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Scared to Live (But I'm Scared to Die) by Major_816
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
21 Jun 2021
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Neil Josten goes to the Nest for Andrew, but he stays for a lot more.
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"I'm sorry Coach," he muttered.
"For what kid?" Wymack shifted. "You've got to give me something to work with here."
Wymack watched the thin traces of sorrow as paper exchanged hands and he was looking down at a contract with the Edgar Allan Raven's.
"I signed them Coach, I'm sorry."
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The one where Neil doesn't come back from Winter Break.
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- Part 1 of Paralyzed
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25 Jul 2026
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Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”
“Abram,” Andrew returns.
“I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”
“You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”
Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.
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In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.
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Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.
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22 Jun 2026
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Nathaniel is out of the nest, but at what cost?
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“You can only put him back together and hope for it to heal. That is all we can do.” Jean said, meeting Abby’s tearful eyes.Abby nodded, picking up her own thread and following Jean’s lead.
Andrew dragged a chair from the corner of the room up to where Abram’s head was resting and tried not to watch. He didn’t succeed, but he could at least say he tried. As they threaded stitch after stitch through Abram’s skin, Andrew sat with his hands folded in his lap and followed Jean’s advice to breathe. Then, he began to plan.
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ORNeil is a Fox, Andrew is learning to let him in, and the Foxes have a Championship season to play.
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Sequel to Stranger to Stay. You MUST read STS before reading this!Series
- Part 2 of What It Means To Stand Still
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19 May 2026
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Nathaniel smiled at nobody. “I knew you cared about me.”
“Don’t kid yourself.”
“You do. You don’t have to admit it, I already know.”
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Four years have passed since Andrew has seen Abram. Four years since Nathaniel stopped being Abram. There's pieces at play neither of them know about, but Andrew has never been one for patience; he's done waiting for Abram, and Neil is done fighting him.
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The one where Neil is Nathaniel, Kevin has a spine, Abram is still a loud mouthed freshman, and Andrew met him in California.
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Russian translation available with this link: https://ficbook.net/readfic/12020758
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COMPLETE!!! Part 2 is out now and ongoing!
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check out my tumblr for teasers on upcoming chapters and feel free to send art/messages! @storiesbycorySeries
- Part 1 of What It Means To Stand Still
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18 May 2026
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Healing isn’t linear, and sometimes you have to go backward to go forward.
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Neil has some triggers caused by certain sense memories. Andrew helps him. They figure it out.
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05 May 2026