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Euijoo raises an eyebrow. “You were definitely avoiding me.” He sees right through Nicholas’ bullshit––it’s both a blessing and a curse to have someone know you so deeply. “I just want to know what I did wrong so I can make it up to you and you can stop being so skittish around me.”
Nicholas takes a moment to think. There is no universe where he could say “do you remember the time you called me hyung in a live? Well, turns out I’m a bit of a freak and I've accidentally uncovered a part of me I didn’t even know was hidden, and I’ve jerked off to the thought more times than I’d like to admit, so really it’s not your fault, I’m actually just fucking crazy” and Euijoo would be understanding, so instead he opts for, “I’m just a bit out of it––the concerts are kind of taking a toll on me.”
Bookmarked by evanescnt
06 Jul 2026
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Euijoo tries to ignore the throbbing in his chest, as he always does.
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Euijoo’s been… off. Not in the way people get when they’re sad or sick or breaking apart quietly in the corners of their lives. On paper, everything looks fine. Better than fine, actually. He laughs more. He hums while brushing his teeth. He sways a little when the kettle whistles, like there’s a song in his head no one else can hear. Sometimes he sings under his breath—love songs, mostly, the kind that make Nicholas’s chest tighten without knowing why. He tells himself it’s stupid to care. That it’s not about jealousy, or fear, or whatever fragile thing his heart is pretending not to feel. But the thought itches at him: if Euijoo’s happy, why does it feel like he lost something in the process?
Or; Euijoo has a crush, and Nicholas fucking hates it. Even though he's the one who's kept Euijoo hanging for years.
Bookmarked by evanescnt
04 Jul 2026
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this was achingly beautiful HELLOOOOOOO?
i was unsure at first whether to read this or not because cheating was never my cup of tea buttt i finally read it anyway and boy, it was such a rollercoaster -
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4 years after they break up, Euijoo finds himself living with Nicholas. The ghosts of their past rear their heads.
Bookmarked by evanescnt
23 Jun 2026
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oh my god?????
this was so fucking heartbreaking and my chest HURTS for them -
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Euijoo meets Nicholas in a bar on Manhattan Beach Pier during the 2021 International Surf Festival. Nicholas is lean, blonde, bounces off the walls and laughs loud. His voice is deeper than it should be and he’s got little to no game, but Euijoo sticks around anyway. Nicholas is built and he’s hot, his shirt tight across his shoulders, his hair wild around his ears. He’s bright like sunshine and his lips are sinful when they wrap around the neck of a beer bottle or the rim of a glass of coke.
Nicholas doesn’t live too far from the pier; they walk side by side on the beach, talking about LA. Euijoo’s accent seems to stick to the roof of his mouth, and he pushes his hands in the pockets of his boardshorts to keep himself from reaching out, feeling Nicholas’s pulse at his wrist, seeing if it beats as fast as he talks. Nicholas takes his sandals off, toes digging in the sand.
Nicholas says, suddenly, cutting through the random topics they’re fleeting on, “I don’t really do this,” which seems like a lie until he adds, “With guys, I mean.”
To love is to change. Euijoo and Nicholas change each other, over the course of 5 summers.
Bookmarked by evanescnt
21 Jun 2026
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this was such a fun fun read, so beautiful i love it!!!