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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    Most people think that Neil is just paranoid after everything that happened. That he has a right to be. Andrew sees what is actually happening in Neil's brain and supports him through it all.

    TLDR: Neil has OCD and only Andrew notices

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    09 Jul 2026

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    30 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    A series of fics within the "Who You Were Formed to Be" universe where Neil has dissociative identity disorder.
    Main fic is (predictably) "Who You Were Formed to Be" and though one-shots can be read without reading that one, some things will make a lot more sense if you read that one first since some important canon events are changed.
    One-shots will be a mix of pre-fic, post-fic, and alternative POVs of both of those + scenes from the main fic and they will likely contain spoilers for "Who You Were Formed to Be".

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    30 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    The guy sitting across from Neil in the diner, surrounded by star-charts and maps, looks like someone’s just told him the world’s ending.

    Well. It is. But that’s not really the point.

    At the end of the world, Neil Josten ends up chasing a meteor.

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    27 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    If they were other people, if this were some other time, Kevin could reach over with his scarred left hand and cup those similar scars on Neil’s cheek until he’s looking back at him. If they were anything but what they are now, Kevin would know what Neil’s mouth tastes like, what noises he makes when he’s kissed.

    “Is Neil available?” Nicky’s voice haunts him, the question under his skin like a splinter of wood he can’t dig out.

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    Nine Times Kevin Wished He and Neil Were Something More (And One Time They Finally Did Something About It)

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    26 May 2026