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Asking For Forgiveness is Scary: 5 Times the trajectory could have changed but not the ending. by bdanim1983
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Apr 2026
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Five alternate scenes; the Vegas bathroom, the penthouse (twice), the tuna meltdown, and the Tampa hotel room, where one choice could have changed everything. Each chapter stands alone, a different version of the same truth: asking for forgiveness is terrifying, and some endings are inevitable no matter how many times you rewrite the beginning
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Shane finally gets the answer he’s spent his whole life searching for: autism. The diagnosis brings clarity, grief, and relief in equal measure—but telling Ilya is the part that scares him most. Instead of pulling away, Ilya meets him with quiet understanding and a fierce determination to learn how to love him better. A story about naming the truth, choosing each other, and building a gentler world together.
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After finally saying “I love you,” Shane and Ilya spend the next year learning how to stay; across cities, teams, and two wildly different communication styles. Shane plans every detail; Ilya pretends not to care while feeling everything too deeply. Between Boston, Montreal, and Ottawa, they build a life out of circled dates, movie nights, shared memories, and the kind of love that keeps choosing itself, even when the words come out differently
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Just Another Day in Paradise by Zavia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is on vacation.
This is, objectively, a great idea. There is sun. There is a private villa. There is Luca, who fits into Shane’s life with the ease of something long-established. Brotherly, familiar, and currently eyeing the entire resort like it’s a personal challenge.
There is also Ilya Rozanov.
This was not mentioned. This was not in the plan.
It’s fine. They’re fine. They’ve always been fine. Years later, different lives, perfectly capable of sharing a beach, a drink, and conversation that slips a little too easily into something familiar.
Fine enough not to think about it.
Around them, things stay uncomplicated. Luca is already making decisions Shane will have to deal with later. Marley is encouraging him. Svetlana is watching like she already knows how this ends.
And Shane, who is absolutely, completely fine, starts to realize something mildly inconvenient:
nothing else ever really measured up.
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:
They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.
After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%
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Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?
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- Part 1 of re: hi
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Bookmarked by bdanim1983
30 Apr 2026
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All It Takes Is One Taste (You'll Be Coming Back For More) by parttimehuman
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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Being the best hockey player in the world (fuck you, Rozanov) and living in a city as hockey-obsessed as Montreal makes being gay a little bit complicated for Shane - he can’t exactly go out to meet a man, not even if it’s just for sex. So when Hayden brings up this super discreet, super high profile, super anonymous sex party in New York, Shane lets himself be convinced to go. In an unexpected turn of events, he actually feels attracted to one of the partygoers and hooks up with the guy. After, he can’t get the beautiful stranger with the golden mask and the lily tattoo out of his head. Even more unexpectedly, their paths keep crossing until Shane finds himself falling in love.
The game against Boston comes at a pretty bad time, Shane being consumed by thoughts of his “Lily.” During a face-off against Rozanov, the ice is pulled from underneath his skates…
Or: What if Shane fell in love first and realized Lily was his biggest rival later?
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15 Apr 2026
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infiltrators by inarosaurus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander was traded to the Ottawa Centaurs without ever being outed. His relationship with Ilya Rozanov is still a secret to most people.
Everything was going just fine, until they both get added to the Centaurs WAGs group chat.Series
- Part 1 of Schrödinger's WAG
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Shane Hollander never went to that nightclub.
He married Rose instead. Built a home. Had children. Lived a life that was good, real, and carefully chosen.Ilya Rozanov left North America, went back to Russia, and never really let anyone close again.
Ten years later, they end up on the same team in Montreal.
Some loves ruin you when they happen.
Others ruin you because they never do.Bookmarked by bdanim1983
08 Apr 2026