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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    05 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    The year is 2026, and Shane Hollander thought being a gay professional hockey player married to his former rival had prepared him for anything a social media mob could throw at him. He had faced the wrath of homophobes, Montreal fans and Rose Landry stans. Until, during the Winter Olympics, he accidentally offends the one corner of the internet you're not supposed to mess with.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references. Also this one is mostly crack.)

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    05 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    It was odd because for the first time Ilya felt like he was truly moving forward toward something, and not just going through the motions or running away. And yet, it was like the finishing line kept changing, kept growing further apart. He felt selfish asking for more when he wasn't even sure he deserved what he already had.
    And yet.
    When the game ended, he wanted to go down to the ice with the families and kiss Shane Hollander on the mouth. He wanted so many things he knew were out of his reach, and that made him hurt in a way he didn't know how to shake. All he could do was tear his skin open and hide the pain with a beautiful drawing of a loon.

    Or: Ilya gets a loon tattoo.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references.)

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    The day after getting kicked out of the playoffs by the Centaurs, Hayden Pike shows up for a post-series debrief along with the rest of the Metros. They are greeted by a roomful of cops, a recording of a late-night 911 call, and an empty chair where Shane Hollander should be.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    What if Shane Hollander had an Sk8boi phase in the 2000s all before his NHL career?

    And what if an amazing social media head, well former social media head, had found certain images during this era, and decided to the "Can You Sign This For Me Please?" on Shane Hollander.

    Tldr; Shane Hollander had Sk8boi phase, and everyone has to know. TINY BIT of Social Media Fic.

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    05 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane laughed. “You think I signed a contract with Calvin Klein because I wanted to seduce you through billboards?”
    “I'm sure it was a nice extra benefit,” Ilya said, turning to Shane and moving his body to lay on top of him.
    “Didn't cross my mind,” Shane said, settling under him. It had, actually, many times. “I took those photos because they paid me a shit ton of money.”
    “Yes, and you needed money to buy a whole building for us to fuck, didn't you?” Ilya spoke with his mouth brushing against Shane's, who laughed.
    “That was an investment property,” he said.
    “Sure it was,” Ilya said, biting Shane's lower lip lightly. “Look, you can try to keep pretending to the world you are a prude, but I don't think people will buy it anymore.”
    “Why, because I married you?”

    Or: Three times Shane and Ilya attempt to rewrite their own story, to themselves and to the public, to different results.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references.)

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    05 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    Rose: Gentlemen also suck dick. And eat pussy. In fact I'd argue that's what makes them gentlemen. 
    Shane: Let's get back on track. What was it like besides the amazing sex?
    Rose: It was great. We hung out all day at her place until I had to leave to catch my flight.
    Shane: After the first night? You're a day in and you're already 80% further along than I was at this point in my own gay relationship, so congratulations.
    Rose: God, if I'm still in a situationship even two years from now please kill me.
    Shane: Hey it worked out alright

    Or: Rose and Svetlana hook up and then try to figure out what might come of it. Somehow, they think texting Shane and Ilya might help.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “How many hours did you spend googling ‘best drugs for gay honeymoon’?”
    “Many,” Shane was now hugging him trying to reach the bottle in Ilya's hand. “I also googled possible side effects, if it's safe to take with your meds and if it shows up in doping tests.”
    “And then you bought a tiny bottle from strange man in a filthy bathroom in another country,” Ilya said.
    “Well how else are you supposed to buy-” He whispered the last word: “-drugs?” It was stupidly adorable.
    “You're a bad influence, Shane Hollander,” he held his husband tight so he would stop wrestling and kissed him.

    Or: Five times Shane and Ilya attend parties together (or something close to that). Plus one time they decide to skip one and Rose and Svetlana take over.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references.)

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “I shouldn’t have told you this.”
    Ilya held Shane’s jaw like he did that first night and kissed him softly. “Yes, you should have, because I love learning new things about you, Hollander.”
    “That’s nice. Almost worth the embarrassment of telling you I tied a whole-ass tie for a quick hookup,” Shane said, opening his eyes.
    “Ah,” Ilya said, seeming to remember something, and opened a mischievous smile. “But I bet that was not the most embarrassed one of us felt that night.”
    “I highly doubt that.”
    “I bet I win,” Ilya sang a little.
    “This is not a competition,” Shane said. “Or if it is, it’s the weirdest one we’ve ever had.”

