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June 27, 2015 at 10:00 AM
Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.
Hi, I’m Ilya and I’ll never listen to your voicemail. I fucking know you won’t. You’re so annoying sometimes, you know that? Always starting shit, even with your fucking voicemail message. Who does that? I’m so mad at you. For this, for blocking me, for talking to me in the first place, for Vegas, for—for. God, what am I even saying? This is crazy.
I’m still mad at you, though. I don’t care. Bye.
or: shane leaves voicemails for ilya throughout the summer.
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“Yeah, yeah, we get it, you’re the playmaker.” Marly peels himself off Ilya, rolling his eyes. “Last game’s goal though, huh? Couldn’t have done it without me.”
“Oh yes, the goal I scored because you were busy boarding slowest player on the Reapers. Very helpful.”
Marly frowns. “Burke’s not that slow.”
“He is,” Ilya and the boy say in unison. Ilya glances at him approvingly. “You should take some pointers from this boy, Marly. Maybe he could teach you something, yes?”
or: ilya and marly meet a fan on the street. can be read standalone!
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- Part 2 of man i need + outtakes
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God, he can't go through with this now. He really fucking can’t. He’d planned the whole thing out—rehearsed it on every car ride, every flight, all the little breaks in between—but he really, really can’t.
We can’t do this anymore, his brain screams. That’s all he has to say. Five words. Five, measly little words. But Shane is standing right there, a dream made into reality, and his mouth won’t move.
Ilya Rozanov has spent much of the past six months wondering how, exactly, he would call off this whole thing with Shane Hollander. Now, as Shane stands in his living room, the fact of the matter is that Ilya wants nothing more than for him to stay.
or: boston, but if ilya hadn't let shane run.
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- Part 1 of man i need + outtakes
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First, try your best to be his friend. You’ll be seeing each other a whole lot, so it makes sense, right? Be nice. Polite. Introduce yourself and praise his skating, his shots, everything he is great at. You are better, of course, but you are better than everyone and he’s the closest anyone has ever gotten. Keep this to yourself. It is important to be humble, your mom tells you. Even if you’re the best of your generation and possibly every generation before. This is what it means to be “different,” to be someone who doesn’t look like everyone else.
or: how to be a professional hockey player 101
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Shane squeezes the hand he’s still holding onto. “I know,” he says, head lolling to the side. “Part of the game. We all get our bell rung eventually, right?”
Ilya swallows. “Right.” But no one else matters as much as Shane, and so it stands to reason that Shane is the one person something like this should not be allowed to happen to.
the hospital scene in episode 5, revisited.
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five people who didn’t believe Ned Stark for one second about Jon’s paternity and one who did by janie_tangerine
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
26 Jul 2016
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in which Jon actually does look like a Targaryen but Ned still insists it's his bastard son. Good thing the one person who should believe it, in fact, does.
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You’ll go to heaven and I’ll go to hell in the meantime by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Mar 2026
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After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.
Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.
A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.
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it's not gay if it's ur bro! by persimmon_tea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Apr 2026
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cens and censibility @ottawagirly
is there a reason why 8 million different hockey players have decided to post pics of themselves kissing each other with tongue or????????Or, Hayden Pike is freaking out after accidentally posting a video of Shane and Ilya making out on his fanmail. Luckily, he has a groupchat of hockey players determined to help them play it off. The internet is mostly just confused?
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the coast is clear by WriteThroughTheNight
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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The best way to describe this work, I think, is as a novelization of the television series told from Ilya Rozanov's point of view. What happens in the series will happen, more or less, in this work.
Please note, I did read both Heated Rivalry and The Long Game by Rachel Reid, but that was some time ago and my recollection of them is spotty at best. Because they are novels and this is a written story, I did NOT consult the books in order to reduce the chance that I would inadvertently plagiarize them. That means that where the television series leaves a gap in the narrative, I may fill it with something very different than what happens in the books. We will all end up at the cottage, but some of us are taking a slightly different path to get there.
This novelization means that potentially triggering things that happen in the series (like mental health issues) will happen in this work. NOTE, HOWEVER, no new issues will be added in this work. No one dies. No one is outed. No one is assaulted. This is just the story of the show as if it were from Ilya's point of view.
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