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shock, shift and shake off by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
04 May 2026
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“My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
“You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
“You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.Bookmarked by lucecus
05 May 2026
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On Control by k1ondyke
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Four Wild Swipes
24 Mar 2026
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Jay watched as Matt took his hat off and dropped it onto the floor. “I feel like you’re messing things up on purpose.”
“Messing things up on purpose? Maybe I just really need you, Jay. I need you to help me — and you’re accusing me of — what? Lies? You think I’m pulling a munchausen? You’re heartless.”
“I want to help you,” said Jay, helpfully.
Matt spun on a dime. “You want to help me? What, are you an — illness pervert?"
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Matt needs it. Jay can give it to him. If only either of them knew what "it" was.
(AKA, Matt is blind for 48 hours — luckily, he has his b-friend to take care of him.)Bookmarked by lucecus
05 May 2026
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to be safe up here with you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
30 Apr 2026
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Like an archivist, Jay continues dutifully onward. He noses along the curve of Matt's neck, smelling the sweat there, going dizzy with desire, before moving his lips to the corner of Matt's mouth. And then his cheek. Jawline. Up around the temples and back down around the ear, neck, throat, collar bones, shoulders. Jay moves with a ruthlessness dedicated to worshiping every inch of Matt until he's squirming.
"Jesus, Bird," Matt pants, "is this what you're like with women? Coming on kind of strong, eh?"
Jay doesn't look up from where he's sucking at a mole on Matt's stomach. "You like it."
Matt's leg hooks itself over Jay's back.
"Yeah. I do."
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03 May 2026
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No Shit, Spielberg by LiquidDeathCan
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
30 Apr 2026
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Jared finds some clues
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01 May 2026
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Matt is tried as an adult. Owen deals with the aftermath.
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23 Apr 2026
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From: Owen A. Williams [[email protected]]
To: Rebecca Johnson [[email protected]]Ms. Johnson,
I am terribly sorry for my misunderstanding and my wasting your time. I won’t bother you any longer.
Owen A. Williams
From: Rebecca Johnson [[email protected]]
To: Owen A. Williams [[email protected]]i’m fucking with you. it is me. 64780417419 text me
Rebecca
Conversations between two people who have not been the same in 10 years.
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22 Apr 2026
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"What's this about, man?" Jay's voice was soft against his ear. Their faces were pressed together.
"I had a dream you died," he finally admitted. It came out as a sob, tears spilling from his eyes. He would have been embarrassed if he wasn't so goddamn relieved that Jay was alive and warm in his arms.
"MJ, whoa, hey. I'm right here, man," Jay soothed, one hand running up and down Matt's back. "I'm not going anywhere, okay? I promise."
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Matt has a nightmare.
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12 Apr 2026
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It was true that Matt was obsessed with the idea of *having had* sex, but he didn’t show any interest in trying to pursue anybody. What Matt was mostly interested in was Jay being involved, somehow. How could he not understand that this was too much to ask, even for them? Matt didn’t ever seem to feel bad about needing things from people.
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12 Apr 2026
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Nirvanna the Band: Album Review by thunderrlord
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
03 Apr 2026
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Listen to ‘Nirvanna the Band’ for what it is, not what it is not.
Jay McCarrol’s first new record in a decade may be a bit rough around the edges, but it could be the first step in a new direction for the pop star.
April 10th, 2026
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05 Apr 2026
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Stan Twitter, but if it existed for in-universe Truman Show stans.
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- Part 24 of Am I the Asshole?
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15 Jan 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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08 Jan 2026
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where is my mind? by ciders
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016), Stranger Things - Fandom
03 Apr 2018
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On November 6th, 1985, Will Byers crashed his bicycle while riding home from the Wheeler household, damaging his head and waking up two days later with no recollection of who he was.
Plagued with the absence of his memories and a dark haired boy who refuses to tell Will his name, all Will Byers has to do is remember. That's the hard part.
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- Part 1 of losing will, and other fatalities
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07 Jan 2026
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Mike is on Reddit.
He needs to stop oversharing online.
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05 Jan 2026
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Jim Hopper considered himself a patient man.
