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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    "Right then," James says, looking between them nervously. "I guess there's only one way to find out..." A pause. "Remus, how do you feel about Sirius?"

    Sirius takes a fortifying breath in preparation. He knows that whatever Remus' answer is, this is probably going to hurt either way.

    "I'm in love with him."

    And—fuck.

    Just—

    Fuck.

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    Remus is struggling to balance the agony of Sirius’ betrayal with the love that he just cannot seem to let go of.

    Sirius is falling apart under the weight of his guilt as he grapples with his newly-broken sense of identity.

    Just as it starts to seem like this fracture through their friend group is completely irreparable, Remus’ drink is spiked with Amortentia.

    Or is it?

     

    **not abandoned i promise i’m just a slow writer 💔

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    16 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Remus Lupin’s having a hard time dealing with his mental health after a full moon takes a bad turn, just a month before returning to Hogwarts for his sixth year.

    Disclaimer: all these characters belong to JKR

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    09 Dec 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    Sirius has fucked up, massively. He doesn't think Remus will ever forgive him. So, he resorts to the only thing he has left, the only thing that he knows, that he feels truly knows him.

    Pain.

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    01 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 66

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    "There's not going to be a way to come back from this," James paused, eyes lingering on Sirius' trainwreck of a body, "I love you, mate, but you've gone too far this time. Too fucking far."

    "He hates me, doesn't he?" He asked, voice small and meek, so fragile the slightest noise could shatter him.

    "He should."

     

    LONG-TERM HIATUS

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    01 Sep 2024

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    “You came.” Sirius said in a hurt, shocked whisper that certainly only Remus could hear. It confused him, but, as it always had, Sirius's pained voice just made him hold onto him a bit tighter. Sirius wasn’t letting go, and Remus allowed his eyes to flutter shut. A thought materialized in his head so clearly as the man clutched at him. The feel and weight of him was so familiar, even the smell of him, Remus couldn’t help but relax into it, even if only slightly. Sirius felt like home. And he hadn’t felt it in so long.
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    Remus Lupin was Sirius and James's biggest supporter in their dreams of being a successful band. And it was all going great. But that was a year ago, and before Sirius sang a song that ended with Remus's boyfriend breaking up with him, and Sirius and James leaving for a tour without a word to Remus.
    Now, Sirius and James are back, and Remus has to figure out how to include them back into his life after a year of radio silence. And even worse, Sirius seems to have come back with his heart broken, and Remus finds himself needing to help fix it.

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    28 Aug 2024