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    Nicholas forces himself to look down at his lap. Vertigo hits him quick and hard. His hands are—not his hands. They’re thin, tapered, a couple shades darker. He blinks a few times. His brain tells them to move and then they do. No delay. He looks at them, clenching and relaxing: bone, muscle, sinew, tendon, skin. All under his control.

    These are Euijoo’s hands. They shake a little. He has to swallow a scream.

    On the first day of summer, Nicholas wakes up inside Euijoo's body.

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    27 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 93

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    “I know, Juju,” Nicholas coos in that sickly sweet voice most people use on their cats when they’re meowing dramatically, not on a 22-year-old man. “What, do you want me to carry you princess-style into the bathroom and wash your hair for you? Would you like that?”

    Euijoo wants exactly that. He’d love nothing more than to be manhandled across the room and scrubbed down while Nicholas runs his fingers through his hair like it’s his life’s only purpose.

    “You’re useless,” he says instead, like a normal, sane person would, and weakly swats Nicholas’ hand away.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    At sixteen, Nicholas is far too old to be adopted. The most he can hope for is that the foster homes he'll be shuffled between for the next two years aren't completely terrible.

    Then he ends up on Fuma and Yudai's doorstep.

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    26 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    Nicholas hums, muffled and low. Something tightens in the pit of Euijoo’s stomach at the sound. “Do y’think you’d be able to stay up? Or would you be too tired?”

    Never too tired for you, he wants to say, but refrains. That’s too desperete, even for Euijoo. Instead he pretends to think about it, going an extra mile by humming, then, “I’d probably be able to stay up for a while, I think,” he lies, just for the sake of it. “It depends, though.”

    “On what?”

    “On what we’d be doing.”

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    20 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Nicholas has had a crush on Euijoo forever. The problem? He wasn't man enough to confess, let alone man enough to even talk to him! He'd agreed to volunteer for this trip when Fuma told him that Euijoo would be on it too, unbeknownst to him that Fuma also convinced Euijoo to volunteer for the trip too. Truth be told, he and Yudai were over the two of them talking about each other but never doing anything about it.

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    13 Jul 2026