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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.

    When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.

    Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.

    Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.

     
    Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Shane is an accountant for the Mafia and does a routine audit. Nothing is routine for Ilya Rozanov.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Five stories about how Ilya Rozanov protects his husband. From their first fight on the ice to a verbal duel with a journalist, he makes one thing perfectly clear: the only way to get to Shane Hollander is over his dead body.
    And one time Shane returns the favor.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    The Boston Raiders take Ilya to the Fort Worth Stockyards for Price’s birthday, where he discovers chaps and immediately becomes convinced they were invented for fucking. The team insists they’re for riding horses, but Ilya remains deeply skeptical. Naturally, he buys a pair and ships them to his favorite Canadian captain—because if they’re really for riding, Shane Hollander should have no problem putting them to good use.

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    “You know what they say, kotenok.”

    “What?” Shane asks between breaths.

    Ilya tilts the brim down slightly.

    “Something about if you take a man’s hat…” he says lazily. “He belongs to you.”

    Then he looks up at Shane again.

    And for a moment he just stares.

    And the stupid thing is… it’s true.

    Ilya belongs to him. Completely.

    Not just tonight. Not just here in this ridiculous moment with the cowboy hat and the leather chaps and Shane flushed and breathless in his lap.

    Always. Since the very beginning.

    Since the first day Shane found him standing alone out in the parking lot. Awkward. Stubborn. Pretending he didn’t need anyone.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    To Ilya’s horror, Shane’s big doe eyes are glassy when he drops his hands back to his lap. Ilya’s heart drops to his stomach. 

    “No, no moya lyubov, no sorries.” Ilya straightens up and rushes to stand by Shane’s side. He cannot stand the sight of a teary-eyed Shane Hollander. Ilya cradles Shane’s face in his hands delicately, thumbs brushing over freckles that have darkened beautifully over the course of the past week spent in the sun. “Ya tebya lyublyu, Shane. I love you, yes? It is never chore to take care of you. You are feeling overwhelmed; I want to help. Is my duty as boyfriend, sweetheart.” 

     

    Or: Shane is still riddled with anxiety after coming clean to his parents. Luckily for him, Ilya is dedicated to the art of unraveling Shane Hollander.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane sees an Instagram Reel on JJ's phone of Ilya and his women in every city. It sends him into a spiral that only Ilya can get him out of.

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    A tiny bit AU where Tuna Melt Day doesn't end in a disaster and things go a little differently from there.

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    “I want. I fucking want. Please don’t stop.” Shane begged, brushing a hand up the back of Ilya’s head. He caught hold of Ilya’s curls and tugged softly. Ilya moaned. “I just need…”

    “Tell me, baby. Let me give you what you need.” The words were laced with Ilya’s plea. “Let me take care of my baby. Tell me.”

    “Can I have the control now? Let me own you tonight the way you own me.”

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    13 Mar 2026

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    "I will find you. In every lifetime, in every realm, in every possible confluence — I will find you and I will love you like I have loved you in all previous lifetimes. I give you my word, you and I, we will meet again, beloved."

    Or, an Ember & Ice retelling.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane is very pregnant. Ilya is obsessed with his pregnant husband. They have very hot sex.

    Pregnant Hollanov smut. Don't like, don't read.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of OA Private
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane wears Ilya's jersey.

    Ilya's brain short-circuits.

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    11 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 29

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    He was thinking of places to hide these without Ilya ever accidentally stumbling upon them; his plan before was to put them in the bottom of his clothes drawer, but Ilya rummaged in there all the time to steal his socks. So where the fuck could he hide these? He didn’t want to throw them away? He felt that it would be rude to Rose, but before he could even form a proper plan, he heard a loud creak, and suddenly there was a wide-open door behind him. Shane whipped around, the last person he wanted to see him like this standing in the doorway with a mostly flat expression except for a cocked eyebrow and eyes that could eat him whole. Ilya had come early, Shane’s biggest fear coming true. (Note to self: NEVER TRY ANYTHING NEW!)

    ( Or: poor anxiety ridden Shane wants to spice up things in the bedroom, Rose has a great idea, he OF COURSE chickens out n tries to hide, but the magical Ilya of perfect timing walks in)

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    11 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    where shane dresses up as a cowboy for Halloween to surprise ilya

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    11 Mar 2026

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    He wanted to take it back instantly. Wanted to swallow his name down, down, down, shove it back into his heart where he’s been hiding it for - god - years. He wanted to go back in time a few seconds, to just before the moment when he ruined it all. He’d call him Hollander, instead. He’d whisper something sweet in Russian so Shane would never know - so Ilya could speak his feelings into existence without Shane hearing them.

    He’d do anything at all to fix it.

     

    (Or, Shane leaves. Then he comes back.)

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Ilya wanted to fight it. He wanted to argue, but Shane was already pushing past him to slip into his shoes. He bent over, and Ilya fell against the wall, his hand gently palming over his hardening cock. “Baby,” Ilya whined. “Let’s celebrate here by ourselves.”

    “Ilya Hollander-Rozanov,” Shane hissed at him. “We would never hear the end of it!” Ilya was going to protest, but Shane just looked so fucking adorable scowling at him. “Remember when we skipped out last time? Three months, Ilya. For three months, we never heard the end of it!”

    Ilya whined again, high and needy in his throat, and he pouted, which earned him a fond eyeroll as Shane crossed back over to him. He placed his hand on Ilya’s bare chest, and he leaned up pressing a quick and sweet kiss to his lips. “If you’re good, I’ll ride you into the mattress. Deal?”

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is young and struggling. With people, with money, with life. He’s just started a new job and he’s working his hardest to be able to afford college and work towards his lifelong dream of becoming a film director. Shane doesn’t do relationships, doesn’t have the time or the mental capacity for sex or love or anything of the sort.

    So what happens when a beautiful older man comes into the restaurant where he works and changes Shane’s entire life?

    -or-

    Ilya is Shane’s fucking sugar daddy.

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    11 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 4

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    Your best friends had been gone for so long, all you wanted to do was touch them. Feel them completely.

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    27 Mar 2022

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    Jake realizes his feelings for Danny go beyond brotherly love.

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    12 Mar 2022

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    “I never thought I would see you this needy.” Danny says, digging his fingertips into Josh’s hips, almost painfully hard. “You really want me to kiss you, huh?”

    Josh nods, whines “Please, Danny.”

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    After a confession from Jake, Danny and Sam decide to bring Josh in too.

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