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    Dazai sat, legs crossed in the image of a prince poised to perfection, every inch of him an unspoken dare. “You came here because you wanted something,” he said softly, allowing a lock of hair to fall over an eye. “Both of you.”

    Chuuya swallowed. Fyodor breathed out, slow.

    “And I want,” Dazai continued, “to hear you say it.”

    That landed like a spark in a powder room. Fists shaking, Chuuya took one step forward. “I want—” His jaw locked. “—to kiss you.”

    Dazai’s pulse jumped pleasantly. He turned to Fyodor. “And you?”

    Fyodor’s eyes simmered with quiet hunger. “I want you on your knees,” he said calmly. “Eventually.”

    Chuuya made a sound like he might throw something. “Oh,” Dazai sighed in delight. “This is already so much fun.” He rose from the bed, stepping into their gravity until the three of them were a single tangle of breath and tension. He could feel the jealousy humming in Chuuya’s chest, the possessiveness coiled in Fyodor’s still hands.

    or: the court is right. he’s sleeping with both of them.

    Multiamory March 2026 - Day five - Royalty

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    “You used to be so… thorough with me, you know?” Dazai murmured.

    The words were placed close to Fyodor’s ear, breath catching. Fyodor could feel the heat of Dazai at his back, the unsteady rise and fall of his chest as he leaned in to speak. Each exhale reached his skin a fraction too warm, then stuttered, pulled back sharp as Dazai fought to keep his voice steady.

    “You’d choke me until my vision pulsed. Drag me across the floor. You don’t even get angry anymore.”

    The phrasing was clinical in its own way, as if he were listing symptoms, not memories. Fyodor’s mind supplied missing details without his consent: the bruises that had bloomed in finger-shaped pairs, the rasp of Dazai’s voice after, the way he had laughed through it like a creature born without a reflex for self-preservation.

    He said nothing.

    or: dazai asks to be hurt. fyodor does something crueler. (in which dazai is desperate enough to ask for cruelty outright, and fyodor is monstrous enough to withhold it.)

    BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 - Day 3 - Mutual Obsession/Possessiveness, Pushed beyond breaking point, “Why are you being gentle now?”, Humiliation/Degradation, Emeto/Vomiting (Alt)

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  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    Akutagawa self harms and atsushi is a sicko who finds it arousing.
    The pair work together to feed into each other's depravities ^_^

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    “Have you taken it out on anyone else? Hurt them instead—” Chuuya pauses, but doesn’t hesitate further, “instead of yourself?”

    Fingers wrap around Dazai’s bandaged wrist: a delicate contrast with the exposed skin of Chuuya’s. Smooth and beautiful and innocent.

    “Huh. If Chuuya means our line of work, then yes.” Dazai opens up his palm, and they seek warmth in that, too. Curling their fingers together, twitching when they feel their heartbeats sync.

    “But it’s…not the same. They don’t matter.” Dazai’s mind and body already accepted the detachment inherent to him—but Chuuya hasn’t.

    “What about me, then?” Chuuya’s is full of twisted hope, inherent to him as well.

    You?

    or: Chuuya sees Dazai’s scarred neck for the first time. It makes him feel weird and mushy inside, then offers to take the self-harm Dazai’s body can’t (by Chuuya’s judgement) handle anymore.

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    Sigma is dying. Fyodor knows what he needs. Nikolai has it.

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