notforpenance
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"Your choice, Max. You or it." This is a dangerous situation. It is illogical for Max to choose himself.
Max inhales. "Me." He could've—he should've chosen Charles. Something isn't right. Charles feels—no—Charles doesn't feel. Charles isn't able to feel.
"Whatever you say." Steph shrugs and moves toward the bedroom.
"Fuck you," Max mutters under his breath. Charles twitches, wanting to move—no, not wanting. Charles cannot want.
"Don't do anything until I come back, understand, Charlie?"
He can't be serious, right? Max needs help. He's in trouble. Steph will hurt him. Charles wants to—what? That's an order. He has to follow Max’s orders.
"Of course, Max."OR: Charles, Max's android, has to learn how to be his own person when he abandons his programming to save Max.
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"You're a bear hybrid."
Mark raises an eyebrow.
"Mhm."
"So have you—uh—" At the edges of his lips, it sounds so insane. "Have you ever wanted to eat another hybrid?"
"Eat another hybrid?"
Oscar nods sharply.
"Oscar…" Mark drags it out like he is about to reprimand him. "Do you want to eat someone?"OR: Oscar is a rabbit hybrid. Carlos is a fox hybrid. Oscar is terrified that Carlos might want to eat him, so he tries to face his fears via exposure. Carlos interprets Oscar's sudden interest in spending time with him a bit differently.
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"Would you rather I be a girl, Carlos? Is that it?"
"No," Carlos mumbles. He crosses one foot behind the other. "Would you rather I be a girl?"
OR: Oscar allows Carlos to dress him up and takes the opportunity to clear up something that's been bugging Carlos.
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He'll go to dinner with Carlos and Oscar, who live next door. He'll go because he knows how he's been, but he'd rather no one else know. So Carlos, realizing that Charles hasn't left his flat in three weeks, is enough to get Charles into the shower tomorrow morning.
Tonight is not tomorrow, though.
OR: Charles goes up and down, but recently, after a break-up with Max, it's been down.
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"Charles?"
Charles smiles. "Max." On the other side of the wall, he hears Max let out a relieved laugh.
"What are the chances we get rooms next to each other?" Max remarks.
"Near zero."OR: One weekend, Charles and Max's hotel rooms are right next to each other, and they get to talking.
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oscar's guide to being an asexual omega (feat. carlos) by notforpenance
Fandom Formula 1 RPF
03 Nov 2025
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Then he settles, “I don’t- I’m a guy.” Not quite sure who he’s really trying to defend himself to here. Nobody’s watching but Jake, and Jake is gentle and all-encompassing. He’s the rounded borders to Albert’s spiky mismatched edges. They fit together like that, like some one-of-a-kind puzzle pieces.
“Okay.” Jake answers, like it’s that simple. Hell, he could fool Albert that it was with that voice.
“Okay.” Albert repeats. He lets out a laugh, like a breath he didn’t know he was holding in.
Albert wants to be pretty.
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- Part 1 of give me all of that ultraviolence
Bookmarked by notforpenance
18 May 2026
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‘“You ride dick like a girl .”’
okay i see you
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Guilty Pleasure by littlelamblittlelamb
Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller, The Iliad - Homer, Ancient Greek Religion & Lore
15 Feb 2026
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Achilles Pelides, hailing from one of the great drug trafficking families, is a god at Trojan Remand Centre ('TRC'). With enough money to bribe the guards and charm to spare, Achilles could get away with murder.
When Patroclus, a peculiar murderer, transfers to TRC, it is an easy enough thing for Achilles to claim him. But uncovering the secrets of his past, is it possible Achilles's guilty pleasure isn't guilty at all?
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A prison au. Dub-con and non-con in a big way. See A/N for more.
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Bookmarked by notforpenance
10 Oct 2025
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For a dizzying moment, Charles wonders what he looks like to Max. Dressed in fading white to Max’s eternal black, bathed in the shadow Max casts over Charles in contrast to the golden halo of his husband’s hair. The layered wedding dress pooled around them, head tilted upwards, lips parted, like he’s ready to say a prayer.
Ready to receive Max’s blessing.
Waiting for Max to give him purpose.
To guide him.
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- Part 2 of mythos of mine
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''Doesn't that scare you?"
The man stares at him, but he doesn't seem worried, and it's a completely fresh and new experience. Max is searching for something to say, but his tongue goes numb, and the only response is a soft grunt with a questioning intonation.
''Being alone in the middle of an ocean full of sharks?"
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- Part 1 of What scares you
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The Accountant by chibi_nightowl
Fandoms: Batman (Comics), Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), Batman - All Media Types
02 Dec 2024
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The last thing Tim needed was to get involved with someone who worked for Gotham’s meanest crime lord—or was him. Either way, getting into bed with the Red Hood was a really bad idea.
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05 May 2024