    Or: Five times Shane and Ilya share embarrassing early-relationship lore because the other needs to hear it, plus one time they inadvertently share it with the internet.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references.)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya: Are you waiting for my plane to leave, Hollander?
    Jane: No
    Ilya: So we leave the cottage and you don't want to be honest anymore?
    Jane: Ok fine. I am. Is that silly?
    Ilya: No. I am taking photos of birds just to have something to talk to you about.
    Jane: You can always talk to me
    Jane: And you can always be honest with me. We should probably try to keep that cottage honesty thing going as long as we can?
    Ilya: Ok

    Or: It's 2017, and Shane and Ilya need to figure out how to be long-distance boyfriends. Most of the time all they can do is text each other.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references.)

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    04 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 45

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    Shane sighed, but nodded. “I’m just so tired of this. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life dealing with it.”

    Shane thought he was angry, but the sentiment just came out sounding sad.Ilya took a deep breath, running his wedding band along Shane’s cheek.

    “I know, Sweetheart. But you also have me for the rest of your life. Dealing with it with you.

    Tears pricked the corner of Shane’s eyes. Ilya pressed a kiss over his heart, where his head still lay.

    Or, glimpses of Shane navigating sensory overload throughout his life, and the ways those around him impact it.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    A new bratty rookie tests everyone’s patience until one day Shane snaps at him to listen to their captain. Ilya has a lot of Feelings about it.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    "What is your problem?" Shane demanded, his voice sounding thinner than he liked, laced with the exhaustion of the night. "I gave up our bedroom and the guest room and now you're here".

    He heard the rustle of fabric as Ilya settled onto the far end of the couch, claiming his territory with his infuriating, unspoken intensity.

    "We sleep in same place no matter what," Ilya murmured, the low, steady vibration of his voice hitting Shane somewhere deep. "So stay put or I follow you around home".

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane snapped.

    Later, people would describe it differently.

    Some called it terrifying.

    Some heroic.

    Some beautiful.

    Shane himself remembered almost nothing except overwhelming, animal panic.

    His gloves hit the ice.

    Then his helmet.

    Then he collided with Volkov hard enough to rip him bodily off Ilya.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    ESPN @ESPN
    BREAKING NEWS: The Ottawa Centaurs are officially acquiring Montreal Metro’s captain Shane Hollander in a recent trade. More details to follow.

    shane hollander’s attorney @hollzymvp
    WHAT

    silver @baepshane
    WHAT THE FUCK

    gel @agustorrie
    THAT TAROT CARD READER WAS FUCKING RIGHT

    valentine @STILLYOURBOYY
    here comes rozanov in 3… 2… 1…

    Ilya Rozanov ✔️ @rozanovofficial
    Happy pride month to me 🏳️‍🌈

    Ottawa Centaurs ✔️ @ottawacentaurs
    It’s official, folks! We are excited to announce that we have acquired Shane Hollander as our new star centre! Let’s give him a very warm welcome 🏒♥️

    valentine @STILLYOURBOYY
    there he is

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    03 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 65

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    Eventually, Ilya says, “You remember that day, yes? When we were twelve?”

    “Yes,” Shane breathes. “I do, I remember. It was – I knew something terrible happened.”

    Ilya gasps for air, raising his head enough to look at Shane. His face is flushed and his eyelashes clumped together with tears. Shane knows Ilya can feel his heart break, doubts it’s useful right now, but he’s helpless to stop it.

    “I miss my mother,” Ilya says.

    ---

    When he was twelve, Shane felt his soulmate's world falling apart. Years later, Ilya tells him about that day.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “Surprised?” Rozanov asks.

    “There’s nothing – this is nothing,” Shane forces out.

    “Soulmates is something,” Rozanov says.

    “You know you should say Connected Person, not soulmate,” Shane says. “It’s old-fashioned and sugar-coating.”

    Rozanov takes a drag of his cigarette and looks Shane up and down. “Sugar? You think is always sweet and fun?”

    ---

    Shane and Ilya are soulmates. A lot of it is sweet, and some of it is hard.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's feelings were always too big, too scary, and too difficult to discuss. After going their separate ways at the end of their time in Tampa, and building their lives without one another, Ilya makes the decision to call Shane in an effort to catch up after over 20 years apart.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't fight. That's what everyone always says. But that doesn't mean that he can't, when someone fucks with what matters.

    During Shane’s first season as a Centaur, he learns to ignore it when the Metros start throwing chirps his way. But when one of them goes after his husband in the one way that could actually hurt him, Shane handles it the logical way: he drops his gloves. (And later, he drops to his knees.)

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    01 Jun 2026

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