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  1. Rec 16

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    “What? You don't wanna become a man tonight? Or…make me a man?” He's yelling over the music, the mechanical sounds of the arcade. Jay genuinely wants to die.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Last time you saw the MySpace boy, he nearly sent you to heaven.

    His words, "...and maybe next time you'll let me show you the full Matt Johnson experience," kept ringing in your head like a church bell.

    What exactly did the full Matt Johnson experience entail?

    He'd only given you a brief description.

    "Home cooked dinner, a movie, and a solid twenty minutes before I blow it."

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    “You know, I feel like the bugs on you taste better than the ones on me,” Matt muses, picking one from between feathers and popping it into his mouth. “Is that even possible? They’re the same bugs.”

    Matt & Bird go on a date to a fancy restaurant...

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Matt freaks out Jay by showing him sounding porn. Jay stays on theme with his revenge.

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Oh, I see.” Matt pauses. He nods, as if a realization has finally hit him. “I just need to convince you, Bird.”
    “Matt—”
    “C’mon, man,” he tries. “What, you want me to get on my knees and beg?”
    Jay quirks a small smile as he imagines that.
    “What, you think I’m that easy? Really?!” He’s already sinking to his knees.

     
    Jay is harder to convince than usual.

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    10 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    “This is actually,” Matt says, laughing dryly, “kind of a ridiculous conversation, eh?”

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    09 Jun 2026

  7. Rec 10

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    “You can’t do anything by yourself, can you, Bird?”

    Matt paused like he wanted Jay to answer, a complete departure from his usual scolding methods. Jay fumbled around for a response. “I, uh— I’m— I can do stuff,” he said. “With— without you.” The defense was weak. His heart wasn’t in it. Jay also knew, deep down inside himself, that what Matt said was true.

    “No, you can’t,” Matt corrected condescendingly. “Every time you try, you fail. It’s embarrassing, really. You’re useless without me.”

     

    In which Matt tells Jay how stupid he is, and Jay learns something new about himself.

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    09 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    "Do you like me or somethin', Bird?"

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    It's 2008, and a heat wave has taken over Toronto. Matt has a crumpled flyer, a plan, and too much Fireball.

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    09 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 5

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    Post-s2 of the Viceland series. Jay left Matt for an interview. Matt unravels.

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    04 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 2

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    Matt's plan has mixed results. On the one hand, they do not get a show at the Rivoli. On the other hand, Jay might never try to leave him ever again.

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    04 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Fuck you I’m not up for it!” He tries to shout but his voice is too hoarse. “I’m not - I’m not like you, Bird, I don’t just give up because I don’t feel good.” 

    “It’s not about how you feel, I’m not your fucking girlfriend. I can just tell you’re about to screw this up.” 

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    Matt's sick, and Jay doesn't know how to take care of him.

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    04 Jun 2026

  12. Rec 42

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    Two key truths had remained constant for Jay McCarrol since his childhood: one, Matt was always there; and two, Jay had no real sense of direction in his life.

    On the rare occasions in which he had allowed himself to reflect on it, Jay had always ended up reaching the same conclusion: a change in number one must be the key to changing number two.

    After experiencing a timeline without Matt at his side and making the decision to go back to set things right, though, Jay realizes how much he values the life that they have together, and it finally occurs to him that maybe the purpose that he’s been searching for his whole life has been right there in front of him the entire time.

     

    Or, Jay decides to propose to Matt.

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    03 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 2

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    a fill for the prompt "Matt/Jay, piss kink, viceland era"

    Matt’s voice deepens when he growls “you got all wet just for me, didn’t you?” and it’s at that point Jay’s stomach feels like it’s going to plummet entirely out of his body.

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    03 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 10

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    Jay is slightly disgusted with himself because Consensual-non-consent gets him off. It's like a bruise you can't help but poke at. He only makes it worse for himself when he's specifically looking at porn on blonds getting it.
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    “I'll show you exactly what you want.” It wasn't the worst acting for porn all things considered.

    Jay's hands were shaking as he pulled down his underwear, while the older man on the video caught the blond’s wrists in both hands, practically ripping down his pants and underwear.

    Jay, looking at his cock that was already leaking, wondered briefly what that sense of being controlled would feel like.

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    02 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    Matt is caught with a locker full of guns before he’s able to shoot anyone. He’s expelled and his family moves to the other side of the city, where he starts at a new school. He’s been banned from watching movies, creating movies and basically doing anything that would bring him joy.

    He’s also not meant to contact Owen, but if he happens to find a boy in the music room that just happens to remind him of Owen, that’s probably okay. That’s probably healthy. There’s no rules against that.

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    02 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 4

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    matt and jay get into some new sicko type of fight

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    31 May 2026

  17. Rec 9

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    Something clicks into place for Matt, a fitting together of two puzzle pieces, his flesh as one and Jay’s teeth as the other. “It’s like you’re trying to eat me,” he breathes, and finds himself far more turned on by the notion than he thought he would be. Not that he thought he’d be getting fucked by Jay tonight, or ever, or that he even knew he wanted to, or if he even wants to be ‘fucked’ in the gay way at all and not just eaten alive, but this is the closest he’ll ever get.

     

    (Jay wants to consume. Matt wants to be consumed.)

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    26 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 12

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    "You're an addict."

    "A what?" The seriousness of Matt's tone was almost as astounding as the words he had spoken. Usually there was a edge to even his most sombre of confessions, his inability to be actually vulnerable without picturing how it looked from the outside and turning it into a joke made it so they had had very few earnest conversations that didn't end with Matt begging to break the tension with ill-timed references and plots pulled from thin air. It was a little scary to hear him sounding so solemn about something so otherwise ridiculous. 

    "An addict. You're addicted to porn." If it was embarrassing to hear, it was twice as embarrassing to say out loud. The look on Jay's face would have been funny in any other situation, his bugged-out eyes and comically gaping mouth would have told Matt that he was on the right track, he was saying something so outrageous that he must have been treading new and exciting ground but he didn't want to battle with Jay to be taken seriously. "Don't try and deny it, I've already looked through your browser history and it's disgusting, Jay. It's— I'll admit it. I'm worried for you. You've got a serious fucking problem."

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    26 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 13

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    It's not enough. He needs more.

    He needs what Matt gave him before, over, and over, and over again.

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    24 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 9

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    “I’m… becoming a girl?” Matt asked, confusion setting in as he processed what Jay was saying.

    “No, silly,” Jay admonished playfully. “You’re becoming an omega.”

    If Jay’s scent had hit him like a truck, this new epiphany hit him like a bullet train. Matt straightened, utterly stunned, and stared at Jay with his mouth open. “Jay…”

    “Yeah?”

    “What the fuck are you talking about?” Matt asked.

     

    In which Matt experiences some biological changes, and Jay eagerly offers to help him out.

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    24 May 2026

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