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over my head, but it sure feels nice by tonguesofliars
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
05 Jun 2024
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Ghost doesn’t have anything against hybrids. He rarely ever thinks of ‘em in all honesty. They’re not allowed to enlist, and at a young age he chose to make the military his quasi-home.
He’s also not exactly out here championing for their equality either. Merely because Ghost isn’t in the business to know shit about anything that doesn’t pertain to himself these days.
Everything changes when he's walking home one night, and he finds an exhausted, sleeping hybrid curled against his front door.
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23 Jul 2026
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Soap is a PhD student, doing his research in Antarctica on the behaviors and hunting habits of leopard seals. During his expedition, he becomes obsessed with a leucistic seal, who he's taken to calling Ghost.
His attempts at tagging Ghost for tracking purposes have all failed, leaving Soap frustrated, but determined to try again. He won't stop until he gets the data he needs for his dissertation.
At the same time, Soap is stuck in an escalating, heated flirting match with a hydroponics employee at another base. It's foolish to form romantic relationships with someone he knows will vanish from his life once their expeditions are over, but there's something fascinating about this man that he can't ignore.
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A fun little MerMay twitter fic, adapted for easier reading on ao3!
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21 Jul 2026
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And while Simon may not be SAS anymore, he certainly hasn’t forgotten a damn thing. He’s on his feet in moments, the sheets thrown haphazardly out of the way. He hears a yelp, and yet Simon doesn’t hesitate, fingers curling around the neck of the man who is in his room, before they both slam back into the wall with a jarring force.
Startled blue eyes meet his, a muscular body molded to Simon’s own as he keeps the man pinned securely in place, “Who the fuck are you?”
“Sir!”
Simon grits his teeth, yet a quick assessment of the stranger shows a name tag nearly crushed between their chests —MacTavish.
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19 Jul 2026
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The kind of guy who would offer himself up for an infiltration mission with suicidal survival odds is the same kind of guy who would let his superior fuck him raw. The same kind of guy who would rely on the bloody pull-out method, like they’re on some after-school special on public telly.
Soap's probably also the same kind of guy who could be driven to the edge of not caring whether or not Ghost pulls out at all.
If Ghost were so inclined, that is.
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17 Jul 2026
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to you i can admit (that i’m too soft for all of it) by furiosophie
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
21 Jan 2024
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"Kids?" Soap asks, curving his fingers into a silent okay to Ghost without thinking. "Plural?"
"Yes. A boy and a girl. Little Joseph was born a couple of months ago, according to the records."
"Oh," is all Soap says because oh. He has a nephew. A little baby nephew. And then, because that is apparently not enough of a revelation, the doctor says:
"You are listed as their legal guardian, Mr. MacTavish. We need you to pick them up."
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17 Jul 2026
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Yearning, Ghost realizes, aches even deeper than a bullet wound.
He’s trained himself not to desire, the same way he’s trained his body to sprint while in full tactical gear, the same way he’s trained his eyes to focus through a sniper scope for hours on end.
But he’s never wanted someone—anything—like he wants Soap.
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16 Jul 2026
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A mission goes wrong and both Soap and Ghost are left wounded. Back home, on his sick-leave, Soap's apartment gets broken into by the very men they were supposed to capture that day. Captain Price sends him a location for a place that should be safe. Soap didn't expect to see Ghost in the doorway when he gets there, bare-footed, in comfortable clothes and his worn-out balaclava.
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16 Jul 2026
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If You Don't Stop, I'll End up Believing You by Hochseeperle
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
08 Dec 2024
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Soap approaches him as soon as he enters the gym. “There you are, Sir! Ready to go down?”
Ghost huffs. “In your dreams, MacTavish.”
“Nah, Lt. In my dreams, I’m the one going down. Come on!” He winks and walks away to an empty sparring mat.
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The new guy in the 141, Soap, doesn't have a filter when it comes to flirting. Ghost has no idea how to cope with that. He can't afford to lose face in front of his peers, so he decides to just... play along.
The problem is, they keep getting closer, so Soap decides they must be dating. In fact, it is so obvious, everyone agrees- everyone but oblivious Ghost.
