sideways_rain



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    “It makes it really hard to avoid me when I show up at your workplace, huh?”

    “I am not–” He drops his voice, “We are not doing this here.” Gerard tells him sternly, and Frank nods gravely.

    “I wouldn’t dream of it, Father Way.” Frank says with a glimmer in his eyes. “Not the time, nor the place, right?”

    Gerard fixes him with a glare. “Right.”

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Have you ever wanted to be face-fucked by Ray Toro? Gerard certainly has.

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    16 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Gerard wants to practice "girl-kissing" with Ray, who remembers how poorly their first attempt years ago went. He hesitantly agrees after Gerard pushes for it, but on one condition: Ray's going to imagine Gerard's a girl the whole time. Fine by Gee apparently. Ray can't imagine why Gerard would even go to him of all people for kissing advice anyway. It's not like he's some expert...

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    Ray assumes Gerard just wants to kiss him platonically (he assumes a lot of incorrect things in this) and earns himself a lay through his dorkish/golden-hearted demeanor

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    15 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    Thirty-seven, going through a second puberty
    Out in the limelight like please, nobody look at me

    - I Stand On The Line, Kae Tempest

    Gerard Way is doing their best to live authentically with the hat trick of their estrogen prescription, recent autism diagnosis, and ongoing body image issues. Maybe going on a World Tour wasn't the best idea.

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    10 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    It's been 7 months since the split that tore Brendon into two.

    His heart is still broken beyond repair, time standing still in his mind as he reflects on his hidden relationship with Ryan throughout the years. While sinking further into depths of depression and isolation, he realizes that he may never be able to move on properly. Ultimately, it prevents him from moving Panic! forward as a band.

    He decides to take matters into his own hands and tries to mend the bond he once had with Ryan, only after his friends intervene and drag him out of the hole he sunk himself into. Come to find out, it's not as easy as it seems.

    Brendon explores his grief and fights for the love he once had, trying to solve the puzzle that is Ryan Ross.

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    25 Jun 2026