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how you make me feel like (the list of my top five) by kibeom
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
28 May 2026
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Matthew loves everything about Taerae, but if he had to, he’d make a list of his top five things.
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hitting every red light (and everything is alright) by kibeom
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
24 Apr 2026
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Taerae knows saying goodbye - again - is inevitable, but he still wishes he had more time with Matthew.
Matthew is clever enough to come up with a solution, even if it's temporary.
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Taerae sees Matthew again. He's not sure that's what he wanted to happen, at all.
What the fuck is he supposed to do? They're strangers now, aren't they?
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- Part 2 of sillage.
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“Do you want me to stop pleasuring you?” Taerae questions then, softly, not quite sure whether Matthew is playing with him, or if he’s serious.
“I mean, let me get you there too, hm? You like being in my lap so much, don’t you?”
Taerae swears they’re best friends. Nothing more, nothing less. He swears.
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Giving Taerae flowers shouldn't be that hard.
Except, Taerae is a flower expert. Matthew tries to be optimistic, though, roses are always romantic! Right?
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It all starts with a Christmas party, some well-disguised mistletoe, and an oblivious Taerae sitting right under it.
Bookmarked by kibeom
30 Dec 2025
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How many times can Taerae pretend that what he and Matthew do both on-camera and off-camera is just fanservice?
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Between work and distance, Matthew and Taerae find a way to be close.
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Taerae heaves a deep breath, his frame trembling under Matthew’s emotional eyes. “I just—I just don’t know if I really deserve this. If I deserve you.”
“Bullshit,” Matthew spits, pressing their foreheads together. It’s intimate, invasive. “Do you want this? Me? Do you want me? Do you want us?”
Taerae just finds himself lost in Matthew’s eyes, his own heart constricting within his chest. He feels like he wants to choke out a huge sob from the confines of his soul. But somewhere internally, he finds the strength to nod his head.
“Then take it. Be selfish.”
Taerae broke up with Matthew a year ago yet his hands compel him to write a mixtape about him. From there, they fall into a spiraling dance of vulnerability and forgiveness.
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He truly hadn’t meant to call Taerae his husband, but when the opportunity arose, Matthew just couldn’t help himself.

