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  1. Public Bookmark 68

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    Euijoo is going to pay for this. For making him like this, for making him abandon all of his thoughts and dignity. For ripping his self-restraint away from him and waltzing right over it. For breaking his heart and leaving him.

    And then he's biting; biting down hard, on the curve of Euijoo's neck. Nicholas hopes it's enough to bruise, that Euijoo and everyone else will notice, see. He hopes it hurts, that the ache lingers long after and burns through him every time he traces his fingers over it, everytime someone asks.

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    18 Nov 2025

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    im going to mcKill myself

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    The night he finally understood, with Nicholas concentrated on reading a book in front of him, that what they had could never work because they were both Alphas and such a thing went against nature. But when Nicholas caught him staring and simply smiled as if only the two of them mattered, Euijoo couldn't have cared less about nature.

    How Nicholas was the reason Euijoo started drawing, to convey what he felt when words choked in his throat.

    How, once, in one of their many moments in Euijoo’s room, Nicholas confessed he hated being called Nicho, but for some reason, he liked it when Euijoo called him Nico.

    So many memories passed before Euijoo’s eyes like a torturous flashback, refusing to leave his lips and be shared with the rest because he was selfish enough to keep that Nicholas all to himself. The idea of someone else knowing him so intimately, as if someone had looted his own Pandora's box and snatched the only thing that was his to keep, turning it into an eternal promise materialized in a ring that didn't include him, was as painful as it was nauseating.

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    15 Nov 2025

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    the first 3/4 of the first chapter were way too personal that i felt so sick i cried as i got drunk,
    i wasn't gonna finish it but then i thought, just because i didn't get a good ending didn't meant i would let juju have the same destiny

    so i finished it and now i feel better (with an aching need to have juju below me)

    good porn feels like this <3

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    heart note (abstr.): As the name suggests, heart notes or middle notes form the heart of your perfume, and the rich body of the olfactory built up. These perfume notes are the main character of a perfume, the scent you smell after the perfume has settled on your skin after a few hours of wear.

    Nicholas, omega slick entrepreneur (he sells his slick on Etsy, okay!), meets his new neighbour.

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    15 Nov 2025

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    in this economy, we support our local bussiness.

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    Insomniac Euijoo finds solace and occasionally slumber in Nicholas' bed. Except it goes wrong in all the ways it can.

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    08 Nov 2025

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    i can't breathe or sleep. that's it

    my meds show up btw

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    “I think I’m ready,” Nicholas announced during dinner, peering up at Euijoo through his thick lashes, ears laying flat against his head.

    Euijoo had choked on his drink, spluttering and coughing as he attempted to catch his breath after being so rudely attacked by his boyfriend. “S- Sorry?” Euijoo asked, but his own ears betrayed him, already twitching with interest.

    Nicholas laughed, a small, shy thing that warmed Euijoo from the inside out. “I said,” he leaned in, nuzzling Euijoo’s nose with his own. “I think I’m ready.” The look in his eyes was so pointed that it made Euijoo flush.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO