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    Ilya simply smiles, “Moya Lyubov, good to see you too.”

    Shane opens his mouth to continue his rant before seeming to remember that he is still in the middle of the showers, where a few stragglers are furiously scrubbing soapy suds off their chests, rushing to finish and get out of Shane’s warpath.

    “For fucks sake,” Shane groans, “Get the fuck out of here already! I’m trying to yell at your fucking captain!”

    Ilya watches, delightedly, as his defensemen run out of the room with their tails tucked.

    Shane doesn’t even wait for the last man to cross the threshold into the locker room before he is whirling on Ilya again.

    “A hands-off rule? Who the fuck do you think you are?”

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    Campus nerd and golden boy Shane Hollander breaks up with Hockey captain and notorious fuckboy Ilya Rozanov because he wants to pursue other options. Ilya issues a campus wide hands off law to make sure that doesn’t happen. When Shane storms into The BU hockey’s teams showers to tell off his ex, Ilya is determined to get the truth out of him for why they really broke up, because he knows deep down he’s the only one Hollander truly wants. Just like Shane is the only one he’s ever truly needed to keep.

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    01 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    Its the week of Irinas death anniversary and Ilya is taking it terribly -- even shrinking down to being mean to his husband in order to get him to leave him alone.. but still cant keep his hands off of him for the most part.

    ' “Off. Let go of me.” Ilya complained quietly, his words coming out sounding more like a whine than anything else—likely because he’d just woken up.
    “What? Baby, you’re holding onto me.” '

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    “aht aht,” Shane tutted, his index finger pressing against Ilya's lips—his gorgeous— ..lips. Shane wanted to kiss him desperately, but that wasn’t a part of his plans right now. He wanted to take him out of his head, it’s what Ilya needed—and no one could do it except for Shane.
    “Don’t talk. Just feel. Let me take care of you, Ilya.”

     

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    "She would have loved you, like I love you"

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Born as the second son of a high-ranking officer in the Russian mob, Ilya Rozanov is sent to head the Bratva’s overseas branch in Canada. One day, his father calls with an assignment: shut down their rival operation in Ottawa, a money-laundering front backed by the Japanese Yakuza. He’s given one name to go off of: Hollander.

    Shane Hollander is a graduate student in an MD program specializing in sports medicine. There’s nothing particularly interesting about him, other than the fact that his mother, Yuna Hollander, is the CEO of an arts charity—and the daughter of the chairman of the second-largest yakuza family in Japan.

    Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya gets the wrong Hollander.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.

    “Tell me what you want.”

    The reply is instant.

    “You.”

    or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
    part 2 to Close to Me

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Ilya buys Shane a pair of thigh high frilly socks as a joke.

    Shane wears them.

    Everything else that happens is entirely Ilya’s fault.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    "You do realise half of our fans want to fuck you?" Shane exhaled, watching the fireflies dance in the evening sky. Ilya shrugged.
    "They want to fuck all of us, that's how it works. What, do you think they don't want to fuck you?" He lowered his voice, teasing him. "Because I read some interesting things on Twitter."
    "Shut up."
    "You are very popular with the girls. Good boy, bass player, good looks, gentleman, probably they think you are a beast in bed."
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    Shane Hollander is the goody-two-shoes Canadian bassist of Ice Crawlers. Ilya Rozanov is their loud Russian drummer. As the band reaches unprecedented levels of success and fame in the early 2010's, these two can't stay away from each other - even though the last thing their careers need is a sexual scandal between two of the most popular rock stars of their time.

    Rockband AU!

    If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Lily: You are hiding from me.
    Jane: I’m not! I’m busy.
    Lily: Busy losing. You play better when I fuck you.

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    Embarrassed by his very public and short-lived fling with Rose, Shane goes to great lengths to avoid Ilya.

    He’s unprepared for just what Ilya will do to win him back.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Still, he can’t help it. He’s fucking horny.

    “Okay, here’s what we’re gonna do.” Shane stands, hands on his hips. He fixes Ilya with his game plan look he gets right before he gives the team a speech in the locker room. “You’re gonna finish your game, I’m gonna finish cleaning, then you’ll—“

    “Fuck your brains out?” Ilya interrupts.

    Then you’re gonna make us some lunch, and we’re gonna eat it on the back patio.”

    Shane cockwarms Ilya. Ilya tries to be a good boy.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Shane thinks Ilya would like a chance at being submissive for once, though he'd never admit it.

    With only a small amount of coercion, Shane could give him that chance.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane never had a party phase. He's not fun.

    Being convinced by his boyfriend to try out roofies in public was certainly not on his Bingo Card for the year.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    has your brain ever been so consumed by gay hockey players that you suddenly feel compelled to make nsfw art? yeah me too.

    (a collection of my nsfw hollanov art. very nsfw.)

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    23 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 69

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    Shane wants to try new things. He knows it, thinks about it, wants it.
    What he doesn’t know is how to tell Ilya without dying of embarrassment.

    His curiosity about BDSM hit him all at once, too strong to ignore, but putting it into words feels impossible. So instead of talking, he chooses something else: a movie, a quiet afternoon, and the hope that Fifty Shades of grey will say for him what he still doesn’t dare to confess.
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    “Why are we watching this movie?” he asks, trying to catch Shane’s eyes.

    Shane, feigning innocence, replies, “Nothing special… it just caught my attention.”

    Ilya smiles, but he doesn’t believe a word of it.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    “I could marry Svetlana.” 

    It sounds rather loud in the stillness they’ve been keeping for some minutes, each deciding to have different entertainment sources in the comfort of their company, replying to important emails and the such. 

    Which of course has made Ilya’s head spin, like it has been doing every time he sees Shane this relaxed. Holding a cushion between his legs, the orange glow of the lamps making his skin look a bit warmer. He never looks as handsome as he does with ambient lighting, anyone with eyes would be able to see. 

    His words land exactly as he intended. A frown quickly appears on his pretty forehead, interrupting the peace; Shane looks up from his phone with eyes that could burn a hole through a wall.

    “She has an american passport, would make the process easier for me to be able to get one too. Her father used to play hockey, back when—”

    “Yeah, you’ve said.” 

    Something ignites inside of him, way past his lower stomach. 

    Because Shane doesn’t look annoyed, he doesn’t look really jealous, no. The man looks ready to commit homicide right there and then. 

    “Well, she would help, I know she’d do it if I asked.” 

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    19 Jan 2026

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    "Wait," Shane pauses, suddenly feeling more exposed than he thought he was still capable of feeling in front of Ilya. He leans his head over his shoulder to get a peek of Ilya, who's staring down lovesick at—apparently—his stretch marks. "You're licking my stretch marks instead of eating my ass right now?"

    "What? I like them."

    or, you're not special, Ilya, Shane's stretch marks are really deeply personal and beloved to me too

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    15 Jan 2026

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    "Do you want children?"

    It should have been a simple question, a yes or no answer, and Shane knew that Ilya wanted children, because he did, too. they talked about it before they got married and briefly after they got married. But as their heat and rut approaches, something they have never shared before, Shane wonders if it might be time to talk about the next part of their relationship. But when Shane gets an answer he's not expecting, he starts going down a rabbit hole to confirm that this is actually what he wants.

    Occurs after the Long Game. Canon divergence and is set in Omegaverse. Mix of TV and book elements.

    (On a brief hiatus. Thank you for your patience.)

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    13 Jan 2026

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    When Shane mentioned that he would like to try weed, he expected Ilya to disregard it. Imagine his surprise when Ilya shows up a few weeks later in a fancy car with some surprises in the glove box.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of miasprivcollection
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    31 Dec 2025

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    Ilya’s eyebrows raise. “This is a thing you want? For me to come inside you?”

    “Yeah—yeah.” Shane clears his throat. “It’s hot. Isn’t it?”

    “Can you not decide whether bare cock in your ass is hot?”

    “Fuck you. See if I let you—”

    Ilya takes Shane’s hand and presses a quiet kiss to his wrist, then the center of his palm. “You will let me.”

    ~~

    Or: Shane asks Ilya to fuck him without a condom.

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    29 Dec 2025

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