanation in Ch. 1 including a proper summary but if you like Sanvers, Director Sanvers, hurt/comfort, actually dealing with trauma then take a peak!

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    "I am not an addict. But try and love one, and then see if you can look me square in the eyes and tell me that you didn't get addicted to trying to fix them. If you're lucky, they recover. If you're really lucky, you recover, too.

    It's kind of like the story of Icarus. But that story isn't just a myth. Some people are content with seeing the sun, but others need. Some need it more than others. Some are swallowed by it. It takes more than you think to pull someone away from their sun, away from the needles until you either get pulled in yourself or leave them forever.

    Pain, it either makes people resentful or hopeful."

    -

    Updated every Tuesday<3

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    A little fic on how I think the egos became egos!!

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    John Laurens left Alexander Hamilton and The Rochambeau a year ago to help his siblings after his mom died. Alex was a mess, but he's finally over it. Until John comes back

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    Rattle, rattle, rattle, like a fucking broken record, a scratched old & sinister bully of a darn record, playing on repeat in Niall’s head.. Never ever giving him a minute of silence to retreat to.. Never a moment of rest.. Never a second in the God-damn world to be Niall once again. This was his life now..
    Now & forever - so he thought.

    Or - our sweet Niall is going through the stages & motions of a serious eating disorder. Forever hold my peace!

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    Whatever Sherlock and John had once been, they were not anymore.

    But perhaps they could become more.

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    His mind was a fragile thing, stretched thin between drug use and the torment from the ghosts, littered with punji traps from Vietnam. So when it spiralled out of control, it really wasn't unusual at first.

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    (Based on the 1999 Pilot, with the tweaked aspect of Ricky and Julian being in a secret relationship.)
    Julian overdid it. He'd known this day would come, told himself he had to be careful to avoid it, knew he had to stop before it did. But it happened, and here he was collapsed in his trailer, barely holding onto consciousness as the drug in his system took hold.
    Was this what his whole life amounted to?
    Dying alone in his trailer..?
    God help him.

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    Inspired by and based on the characterisation from Slow Show by mia_ugly, the Good Omens fic that won't stop.

    How Crowley got his scars

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    Virgil only wants to protect those he loves at all costs. What happens when he can't hide it anymore?

    What is up everybody?! Just a heads up, this fic is graphic and gets DARK (but I fix it!). Please heed the tags and if there's something in there that could be triggering for you, please take care of yourselves! I want to assure you that I have this whole thing outlined, so it won't get abandoned!

    EDIT: I've now gone through and shortened all scene break lines (tildes and dashes) to five symbols, so it's now more accessible to folks who use screenreaders! If you see any I missed plz lmk!!

    I try to keep my stuff accessible, including keeping chapters not much longer than 3500 words, so if you have ideas to make my fic more accessible plz lmk!

    Also, this fic is not used to represent D.I.D. (Dissociative Identity Disorder). If you want resources on D.I.D., yell at me in the comments section or on Tumblr!

    I now have an amazing beta by the name of Jasper01! She's so awesome!!!

    Basically I project onto mostly Virgil, so what he experiences I experienced myself, just so you know where this fic is coming from.

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    “You O.K. Bro?” Nelson asked, he slammed the window shut and grabbed for the bag of food ready to be delivered, “Do you need some… resuscitation? Is that how you say it? resusitate?”

    Dom stuck his head over the midstation and shot nelson a look.

    “You alright Tyler?” Tyler pointed to the headset and continued to cough.

    “Can’t…. talk.” he moved away from the station and put his hands over his head, trying to open up his airways so he could breathe. This was harder, living with his own pain and it intruding in his everyday life. It was harder still, to explain it away to other people so that they didn’t worry. Dom clapped him on the back before moving past him to take over the order taker. Tears in his eyes, Tyler finally began to breathe again, as he took his first shaky breath. “Fuck….”

    “What surprised you?” heather asked, she made duck noises at Nelson before turning back to Tyler with a half grin on her face. “it’s like you saw…” She put her hands up as if framing a picture, “Naked… I don’t know naked grandma and were immediately disturbed by it.”

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    Quentin, a student at Columbia, and Eliot, a student at CUNY, meet at a coffee shop in Harlem and find themselves incredibly drawn to each other. Despite their prior traumas, romance isn't able to escape them, and an all encompassing love blossoms. But the ghosts of Eliot's past, in particular, threaten everything that they have.

    or, ellotwaugh‘s au where Quentin and Eliot met when they were students in NYC before show canon.

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    What might've happened if Apollo became depressed during Trials of Apollo.

    This is written before The Tower of Nero so I don't know how the ending will be but lets assume Meg and he survive relatively unscathed.

    This focuses on self-harm and there is a section about suicide so I can't really give a start and end point for those parts since it is basically the entire story. Please only read if you are somewhat comfortable with reading about suicide and self-harm.

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    It's Thanksgiving once again and Keith is sick and he struggles with his eating disorder.

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    In two years time wounds should be able to heal and cracks patched up, right? But what if those two years had only worsened everything?
    He was so very angry and – with a loud crashing sound like breaking glass that filled the quiet room, the mirror broke into tiny little shreds and the blood started running down his arm.
    Oh fuck was this good. He could see the blood again, could feel the pain again oh how he had missed the sweet pain.

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    With his first tour behind him, Josh returns to L.A. to get back to work with Tyler after a short vacation. With the band blowing up and another tour already being put together, can Josh cope with the stress of being a real life rockstar while also battling the relapse that snuck up on him during their break?
    ((This is a rough draft and I will definitely be editing it before I mark it as complete - assuming I actually finish this one))

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