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Steve Harrington now spent most of his nights sitting in his room, unable to maintain the basic presentation of being “fine” any longer. He held onto whatever bottle of alcohol that would be his companion for that evening and would tip it back with a desperation that he felt grateful no one could see. It was once he was numb enough to not feel anything at all, that he would finally close his eyes and sleep.
“You think this is a dream?”
Steve blinked.
“It is. I’m asleep.”
Eddie shook Steve, as if he was trying to rattle some loose cog in the machine that is Steve’s brain.
Steve Harrington is somehow caught up in the world of Upside Down, and Eddie Munson is there and alive. He’s changed, Eddie has been turned into a monster, and Steve is determined to save him. No matter what price.
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- Part 1 of A Dream
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12 Jun 2026
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Never Meant To by V_K_T
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
02 Jun 2026
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Seabright Bay is too small to breathe in, and Izuku Midoriya swore he’d never come back. But his mother is sick, so he does. The town, the ocean, the painful memories and the boy who made it hell all waiting where he left them. Katsuki Bakugou isn’t the golden prodigy anymore, he’s a sun-bleached apology in a surf shop, a storm he never learned to name.
What started at thirteen with salt, a kiss and a cruelty... never stopped pulling. Years of silence calcified into hate, regret, self-loathing and a want neither of them knows how to survive. Now they keep colliding in doorways and bars, on sandbars and sidewalks, caught between who they were and who they’re terrified to be. Izuku is done drowning. Bakugou is done pretending the tide isn’t his fault.
This is about the love you survive, the apologies that come too late, and the kind of forgiveness that feels like standing in the break and choosing to stay.
“Because the truth was, loving Bakugou had never been the problem. It was surviving it.”“You don’t get to call this unfinished, you hear me? You ended it the second you made me wish I was someone else.”
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10 Apr 2026
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Steve Harrington has survived monsters, torture, and war.
What he doesn’t know how to survive is the quiet afterward.
So he stops trying.
By the time Eddie Munson realizes what Steve is doing, the damage is already done. And undoing it will require rules, consent, and a reckoning neither of them is prepared for, years in the making.
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19 Jan 2026
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We Should Just Kiss (Like Real People Do) by Oonionchiver
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
25 Jul 2022
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‘Please?’
Eddie stops him again, this time by holding his face. Steve feels Eddie’s thumb moving over his cheek, he feels the cool metal of his rings. He feels everything except what he needs.
‘I’ve never loved anything the way I love you, Steve Harrington,’ Eddie says, dark brown eyes moving between Steve’s own. ‘This isn’t the moment, sweetheart.’
It’s not a rejection, but it’s not a kiss. Steve quietly cries, insides cut up on the broken shards of his stupid little heart and Eddie holds him, he holds him all night until they fall asleep together.
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09 Jan 2026
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This is a really bad fucking situation.
Eddie would know.
Jaw working, he leans in, says, ‘You’re not my type.’
And when he draws away, Steve is laughing, like it’s genuinely funny. He’s got this light sheen of sweat over his skin, it’s glittering. His hair moves, he pushes it back with his hands as his hips sway in time with the rhythm like he’s commanding it and he moves like a siren; a creature who exists only to lure.
‘I’m everyone’s type,’ he tells Eddie, like he just knows it and pities Eddie for lying. ‘To fuck, at least.’
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09 Jan 2026