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    Nathaniel Wesninski was not born an only child, he was born as a set of triplets.
    When they were twelve, deals were made for a Wesninski heir, the boys were seperated.
    Six years later Kevin Day breaks his hand and Ichirou asks Neil to keep an eye on him.
    If Riko falls in the process who's business is it for them to stop him?
    Neil gets to keep promises and look after his family, that's the only thing he's worried about.

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    neil moves in post-graduation and they're finally all in one place again.

    slice of life neil character / relationship study, fluffy, peace. they deserve it.

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    With a quick mental examination, Andrew gathered it was the exact same shade as his soul strand.

    When they’d first met, even in his drugged state, Andrew tried to ignore the pesky thing. Andrew had known they matched, he’d seen Neil’s streak of blond. But he’d brushed it off as impossible, millions of people in the world were blonde and brunette. But now, there was no denying the truth. Neil’s hair was auburn, and so was Andrew’s soul strand.

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    AU plot change where Neil has a little brother, Liam, who comes to stay with the monsters for the summer after Neil's freshman year.

    Neil finds he might not mind being a brother, and Liam finds a new home.

     
    Disclaimer: Heavily character driven, minimal plot realism, all for the dramatics

     

    Big thank you to beta reader QPsaudG !

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    When Nathaniel Wesninski was 14 his mother died from a bullet wound and a beating curtesy of his father. After burying her body on a beach in California, Nathaniel fled to the only person in the world he thought could help him, his uncle Stuart. In order to survive, he slowly became the exact person his mother never wanted him to become.

    When his father’s men eventually caught up to him again, he did the only thing he’s ever truly known how to do, he ran.

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    Nathaniel is 10 years old when his mother tells him "good luck, Abram" before his audition to become the Raven's #3. He doesn't realize until later that these words may be intended for the horrors he will now have to endure on his own, rather than a game of exy. After years of living in Baltimore with his mother to rely on, Nathaniel is alone in the darkness of the nest after she decides to run to England without him. Now he has to find his way through the dark and hope his spirit doesn’t get extinguished along the way.

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    "Kevin screamed, not caring who heard, as the racquet smashed into his left hand.
    His dominant hand.
    His playing hand.
    He tried curling in on himself to attempt to hide it, but Riko smashed it down once more and another scream tore out of him. There was blood and blood and something white Kevin couldn’t make out as he whimpered and curled further together waiting for another hit.
    It didn’t come.
    Kevin didn’t know he was starting to lose consciousness when the crash and subsequent thud woke him up just for a moment.
    Just enough to see his worst nightmare.
    It was worse than the hand and he knew Senna wouldn’t let him live that down, but there was so much blood. Too much, and Senna wasn’t moving."

    – Kevin is a hypocrite when he says it's easier if you're straight

    – Neil thought he was done with blood relations

    – and Andrew realises there is more to know if he's to keep Kevin safe.

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    No warnings. No second chances.

    ~

    Sometimes loss is needless. Sometimes it happens anyway.

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    Eight years after the world found out about Nathaniel Wesninski, he disappeared from it, leaving no traces behind. Some said he couldn't be found, some said he died. But what remained in the ashes was Neil Josten. Or as the world knew him, Nicholas John.

    Eight years ago, Andrew Minyard felt the pang of loneliness for the first time in his left when the only boy that made him think that he could feel left him. He moved on, or at least tried to. If only he could know how to forget him. So he moved on, and Alan James Martin was born.

    Nicholas John is an artist, known for his colorful illustrations and artistic sketches. He is also a graphic designer. Alan James Martin is a famed crime thriller author. He is also a father to his seven year old. When a meeting is scheduled for professional, neither know that they're about to uncover the ghosts of their past. When Neil discovers what Andrew's life has become, he can't help but think about the life he's missed out on. When Andrew discovers that Neil is back, alive and well, he realises that some feelings were not quite gone. Griffin just wants Andrew to be happy.

    Some things rarely fall into place easily, especially when it's the cracked pieces of your heart.

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    Neil thinks sex with someone you care deeply about is great. But sometimes, something else is just more interesting, you know?

