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    терния и волчцы возрастит тебе, и снеси траву селную

    Всё, что приятно — немного и противно. (Д. Хармс)

    Люди, пытающиеся убежать сами от себя.

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    22/?
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    After the Battle of Starcourt Billy's broken body is rushed to the local hospital where he teters on the edge of death. Max steps up to make sure things won't go back to the crappy way they were before. With Hopper, Mrs. Byers, Billy's Mom, and The Party standing behind her there is nothing that will stop Max from getting Billy a complete recovery-Neil free. Along the way Max and Billy are forced to open up about their separate and shared past and what came between them before coming to Hawkins.

    Basically, Max is the BAMF she was born to be with a deep sibling bond between Billy and herself.

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    7/?
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    So maybe one day. During. During all that. Maybe you sit on the couch with the memory of his face. A lone trickle of blood. It’s blurry. It was all blurry. But it was so clear. Every single part of it was so clear. And you were broken. Back then. You were broken then. And you glued yourself together with shitty school glue and taped down old fuzzy pieces of scotch tape haphazardly over all those broken parts and you kept moving. And you kept fucking up. And you kept going back for more. And it was still blurry and you never stopped being broken, did you?

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    Yeah, I am an asshole. READ THE CHAPTER WARNINGS. READ THE TAGS. READ THE NOTES. I'M GIVING YOU FAIR WARNING. THIS IS HEAVY. THIS IS GOING TO HURT LIKE HELL. BUT NO ONE DIES.

    Basically, Mickey finishes his full sentence for attempted murder and it doesn't go well. I broke Mickey and now it's Ian's turn to put him back together... if he can. Which, he will, because in fiction it always ends well. It'll just take some time to get there.

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    28/?
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    34
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    6
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    Merlin has always loved the ridiculous seventies-style glam rock band The Dragonlords, and so when the opportunity arises for him to audition for the part of their lead singer in an upcoming biopic, it seems like a dream come true. Who could resist recreating those iconic videos of the band battling monsters from the dark underworld? The anticipation thrills him as he steps into the draughty hall where the auditions are held, clutching his wooden dragon toy for luck.

    But just as he succeeds in landing the role, his dragon goes missing - and soon, shadows of the past come back to haunt him and his co-star, Arthur.

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    13/?
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    6
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    Castiel Novak, world-famous pianist and composer, is planning a new world tour with two fresh-faced musicians: violinist Dean Winchester, and cellist Sam Winchester. Novak's career has been on the decline for a while, and he hopes that having two handsome young men join him onstage in a trio will help bring him a fresh audience and renewed acclaim.

    Such fame doesn’t come cheap, however, and Dean is a huge risk to the success of the tour with his poor behavior and tendency to get arrested and find trouble everywhere he goes. So Novak makes him sign a contract agreeing that he'll be punished for any mistakes onstage - his, or his brother's.

    Dean regrets signing the damned thing after their very first concert. But the fame and money are just too much to give up. More importantly, he doesn't want to let his brother down. They signed up for this 7-month world tour. A once-in-a-lifetime gig.

    The question is, can Dean handle it for that long?

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    121/?
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    The Dragon Age Inquisition Cullen/Trevelyan romance sparked my imagination. I try to focus on the relationship aspect of the game (character interactions) and stay vague on what is happening in the game, only providing small clues and some small spoilers.

    This story features a Rogue Trevelyan with a twist. A Cullen that has trouble accepting that he can serve the Inquisition while still having personal "interests".

    Sex scenes are explicit but loving. It's a slow burn but I have some gratuitous sexy moments for the reader to tie them over until... it happens. I do try to build tension. Please let me know if I succeed ;)

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    Cristine her heart thumped. She could hear blood passing through her ears - thump, thump, thump—and looking down saw her red coated chest moving up and down. She even tasted textured meat that was never meant to be chewed on by a human.

    She noticed how her dirty hands shook around her upper legs and inhaled. Her vision became blurry when she looked at the calm Troy.

    Suddenly, she was hot and sweaty, so hot and sweaty that she wanted to run. But as soon as she tried to stand it left her body unsteady. The trembling traveled down into her legs and hips, leaving her shaky. She felt weak, as if everything just drained out of her. Yet, her heart seemed to pound even faster, even harder. She tried taking a deep breath to calm herself, but her inhales were sharp and shallow. Her vision went darker and narrow again, like a kaleidoscope.

    "Breathe," Troy calmly said. "You did good." He earnestly complimented.

     

    Fear the Walking Dead Pre-Season 3 | T. Otto

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    12/?
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    „Shite…” There goes his composure. Yeah, Sean definitely saw this man before during Battle City and he undoubtedly had the same stupid fucked up thoughts that sneak back up on him right now. Another sip of his beer, perhaps to gather some fake courage or something, Seto Kaiba’s flat arse and pretty blue eyes shoved far away from him and Sean is up on his feet in order to talk to this undoubtedly handsome duelist. // After Battle City and a heated argument with Seto Kaiba, Sean MacGuire finds himself in a bar - only to shortly meet up with Marik Ishtar and have something be set in motion right then and there.