Not abundantly patient, fuck off, but patient enough dammit.
Everyone had their limits.
Hopper’s limit happened to be one Michael Wheeler.
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04 Jan 2026
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you're getting called out (cause you're running your mouth) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
02 Jan 2026
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“I bet your boyfriend's funny, huh?” he said, before he could stop himself. His eyes flicked back to the piece of jewellery on Will’s neck. “Nice necklace by the way.”
Will froze.
Mike wasn’t stupid. He knew it wasn’t just a necklace. It was a signal. A claim.
Six years after everything, Mike Wheeler has built a life of routine and avoidance, convincing himself that silence is the same as healing. Will Byers has done the opposite – he’s left, grown, and learned to love without apology.
When they meet again at Lucas and Max’s wedding, the truth Mike has spent years avoiding, finally demands to be faced – especially when he sees Will with someone else.
As he finds out, sometimes yearning doesn’t fade with time. It grows, until punches are thrown.
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04 Jan 2026
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but at least i finally found it (love) by gaysforbyler
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
22 Mar 2024
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“So… how did you know you liked boys?” Mike randomly asks Will one afternoon.
“How did I what?” Will swivels his head toward Mike, who’s looking back at him expectantly over the top of his comic book. He’s got on that thinking-face he does— the one that tells Will that Mike has definitely been staring at him for the past ten minutes minimum, trying to wrap his brain around some idea or another, like he’s working out a particularly difficult puzzle.
“Like, what do you like about them? Oh, come on, don’t look at me like that,” he complains, and Will assumes he must be making a face somewhere between skeptical and bewildered. “We never talk about it. Why is it boys for you?”
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Mike wants to know why Will likes boys— in a completely straight, heterosexual way.Aka Byler talking about boys for 7k words.
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04 Jan 2026
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Never a Cross Word by 3tuxedocats
Fandoms: Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice & Related Fandoms, Pride and Prejudice (2005), Pride and Prejudice (TV 1995)
17 Dec 2023
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Elizabeth tours Pemberley with the Gardiners a year early, while the Darcys are away at Ramsgate. She is intrigued by the housekeeper's glowing praise of a man who is highly respected by his servants and tenants, and a doting guardian to his much younger sister, not to mention so handsome in his portrait. But when she meets him in person two months later in Hertfordshire, he doesn't quite match Mrs Reynolds' description.
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21 Aug 2025
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have you heard the news that you're dead? by wizardlover
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
09 Sep 2022
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“Kim,” you say, and he blinks at you in the middle of putting out his hand. “There’s something fucked up going on.”
“You must be from the 41st. I’m Lieutenant Kim Kitsuragi—though you seem to know that already.” He seems tense, for some reason—and his hand is still out. “I’m afraid I wasn’t told who you are.”
“It’s me, Harry! Kim, don’t you remember me? Fuck, there’s something really wrong happening.”
“If you’re referring to the dead body that has been hanging from a tree for seven days—then yes, I agree. It is pretty wrong.” Kim is looking at you with his mouth slightly pursed. There’s no recognition in his eyes—he looks at you like you’re a stranger.
“This can’t be happening." Kim clears his throat.
“You are clearly going through… something. But I would appreciate it if we could focus on the case for the moment.”
“Oh my god,” you say. “We did it already, Kim, but for some reason I’m the only one who remembers! This is some—some cosmic joke from the universe, I’ll tell you that.”
“Okay,” Kim says, slowly. “I’m going to give you a moment while I talk to the manager. You’re going to sit down and sort out whatever it is you’re doing. And then we’re going to take down that corpse.”
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10 Aug 2025
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You wake up with no idea where you are, or who you are.
You wake up with no idea where you are, or who you are.
You wake up...
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08 Aug 2025
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Harry finds himself in the liminal space between Martinaise and actually having to be Harry Du Bois again. He needs to return to his apartment, and his job, and his life, but the prospect is terrifying; everything that was once him is everything he can't allow himself to be ever again. Kim helps him make the transition, and Harry pines wildly over him. They eat food and talk about the homo-sexual underground. Harry tries not to cry a lot.
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- 4/4
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07 Aug 2025