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Ryounosuke Akutagawa never felt remorse for killing.
He had learned to yield a weapon before he knew how to write, before knowing he himself was a weapon. In the slums there was no room for morals, it was a matter of chosing whether or not you were willing to pay the price for survival.
When Ryounosuke made the desition, he had still not learned what regret is.
He breathes in deep through his nose and out through his mouth, earning him a handfull of dry coughs. Another gift from his past, yet he still relishes on the posibility to breathe air and not have his nostrils burning.
He won't feel sorry for choosing this.
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the delicious agony of rooming with the love of your life by G33ks
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
27 Jun 2026
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Nakamura wasn’t going to take Hirose's friendship for granted. He had decided that for the rest of their high school years, he was going to smile and take all of this heartbreak and repressed emotions into stride and be the best friend Hirose ever had. And by the time high school got over, they’d be on their separate ways.
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“Nakamura, when we go to college, move in with me!”or, what happens when the guy you've been in love for more than 4 years suddenly asks you to become his roommate, just when you were planning to let him go?
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01 Jun 2026
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Blue has a favor to ask of Ronan while Gansey and Adam are away. She ends up receiving much more than she expected. (Or, that one where Ronan teaches Blue to drive stick and they have adventures.) Post-BLLB.
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10 Apr 2026
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Close Your Eyes and Shut Your Mouth by ecaitlin
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
13 Mar 2015
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Five times Ronan slept at Adam's, and the one time Adam asked him to.
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11 Dec 2025
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To think that there’s a gifted in this world who can transport others to a ‘Hell.’ Not even a particularly hellish hell. For all Akutagawa had experienced in his life, this is obnoxiously tame.
Pleasant, even, if he was to ignore the centaurs hunting him for sport and the fact that he’s kneeling in an open grave.
Still - if Akutagawa was given such an ability, he’d have no shortage of significantly more creative punishments for creatures as loathsome as himself.
Akutagawa goes to Hell. Atsushi follows. Neither return the same.
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01 Sep 2025
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After a chance encounter with a mysterious ability user, Atsushi Nakajima finds himself crawling to Ryuunosuke Akutagawa for help. He's burning up with a sickness that can only be satisfied by the broody bastard himself. When neither can hold back, an illicit arrangement forms. Can they keep their feelings out of the fun? Or is something greater at play, ensuring they fall harder?
Their pursuit of happiness will put them through the wringer, push their moral limits, and make them dig deeper for whatever it takes to keep what they have.
One man reaches for the light for a chance at love, and the other dips into the dark to protect it.
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Weak Inhibitions started off as a short smut fic but has developed into a behemoth of a fic about young love, found families, and accepting peace after trauma. It is a character-driven story that covers dark moments in their lives that influence their decisions and the way they interact with each other. It is also sexually explicit and violent. So, please read the tags.- Language:
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01 Sep 2025