purrsae
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Since there’s no reason to keep living, should I just die? by purrsae
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
01 May 2026
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Sae struggles with depression and his problems with emotions aren’t helping, so Shidou helps him get better.
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Basically Shidou and Sae have sex (from the very beginning) and Sae is trying to hold in his noises :3
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Ness gets his first cramps when he’s on his period and seeks comfort in Kaiser.
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Sae gradually realizes he is in love with Shidou, but despite intentionally becoming more obvious about his feelings, Shidou continues to miss every hint. When another forced bed finally brings everything to a head, Sae reaches his breaking point and confronts Shidou for failing to notice what has been right in front of him for months.
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03 Jun 2026
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Sae and Shidou have been together for a while, but Sae struggles to voice a new curiosity he picked up while Shidou was away. What starts as awkward silence and overthinking turns into an intimate conversation about trust, control, and trying something new in their relationship.
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03 Jun 2026
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You see, tonight Sae had a mission he had been trying to accomplish since the start of this season, but had been unable to succeed with. Which pissed him off to no end because Sae always succeeded when he set his mind to something. It simply wasn’t his fault that the man who seemed to understand him best was also the one so unbelievably dense when it came to Sae as well. Since the start of the season, Sae had been trying to seduce Shidou. You see, Sae was still only human, and Sae’s inconvenient crush had become too much. Also, not to mention Sae hadn’t had sex in a really long fucking time. So all that to be said, everything Shidou did had Sae jerking himself off later that day alone in the shower.
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Sae is the one down bad for Shidou and Shidou is dense as hell
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27 May 2026
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Itoshi Sae decides to get drunk, Shidou takes him home, then they fuck🥳.
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24 May 2026
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I want to learn to love again. But how can I do that when I don't even love myself? by Sofatoshi
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
22 May 2026
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There are things Sae never says out loud. Like how some nights, he still feels hands that weren’t his. How warmth once meant vulnerability—and vulnerability meant losing something he didn’t know could be taken. He was too young to understand it then—what it meant, what it did, what it stole. But now, he feels it everywhere. In the way he avoids mirrors. In the way he stiffens when someone walks too close. In the way his skin never quite feels like it belongs to him. He remembers what it’s like to be powerless. To be used. To flinch and pretend he didn’t. Kindness doesn’t come easy anymore. But he’s learning. Slowly. Painfully. Shidou doesn’t ask questions. He just stays—loud, steady, present—again and again, until Sae stops bracing for the worst. And maybe, in the spaces between silence and touch, Sae learns what it feels like to be safe. Maybe, even, what it means to be loved.
⚠️ THIS IS THE REWRITTEN VERSION OF SLOWLY, WITH YOU⚠️
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23 May 2026