He is just happy to make a friend, to finally be able to share his past with someone, until he slowly realizes his feelings are growing into much more than friendship.Series
- Part 1 of Believe
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15 Jul 2026
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The night after the mission.
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12 Jul 2026
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Soap needs a sign that Ghost is interested in him.
Ghost needs a sign that Soap is interested in him.
One of them needs to take the initiative.
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12 Jul 2026
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keep me sharp (test my worth in blood) by Ivillpunchyouinthethroat for spidehpig
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
28 Feb 2024
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“Left you a gift, Johnny,” Ghost answers.
“Aye?” Soap says and Ghost can about hear his grin. “I’m quakin’ in excitement, Lt.”
Soap leaves his mic on and Ghost can hear the creaking of the door open and the soft rustle of Soap's tac gear as he walks over to the body.
A sharp intake of breath and then a low whistle.
“Careful, Lt,” Soap rumbles, accent noticeably thicker, “bloody gifts like these, might think yer courtin’ me proper. The old way at least.”
And that's how it starts.
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12 Jul 2026
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Soap is physically affectionate by nature.
Ghost is not.
Johnny might just be rubbing off on him though.
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10 Jul 2026
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Ghost was a werewolf shifter of Task Force 1-4-1, and Johnny MacTavish was the man brought on board to hold his leash.
There were never any bindings placed on him. Never ropes, nor sedatives needed. No shock collars or cattle prods. It was just Soap.
Just Johnny and the way he had Simon, even as a towering monster with gnashing teeth and flexing claws, wrapped around his little finger.
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10 Jul 2026
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Soap's nauseous about his mistake, of course, and worried about the consequences. And he’s a little turned on, sure; that’s not new when it comes to watching Ghost throw all that power around.
But also—Soap recognizes, with pathetic resignation—he’s jealous.
Jealous of the random guy Ghost just knocked out and choked unconscious.
That’s probably fine.
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09 Jul 2026
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After a hunt goes wrong, John finds himself in the care of Ghost.
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09 Jul 2026
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Soap unexpectedly drops on a days-long sniping mission in Mexico with Ghost, a very traditional Dom.
There’s only one tiny problem.
Ghost doesn’t know Soap’s a sub.
BDSM AU
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09 Jul 2026
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“I’m not going to hurt you while you’re under my care,” Ghost said, voice low. “But you’re here to be fucked, is that understood?”
Blue eyes glanced up at him. They looked contemplative, like he was thinking over his options, as if he had a choice to begin with. Slowly, he nodded.
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Ghost is awarded a new toy after their forces overtake the enemy. The man’s a spirited little shit with bright eyes and a smart mouth, but Ghost’s never shied away from a challenge. He’d always loved breaking in new guests, wondered what it was about this one that had his cock stirring the way it did.
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08 Jul 2026
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Something Sweet by WhisperedWords12 for fauxobsidian
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
21 Mar 2024
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Soap leveled the phone, not thinking twice when he snapped a picture and sent it off. Ghost would like that, seeing him in an outfit he’d bought for Soap, in the gym he paid for.
The response he got back was instantaneous.
Ghost (11:19am): Fuck, baby. You can’t tease me like that.
Soap blinked, confused by the text. He thumbed open the image, tapping twice to enlarge it. Holy fuck. He supposed he'd never noticed /just/ how tiny these shorts were.
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06 Jul 2026
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He’d had Ghost’s voice pouring into his ear for hours, somehow rough and smooth and smoky all at once, like the kind of Scotch he couldn’t really afford. And that voice, combined with the fatigue, the bone deep weariness, was starting to have the same effect as good Scotch on his resolve, on his fucking impulse control
Soap makes bad choices, no one knows when banter crosses the line into flirting, and their comms definitely shouldn't be used like that. Somehow, despite themselves, they make it work.
This is mostly porn, with feelings added for a bit of spice.
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- Part 1 of Familiar
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06 Jul 2026
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Just one bite; to taste, and let go.
Or, the on-field flirting is getting a little ridiculous.
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06 Jul 2026