    Five times Neil gets distracted from sex and one time Andrew does.

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    “You wanted me to carry the phone when I was in danger. I’m not anymore.”
    Andrew fixed him with a pointed gaze. “You’re a beacon for danger. Stand still long enough and you’ll be swarmed in hours. And without your phone, what will you do?”
    “I’ll figure it out.”
    “Clearly not. You were in danger today and instead of calling me, you ran.”
    Neil blinked, confused. “I wasn’t in danger, I-”
    Andrew pressed two fingers to Neil’s temple and pushed. “I’m not talking about physical danger. I’m talking about your psyche. You refuse to talk to Bee. If today was any indication, I’d say you cannot afford to continue going on without talking to her.”
    “I’m not talking to her,” Neil said resolutely.
    “Then we’re at an impasse. I will not waste my time worrying about a rabbit who will neither call me nor see a therapist for his problems.”


    Basically Neil and Andrew figure out how to help each other through the good and bad days.

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    Neil was 16 when Kevin kissed him for the first time.
    Neil was still 16 when Jean and him searched through the Master’s office and found a letter.
    And now Neil was 17 and he was angry. Nervous. Mad. Furious.
    Neil was 17 and he cried again for the first time in years.

     

    Updates will be irregular.

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    “Can we talk about the last line you read aloud? We fall in love til it hurts or bleeds, or fades in time. It’s beautifully written, but do you truly believe that? All love is doomed to fail or hurt?” 

    “I haven’t had many good examples of love,” Neil replied wryly. 

    Ruby waved her hand in apology. “No, I know. But, consider your love for Andrew.” Neil wrinkled his nose up and Ruby rolled her eyes at him. “Consider your platonic love for Andrew,” she repeated more forcefully. “Do you think that would ever end in heartbreak or pain?” 

    Neil thought about it. “No,” he said slowly.

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    The writing of State of Grace and the years that followed

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    Neil never had a best friend, never thought he ever would. On the run, attachment to anything other than his mother had been deadly. But Kevin has always fascinated Neil. He was something he could reach for, something he could hold on to.

    Kevin has been the one constant in Neil‘s life for nine years. And then he was even more. Kevin became Neil‘s tether. Kevin trained him, he took Neil‘s game and gave it back to him the moment he needed it.

    Neil doesn‘t understand. There is no reason for Kevin to pull away from them, from him, now.

    Or

    Kevin avoids Neil and Neil isn‘t happy about it

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    Not only does Andrew have a twin, but so does Neil. And his name is Nathaniel.

    Nathaniel had disappeared for many years. Now he contacted Neil and asked him to take Nathaniel's identity for a few days. Neil is startled by the idea, but Nathaniel is the only one left of his family. And isn't Neil already used to having him represent other identities?

    What he didn't know, however, is that Nathaniel not only has a very chaotic life with many enemies. But also a fascinating husband: Andrew Minyard.

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    What if Neil and his mother do not succeed in running away and are caught almost immediately? What if his father kills his mother and sells Neil to the Moriyamas-- this time not for Exy, but for him to be the next Butcher and stand next to Riko?

    What if Andrew never meets Neil in college, but when he is 26 years old with a boring life going on for him? Neil is going to be that train wreck he never anticipated. And boy does he hate surprises.

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    моменты жизни эндрю и нила, в которых – всё их доверие друг другу.

    Разные вселенные, разные ситуации, но единственное, что постоянно, – это Эндрю на орбите Нила, и Нил – на орбите Эндрю.

    playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/60Cw3fO627zOzOHQY8UeqE?si=ffa76313e0e444d3

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    This is a canon rewrite starting from book one, going to the end of book three.

    but it has soulmates.

    POV, andrew and neil

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    Neil is back, scars barely healed and memories fresh. And yet it is not Neil who breaks. It´s Andrew.

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    Neil never went on the run with Mary and was sold to the Moriyamas as planned. At 15 he was framed for a violent incident that gave him the option of jail time or being put on a drug that was supposed to help him but instead gave him drug-induced amnesia.

    Updates every other Tuesdayish

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