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    It was only in his third year of college that he started thinking about his eyesight again. It wasn’t that it was affecting his performance in exy. He was still the best goalie in the league. No, the thing that made him think about getting his eyes checked again was Neil.

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    or: andrew needs glasses, but he's always hated wearing them (that is until a certain someone came along)

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    Neil was seven the first time he felt it. He was used to pain, accustomed to it by this stage, the feeling of a weight pushing him down and down, suffocating him, his arms and chest and head too heavy, his flesh and bones burning and ripping and scarring. Pain was something he knew all too well. But the pressure he felt deep in his gut and down in between his legs was something that he was too young to even understand, let alone comprehend feeling. And it hurt and ached in a way that he never did before, in a way that left him sobbing quietly into his pillow as his body shook from the pain, his heart aching in his chest equally as bad.

    It was a strange feeling for him, pain being unusual, something he couldn’t understand. For Neil had known pain his whole life. But this, this was something else, something too harsh and deep and heavy, something he wished he would never feel again.

     

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    Neil and Andrew are soulmates, who can feel each others pain and reside in the back of each others minds, no matter how hard they wish that they didn't.

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    Adam Parrish stood on the front porch, fully wet from head to toe. His dusty hair soaked and sticking to his forehead, a few strands of it poking his eyes. Ronan tucked the loose strands away from Adam's eyes and Adam stared at him, before Ronan realized what he was doing and pulled away.
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    Neil had just come face to face with Andrew Minyard himself, three years after he'd broken up with Neil because they wouldn't make it anyway. Because what they had was nothing, too little to mean something to Andrew and too much to mean to Neil.
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    A story about learning to love, again.
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    Updates every Saturday!

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    Andrew and Neil have been fuckbuddies since who knows when. Neil is tired of that, he wants something real with Andrew.

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    Andrew no le había contado sobre la ira porque no quería reconocerla, pero a veces sentía que Bee podía verla filtrarse por cada poro en uno de sus días malos, podía verla detrás de sus ojos cuando pensaba en el humo y fuego y caída.

    —  ¿Qué opinas de Amnesia Andrew?—ella había preguntado como si fuera normal.

    —Aparentemente roba cosas, aparentemente sonríe—respondió con ligereza, y Betsy asintió con la cabeza como si lo supiera, y Andrew recordó su sueño de hace unas semanas, la sensación de su mano siendo guiada debajo de la camisa de otra persona, a través de la piel devastada, cicatrices que no podía recordar si alguna vez vio o no, pero tantas, demasiadas...

    Y estaba tan enojado

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    As he walked back to the Maserati, Neil realized that he didn’t feel any different than before the ceremony. But he also supposed that was a good thing.

    ~*~

    Just something super short about andreil getting married because apparently I can't stop writing about it

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    Andrew and Neil getting to see each other after some time apart. Fun times ensue.

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    "I need an answer for this, Andrew," he prods, "You don't have to write me an essay, just… tell me the basics. What do you like?"

    He sighs in defeat and tucks his socked feet under Neil's thigh. "When you… say things," he says slowly.

    Neil stares at him, "I need a little more to go on than that, love."

    Andrew flicks him on the arm, irritated, "I meant when you say nice things, asshole. Like when you tell me I'm… good."

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    There was a guy dancing in the rooftop conservatory. Andrew almost felt offended. That was his spot. The conservatory was the only space he had for himself in this godforsaken college. Okay, he knew it wasn’t really his spot. It was open to all students, but no one ever really used it. It was all run down and poorly ventilated, so it was either too hot or too cold at any given time. Not that the guy seemed to care.

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    or: andrew finds neil dancing in his usual spot and slowly falls in love

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    It goes like this: Neil's giving therapy a chance. He's dealing with every emotion he's ever pushed down trying to leak back up. When he gets hurt during a game, Andrew gets upset and they get into an argument. And then Andrew apologizes.

    A fic in which Andrew and Neil work on healing together and cry and have the softest sex in the world.

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    For both of them, the nightmares had stayed further away ever since they moved into their apartment. Some nights, though, they still came.

    just Neil and Andrew helping each other after a nightmare

     

    please check tw in notes!! they’re why it’s rated mature

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    For Andrew, sex didn't have to mean anything.

    It was a way to keep his mind busy, to prove to himself that he could do it despite what had happened to him.

    He faced the trauma with the same thing that had traumatized him. No, it wasn't healthy. The doctors had already told him.

    Did he care? No.

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    Neil looked up again, meeting each of the Foxes' (his family's) eyes.
    “Most of you probably don’t know what this means, but—” he locked eyes with Kevin. “The name I was born with was Nathaniel Wesninski.”

     

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    At the beginning of the interview with Kathy Ferdinand, Neil and Andrew suddenly end up in their younger selves' bodies and seize their chance to change history

    Now translated into Russian: https://ficbook.net/readfic/11175808/comments#content
    Thank you so much!

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    2/2
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    27
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    Neil gets sick on the way to the Foxes' first game of the season. Andrew takes care of him.

    A lot of yearning ensues and feelings come out

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    NOTE: everything in the tags that says "implied/referenced" are not detailed at all, just brief mentions to Andrew and Neil's past traumas. (Ex. Andrew struggling with sharing a bed, Neil's scars, etc)

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    Andrew refuses to accept he's lactose intolerant, but Neil's had enough of the farts

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    truly one of the most stupid fics I've ever written, but hopefully it makes you laugh.

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    Kevin has a brother no one knew about. He needs help after escaping riko with his band the monsters. Who else can he call for help but his brother in order to start a new with the music they really want to sing.

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    2/?
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    5 times Robin saw the emotions others seemed blind to, and 1 time it was painfully obvious.

    Or Andrew and Neil through Robin's eyes.

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    2556
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    He couldn’t tell how much time had passed before he heard a sharp “Neil” hissed in his ear. He jerked up slightly and he found Andrew sitting up next to him in bed.
    “What?” Neil asked, rubbing his eyes. The bedside clock said it was 1:45 a.m.
    Andrew didn’t say anything, just stared at him, wide awake.
    “Nightmare?”
    Andrew shook his head. “No, just can’t sleep.”

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    The team stays at a hotel after a game. Andrew can’t sleep. Neil finds a solution.

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    You say good morning when it's midnight
    Going out of my head, alone in this bed
    I wake up to your sunset, and it's driving me mad
    I miss you so bad, and my heart, heart, heart is so jet-lagged

     

    Or, Neil and Andrew are living apart. And it's fine. Except when it isn't.

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    Chapters:
    3/10
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    “You still think this is a waste of time anyways, don’t you?” Kevin said, sounding tired.

    Andrew sighed. “Oh, Kevin, I’m helping you, of course it’s a waste of time.”

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    2/?
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    20
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    124
    Bookmarks:
    12
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