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    13/?
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    The Ineffable Pining Showmance AU that no one asked for.

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    Chapters:
    8/12
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    Kinktober 2k19 - Day 9 - Cock warming

    “You said. You promised me, if I ask for something you’ll give it to me.” Stiles pressed on, shuffling a little on the bed until his head ducked under the covers, hand never leaving its grip on Noah’s crotch. “I want this.”

    Or

    Stiles cock warms his father.

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    Taehyung believes he's trapped inside of a loop of unpredictable alternative universes, similar to the butterfly effect. That’s why some days he can interact with his friends and others see the world in third person. What he doesn't fully understand is that he has been diagnosed with a dissociative identity disorder.
    A significant event in his life causes a new personality to emerge, V, who will cause quite a lot of inconveniences to him but also to his friends and his boyfriend, Jungkook.

    Updates: every Sunday and some Wednesdays. (GMT +2)

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    8/?
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    High school football star Dean Winchester recruits his younger brother Sam as his wingman to try to hook up with the hot new kid. But Castiel Novak is trying hard to run away from his past. When fate and bad decisions throw the Winchesters one curveball after another, Castiel has a decision to make. Should he stay with one brother who's his best friend and the other he can't deny being attracted to? Or should he run back to his closet and leave the brothers to their destiny?

    (Completed work, will update once or twice a week)

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    Shortly after returning to Hogwarts to complete his education, Harry begins to suffer from nightmares. At the same time, he begins to form some sort of friendship with Draco Malfoy, the disgraced heir of the Malfoy family. His friends don't approve of this, but Harry insists that everyone deserves a second chance.

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    Currently editing, expect changes in a few months

    Warning: If you are uncomfortable with talks of gaslighting, abuse, suicide, depression, drugs and graphic depictions of death then this is not suited for you. This is a work of fiction and not meant to disrespect those who actually died. Rest in peace to these beautiful souls.

    The 27 Club conspiracy theory has been around since the 70s, but recently something a lot more...supernatural has been going on. Mysterious symbols with satanic implications are showing up on the bodies of the victims. With no one believing in the theory, Noah must first convince Team Free Will of the theory's validity before heading out on the journey with one stipulation, they must return back to their own time before reaching 1990 as to avoid major problems in their own timeline. Sam, Dean, Cas, and Noah then send themselves back in time to try and save the victims from befalling the fate of something...somewhere.

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    Tony Stark was the most prominent actor of his generation. At least until too many drunk scandals erased him from every director's phonebook. Now, after a few years of small cameos and insignificant roles, he's casted in Carol Danver's new film. She believes in him, but they need someone to balance out his bad reputation. Someone like Steve Rogers.

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    Chapters:
    4/8
    Comments:
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    10
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    Min Jimin und Min Yoongi sind verheiratet, haben ein Kind adoptiert und leben in einer Nachbarschaft, in der jeder jeden kennt. Das diese Nachbarschaft aus Drogenabhängigen, Messerfetischisten und ehemaligen Prostituierten besteht, muss ja niemand wissen. Genauso, wie es niemanden etwas angeht, dass Jimin Drogen vertickt oder wie Yoongi sein Geld verdient, denn die Gemeinschaft bleibt unter sich.

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    2/5
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    Joe and Ben's relationship makes the Deacon family and the Taylor family to finally meet. But their parents had a story before they were born.

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    9/?
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    9
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    Luke has a great plan to get the homeless girl he’s taken in out of his hair - his nephew needs a live-in nanny, and she needs a job. What could go wrong?

     

    In which rock star Ben Solo falls in love with his nanny while trying to maintain sobriety and trying to co-parent with his ex, (also a rockstar) Bazine Netal.

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    Chapters:
    2/20
    Comments:
    39
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    109
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    17
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    A darker take on the modern girl in middle-earth.
    This will develop into a romance with Thorin and have explicit scenes. You get plopped into the middle of their journey to Erebor but memories of the story become harder to remember.
    Not sure where it will exactly go but summaries will be updated as written.

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    English
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    8,319
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    4
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    5
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    75
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    He thinks life is too slow, too quiet. Not much he can do about it, though.
    Until she moves into town. It seems she packed more than just strawberry perfume and a pretty dress in her luggage.
    Well. Maybe a slow and quiet life wasn't that bad, in the end.
    Better than a life in Hell, that's for sure.

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    English
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    113,858
    Chapters:
    29/?
    Comments:
    397
    Kudos:
    527
    Bookmarks:
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